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RUNNING IT HARD: MANAGING SOCIAL RELATIONSHIPS AMONGST WOMEN INCARCERATED IN HAWAI‘I A DISSERTATION SUBMITTED TO THE GRADUATE DIVISION OF THE UNIVERSITY OF HAWAIʻI AT MĀNOA IN PARTIAL FULFILLMENT OF THE REQUIREMENTS FOR THE DEGREE OF DOCTOR OF PHILOSOPHY IN SOCIOLOGY DECEMBER 2016 By Corey T. Adler Dissertation Committee: Val Kalei Kanuha, Chairperson Meda Chesney-Lind Susan Chandler Marilyn Brown Earl Hishinuma Keywords: Women, Incarceration, Hawai‘i

Transcript of running it hard: managing social relationships amongst women

RUNNINGITHARD:MANAGINGSOCIALRELATIONSHIPSAMONGSTWOMENINCARCERATEDINHAWAI‘I

ADISSERTATIONSUBMITTEDTOTHEGRADUATEDIVISIONOFTHE

UNIVERSITYOFHAWAIʻIATMĀNOAINPARTIALFULFILLMENTOFTHE

REQUIREMENTSFORTHEDEGREEOF

DOCTOROFPHILOSOPHY

IN

SOCIOLOGY

DECEMBER2016

By

CoreyT.Adler

DissertationCommittee:

ValKaleiKanuha,Chairperson

MedaChesney-Lind

SusanChandler

MarilynBrown

EarlHishinuma

Keywords:Women,Incarceration,Hawai‘i

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ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

Manyscholarshavesaidthatcompletingadissertationisalong,lonely

process.Whilemyjourneyhasindeedbeenlong,ithasnotbeenlonely.Therehave

beensomanypeoplewhohavetakenthisjourneywithme;Iamhumbledand

gratefulbytheopportunitytoacknowledgeandthankthemhere.

Myfirstthanksaretomychair,ValliKaleiKanuha.Youhavebeenateacher,a

mentorandafriend.Yourknowledge,wisdomandactivismareinspiring,andI

respectandadmireyourwillingnesstoshareyourgiftswithothers.Ourlong

discussionsaboutsociology,feminism,Hawai‘i,teaching,familyandfriendshelped

metoseeandconsidertheworldfrommultipleperspectives.Yourbeliefinmeand

myworkbolsteredmyconfidence.Iwillcontinuefightingthegoodfightarmedwith

thetoolsIdevelopedunderyourguidance,andwillpassthemontofuture

generationsoflearnersandchangeagents.

Iwouldalsoliketoexpressmyheartfeltthankstotherestofmycommittee:

SusanChandler,EarlHishinuma,MedaChesney-LindandMarilynBrown.Your

supportandguidancehavebeeninvaluable.Susan,yourcriticaleyeandpolicy

knowledgepushedmetoconsidermyworkasmorethanascholarlyexercise.Earl,

thankyouforearlyopportunitiestolearnandgainresearchexperience.Your

steadfast,logicaloutlookallowedmetoseewaysoutoftheemotionalityof

academe.Meda,yourworkandyourlongtimecommitmenttogirlsandwomenhave

beensoinfluentialtothefield,andIamgratefultohavelearnedfromyou.Marilyn,I

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thankyouforyourwillingnesstojoinmycommitteeinthelasthour;yourwork

inspiredmine,andIamsothankfulforyourinterestandenthusiasm.

ToLorraineRobinson,TaliaCardines,KelcieWatsonandtherestofthe

staffatKaHaleHo‘ālaHouNoNāWāhine:conductingthisresearchtrulywouldnot

havebeenpossiblewithoutyoursupportandhelp.Ithankyouforyourtrustinme.

Fromlogisticstodiscussionsaboutpreliminaryfindings,youwereinstrumentalto

thecompletionofthisdissertation.Ilookforwardtoworkingwithyouinsupportof

incarceratedwomenforyearstocome.

Tothewomenwhoparticipatedinthisstudy:Ithankyouforyouropenness

andwillingnesstosharethestoriesofyourlives.Whilethatwhichyoushared

allowedmetocompletethisstudy,Iknowthatyouparticipatedinthehopesof

helpingotherwomen.Ihonoryourexperiencesandwillstrivetoletyourvoices

leadthewaytogreaterunderstandingofwomenincarceratedinHawai‘i.

Tomyvillage,Mom,Dad,Dana,Kelly,Jon,Cody,andJeff:thankyoufor

believinginme.Mom,Ican’tthankyouenoughforyourendlesshoursofsupport,

encouragementandhelpkeepingmydailylifetogether.Thewheelswouldcertainly

havefallenoffifitweren’tforyou.Dad,yourworkhasalwaysbeenaninspiration;

thankyouformodelingwhatatruecommitmenttoajustworldlookslike.And

thankyouforcomingtotherescuewhenIneededyou.DanaandKelly,youaretwo

ofthebestsistersagirlcouldaskfor.Yourdailycheck-ins,offersoffoodanddeep-

breathingtechniqueswerelifesavers.Thanksalsotobrothers-in-lawJonandCody

foryourenthusiasmalloftheseyears.

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Tomyhusband,Jeff:thankyouforyourendlesspatiencethroughoutthis

endeavor.Wemet,fellinloveandfellimmediatelyintothisdissertation.Two

moves,onehouse,onedogandtwokidslater,wecanclosethischaptertogether.I

loveyou.

Finally,tomychildren,JoelandEmi:youcameintomylifeduringthis

processandweremyinspirationtofinish.YoutrulyarethelightsofmylifeandI

lookforwardtoseeingyouaccomplishyourowngoalsanddreams.

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ABSTRACT

Usingsemi-structuredinterviewmethodsandgroundedtheoryanalysis,thisstudyofsixteenwomeninaprisonworkfurloughprograminHawai‘iproducedadescriptivemodelofwomen’ssitesofsocialinteraction.Themajorsitesofsocialinteraction,labeledrelationaldomains,includedfamilies,intimaterelationships,drugnetworksandthecriminaljusticesystem.Ineachdomain,thewomenfoundsometimesopposingbutreciprocalfunctionsincludingaffirmationandsuffering,empowermentandabasement,andopportunitiestoengageinconventionalandcriminalizedbehaviors.Womenutilizedawiderangeofgenderedstrategiestomanageboththepositiveandnegativeaspectstheirrelationshipsineachdomain.Thewomeninthisstudywereabletosustainandmanagetheirmultiple,intersectingandindependentrelationshipsdespitethecomplexrolestheyplayinthosedomains.Asthedemandsandconflictswithineachrelationaldomainincreased,everyinformantdescribedfeelingoverwhelmedatsomepoint.Alossofequilibriummadethewomenvulnerabletotriggersthatpushedthempastthetippingpointintoanintenseperiodofdruguseseveraltermed,“runningithard.”Iarguethatrunningithardwasastrategyusedbythestudyinformantstoescapetheoverwhelmingandconflictingdemandsplaceduponthemintheirrelationaldomains.ThisstudyalsonotesthatNativeHawaiianwomen’srelationaldomainsintersectedindifferentandsignificantways.Implicationsfromthestudyincludeareconsiderationofwomen’saddictionandtheroleitplaysinincarceration.

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LISTOFTABLES

TABLE1:STUDYINFORMANTS

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LISTOFFIGURES

FIGURE1:RELATIONALDOMAINSANDINTERACTIONALPROCESSES

FIGURE2:RUNNINGITHARD

FIGURE3:NATIVEHAWAIIANRELATIONALDOMAINS

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LISTOFAPPENDICES

APPENDIXI:IRBAPPROVAL

APPENDIXII:DEPARTMENTOFPUBLICSAFETYAPPROVAL

APPENDIXIII:CONSENTFORM

APPENDIXIV:FACESHEET

APPENDIXV:INTERVIEWGUIDE

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TABLEOFCONTENTS

ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS...........................................................................................................................iABSTRACT.....................................................................................................................................................vLISTOFTABLES.........................................................................................................................................viLISTOFFIGURES......................................................................................................................................viiLISTOFAPPENDICES...........................................................................................................................viiiCHAPTERI:INTRODUCTION................................................................................................................1

StatementoftheProblem........................................................................................................2ResearchQuestions.................................................................................................................10SignificanceofResearch........................................................................................................11FeministMethodologyandReflexivity.....…………...……………………………………..13ReflexiveStatement..................................................................................................................15OrganizationalRoadmap.......................................................................................................22

CHAPTERII:AREVIEWOFTHELITERATURE:THEORIZINGGENDER,RACEANDDEVIANCE..........................................................................25

DefiningGender........................................................................................................................25Doinggenderinapatriarchy........................................................................................27

DefiningRace..............................................................................................................................32Consideringcontemporaryracialinequalityandracism..................................35

DefiningDeviance....................................................................................................................37Women’sdeviance:Labelingperspective................................................................41

TheorizingWomen’sCrimeandIncarceration...........................................................45Pathwaystheory.......................................................................................................................45ConsideringtheHawai‘iContext………………………………………………………………54ExamininggenderintheHawai‘icontext................................................................56ExaminingraceandethnicityintheHawai‘icontext..........................................59Defining“local”..............................................................................................................60

TheorizingWomen’scrimeandincarcerationinHawai‘i......................................63CHAPTERIII:STUDYMETHODS:TALKINGWITHINCARCERATEDWOMEN..................................................................................67

Semi-StructuredInterviewing............................................................................................69RecruitingandInterviewingtheResidents..................................................................67TheWomenintheStudy.......................................................................................................70AnalyzingtheData...................................................................................................................72Challenges....................................................................................................................................74

CHAPTERIV:FINDINGS:“RUNNINGITHARD:”ACONCEPTUALMODELOFINCARCERATEDWOMEN’SSOCIALRELATIONSHIPS...........................................................75

OverviewofConceptualModel...........................................................................................77TheFamily...................................................................................................................................80Managingthefamily:Caretaking.................................................................................85Managingthefamily:Concealing.................................................................................95

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Managingthefamily:Leaving.....................................................................................102IntimatePartners...................................................................................................................104ManagingIntimatePartners:Findinglove............................................................105ManagingIntimatePartners:Concealing...............................................................108ManagingIntimatepartners:Leaving.....................................................................111

DrugNetworks........................................................................................................................118Managingdrugnetworks:Takingalittlesisterrole.........................................125Managingdrugnetworks:Takingawiferole.......................................................128Managingdrugnetworks:Takingasellerrole....................................................130Managingdrugnetworks:Controllingaddiction................................................133

CriminalJusticeSystem.......................................................................................................135ManagingtheCriminalJusticeSystem:Avoidingthesystem........................136ManagingtheCriminalJusticeSystem:Takingownership............................142Managingthecriminaljusticesystem:Resisting................................................147

RunningitHard.......................................................................................................................150ConsideringCulture:TheNativeHawaiianExperience........................................160

CHAPTERV:CONCLUSION................................................................................................................175APPENDIXI:IRBAPPROVAL..........................................................................................................185APPENDIXII:DEPARTMENTOFPUBLICSAFETYAPPROVAL.........................................186APPENDIXIII:CONSENTFORM......................................................................................................187APPENDIXIV:DEMOGRAPHICFACESHEET............................................................................190APPENDIXV:INTERVIEWGUIDE..................................................................................................191REFERENCES.........................................................................................................................................193

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CHAPTERI

INTRODUCTION

Asaresearchernewtotheareaofwomenandincarceration,Ispentagood

dealoftimedoingpreliminaryliteraturereviewsandtalkingwiththestaffatthe

workfurloughsitewhereIwouldbeconductingmystudy.Theoverarching,

recurringthemeaboutincarceratedwomenwastrauma:childhoodtrauma,sexual

trauma,emotionaltrauma,traumaatthehandsofintimatepartners,trauma-

informedcare,trauma-basedtherapy.AsIbegantalkingwiththewomenatthe

workfurloughsite,firstasavolunteer,andlaterasaresearcher,Iwas,therefore,

notsurprisedtohearthemrelatehistoriesofchildabuseandneglect,rape,and

intimatepartnerviolence.Andyet,thewomen’stellingoftheirownliveswasmore

thansimplyatraumanarrative.

Thewomeninthisstudyweremultifacetedandcomplex.Theyportrayed

themselvesasgood,kind,caring,helpfulandprotectiveofothers.Theydiscussed

beingwillingparticipantsintheillegalbehaviorsthateventuallybroughtthemto

prison.Aboveall,thewomenspokeofthecomplicatednatureoftheirrelationships

withothers.Fromenduringabuseandvictimizationtotakingonprotective,

motherlyroles,thewomeninthisstudydefinedthemselvesintermsofothers,often

totheirowndetriment.Onewomansaiditmostclearlywhenshestated,

“relationshipshavealwaystakenmeout.That'swhatcausedmetogointoprisona

lot.”Whilespecificallyspeakingaboutintimatepartnerships,thisstatementwaskey

tounderstandingtheexperiencesofallthewomeninthisstudy.Thisstudyreflects

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theprimacythewomenplacedontheirsocialrelationsanduncoversthestrategies

usedtomanagethesesocialrelationships.Thoughtraumadidindeedplayarolein

theirlives,forthewomeninthisstudy,themainnarrativewasthemanagingof

theirrelationshipswithothers.

StatementoftheProblem

SeriousviolentcrimeandpropertycrimeratesintheU.S.areonasteep

decline,havingdroppedtotheirlowestlevelsinoverthirtyyears(Rand2009).The

U.S.BureauofJusticeStatistics(BJS)reportsthatintheperiodbetween1999and

2008,therateofviolentcrime(includingrobbery,rape/sexualassaultandsimple

andaggravatedassault)droppedby41%,andtherateofpropertycrime(including

householdburglary,theftandmotorvehicletheft)declinedby32%(Rand2009).

Despitethesestatistics,U.S.incarcerationrateshaverisentothehighestinthe

world,withthegreatestgainsbeingmadeinthefemalepopulation(Hartney2006).

Despitea1%decreaseintheoverallnumberofprisonersheldinstateand

federalprisonsbetween2013and2014,thenumberofwomenheldinstateor

federalcorrectionaljurisdictionincreasedbymorethan1%between2013and

2014toover113,000women(Carson2015).Therearealsomore100,000more

womenareheldinjailsacrossthecountry(WestandSabol2008).Havinggrown

832%betweentheyears1977and2007,womenoffendersnowaccountfor7%of

theincarceratedpopulation(WestandSabol2008).Incarceratedwomenhavea

medianageof32,oftenhaveahighschooldiplomaorGED(60%),andarevery

likelytohavechildrenundertheageof18forwhomtheyhavefinancial

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responsibility(72%)(Belknap2000;BloomandChesney-Lind2007;Bloom,Owen

andCovington2002).Theyarealsodisproportionatelywomenofcolor(Bloomand

Chesney-Lind2007;Bloom,OwenandCovington2002;Chesney-Lind1986;

Chesney-LindandPasko2004;WestandSabol2008).

Thelikelihoodofawomanenteringprisonvariesbyrace:0.5%ofwhite

women,3.6%ofAfricanAmericanwomenand1.5%ofHispanicwomenwillbe

incarceratedatleastonceinherlifetime(BonczerandBeck1998).Theestimated

rateofsentencedfemaleprisonersunderstateorfederaljurisdictionper100,000

U.S.residentsdemonstratesthisdisparity.34of100,000whitewomen205of

100,000AfricanAmericanwomen,and60of100,000Hispanicwomenarecurrently

incarcerated(WestandSabol2008).Finally,whileAfricanAmericansmakeup

roughly12.6%oftheU.S.population(U.S.Census2010),AfricanAmericanwomen

disproportionatelyaccountfor27%oftheincarceratedpopulation(Bloom,Owen

andCovington2002;WestandSabol2008).Whitewomenmakeup47%ofthe

incarceratedpopulation(WestandSabol2008)thoughtheU.S.populationis72%

whitewhenincludingHispanicorigin,63.7%whitenotincludingHispanicorigin

(U.S.Census2011).

Inadditiontotheover115,000womenincarceratedinfederalandstate

prisons,BJSreportsthatoveramillionwomenwereonprobation,parole,orsome

othertypeofpost-incarcerationsupervisionin2011,representing25%ofthetotal

4,814,200peopleundercommunitysupervision(MaruschakandParks2012).Once

releasedfromprison,manyfinditdifficulttotransitionbackintothecommunity.

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Overhalfofthereleasedfemaleinmatesarerearrestedforeitheranewcrimeora

violationofthetermsoftheirparoleorprobationwithinthreeyears(Deschenes,

OwenandCrow2007).

Inoneanalysisoftherecordsof272,111formerprisoners,itwasfoundthat

ofthe23,562femaleinmates,57.6%ofthewomenwererearrested;37.9%were

reconvictedand16.7%wereresentencedtoprisonforanewoffensewithinthree

years,mostfrequentlyfordrugorpropertycrimes,andleastfrequentlyforviolent

crimes(Deschenes,Owen,andCrow2007:22).Whenexaminingrecidivismbyrace,

African-Americanfemalesweremorelikelythanwhitefemalestoberearrested,

reconvicted,resentencedtoprisonandreturnedtoprison,andHispanicfemales

wereslightlymorelikelythannon-Hispanicfemalestobere-sentencedtoprison

(Deschenes,Owen,andCrow2007:28).Descehenes,OwenandCrow(2007)also

foundthatthemostsignificantpredictorofre-arrestforwomenwasthenumberof

timesshewasarrestedinthepastandtheageatwhichshewasreleased.They

concludedthatgenderandrace/ethnicityweresalientfactorsforpost-release

recidivismandthatgreaterunderstandingofthiswouldyieldmoreeffective

interventions(Deschenes,Owen,andCrow2007).

Despitethegrowingnumbersofwomeninvolvedinthecriminaljustice

system,arrestdatadonotnecessarilyshowanincreaseinfemalecrimecommission

(BloomandChesney-Lind2007;Bloom,OwenandCovington2004).Instead,

analysisofarrestandincarcerationdatareportthatthenumberofwomenunder

criminaljusticesupervisionhasdisproportionatelyriseninrelationtothenumber

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ofwomenarrested.Whereasthenumberofwomenarrestedrose38.2%between

1989and1998,thenumberofwomenundercorrectionalsupervisionroseby

71.8%(Bloom,OwenandCovington2004:34).

Theriseinwomenconfinedinorunderthewatchoftheprisonsystemhas

beenattributedtowhatmanyhavecalledan“incarcerationbinge”orthe

willingnesstobuildprisonsandputwomeninthem(Chesney-Lind1997;Owen

1999).Themovetowardsincarceratingwomenhasbeenlinkedtomanysocial

forcesincludingthewarondrugs,changesinlaw-breakingandenforcement,and

punitiveresponsestocrime(Belknap,CovingtonandBloom2003;Bloomand

Chesney-Lind2007;Bloom,OwenandCovington2004;Bush-Baskette2000;

Chesney-Lind1986;Chesney-LindandPasko2004;Owen1999).

Sentencingdatahaveshownthatthemajorityofincarceratedwomenhave

beenconvictedofnon-violentcrimes(Belknap,CovingtonandBloom2003;Bloom

andChesney-Lind2007;Bloom,OwenandCovington2002;Chesney-Lind1986;

Chesney-LindandPasko2004;Mauer,PotlerandWolf1999;Owen1999;Snelland

Morton1994).Approximatelyone-thirdofincarceratedwomenwereconvictedof

committingaviolentoffense(WestandSabol2008).Ofthatone-third,two-thirds

didsoagainstarelative,anintimateorsomeonetheyknew(SnellandMorton

1994).Theremainingtwo-thirdsofincarceratedwomenarenon-violentoffenders

mostfrequentlyincarceratedforpropertycrimeswhichareoftencommittedin

connectionwithaddiction,followedcloselybydrugoffenses(AnglinandHser1987;

WestandSabol2008).

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Ithasbeensuggestedthatanti-druglawshavecastawidenetand

disproportionatelybroughtwomenintothecriminaljusticesystem(Belknap,

CovingtonandBloom2003;BloomandChesney-Lind2007;Bloom,Owenand

Covington2002;Bush-Baskette2000;Chesney-Lind1986;Chesney-LindandPasko

2004;Mauer,PotlerandWolf1999;Owen1999;SnellandMorton1994).

SincetheAnti-DrugAbuseActsof1986and1988,womenhavebeen

imprisonedfordrugcrimesatmuchhigherratesthanmen(Bush-Baskette2000;

Mauer,PotlerandWolf1999;Owen2003).Whereasdrugoffensesaccountedfor

32%oftheincreaseinmaleincarcerationinstateprisonsfrom1986-1996,they

accountedfor49%oftheincreaseinfemalestateprisonincarcerationduringthe

sameperiod(Mauer,PotlerandWolf1999).Harsherpenaltieshavebeenassociated

withthewarondrugsincluding“threestrikes”laws,longersentencesandchanges

tomandatorysentencingminimums.Together,thesechangeshavesweptlarger

numbersofwomenintotheprisonsystemforlongerperiodsoftime.Theselaws

oftentargetlower-leveldruguserswhoaremorelikelytobewomen,asopposedto

drugdealersandtraffickers,whoaremorelikelytobemen(Bush-Baskette1999;

Mauer,PotlerandWolf1999;Owen2003).Acombinationoflackofaccessto

addictionservicescoupledwithincreasedtechnologiesfordetectingdrugsinthe

bodyhavealsokeptdrug-addictedwomenimprisonedforlongersentences(Bloom

andChesney-Lind2007;CovingtonandBloom2003).Severalscholarshaveargued

thatthewarondrugsis,forallintentsandpurposes,awaronwomen,especially

womenofcolor(Bush-Baskette2000;Chesney-Lind1999;Owen2003).

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DespitedeclinesinviolentandpropertycrimecommissionintheU.S.,the

prisonpopulationhasexplodedoverthepastdecades.Thelargestandmost

noticeablechangesintheprisonpopulationconcerntheincarcerationofwomen.

Womenofcoloraredisproportionatelyconfinedforlongerperiodsoftime,andare

morelikelytobeunderstatesupervisionthanwhitewomen(Bush-Baskette2000;

Chesney-Lind1999;Mauer,PotlerandWolf1999;Owen2003).

ThepoliciesthathavesweptwomenintoprisononthecontinentalU.S.have

hadthesameeffectinHawai‘i.MostwomenincarceratedinHawai‘iareconvictedof

drugandpropertyoffensesasopposedtoviolentcrimes(Brown2006).InHawai‘i,

methamphetamineusershavebeenthetargetsofrestrictiveandpunitivelaws

includingmandatorysentencing.Whilemethamphetamineusehasbeenlinkedto

cultural,historicalandindividualtraumainNativeHawaiiancommunities,

mandatorysentencinghasworkedhandinhandwithalackofdrug-treatment

optionstoensurethelong-termincarcerationofNativeHawaiians(Officeof

HawaiianAffairs2010,214).

AccordingtoareportbytheOfficeofHawaiianAffairs(2014),Native

Hawaiiansarestatisticallymorelikelytobegivenaprisonsentencethanallother

racial/ethnicgroupsexceptNativeAmericans.Conversely,whitedefendantsare

only67%aslikelytogetaprisonsentenceasaNativeHawaiiandefendantwhile

holdingage,genderandtypeofcrimeconstant(OfficeofHawaiianAffairs2014).

NativeHawaiiansarealsosentencedtolongerprisonandparoletermsthanother

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racial/ethnicgroupsandmakeupthehighestpercentageofprisonershousedin

out-of-statejailsorprisons(OfficeofHawaiianAffairs2014).

Theincreasinglyharshsentencingstructurehascontributedtothebreakup

ofNativeHawaiianfamilies.AsNativeHawaiianwomenmorefrequentlyreceive

longersentencesthanthegeneralpopulation,theyaremorelikelytolosecustodyof

theirchildren.Thiscomesasaresultoffederalandstatelawsthatmandatethe

terminationofparentalrightstothoseunabletocarefortheirchildreninthe

foreseeablefuture(OfficeofHawaiianAffairs2010).

WhileincarcerationtrendsinHawai‘ireflectnationalstatistics,thereare

somedistinctfeaturesofHawai‘i’sinmatepopulation.TheHawai‘iDepartmentof

PublicSafetyoverseesfourjails,fourprisonsandafederaldetentioncenter,mostof

whicharelocatedontheislandofOahu.WomenoffendersareheldintheWomen’s

CommunityCorrectionalCenterandattheFederalDetentionCenter.Liketherestof

thecountry,femaleincarcerationratesinHawai‘irosesteadilythrough2008.The

women’scorrectionalfacilityreceivesapproximately20newinmatesamonth

(DepartmentofPublicSafety,StateofHawai‘i2008).Thenumberofincarcerated

femalesinHawai‘iincreasedfrom378in2000to475in2008,droppingto309in

2014(Carson2015;Sabol,WestandCooper2010).

Duringtheperiodofincreasingfemaleinmatepopulation,approximately

200womenoffendersfromHawai‘iweretransferredtoprisonsinTexas,Colorado,

andOklahoma(DePledge2009).Thiswasprimarilyacosts-savingsstrategy,

droppingthecostofhousinganinmateattheWomen’sCommunityCorrectional

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Center(WCCC)from$86adayto$58.46adayinKentucky(Urbina2009).Thestate

beganreturningallfemaleprisonersbacktoHawai‘iafterallegationsofsexual

abusebyprisonguardsattheOtterCreekCorrectionalCenterinWheelWright,

Kentucky(DePledge2009;Urbina2009).

Currently,womenincarceratedinHawai‘iareheldinthewomen’sprison

facility,thefederaldetentioncenter,andincommunityprograms(DePledge2009).

Manyofthewomenhavepoly-substanceabuseandaddictionissues(Chandlerand

Kassebaum1994).AswiththedisproportionateconfinementofAfricanAmericans

notednationally,Hawai‘idisproportionatelyconfinesNativeHawaiianwomen.

AccordingtoarecentreportbytheOfficeofHawaiianAffairs(2014),though19.8%

ofwomeninthegeneralpopulationofHawai‘iself-identifyasNativeHawaiianor

partNativeHawaiian,44%ofwomenincarceratedunderthejurisdictionofthe

stateofHawai‘iareNativeHawaiian.

DespitetherecentdipsinthenumberofwomenincarceratedinHawai‘i

andtheU.S.,thefactremainsthatwomenarestillbeingimprisonedforlongperiods

oftimeforlow-leveldrugcrimesandarevictimsofpunitiveresponsestowomen’s

crime(Belknap,CovingtonandBloom2003;BloomandChesney-Lind2007;Bloom,

OwenandCovington2004;Bush-Baskette2000;Chesney-Lind1986;Chesney-Lind

andPasko2004;Owen1999).Thenegativeimplicationsoftimespentincarcerated

aremyriad.Astherearefewerwomen’sprisonsaroundthenation,womenareoften

housedawayfromthecommunityandfamilyinfacilitiesthatcannotmeettheir

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physicalandmentalhealthneeds(Braithwaite,Treadwell,andArriola2008;

Freudenberg2002).

Whileincarcerated,womenareseparatedfromtheirsupportsystemsand

families,includingyoungchildren.Incarcerationofwomenwithchildrenhasbeen

linkedtonegativeoutcomesinchildrenincludinginsecurerelationships,antisocial

behavior,youthfuloffending,depressionandothermentalhealthissues,drugabuse,

andunemployment(Dallaire2007;MurrayandFarrington2008;Poehlmann2005).

Upontheirreleasefromprisons,womenoftenreturntocommunitiesunabletofind

housingandjobsandwithuntreatedorrecurringsubstanceabuseissues

(Braithwaite,Treadwell,andArriola2008;Freudenberg2002;Richie2001).

Additionally,manywomenreporthavingbeenviolentlyandsexuallyvictimizedby

agentsofthecriminaljusticesystemincludingpoliceofficersandprisonguards

(Alarid2000;Baro1997;KraskaandKappeler1995;Richie2012;Struckman-

Johnson,Struckman-Johnson,Rucker,Bumby,andDonaldson1996).Baro(1997)

presentedacasestudyofsexualassaultofwomenincarceratedinHawai‘iandfound

thatfemaleinmateswerehighlyvulnerabletosexualassaultandthattheyrarely

receivedlegalhelporprotection.

ResearchQuestions

Giventheinformationabove,myresearchquestionssoughttoexaminethe

trajectorytowardscriminalizationofwomeninHawai‘i.Specifically,Isoughtto

discoverhowwomeninHawai‘ibecomeinvolvedincriminalizedbehaviorsandto

uncoverthelifeexperiencesoflocalandNativeHawaiianwomenthatledtotheir

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incarceration.Inadditiontoidentifyingthelifeexperiencesthatledto

criminalizationandincarcerationofwomeninHawai‘i,Iwantedtoknowhow

womeninHawai‘iwhohavebeeninvolvedincriminalizedbehaviorsdescribeand

understandtheirlifetrajectoriespre-andpost-incarceration.

Isoughttogainadeeperunderstandingofhowthelifeexperiencesoflocal

andHawaiianincarceratedwomenhavebeenshapedbyHawai‘i’shistorical,

politicalandculturalcontexts.Finally,asMaher(1997)prescribedaboutresearch

withwomenlawbreakers,Isoughtto“explorethetensionbetweenagencyand

victimizationandhowthisreflectspowerrelationsandpractices”byexamining

howwomeninHawai‘imanagedtheirpre-criminalizationprocessandnegotiated

theimpingementsupontheiragencybyformalandinformalsocialcontrolagents.

SignificanceofResearch

Forthepastthirtyyears,feministcriminologistshaveproducedan

importantbodyofworkexamininghowstructuraloppressionsandgender-based

victimizationfeaturesheavilyinthelivesofcriminalizedandincarceratedwomen

(BelknapandHolsinger2006;Chesney-Lind1989;Chesney-Lind1997;Chesney-

LindandPasko2004;Daly1994;DeHart2004;DeHart2008;GaarderandBelknap

2002;Gilfus1992;HerreraandMcCloseky2000;JoeandChesney-Lind1995;Richie

1996).Previousstudiesofincarceratedwomenhaveconsistentlyfoundhistoriesof

abuseandvictimization(Batchelor2005;Daly1992;DeHart2004;DeHart2008;

Gehring2016;SalisburyandVanVoorhis2005;Simpson,YahnerandDugan2008;

Wright,SalisburyandVanVoorhis2007).Daly’s(1992)workidentifiedandlinked

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earlychildhoodabuseandcriminalizationtoadultincarcerationinfourdistinct

pathways.Recentempiricaltestinghasfoundsignificantrelationshipsbetween

genderedexperiences,druguseandmentalhealthissuesamongstincarcerated

women(Brennanetal.;Gehring2016).

Researchonwomen’scrimecommissionandincarcerationinHawai‘ihas

foundmuchsupportforthepathwaystheory(Brown2006;Chesney-Lindand

Rodriguez1983;Yuen,HuandEngel2005).Studiesconductedonincarcerated

womeninHawai‘ihaveidentifiedhighratesofchildhoodtraumaincludinghome

violence,placementinfostercare,sexualabuse,runningawayfromhome,dropping

outofschool,andteenpregnancy,aswellasdomesticviolenceandhomelessnessin

adulthood(Brown2006;Chesney-LindandRodriguez1983;Yuen,HuandEngel

2005).NativeHawaiianwomenwerefoundtoexperiencenegativelifeevents

earlierintheirlives(Brown2006;Yuen,HuandEngel2005).

Thisstudycontributestotheworkofpreviousfeministcriminologistson

thelivesofwomenincarceratedinHawai‘iintwoways.First,thisstudyusesa

differentsampleandmethodthanpreviousstudies.Chesney-LindandRodriguez

(1983)interviewedwomeninthestatecorrectionalfacility,whileBrown(2006)

conductedherstudywithwomenonparoleinthestateofHawaii.Yuen,Huand

Engel(2005)interviewedwomeninaHawai‘iprisonworkfurloughprogramand

quantifiedtheiropenandclosed-endedsurveyquestions.Mystudywasconducted

inthesameworkfurloughprogramasYuen,HuandEngel(2005),butusedsemi-

structuredinterviewingasthemaindatacollectionmethod,withgroundedtheory

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astheanalyticalstrategy.Thisstudyalsoreliedonparticipant-observationsfrom

mytimeasavolunteerwiththestudysite,whichemergedasaresultofmy

research.Additionally,thisstudyaddstotheknowledgeaboutthelivesof

incarceratedwomeninHawai‘ibyexaminingtheintersectionbetweenstructure

andagencyamongwomenwhoengageincrime.

FeministMethodologyandReflexivity

Thereisnosinglefeministstandpointbecauseourmapsrequiretoomanydimensionsforthatmetaphortogroundourvisions.Butthefeministstandpointtheorists'goalofanepistemologyandpoliticsofengaged,accountablepositioningremainseminentlypotent.Thegoalisbetteraccountsoftheworld,thatis,‘science.’(Haraway1988:590)

Thoughthereisnosinglefeministresearchmethod,feministmethodology

is“theterrainwherephilosophyandactionmeet”(Sprague2005:5).Basedonan

understandingthatresearchhashistoricallybeenasourceofoppressionforwomen

andothermarginalizedgroups,feministmethodologystrivesforresearchthat

“excavates”women’sexperiencesandperspectives,givesvoicetopreviously

unheardconcerns;isrootedinchange-makingforwomenandothermarginalized

communities;activelyavoidsre-oppressingalreadymarginalizedgroups;and

minimizesharmandpower-controlrelationshipsbetweentheresearcherandthe

researched(Bhavnani1993;CookandFonow1986;DeVault1999).Thoughoftenin

contrastwiththepositivisttraditionofthesciencesinwhichtheresearcheris

invisibleor“godlike”(Haraway1988),feministscholarshiplocatestheresearcher

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withintheresearchendeavor(AckerlyandTrue2008;Bhavnani1993;Cookand

Fonow1986;Day2012;DeVault1999;Haraway1988).

Feministandothercriticalscholarshavenotedthatthemostcommon

relationshipofresearcherandresearchedhasbeenthatofprivilegedacademician

anddisadvantaged,marginalizedsubject(Fine2004;JonesandJenkins2008;

Tomaselli,DyllandFrancis2008).Thesubjectsofqualitativestudiesoftencome

fromunderprivilegedandmarginalizedcommunities,whereas,theresearchersare

oftenprivilegedbyrace,classandgender.Theprivilegedstatusoftheresearcheris

furtherreinforcedthroughtheresearchprocessitself,whereintheresearcheris

positionedasthe“rational,”analyticvoice,andtheresearchedpositionedasan

objectified,subordinateOther(Fine2004).

Toavoidandresist“Othering,”Fine(1994)wrotethatsocialresearchers

mustfirstself-consciouslyengageinconstantreflectionoftheculturalandpolitical

contextsoftheSelf,theOther,andtherelationshipbetweenthetwo.Todosoallows

theresearcherto“workthehyphens,”orexamine“howweareinrelationwiththe

contextswestudyandwithourinformants,understandingthatweareallmultiple

inthoserelations”(72).Workingthehyphens,Fineargued,canmakeclearthe

powerdynamicsinherentintheresearchendeavorand,maketheresearcheraware

ofandavoidpaternalisticandobjectifyingresearch.

Inordertoworkthehyphens,Fine(2004)suggestedthatsocialresearchers

“probehowweareinrelationwiththecontextswestudyandwithourinformants,

understandingthatweareallmultipleinthoserelationships”(72).Inorderto

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effectivelyexaminethepoliticalandculturalspacebetweentheresearcherandthe

participants,feministscholarsoftenemployreflexivity,orthe“self-critical

sympatheticintrospectionandtheself-consciousanalyticalscrutinyoftheselfas

researcher”(England1994:82).

Infeministmethodologies,researcherslocatetheirownpositionality(the

ascribedandachievedstatuseswhichserveassocialmarkersincludingsex,gender,

race,class,age,sexualorientation,educationlevel,maritalstatus,etc.)andthe

meaningsthesestatusesmayholdforinformantsinordertoacknowledgepower

(England1994;Finlay2002;Rose1997).Insodoing,itishopedthattheresearch

endeavorwillbemoreegalitarian,oratleast,lessobjectifyingtotheparticipants.

Consideringthepositionalityoftheresearcherandtheinformantscanprovidea

richer,contextualizedunderstandingoftheworld(England1994;Finlay2002;Rose

1997).Whilesomedebatehasarisenastotheutilityofreflexivestatements1,most

feministscholarsincludeadescriptionoftheirpositionalitysoastosituatetheir

work,analysisandconclusions,aswellas“provideastartingpointforthinking

aboutthesocialprocessandconsequencesofourresearchpractices”(Day

2012:82).

ReflexiveStatement

In2008,inthemidstofcompletingmyMaster’sthesisongirls’violencein

NativeHawaiianandSamoancommunities,mychair,Dr.Kanuha,invitedmeto

attendtheconferenceWomenandCrime:TheInterfacewithGenderandDomestic

1see Pillow (2003)

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ViolenceinHonolulu,Hawai‘i.Iwaseagertoattend,largelybecauseofmyown

interestandpreviousworkasaneducatorandcrisiscounseloratalocalrapecrisis

center.Afterthemorningsession,Ijoinedasmallgroupofconferenceattendeesat

lunchwhereImettwowomenfromaprisonworkfurloughprogram.

Afterchatting,wediscoveredthatwewereallinourearlythirties.Aswe

spokeaboutourvariousinterests,Iwasstruckbyourcommonalities.Iwas

dismayedtothinkofthesewomenbeingsohighlymonitoredandregulatedbythe

State;Iimaginedmyselfinsuchasituationandfeltasenseofclaustrophobiaand

suffocation.Ifoundmyselfcontextualizingmyowngenderedexperiencesandthose

ofthesurvivorsIworkedwithattherapecrisiscenterwithinthepatriarchal

structuresthatwasexertingsuchinstitutionalizedsocialcontroloverthewomen

sittingnexttome.Simultaneously,IacknowledgedtheprivilegesthatIembodysuch

thatmyowntransgressionsagainstsocietalnormshadneverresultedin

incarceration.

Iwasmovedtofocusmydissertationworkonthelivesandexperiencesof

womenincarceratedinthestateofHawai‘i.Ihopedthisprojectwouldshedlighton

theU.S.socialstructuresthatsupportgenderinequalitiesthatcanresultinand

institutionalizegender-basedviolence.Asamiddleclass,multiracial,heterosexual

marriedwomanwhohasneverbeenincarcerated,thisprojectrequiredthetypeof

constantreflexivityprescribedbyfeministmethodologistsinordertoensurethat

powerdifferentialswereaddressedduringtheresearch,andthattheanalysisand

conclusionsavoidedre-marginalizinganalreadyoppressedgroupofpeople

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(Bhavnani1993;England1994;Finlay2002;Rose1997).Thismeantbeingvery

clearonwhoIam,consideringhowIamviewedbyothersintheHawai‘iandprison

contexts,andbyseekingoutguidanceinanalyzingandinterpretingfromthosewho

hadgreaterculturalknowledgethanI.

Doingresearchataprisonworkfurloughsiteundoubtedlypositionedmeas

theprivilegedacademician.Beingoneofthefewprogramsforincarceratedwomen

inHawai‘i,thefacilityoftenhadnewvolunteersandstudentinternsforshort

periodsoftime.Boththestaffandwomenintheprogram(“residents”)were

relativelyindifferenttomyarrival.Thoughitwasacommonoccurrencefor

undergraduateandgraduatestudentstobebroughttotheprogram,Icametothe

siteasafriendoftheexecutivedirector,whohadworkedwithmyfatherinthe

1970’s.Thisrelationshipwasdisclosedbytheexecutivedirectorearlyinmy

introductiontotheresidentsandstaffasafeministmechanismofbuilding

connectionsandrelationships(ReganandBrooks1995).Thisendorsementafforded

meadegreeofacceptancefromtheresidentsandthestaff,butalsoalignedmewith

theprogramadministration.

Theexecutivedirectorhadacasual,open,andrigorousrapportwiththe

womenintheprogram;theresidentswerebotheagertospeakwithherandyet

alwayscognizantofherpowertosendthembacktotheprisonfacility.The

residentsheldthisattitudetowardmostofthestaff,andseemedtoworkto

maintainacasual-yet-compliantdemeanor.Becausetheexecutivedirectorendorsed

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me,Iwastreatedinmuchthesamewayanewstaffmembermightbetreated:

greetedwithasmileandacknowledgementfromapolitedistance.

AsIwaitedformyInstitutionalReviewBoard(IRB)approvalandpermission

fromtheStateofHawai‘iDepartmentofPublicSafety(DPS)tobeginmyresearch,I

spenttimeatthefacilityasavolunteerinthelatespringof2011.Iassistedthe

executivedirectorwithofficerelatedwork,notinteractingwiththeresidents

frequently,butspendingtimeatthefacilityonaweeklybasis.Ioftencametothe

facilitystraightfromwork.

Asanassistantprofessoratacommunitycollege,Iworedressclothesand

heelssoastostaveoffchallengestomypowerasayoungerwomanfromstudents

andotherfacultyonmycampus.Uponenteringtheprisonworkfurloughfacility,

theseworkclothesandheelsfunctionedasyetanothermarkerofmydifference;

mostoftheresidentsandstaffworesneakersorrubberslippers.Isoonbegan

changingintoapairofflatshoesorslipperspriortoenteringthesite,ifonlytoease

myowndiscomfortofstandingout.

Mydualstatusesofgraduatestudentandassistantprofessoratacommunity

collegewithintheUniversityofHawai‘isystem,regardlessofwhatIwore,also

locatedmeinaprivilegedclass.Severaloftheresidentswereeitherinterestedin

takingclassesatthecommunitycollegewhereItaught,orhadattendedclasses

thereinthepast.Severalothershadtakenclassesatothercampuseswithinthe

Universitysystem.Thispositionedmeassomeonewhocould,potentially,hold

powerovertheminanotherinstitutionoutoftheprison.Afewoftheresidents

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askedmeabouteducationalprogramstheywereinterestedin;Isharedasmuch

informationasIhadwiththemandofferedtofindmoredetailsiftheyneededthem.

Iwasabletoparlaymyteachingexperienceintodirectservicetothe

programandbeganteachingaseriesoflifeskillsclassesfortheresidents.This

allowedmetogettoknowthemonamorepersonallevel.Asthelifeskillsclasses

teacher,Iwasabletodifferentiatemyselffromtheactualsitestaff,toemphasizemy

lackofpowerwithintheagency,andpositionmyselfas“their”teacher,someone

broughtinespeciallyfortheresidents.Astheteacher,however,Ididhavethe

powertoinstructandguidethelessonsandwasgivenauthoritytosignattendance

andparticipationforms.AsIsubscribetoafeministpedagogy,Iattemptedtobuilda

spacethatwasparticipatory,encouragedandrespectedeveryone’sexperiencesand

focusedoncommunitybuildingandunderstanding(Shrewsbury1987).This

seemedtohelpwiththerapportandtrustbuildingbetweentheresidentsand

myself.Whilethepowerdynamicwerecertainlystillpresent,ifnotamplifiedbymy

roleasteacher,teachingthelifeskillsclassesallowedmetocontributetothe

programandtohelpmyselfandtheresidentsnameourpowerdifferentialswithina

moreclearlydelineatedstructure.

Inadditiontothepowerdynamicinherentinmystatusasanon-incarcerated

personteachingatthefacility,otherfacetsofmysociallocationalsoaffordedme

privilege.Despitemyfamily’sviolentpoliticalhistory(mypaternalJewish

grandparentsfledtotheUnitedStatesfromcentralEuropetoescapetheHolocaust

leavingmuchoftheirfamilybehind,andmymaternalJapanesegrandparentswere

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internedattheTuleLakeWarRelocationCenterduringWorldWarII),duetoits

uniquepoliticalandculturallandscape,myracial/ethnicbackgroundhasgivenmea

privilegedpositioninHawai‘i(Okamura2008).WhileIhaveexperiencedmanyof

thesameinsider-outsiderself-identityissuesraisedbyothermultiracial/ethnic

people(BernsteinandDelaCruz2009;TaniguchiandHeidenreic2005),beingof

JapaneseandwhiteheritageinHawai‘iisnotanuncommonexperience:roughly

25%ofthestatepopulationreportsbeingmixedrace(Census2012).

Inconsideringthetworacial/ethnicgroups,whitepeopleinHawai‘iare

oftenassumedtohavegreatereconomicpowerandhigherlevelsofeducational

attainment.Theyare,however,oftenseenandtreatedasperpetualoutsiders

regardlessofhowlongtheyhavelivedinHawai‘i(Rohrer2005;Whittaker1986).

Hawai‘i-bornJapanesepeoplearealsoseenashavinggreatereconomicpowerand

higherlevelsofeducationalattainment,butareconsideredpartofthe“local”milieu

(Okamura1980).Thus,Ihavebeengenerallyperceivedandtreatedasamemberof

thedominantclassandmainlyacceptedasamiddle-toupper-middleclasslocal,

dependingonhowmylooksareperceived(whichfluctuatesdependingonwhoI

interactwith).

ItisalsoimportanttoacknowledgethatwhileIamathirdgenerationborn

andraisedinHawai‘iandamfamiliarwithmanyoftheinformalnormsandcultural

symbols,IamnotofNativeHawaiianancestry.Themajorityofthewomeninthis

studywereNativeHawaiian.TherestwereAsianPacificIslanderormixed-race

AsianAmerican.Iamsuretherewereinstancesduringtheresearchprocessin

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whichIinadvertentlymissedculturallyrelevantsigns,symbolsandmarkers.In

termsoftheknowledgegeneratedbetweenmyselfandtheNativeHawaiian

residents,Iremainedcognizantofhowhistoricalandculturalcontextsshapedour

interactions,mebeingamemberofacolonizingclassinterviewingIndigenous

womenintheircolonizedland2.Ispentagreatamountoftimediscussingmy

findingswithmychair,aNativeHawaiianresearcherandscholar,whohelpedmeto

betterhearwhattheresidentsweretellingmeandtounderstandhowtheir

responsesweretheresultofourinteractionsasembodiedselves.

Inaconsiderationspecifictofemaleresearchers,Ispenttimeatthefacility

whileanewmotherandwhilepregnant.Aspreviouslymentioned,Ibegan

volunteeringattheprogramsiteinthespringof2011.Soonafter,Ibecame

pregnantwithmyfirstchild.IbecamepregnantwithmysecondchildjustasIwas

completingthestudyinterviews.WhileIwasnotvisiblypregnantatthetime,Idid

conductlifeskillsclassesupthroughmyninthmonthofpregnancy.Maher(1997)

conductedherethnographyofastreetdrugeconomywhilepregnantwithtwins.

Shenotedthatshehadalreadydevelopedarapportwithherinformantsbythetime

herpregnancywasshowing,which,shebelieved,helpedmakeherpregnancyanon-

issue(Maher1997).Similarly,bythetimemysecondpregnancywasshowing,Ihad

2JonesandJenkins(2008)discussthe“difficultiesandrewards”ofindigenousandnon-indigenouscollaborations,writingthat“emphasizingthatmutualunderstandingor“learningabouttheOtherisnottheaim—orevenpossible—fordominantgroupstudents”(476).Theywritethatthenon-indigenousresearchershouldfocuson“learningfromdifferenceratherthanlearningabouttheOther”(476).

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alreadycompletedmyinterviewsanddevelopedarapportwithmanyofthewomen

andstaff.Thisseemedtominimizethefocusonmypregnancy.Workingthe

hyphensinthiscase,however,alsomeantconsideringhowmyvisiblypregnant

bodyandconversationsaboutpregnancyandchildcaremightaffecttheinteractions

betweenthewomenandmyself,asmanywereseparatedfromtheirownchildrenas

aresultoftheirincarceration.

Inordertoconductfeministresearchontheexperiencesofcriminalized

womeninHawai‘i,Ihadtoacknowledgethatwhileageandgendermighthavebeen

acommonality,thattheotheraspectsofmypositionalitydistancedmefromand

privilegedmeoverthewomeninmyresearchstudy.Throughouttheresearch

endeavor,Iattemptedto“workthehyphens,”consideringhowtheknowledge

generatedwasaresultofthesociallysituatedinteractionsbetweenthewomenwho

participatedinmystudyandmyself.

OrganizationalRoadmap

Thisdissertationispresentedinfivechapters.InChapterI,Ipresentthe

statementoftheissue,focusingonthestatisticsofincarceratedwomeninthe

UnitedStates.Iincludeastatementonfeministmethodologies,asitisaguiding

perspectivefortheresearchIconducted.Icontinuewithmyreflexivestatementto

locatemyselfasaresearcherandtoaskthereadertobearthatinmindasIpresent

thefindingsofthisstudy.

InChapter2,Ipresentthebackgroundliteraturethatinformedthisstudy.I

beginwithbydiscussingthreebodiesofrelevantsociologicalliterature:gender,

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raceanddeviance,consideringbothclassicalandcontemporaryscholarship.Ithen

presentthetheoriesofwomen’scrimeandincarceration,focusingonthepathways

model,includingpathwaysresearchconductedincommunitiesofcolor.Next,I

discusstheHawai‘icontext,examiningthehistoryofcolonizationandcurrentday

conceptionsofgender,raceandincarceration.

InChapter3,Ilayoutmymethods,firstdiscussingsomeofthedifficulties

ofconductingresearchwithincarceratedpeoples.Iaddressmyownprocessof

gainingaccesstotheprisonaswellassomeofthechallengesIexperienced.I

discussindetailtherecruitmentofmystudyinformantsandtheuseofsemi-

structuredinterviewingasaresearchmethod.Next,Idiscussthehandlingofthe

dataaswellasadescriptionoftheanalysisofthedatausinggroundedtheory.

IdiscussmyfindingsinChapter4.Iarguethatthewomeninthisstudy

managefoursitesofsocialinteraction,heretitledrelationaldomains.These

domainsincludethefamily,intimaterelationships,drugnetworksandthecriminal

justicesystem.Ipresentaconceptualmodelthatdepictstherelationshipbetween

thefourrelationaldomains.Ithendiscussthestrategiesthestudyinformantsused

tomanagetheoften-overlappingrelationaldomains.Iarguethatthewomenreacha

tippingpointatwhichtimetheyengageinrunningithard,orafocusedengagement

inthedrugnetworks.Finally,Idiscusshowthemodelofrelationaldomainsdiffers

forNativeHawaiianwomen.

InChapter5,Ioffermystudyconclusions,limitationsandimplicationsfor

futureresearch.

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CHAPTERII

LITERATUREREVIEW:

THEORIZINGGENDER,RACEANDDEVIANCE

DefiningGender

Priortothe1970’s,thedifferencesbetweenmalesandfemaleswere

explainedlargelyinbiologicalterms.Inequalitybetweenmenandwomenwas

largelyattributedtothesuperiorityofthemalebodyandpsycheoverthoseofthe

femalebody(Acker1992;Fausto-Sterling2009;Glenn1999;Valdes1996;Westand

Zimmerman1987).

Duringtheriseofthesecondwaveoffeminisminthe1960s,social

scientistsadvancedtheconceptofgender.Theysuggestedthatwhereassexis

biological,genderiscultural.Thatis,ifsexisthebiologicaltypeofanindividual,

genderisculturallylocatedinthebehaviorsandexpectationsplacedonindividuals

associallyconstructedinsocialinstitutionsacrosstime(Acker1992;Fausto-

Sterling2009;Lorber1994;LorberandFarrell1991;Glenn1999;Westand

Zimmerman1987).Theconceptofgenderwasanimportantstepinunderstanding

inequalitybetweenmenandwomenasasocialconstructasopposedtoabiological

inevitability(Glenn1999).

Firsttermed“sexroles,”earlystudiesofgenderfocusedonchildhood

socializationandthemoldingofmasculineandfemininetraitsthatwouldservethe

individualthroughouthisorherlifetime(Lorber1994).Thisviewofgenderfocused

onhowmasculineandfemininetraitsweretaughttochildrenviatheirfamilies,

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schools,peergroups,etc.,andthenre/enactedoverthecourseofalifetime.

PsychologistBem(1974)identifiedtheleadingtraitsassociatedwithmasculinity

as“actsasaleader,”“aggressive,”“ambitious,”“analytical,”“assertive,”and

“athletic.”Whichfemininetraitsincluded“affectionate,”“cheerful,”“childlike,”

compassionate,”“gentle,”and“loveschildren”(Bem1974).

Inconsideringhowchildrenlearntotakeoneithermasculineorfeminine

traits,Bem(1981)explainedthatindividualsunderstandtheworldasgenderedand

incorporateeithermasculineorfemininetraitsintotheirownself-conceptsby

learningsocietalbehaviorsconsidereddesirableformalesandforfemales.

Individualsthenchoosepatternsofthesetraits,called“genderschemas,”that

correspondtotheirbiologicalsex.Bem(1981)locatedtherootofthisbehaviorin

societalinsistenceonadualisticdividebetweenmaleandfemaleandthe

subsequentgendersocializationbasedonthisassertionofdifference:

Whatpromptssomanyindividualstoorganizeinformationingeneral,andtheirself-conceptsinparticular,intermsofgender?Whytheprevalenceofgender-basedschematicprocessing?Theanswerwouldseemtoderive,inpart,fromthesociety'subiquitousinsistenceonthefunctionalimportanceofthegenderdichotomy,fromitsinsistencethatanindividual'ssexmakesadifferenceinvirtuallyeverydomainofhumanexperience.ThetypicalAmericanchildcannothelpbutobserve,forexample,thatwhatparents,teachers,andpeersconsidertobeappropriatebehaviorvariesasafunctionofsex;thattoys,clothing,occupations,hobbies,domesticchores—evenpronouns—allvaryasafunctionofsex(362).

Thisexplanationlinkedgenderbacktosex,re-integratingthesexandgender

categoriesthathadoncebeenconsideredseparate.

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Newworkonsexandgenderre-examinedtheconceptofsexasa

biologicallydeterminedbinaryclassificationsystemandadvancedtheideathatsex

categoriesthemselveshavebeensociallyconstructed.Fausto-Sterling(2009)cited

thepaucityofresearchaboutintersexualitysuchthatindividualsbornwith

ambiguousgenitaliaandchromosomesresultedinmedicaltreatmentofintersexed

individualsthatperpetuatedthesociallyconstructedconceptofabinarysex:

Fromtheviewpointofmedicalpractitioners,progressinthehandlingofintersexualityinvolvesmaintainingthenormal.Accordingly,thereoughttobeonlytwoboxes:maleandfemale.Theknowledgedevelopedbythemedicaldisciplinesempowersdoctorstomaintainamythologyofnormalbychangingtheintersexualbodytofit,asnearlyaspossible,intooneortheothercubbyhole(Fausto-Sterling2009:10).

Thatsexissociallyconstructedopenedthedoortomorerobustargumentsfor

genderasasocialconstructandhelpedtoclarifythecomplexrelationshipbetween

sexandgender.

Doinggenderinapatriarchy.

Ratherthanseparatingthemintotwoseparatecategories,sociologists

theorizedaboutthelinksbetweensexandgender.Goffman(1977)proposedthat

individualsare“sorted”bytheirbiologicalmale/femalebodiesatbirththen

exposedtoa“sustainedsortingprocesswherebymembersofthetwoclassesare

subjecttodifferentialsocialization”(303).Theidealcharacteristicsofeach“sex

class”issociallyconstructed,andindividuals“lineup”theirbehaviorstobein

accordancewiththeexpectations(“gender”).“Sex,”Goffmanwrote,isa“propertyof

organisms”whilegenderisa“propertyoforganization”(306).

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Inexaminingthe“parallelorganization”ofgenderbywhich“similarefforts

orservices,similarrightsorobligations,areorganizedinasegregatedmanner,”

Goffmannotedthatsortingbysex

providesareadybasefortheelaborationofdifferentialtreatment,theseadumbrativeelaborationstobeseenasconsonantandsuitablegiventheclaimeddifferenceincharacterbetweenthetwocategories(306).

Goffman(1977)furtheredthatasaresultof“institutionalreflexivity,”women’s

abilitytobearchildrenandbreastfeedbecamecircumscribedintoideasaboutthe

rights,dutiesandexpectationsofbothwomenandmen.Indemarcatingthe

boundariesbetweenthesexclasses,womenwereconscriptedtodomesticand

caretakingduties,whilemenwereassignedtopublicandprotectiveduties.Social

institutionssocializeindividualsbythesestandards,who,inturn,reinforceideas

aboutgenderbyembodyingtheexpectations.

Goffmanacknowledgedthatthearrangementofthesexes,thoughmeantto

becomplementary,was,infact,sexist.Hepositedthat“somewomen”mightthinkit

so:

inthecaseofpersonswhoarewomen,theissueisnotmerelythattheyareinacomplementarypositiontopersonswhoaremen;theissueisthatforwomen,thiscomplementarityalsomeansvulnerabilityand,inthefeelingsofsome,oppression(327).

Intheirseminalarticle“DoingGender,”WestandZimmerman(1987)

agreedwithmuchofGoffman’s(1977)propositions.Theybeganbydescribingthe

processofleadingfromsexclassificationto“doinggender.”Theyexplainedthat

individualsareclassifiedasbelongingtoaspecificsex(eithermaleorfemale)based

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on“theapplicationofsociallyagreeduponbiologicalcriteriaforclassifyingpersons

asmaleorfemale”(WestandZimmerman1987:127)suchasgenitaliaor

chromosomaltesting(despitenotalwaysbeingdefinitive).Theavailablesex

classificationscompelindividualstobeplacedorclaimmembershipineitherthe

maleorfemalesexcategory,whetherornotone’sbiologyisinaccordance(e.g.,

transgenderedindividualswhomaintainmembershipinasexcategorythatisnot

congruentwiththeirbiologicalsexclassification).

InasimilarunderstandingtoGoffman’s,theywrotethatgender“isthe

activityofmanagingsituatedconductinlightofnormativeconceptionsofattitudes

andactivitiesappropriateforone’ssexcategory.Genderactivitiesemergefromand

bolsterclaimstomembershipinasexcategory”(WestandZimmerman1987:127).

Importantly,theyarguedthatgenderisnotafeatureofanindividual,butrather,is

“done”throughinteractingwithothersinordertodemonstrateone’sbelongingtoa

sexcategory(WestandZimmerman1987).

SimilartoWestandZimmerman’s(1987)conceptualizationofgenderas

beingaccomplishedthroughinteractionwithothers,Butler(1988)theorizedthat

genderisaperformancetiedtoone’sbiologicalsex.Shewrotethatgenderis“a

constructedidentity,aperformativeaccomplishmentwhichthemundanesocial

audience,includingtheactorsthemselves,cometobelieveandtoperforminthe

modeofbelief”(Butler1988:520).Asaperformanceorproductofsocialinteraction,

enactmentsofgenderlockindividualsintotheprescribedgenderrolesand

reinforcethesociallyconstructedmale/femaledichotomy.Butler(1988)described

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enactingone’sgenderinasociallyacceptablewayas“strategiesofsurvival”ina

societythatrequiresindividualstoperformgendercorrectlyandpunishesthose

whodon’t.

Thoughanindividualmightchooseto“dogender”inwaysoutsideofthe

normforaparticularculture,heorsheisalwaysatriskforbeing“assessed”onhis

orherperformance(WestandZimmerman1987).Doingorperforminggender

reifieswhatisconsideredessentiallymasculineand/orfemininebythewider

societyandtherebysustainsgenderinequality:

Ifwedogenderappropriately,wesimultaneouslysustain,reproduce,andrenderlegitimatetheinstitutionalarrangementsthatarebasedonsexcategory.Ifwefailtodogenderappropriately,weasindividuals—nottheinstitutionalarrangements—maybecalledtoaccount(forourcharacter,motivesandpredispositions(WestandZimmerman1987:146).

Giventhestabilityandnearimmutabilityofinstitutionalarrangementsregarding

sexcategories,Kandiyoti(1988)proposedthatwomenengageinpatriarchal

bargains,orindividualsurvivalstrategiesandcopingmechanismsemployedwithin

theconfinesofpatriarchalgenderarrangements(275).Thesebargainsallow

womentomaximizetheirownreturnswithinastructurethatdevaluesthem.

Kandiyoti(1988)suggestedthatwhilethesepatriarchalbargainsdon’tchangethe

overarchingsocietalstructures,theydoallowwomentoperformactsofactiveor

passiveresistanceinordertogainindividualpower:“womenbecomeexpertsin

maximizingtheirownlifechances”(Kandiyoti1988280).Inpatriarchalsocieties

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undergoingculturaloreconomicshifts,womenmayembracemoreconservative

idealsinordertopreserveandensurethereturnspromised:

whenclassicpatriarchyentersacrisis,womenmaycontinuetouseallthepressuretheycanmustertomakemenliveuptotheirobligationsandwillnot,exceptunderthemostextremepressure,compromisethebasisfortheirclaimsbysteppingoutoflineandlosingtheirrespectability.Theirpassiveresistancetakestheformofclaimingtheirhalfofthisparticularpatriarchal(Kandiyoti1988:282).

Kandiyoti(1988)concludedthatidentifyingthepatriarchalbargainsengagedinby

womenfromvarioussociallocationshelpstoshedlightontheconditionoflarger

societalstructures.Examiningthesebargainscanalso“provideacorrective

influencetoethnocentricorclass-bounddefinitionsofwhatconstitutesafeminist

consciousness”(286),expandingideasofwomen’sagency,complicitiesand

resistanceinapatriarchalsystem.

InexaminingthepatriarchalsystemintheU.S.,Americangirlsandwomen

continuetobesocializedintoexpressive,relationalrolesdespitemajorsteps

towardgenderequalityoverthepast50years,(Adler,KlessandAdler1992;

Lachance-GrzelaandBouchard2010;Twenge1997).EaglyandKarau(2002)write

thatwidelyacceptedgenderrolesforwomeninclude“communalcharacteristics”or

thosewhich“describeprimarilyaconcernwiththewelfareofotherpeople—for

example,affectionate,helpful,kind,sympathetic,interpersonallysensitive,

nurturant,andgentle”(574).Thesocietaldemandthatwomenprioritizethese

communalcharacteristicsleadsthemtoconstructaself-imagebasedontheir

involvementinandsenseofselfembeddedininterpersonalrelationshipsatthe

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expenseofdevelopingandvaluingtheirownautonomyandinter-dependence

(CovingtonandSurrey2000;Friedman2000).

Insummary,sexandgenderareimplicatedinallfacetsofsociallife.Aswe

willseeintheliteratureonwomenandcrime,sexandgenderplayasignificantpart

inthewayswomenbeginandsustaintheirinvolvementincriminalactivity,butalso

inthewayssocietyviews,judgesandadjudicatestheirbehaviorastransgressions

ontheconventionalsex/genderbinary.

DefiningRace

Racehasbeenasignificanttopicinsociologicalinquirysincethe

foundationsofthefield(Winant2000).Thoughoftenconceivedasaninnate,

unchangeablefeatureofanindividual,race,likegender,isasocialconstructthat

“signifiesandsymbolizessociopoliticalconflictsandinterestsinreferenceto

differenttypesofhumanbodies”(Winant2000:172).AccordingtoOmiandWinant

(1994),racialcategoriesaretheresultofculturallyspecifichistoricalprocesses,or

“racialprojects”thatdefineandmanifestrelationshipsbetweengroupsofpeople.

Theseracialprojectsare“simultaneouslyaninterpretation,representation,or

explanationofracialdynamics,andanefforttoreorganizeandredistribute

resourcesalongparticularracelines”(OmiandWinant1994:56).Theprocessof

racialformationintheUnitedStatesasaseriesofracialprojectsisnotably

demonstratedbytheevolutionoftheracecategoriesintheU.S.Censuswhichreflect

thepoliticalandsocialclimateofthetimesandeffortstoshapethedistributionof

resources.

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IntheUnitedStates,examiningtheracecategoriesusedintheU.S.Census

revealssociopoliticalconflictsandinterestswithregardtoclassifyingthehuman

body.EarlyCensusesfrom1790to1840reflectthebeliefininherentand

hierarchicaldifferencesbetweenWhiteandAfricanpeoplesintheU.S.Thefirst

Censuswaschieflyconcernedwithidentifyingcitizensinordertodetermine

representationintheElectoralCollege:freeWhitemen,womenandchildrenwere

countedinseparatecategoriesandeachslavewascountedasthree-fifthsofa

person.SubsequentCensusescollapsedtheWhitecategory,kepttheslavecategory

andaddedaFreeColoredcategory,indicatingthedifferingpoliticalexperiencesof

FreeWhiteandFreeColoredcitizens(Nobles2000).AligningwiththeSocial

Darwinistmovementofthetime,the1850-1920Censusesfocusedonusingscience

todifferentiatebetweenandcategorizetheracesasseparatespecies,withtheWhite

speciesatthetopofthehierarchy.

Despitetheabolitionofslaveryduringthistimeframe,racescientistsused

theCensustocollectdataonthelifeexpectanciesofspecies“hybrids”whowere

assumedtobeinferiortopureracedpeople,givingrisetothemulatto,quadroon

andoctoroonracecategoriesontheCensus(Nobles2000).Theidentificationof

mixedracepeoplebasedonthepercentageofAfricanheritagebolsteredtheidea

thatanydropofAfricanbloodconstituteda“mixedBlack”personratherthana

“mixedWhite”person,perpetuatingideasoftheinferiorityofBlackandmixedrace

peopleandcontributingtothelegalsegregationofAfricanAmericans(Nobles

2000).EspeciallyprominentintheSouth,racelawsthatdefined“colored”asa

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personofanyAfricanheritage(hence,the“one-droprule”)wereadoptedbythe

Censusfrom1930-1960when“mulatto”wasdroppedasaracecategoryfortheall-

encompassing“Negro”category.Duringthistimeframe,challengestoraceasa

biologicalfeatureemergedasaresultofongoingchallengestoracesciencefrom

anthropologicalresearch,theatrocitiesoftheNaziexperimentsonJews,andthe

increasedeconomicandpoliticalparticipationofpeoplesofallracesintheUnited

States(Nobles2000).

AccordingtoNobles(2000),thecivilrightsmovementchangedthepurpose

ofcollectingracedataintheCensus.Whereasracedatahadpreviouslybeenusedto

demonstratetheinferiorityofAfricanAmericansandmixedracepeople,the

abolitionofsegregationinU.S.institutionsrequiredracedatafromtheCensusto

assistinenactinglegislationforracialequality(Nobles2000).Asracecategorization

couldnowbeusedforexpandedrights,otherracialgroupslobbiedtochangetheir

ownracecategories.Forexample,inresponsetolobbying,the1980Census

collapsedtheChinese,Japanese,FilipinoandKoreancategoriesalongwithNative

HawaiianandotherPacificIslander,intothecategory“AsianPacificIslander,”which

alsoincludedanyonewithoriginsfromtheFarEast,SoutheastAsiaortheIndian

subcontinent,givingalargervoicetoonelesspowerfulracialidentifiedgroups.

NativeHawaiiansandotherPacificIslanderslatersuccessfullypetitionedtobe

separatedintotheirownracecategory,andindividualsfromtheIndian

subcontinentwerereclassifiedaswhite(JungandAlmaguer2004).

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TheAmericanSociologicalAssociation(ASA)(2003)acknowledgesthat

whilesomescholarsandpoliticalleadershaveadvocateddiscontinuingtheuseof

racecategoriesandthecollectionofdatabasedontheseracecategories,race

researchremainsimportanttorevealingstill-existinginequitiesinU.S.society:

Sociologicalscholarshipon"race"providesscientificevidenceinthecurrentscientificandcivicdebateoverthesocialconsequencesoftheexistingcategorizationsandperceptionsofrace;allowsscholarstodocumenthowraceshapessocialranking,accesstoresources,andlifeexperiences;andadvancesunderstandingofthisimportantdimensionofsociallife,whichinturnadvancessocialjustice.Refusingtoacknowledgethefactofracialclassification,feelings,andactions,andrefusingtomeasuretheirconsequenceswillnoteliminateracialinequalities.Atbest,itwillpreservethestatusquo.

Consideringcontemporaryracialinequalityandracism.

Whileovertformsofsegregationandracismarelargelydenouncedin

contemporarysociety,theU.S.racialstratificationsystemremainsrelatively

unchanged,upheldbya“new”formof“color-blind”racism(Bonilla-Silva2006;Sue,

Bucceri,Lin,NadalandTorino2007).Color-blindracism,namedfortheideologyof

manyintheU.S.thatthey“don’tseecolor,justpeople,”maintainsthatwhite

privilegedisenfranchisespeopleofcolorthroughsubtle,moreindirectmechanisms

thanracismsofthepast:

Insteadofrelyingonname-calling(niggers,Spics,Chinks),color-blindracismotherizessoftly(‘thesepeoplearehuman,too’);insteadofproclaimingGodplacedminoritiesintheworldinaservileposition,itsuggeststheyarebehindbecausetheydonotworkhardenough;insteadofviewinginterracialmarriageaswrongonastraightracialbasis,itregardsitas‘problematic’becauseofconcernsoverthechildren,location,ortheextraburdenitplacesoncouples(Bonilla-Silva2006:3).

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Color-blindracismreliesonwhatWhite(2009)identifiesas“folktheories”

(commonplace,everydayunderstandings)ofrace:thatdespitescientificevidenceto

thecontrary,therearebiologicalcomponentstorace(asevidencedbytheuseof

racializedphenotypesincriminaljusticeforensicsandtheinsistenceofracial

differencesinepidemiology);thatanyonecanberacistifheorshespeaksoractsin

racializedways,includingracialminorities;andthatracismwillcometoanendasa

resultofinterracialmarriageandreproduction.Whileseeminglybenign,color-blind

racismmasksindividualprejudicesandinstitutionalinequalityandpreservesthe

racialstatusquobyignoringstructuralracismandblamingthesubordinategroup

forbothitssocietalpositionandanynegativefeelingsabouttheinferiorstatus

(Bonilla-Silva2006;White2009).

Inconclusion,Ihavediscussedabovethesocialconstructionofrace,

outliningtheevolutionofracefirstconceivedasabiologicalconcepttothecurrent

understandingofraceasasociallyconstructed,highlypoliticizedcategory.Inmy

dissertationstudy,Isuggestthatthewaysinwhichraceandethnicityhave

historicallybeensociallyconstructedintheU.S.,andthewaysinwhichthisco-

varieswithgenderimplicatewomenofcolorinuniqueandproblematicways.For

womenofcolor,andspecificallyforwomenwhoareraisedorliveintheHawai‘i

contextandwhoengageincriminalizedactivities,theirlifetrajectoriesillustrate

theseprocessesineverydaypractice.Inthefollowingsection,Iwilldiscussthe

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sociologicalliteratureondeviance,focusingonthelabelingperspectiveasrelevant

tomyfocusonwomen’sinvolvementincriminalizedconduct.

DefiningDeviance

Sociologicallyspeaking,devianceisbehaviorthatbreaksfromestablished

rules,normsandpracticesofagroup(Becker1963;Erikson1960).Theserules,

normsandpracticesofagroupmaybeformalorinformal,colloquialorcodifiedin

tolaw,strictlyorlooselyenforced,butallserveasformsofsocialcontrol,managing

thebehaviorsandboundariesofthegroup(Becker1963;Erikson1960).Individuals

whosebehaviorsdeviatefromacceptedlimitsareofconcerntothegroup,and

studiesofdeviancetypicallyseektounderstandwhythedeviantbreaksrulesand

norms(Becker1963).

Muchlikegenderandrace,earlyconceptualizationsofcrimelocatedthe

propensitytowardrulebreakingwithintheindividual(Merton1938).Inthelate

1800s,ItalianmedicaldoctorCesareLombroso,influencedbyComte’spositivist

sociologyandDarwin’stheoryofevolution,measuredthebodiesandphysical

featuresofsoldiers,theinsaneandcriminals,andtheorizedthatcrimewasrooted

inbiology(Ellwood1912;Wolfgang1961).Well-acceptedinhistime,Lombroso

positedthatcriminals,withtheiratavisticphysicalfeatures,wereevolutionary

throwbacks,andmadethecaseforthe“borncriminal”(Lombroso1911).Early

sociologicalexaminationsofdeviancepresupposedthisbiologicaldriveandviewed

devianceasafailureofsocialstructuresandcontrols(Merton1938).

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Durkheim(1997)postulatedthatdevianceisanaturalpartofallsocieties,

asthereisnosuchthingasautopiansocietyinwhicheveryoneholdstheexact

somevalues,motivationsanddrives.Allsocieties,hewrites,havesomenatural

degreeofdeviance,andofgreaterconcernthananydeviancewhatsoever,isa

changeintheamountofdeviancewithinasociety(Durkheim1995).Societiesmay

experiencesuchdysfunctionalincreasesindeviancewhenstructuralchangessuch

aseconomicshiftscausepeopletolosetiestoeachotherandexperienceanomieor

normlessness(Durkheim1995).

Merton(1938)theorizedthatacceptanceofandattemptstoconformto

mainstreamculturalnormsactuallyproducedevianceandcrime.Hepositedthat

mostpeopleintheU.S.acceptculturalnormssuchasaspiringtoeconomic

prosperity;however,notallhaveaccesstoculturallyprescribedmeansofachieving

it(Merton1938).Thisschismbetweenaspirationandachievementresultsin

anomie,andindividualstakeonspecificadaptationstocopewiththestrainofthe

situation.Hearguedthatindividualsmaytakeononeoffivemodesofadaptation

rangingfromconformity(inwhichindividualsacceptbothculturalgoalsand

prescribedachievementmechanisms),throughrebellion,ortherejectionofgoals

andmeansofachievingthem)(Merton1938).

InalaterreconsiderationofMerton’stheory,Agnew(2001)proposed

GeneralStrainTheorytoexplainhighratesofadolescentdelinquencyinwhichhe

identifiesthreemajorsourcesofstrain:notachievingpositivelyvaluedgoals

(money,goods,status,orrespect);thelossorthreatoflosingsomethingvalued

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(suchasthelossofaromanticpartnerorfriend,orthetheftofavaluable

possession);andexperiencingnegativeevents(suchasverbalorphysicalassaults)

(Agnew2001).Agnew(2001)positsthatthesethreeformsofstrainencouragethe

likelihoodofcrimebecausetheymakepeoplehavenegativeemotionssuchasanger,

fear,frustrationorsadness.Whilethenegativefeelingsmaybetemporary,people

whocontinuallyexperiencehighlevelsofnegativetreatmentorstrainoveraperiod

oftimemayengageincrimeasawayofreducingthisangerandstrain.Thatis,

crimemayhelptheindividualachievepositivelyvaluedgoals,protectorpreventthe

lossofsomethingvaluedorreducenegativestimuli.Crimemayalsobeawaytoget

revengewhenthereisnowaytocompletelyeliminatethestrain(Agnew2001).

Othersociologicaltheorizingaboutenvironmentalandecologicalinfluences

oncrimecameoutoftheChicagoschoolofsociology.ShawandMcKay(2014)

studiedyouthcrimeinurbanChicagoandtheorizedthatsocialdisorganization,or

urbanconditionsmarkedbypoverty,populationheterogeneity,andhighratesofin-

andout-migration,disintegratecommunitycontrol.Highratesofdelinquency

persistinthesesociallydisorganizedspacesdespitein-andout-migrationthrough

aprocessofculturaltransmissionofcriminaltraditions,inwhichyoungerchildren

learndelinquencyfromolderdelinquentyouth(ShawandMcKay2014).Alsofrom

theChicagoSchoolwithaninterestinthetransmittalofdeviantbehaviors,

Sutherland(1998)postulatedthatcriminalbehaviorisprimarilylearnedthrough

interactionincriminallyorientedintimategroupswhereinindividualslearnboth

howtocommitcrimesandhowtoorientthemselvestowardscriminalbehaviors

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andthelawsdefiningthebehaviors.Fromthisperspective,Sutherlandarguedthat

thosewhoaresurroundedbyothersengagingindevianceandcrime,whilealso

isolatedfromconventional,conformingothersaremorelikelytolearnorientations

morefavorabletocrime(Sutherland1998).Indemonstratingwhyhistheoryof

differentialassociationwasabletoaccountformorecrimethanpoverty,Sutherland

(1940)proposedanimportantaspectofcrimeanddeviance.Incomparingwhite-

collarcrimestootherformsofcrimeassociatedwiththelowerclass,Sutherland

(1940)writes:

Therespectsinwhichthecrimesofthetwoclassesdifferaretheincidentalsratherthantheessentialsofcriminality.Theydifferprincipallyintheimplementationofthecriminallawswhichapplytothem.Thecrimesofthelowerclassarehandledbypolicemen,prosecutors,andjudges,withpenalsanctionsintheformsoffines,imprisonment,anddeath.Thecrimesoftheupperclasseitherresultinnoofficialactionatall,orresultinsuitsfordamagesincivilcourts,orarehandledbyadministrativeboardsorcommissions,withpenalsanctionsintheformofwarnings,orderstoceaseanddesist,occasionallythelossoflicense,andonlyinextremecasesbyfinesorprisonsentences(8).

Thoughnotexpresslyaddressingdifferentialtreatmentofvariousgroupsinsociety,

Sutherland(1940)makesthecasethatdeviancecommittedbysubordinategroups

insocietyaredealtwithmoreharshly.Thisisthepositiontakenbytheoristsfrom

thelabelingperspectiveincludingErikson(1960);Becker(1963);Lemert(1974);

Schur(1984);Matsueda(1992);andCohen(2002).

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Women’sdeviance:Labelingperspective.

Erikson(1960)suggeststhatanomie,povertyandstructuralexplanationsfor

deviancemaymisslargersocietalpatternsandinteractions:

Thefactthatdeviantbehaviorismorecommoninsomesectorsofsocietythanothersisexplainedbydeclaringthatsomethingcalled‘anomie’or‘disorganization’prevailsatthesesensitivespots.Devianceleaksoutwherethesocialmachineryisdefective;itoccurswherethesocialstructurefailstocommunicateitsneedstohumanactors.Butifweconsiderthepossibilitythatdeviantpersonsarerespondingtothesamesocialforcesthatelicitconformityfromothers,thenweareengagedinanotherorderofinquiryaltogether(313).

Erikson(1960)statesthatratherthanfocusingontheconditionsthatmight

causeindividualdeviantbehavior,“sociologistsshouldbeinterestedindiscovering

howasocialunitmanagestodifferentiatetherolesofitsmembersandhowcertain

personsare‘chosen’toplaythemoredeviantparts”(313).Sociologistsinterestedin

thislineofinquirydevelopedthelabelingperspective,acriticalperspectivethat

drawsmainlyfromconflictandinteractionisttraditionsandfocusesonsocietal

reactionstobehaviorsandindividuals(Becker1963;GoodeandBen-Yehuda1994;

Lemert1974).

Inthelabelingperspective,devianceisunderstoodasasociallyconstructed

phenomenonratherthanafeatureofindividualbehavior.Oneofthemost-cited

labelingtheorists(wholaterrejectedlabelingasatheoryinandofitself),Becker

(1963)writes:“devianceisnotaqualitythatliesinbehavioritself,butinthe

interactionsbetweenthepersonwhocommitstheactandthosewhorespondtoit”

(9).Hesuggeststhatrulesserveasgroupboundaries,andthosewhofalloutsideof

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thesociallyconstructedperimetersareconsidereddeviantsimplybynatureof

societalreactiontothemasopposedtoaninherentindividualpropensitytoward

rulebreaking.Becker(1963)encouragessociologiststoexaminewhichsubgroups

determinethelargergroupboundaries,andproposesthatdominantgroupswith

economicandpoliticalpowerareabletoenforcetheirrulesoverothersandtolabel

thosewhodonotcomplyasdeviant“outsiders.”Schurexpandsuponthis,asserting

thatpowerdifferentialsmaymanifestatthreedifferentlevels:collective

rulemaking,organizationalprocessingandinterpersonalrelationships(ascitedin

PaternosterandIovanni1989).

Incollectiverulemaking,thedominantgroupusespoliticalandeconomic

powertodefinewhichbehaviorsareconsidereddeviantandinfluencethecreation

ofrulesestablishedtonegativelysanctionthoseinvolvedinthatbehavior

(PaternosterandIovanni1989).Becker(1963)callsthepushforchangeinlaws

“moralcrusades.”Thesecrusadesareledby“moralentrepreneurs”whowage

campaignstoshiftthegeneralpublic’sattitudestowardcertainbehaviorsorlaws.

Bythisdefinition,thewarondrugswouldbeconsideredamoralcrusade(Becker

1963;Britton2011).

Attheorganizationalprocessinglevel,groupswithlesspoweraremore

likelytobelabeledasdeviantandtreatedasagreaterthreatbysocialcontrol

agenciessuchasthepoliceandthecourts(PaternosterandIovanni1989).Thismay

betrueforpeopleoflowersocioeconomicstatus,peopleofcolor,women,youth,

peoplewithmentalhealthissuesandothers(Cohen2002;Markowitz1998;

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PaternosterandIovanni1989;Rosenfield1997;Schur1984).In1972,Cohen

(2002)madefamoustheterm“moralpanic”todescribetheprocessbywhich“a

condition,episode,personorgroupofpersonsemergetobecomedefinedasa

threattosocietalvaluesandinterests”(1).Hearguesthatthereisa“galleryoftypes

thatsocietyerectstoshowitsmemberswhichrolesshouldbeavoided”(Cohen

2002:2)andlabelsthese“folkdevils.”InCohen’sconfiguration,themediaplaysan

integralpartofcreatingandperpetuatingmoralpanics,creatingfolkdevilsoutof

marginalizedgroupsandreinforcingthedominantideology(Cohen2002).The

waysinwhichmoralpanicsarelinkedtofolkdevilsisrelatedtoSchur’sthirdlevel

ofpowerdifferentials,theinterpersonalrelationship(ascitedinPaternosterand

Iovanni1989).

Attheinterpersonallevel,everydayinteractionsbetweenstigmatizedand

non-stigmatizedindividualsmayresultinnotable“bargainingoverlabels”

(PaternosterandIovanni1989:362).Theseeverydayinteractionsmaycreatethe

statusoffolkdevilviaaprocessof“behavioramplification”,orwhatLemert(1974)

terms“secondarydeviance”bywhichanindividual,treatedasdeviant,acceptsthe

labelandactsoutthesocietalexpectations:

Aninitialactofdeviance,ornormativediversity(forexample,indress)isdefinedasbeingworthyofattentionandisrespondedtopunitively.Thedeviantorgroupofdeviantsissegregatedorisolatedandthisoperatestoalienatethemfromconventionalsociety.Theyperceivethemselvesasmoredeviant,groupthemselveswithothersinasimilarposition,andthisleadstomoredeviance.This,inturn,exposesthegrouptofurtherpunitivesanctionsandotherforcefulactionbytheconformists—andthesystemstartsgoingroundagain(Cohen2002:12).

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Becker(1963)suggeststhatthisprocessisespeciallysalientwhenthelabelsare

generatedbysignificantothersasopposedtosocialcontrolagents(suchasthe

police,thecourts)thatanindividualhaslittleregardfor.

Empiricalstudieshaveshownthatsometypesoflabeling(parental,

criminalconvictions)havegreatereffectsondevianceamplificationthanothers

(Bernburg,Krohn,andRivera2006;Farrington1977;PaternosterandIovanni

1989;Matsueda1992).Thesemixedfindingshaveledsometodismisstheutilityof

thelabelingperspectiveforempiricallyexaminingcrimeanddeviance(Akers1968;

Davis1972;GoveandFain1973).Whiletherehavebeenattemptstoconfigure

labelingmodelsforempiricaltesting(Bernburg,Krohn,andRivera2006;

PaternosterandIovanni1992;Matsueda1992),someoftheoriginalnamesinthe

labelingviewpointhaverespondedbydrawingourattentiontothelargeraimsof

theperspective.Becker(1963)positsthat“itwouldbefoolishtoproposethatstick-

upmenstickpeopleupsimplybecausesomeonehaslabelledthemstick-upmen”

(179).Hefurthersthatwhatisimportantaboutthelabelingperspectiveisthefocus

thatitallowssocialscientiststopayto“thewaylabellingplacestheactorin

circumstanceswhichmakeitharderforhimtocontinuethenormalroutinesof

everydaylifeandthusprovokehimto‘abnormal’actions(179).

Cohen(2002)furtherelaboratesthatexaminingdeviancefromasocietal

reactionstandpoint“allowsustoidentifyandconceptualizethelinesofpowerin

anysociety,thewayswearemanipulatedintotakingsomethingstooseriouslyand

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otherthingsnotseriouslyenough”(Cohen2002:xliv).Glassner(2009)writesthat

theU.S.populaceiseasilyswayedtofearandthatgreatpowerandmoney“await

thosewhotapintoourmoralinsecuritiesandsupplyuswithsymbolicsubstitutes”

(xxxvi).

Inthesectionabove,Ihaveaimedtodescribetheoreticalmovesawayfrom

locatingcriminalitywithinthebiologicalmakeupofindividuals,citingthose

sociologistswhoargueforstructuralexplanationsfordeviationsfromformaland

informalgroupnorms.SociologistsfromtheChicagoschoolsoughttopinpoint

structuraldysfunctionsthatencourageddeviance,whilelaterinteractionists

challengedsociologiststoexaminedeviancefromamorecriticalperspective.While

thelabelingperspectivehasbeencritiquedforitslackofadefinitivemodelfor

empiricaltesting,theoverarchingutilityoftheperspectiveisitsexaminationof

powerinsocietyasitrelatesspecificallytodeviance.Itisthissetofcritical

standpointsthatIpursuedinmystudyofthecriminalizationofwomeninHawaii.

TheorizingWomen’sCrimeandIncarceration

Inthissection,Iwilldiscusstheliteratureonwomenandcrimebeginning

withadiscussionoffeministpathwayperspectivesaboutwomen’sincarceration.I

thendiscusshowwomen,especiallywomenofcolor,havebeenlabeledandtreated

asdangerouspersonsintheAmericansocio-historicalcontext.

Pathwaystheory.

Inthedearthofgender-specifictheoriesofdevianceandcrime,thefeminist

pathwaysperspectiveemergedtoprovideapowerfulexaminationofthelivesof

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criminalizedwomen.Borrowingfromthelifecourse-courseperspectivewhich

examineschildhoodexperiencesandtheformationofadultbondswhichserveasa

formofsocialcontrol(SampsonandLaub1990,1993),pathwaysperspective

focusesonidentifyingwomen’slifeexperiencesleadinguptocrimecommissionand

incarceration,andpositioningtheseexperienceswithinwidersocialconditions

(Chesney-Lind1989;Chesney-LindandPasko2013;Belknap2000;Owen2003).

BelknapandHolsinger(2006)arguethatthisperspectiveallowsforan

understandingoffemalecriminalbehaviorsascontextualizedby“avarietyof

sources--socializedgenderroles,structuraloppression,vulnerabilitytoabusefrom

males,andfemaleresponsestodomination”(51).Researchonwomen’spathways

intocrimeandincarcerationhassuggestedthattherearegender-specific

relationshipsbetweenstructuraloppression,victimization,poverty,andoffending

suchthat:

theprocessofcriminalizationforwomenisindeedintricatelyconnectedtowomen’ssubordinatepositioninsocietywherevictimizationbyviolencecoupledwitheconomicmarginalityrelatedtorace,class,andgenderalltoooftenblurtheboundariesbetweenvictimsandoffenders(Gilfus1992:13).

Thisblurredboundarybetweenvictimizationandoffendinghasbeenrepeatedly

demonstratedinstudiesoffemaleoffenders(BelknapandHolsinger2006;Brennan,

Breitenbachetal.2012;Chesney-Lind1997;Chesney-LindandPasko2004;Daly

1994;DeHart2004;DeHart2008;GaarderandBelknap2002;Gilfus1992;Herrera

andMcCloseky2000;JoeandChesney-Lind1995;Molnar,Browne,Cerda,andBuka

2005).Studieshaveshownthatviolentgirlsaresignificantlymorelikelytohave

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beenphysicallyandsexuallyabusedthannon-violentgirlsandbothviolentand

non-violentboys(Artz1999;Molnar,Browne,Cerda,andBuka2005).Ithasbeen

noted,however,thatamongstchildrenwhohavebeenabused,boystendtoengage

inantisocialactivitieswhilestillinchildhood,whereasgirlstendtofollowthe

“delayed-onsetpathway,”engaginginantisocialbehaviorslaterinadolescence(Lee,

Herrenkohl,Jung,Skinner,andKlika2015;SilverthornandFrick1999).These

abusedandneglectedgirlsaremorelikelytobearrestedasjuvenilesthanboyswith

thesamehistories(HerreraandMcCloseky2000;Miller,Trapani,Fejes-Mendoza,

andEggleston1995;PaskoandChesney-Lind2010;Widom2000;Molnar,Browne,

Cerda,andBuka2005).Thejuvenilejusticesystemisalsomorelikelytocriminalize

andpunishgirlsfortheircopingstrategiessuchasrunningaway,substanceabuse

andtruancy,thoughcouchedinpaternalistic“protection”ofthegirls(Paskoand

Chesney-Lind2010).Theblurredboundarybetweenvictimizationandoffending

extendsfromadolescencetoadulthood.Studiesofincarceratedwomenhave

consistentlyfoundhistoriesofabuseandvictimization(Batchelor2005;Daly1992;

DeHart2004;DeHart2008;Gehring2016;SalisburyandVanVoorhis2005;

Simpson,Yahner,andDugan2008;Wright,SalisburyandVanVoorhis2007).

Inordertobetterunderstandtherelationshipbetweenearlyvictimization

andlatercriminalizationandincarceration,emergedtheidentificationofgendered

pathwaystocrimecommissionandincarceration.Daly’s(1992)seminalstudyused

datafroma“deepsample”of40women’sbiographicaldatafrompresentence

investigationreportsandidentifiedfourmajorpathwaysthatlinkedearlychildhood

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abuseandcriminalizationtoadultincarceration:the“streetwomanscenario,”in

whichyoungwomenleaveabusivechildhoodhomesforthestreetswheretheyfall

intoacycleofdruguseandlow-levelcrimetosupporttheiraddictions;“harmed

andharmingwomen,”orwomenwhorespondtochildhoodabusewithviolenceand

substanceabuse;“batteredwomen”whoareinorrecentlyleftanabusiveintimate

relationshipatthetimeoftheirincarceration;and“drug-connectedwomen,”who

beginusingandsellingdrugsintheiradulthood,oftenasaresultofenteringintoa

relationshipwithadrug-connectedman(Daly1992).Additionally,Daly(1992)

notedthattherewasasubsetof“other”womenoffenderswhosetrajectoriesdidnot

seemtofitintoanyoftheabovecategories,butidentifiedadesireorneedfor

moneyfinancialgainastheirmainmotivationtocommitcrime.Daly’sidentification

ofthepathwaysmodelemphasizedtheimportanceofsequencingeventsthatledto

women’sengagementincriminalizedbehaviorsandincarcerationandinfluenced

muchfutureworkonwomen’spathwaystocrimeandincarceration.The

subsequentresearchhasprovidedbothqualitativeandquantitativesupportfor

gender-specificpathwaystocrimeandincarceration.

Intheiranalysisofthelifehistoriesof351womenheldintheBaltimore

DetentionCenter,Simpson,Yahner,andDugan(2008)foundsignificantsupportfor

thepathwayperspectivewithregardtoharmedandharmingwomen,drug-

connectedwomenandbatteredwomen.Additionally,theyfoundthattherisk

factorsforcrimecommissionvariedbytheageatwhichwomenfirstreportedthey

committedacrime(Simpson,Yahner,andDugan2008).Inadditiontothedelayed-

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onsetpathwaynotedbypreviousstudies,Simpson,Yahner,andDugan(2008)

foundthat54%ofthewomencommittedtheirfirstcrimeinadulthood(103).

Despitemostlyconventionallifestylesthatincludedmarriageandhavingmainly

non-criminalfriends,theadult-onsetofcrimegroupreportedhighratesofviolent

victimizationinadulthood(103).Thisfindinghighlightssomeofthekeydifferences

betweenwomen’sandmen’spathwaystocrimecommissionandincarceration.

Whilemarriagehasbeenfoundtomarkanendtomen’scriminaloffending,

“women’scriminalityisoftendirectlytiedtoa‘bad’man”(Simpson,Yahner,and

Dugan2008:104).

Inanefforttoexpandtheunderstandingofthegenderedpathwaysmodel,

Brennanetal.(2012)analyzedthecriminalhistoriesandre-entryassessmentsof

over718womenincarceratedinCalifornia.Theyfoundsupportforeightpathways

tocrimethat“nested”intofourbroadpathwaystoincarcerationforwomen.These

largerpathwaysincluded“normalfunctioning”drug/propertyoffenders,battered

women/victimizationpathways,poormarginalizedsocializedoffendersinantisocial

subculturesandantisocialaggressivewomenoffenders(Brennanetal.2012).Their

findingsprovidedsupportforagenderedpathwaysmodelandexpandedonthe

specifictrajectoriesforwomen’sengagementincriminalizedbehaviors.Intheir

findings,Brennanetal.(2012)foundsignificantrelationshipsbetweengendered

experiences,druguseandmentalhealthissues.

Gehring(2016)alsofoundsupportforthepathwaysmodelandlinkbetween

victimizationanddrugandmentalhealthissues.Inaquantitativeanalysisusing

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pretrialfailureratherthanincarcerationasthedependentvariable,Gehring(2016)

foundthatchildhoodabuseledtothedevelopmentofmentalhealthissueswhich

contributedtosubstanceabusewhichwaslinkedtonegativepretrialoutcomes

(failuretoappearforcourtdateorincurringanewarrest).Gehring(2016)

concludedthatthesefindingsbolsteredthepathwaystheorybyimplementingand

operationalizingthemodelusingdifferentoutcomevariables.

Thoughasmallerbodyofliterature,scholarshavealsotakenan

intersectionalapproachtothepathwaysmodel,deepeningtheunderstandingofthe

criminalizationofgirlsandwomenofcolor.Drawingfromdatagatheredfromfocus

groupsofincarceratedgirlsandprofessionalswhoworkedwiththegirls,aswellas

datafromaself-reportedsurveyofthegirls,HolsingerandHolsinger(2005)found

significantdifferencesbetweenthewhiteandAfricanAmericangirlsintheirstudy.

Theyfoundthatthewhitegirlsreportedhigherlevelsoffamilialabuse(90percent

vs70percent)andgreaterinternalizationofthisabuse,resultinginhigherlevelsof

self-criticalattitudes,lowerlevelsofself-esteem,higherlevelsofdruguseandmore

mentalhealthissues.Familydisruption,however,hadagreateradverseeffecton

theAfricanAmericangirlsandoveralldelinquencyamongstAfricanAmericangirls

waspredictedbydruguse(HolsingerandHolsinger2005).Whiletheydubiously

concluded:

AfricanAmericangirlsaresocializedtobeself-reliantandindependent,theymaybemorelikelytoactinstronger,moreassertiveways.Asaresultofgainingmorestereotypicallymasculinetraits,theyhaveahigherselfesteemandfewermentalhealthissues.Conversely,theWhitegirlsareraisedtobe

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dependentandacceptingoffemininegenderroles.Theyemergewithgreatertendenciesforinternalizationofproblems.Thisresponsemayleadtomoreself-criticalattitudes,lowerself-esteemandmorementalhealthissues

thesefindingspointtotheneedtoexaminethegenderedpathwaysmodelas

contextualizedbyraceandethnicity.

FeministAfricanAmericanscholarsArnold(1990,1994)andRichie(1996)

drewconnectionsbetweengirlhoodexperiencesandadulthoodexperiences,linking

juveniledelinquencywithadultcrimecommissionandincarcerationamongst

AfricanAmericanwomen.Arnold(1994)describeda“processofcriminalization”

thatresultsfromtheintersectionofgender,raceandclassoppressions.She

suggestedthatAfricanAmericangirlsfallunderthegazeofavictim-blaming

criminaljusticesystem,whichcriminalizestheiractsofresistanceand“magnifies

therelationshipbetweenvictimizationandentrapmentinthecriminaljustice

system”(Arnold1994:171).ManyofthewomeninArnold’s(1994)studywere

structurallydislocatedfromthetwomainsocializinginstitutionsoffamilyandthe

educationsystem.Womenreportedrunningawayfromhomeduetosexualabuse

byamalefamilymember.Asaresultofracialoppressionintheeducationsystem

(onewomaninthestudyrecalledateacherwhotoldtheclassthathe“‘didn’tlike

Blackpeople’”(178)),thosewithoutfamilialsupportoftenleftschool.Inorderto

supportthemselves,thewomeninArnold’s(1994)studyturnedtopettytheftor

prostitution,propellingthemdownthepathwaytosustainedcriminalinvolvement

(178).Arnold(1994)notedthatmanyoftheraceoppressionsoverlappedwithclass

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oppressionsduetothehighlevelofpovertyinurbanAfricanAmerican

communities.

Richie(1996)interviewedbatteredAfricanAmericanwomenatRiker’s

Islandonissuesofrace,crimevictimizationandperpetrationandfoundspecific

genderedandracedpathwaystocrimecommissionandincarceration.Richie(1996)

foundthatAfricanAmericanwomenwhohadbeenhighlyesteemedintheir

childhoodfamiliesandfeltadeepconnectionwiththeirracial/ethnicgroupwere

morevulnerabletomaleintimatepartnerviolence,asthesewomentendedtofeel

responsibleforprotectingtheirfamiliesandpartnersfrominstitutionalracism.This

“genderentrapment”reducedthewomen’sabilitiestoseekhelporreportbattering

totheauthoritiesandleftthemcaughtinabusiveandviolentrelationships.Despite

theirchildhoodaspirationsforconventionalidealsofromance,thewomenin

Richie’sstudyweremoresusceptibletointimatepartnerviolence,whichinturn,led

themdownoneofsixpathstocrimecommissionandincarceration:beingcomplicit

inthekillingoftheirchildrenbyabusivepartners;committingprojectedviolence

againstmenwhosymbolizedpastabusiveintimateandfamilialrelationships;

engaginginsexwork,oftentheresultofsexualabusehistories;committingcrimes

suchasarson,propertydamageorassaultinretaliationagainstabatteringpartner;

engaginginpropertycrimesandotherillegalactivitiestosupplementameager

income,mostoftenastheresultofforceorcoercionbyabusivepartners;and

engagingindrugcrimes,oftenstemmingfromaddictionusedasacoping

mechanism(Richie1996).

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JustasU.S.socialstructureshavespecificimplicationsforcriminalizing

AfricanAmerican,sotoo,dotheyoperateinparticularwaysuponNativeAmerican

women.Ross(1998)wrotethatcolonizationandtheimposedsocialstructures

suppressedNativecultureandcriminalizedallNativeAmericans,withspecific

consequencesforNativewomen.UponclaimingsovereigntyoverNativepeoples

andlandsandreplacingNativejudicialsystemswithWesternlaws,theU.S.

governmentconstructedthedeviantandcriminalNativeAmericans(Ross1998).

ThishadspecificconsequencesforNativeAmericanwomenwho,likemanynon-

Nativewomen,experiencesexual,physicalandinstitutionalabuseandwhocope

withtheseformsofviolenceinwaysthathavebeencriminalized(substanceabuse,

retaliatoryviolence,etc.).

Ross(1998)arguedthatthecolonizedstatusofNativeAmericanwomenhas

leftthemamongthemostpowerlesspeopleintheU.S.,morelikelytobe

incarceratedthanwhitewomen,andifaresidentofareservation,mostlikelytobe

incarceratedinafederalprison(90).Whiletheindividualpathwaystoincarceration

forNativeAmericanwomenaresimilartoothernon-Nativewomen,Ross(1998)

wrotethatthehistoricalcontextofNativewomen’slivescannotbeoverlooked.

Intheprevioussection,Ihavediscussedtheliteratureonwomenand

crime,beginningwithanoverviewofwomen’sincarcerationandcrimestatisticsin

theU.S.followedbyadiscussionofthepathwaytheory.Inthenextsection,Iwill

addressgender,race/ethnicityanddevianceintheHawai‘icontext.

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ConsideringtheHawai‘iContext

Hawai‘i,thefiftiethstateadmittedtotheunionandthefurthestfromthe48

contiguousUnitedStates,hasauniquehistoryandsocialcontext.Itisestimatedthat

thefirstPolynesianvoyagersreachedtheHawaiianislandchainby800A.D.,

bringingwiththemmanyoftheplantsandanimalsthatbecamethebasisofthe

laborandclassdivisionsintheancientculture(Vitouseketal.2004).Following

CaptainJamesCook’sarrivalintheHawaiianIslandsin1778,NativeHawaiian

livelihoodshiftedfromwhathasbeendescribedasafeudalisticsubsistenceliving

(includingfarming,fishing,craftsmanshipandcultivation)toparticipationinthe

capitalisttradesystem(Ralston1984;Rosa2004).

Withtheintroductionofdesiredforeigngoodssuchasguns,iron,clothand

otherluxuryitemsbywhalers,explorersandmerchants,earlytradingwas

restrictedtotheali‘i(rulingclass)whocouldrequisitionthedesiredgoods,or

demanditemsfortradefromthemaka‘āinana(commoners)(Merry2000;Ralston

1984).Intheearly1800s,China’swillingnesstotradeforHawaiiansandalwood

causedtheali‘i(royalty)tosendthemaka‘āinanatoclearforestsdespitea

populationdecreasedbyforeign-broughtdiseasesandfoodshortages(Merry2000).

Asali‘idebttoforeignmerchantsgrew,theyincreasedpressureonmaka‘āinanato

producewealth,surplusfoodandpaytaxes.Asaresult,themaka‘āinanafoundways

tocircumventtheali‘iprohibitionsonindividualtradeandwealthaccumulationand

begantoengageinthecapitalistsystembytradinggoods,workingonshipsand

providingsexualservices(Merry2000).Thisresultedinweakenedtiestotheali‘i

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whohadpreviouslybeenconsideredbenevolentdescendantsofthegods,allowing

forthecapitaliststoengagethemaka‘āinanaindirecttrade(Merry2000;Ralston

1984).

Asthebondsbetweenmaka‘āinanaandali‘iweakened,Protestant

missionariescametoHawai‘iemphasizingindividuallandownershipasameansof

increasingindustriousnessandofprotectingtheevictionofmaka‘āinanabytheali‘i

(Linnekin1987;Merry2000).Individuallandownershipappealedtotheali‘iwho

desiredmoreclearlydefinedboundariesoftheirwealth.Between1848and1855,

thelanddivisionknownastheMāheleallowedali‘i,naturalizedandnon-naturalized

foreignerstoacquirelargeexpansesofland,butleftmanymaka‘āinanalandless,as

theirlaborswerenotpaidincash(Linnekin1987;Ralston1984).Thisownershipof

landbyforeignersallowedfortheriseofthesugarindustryandsubsequent

importationofAsianworkers,andultimatelythecolonizationandendofthe

sovereignHawaiiannation.

Today,Hawai‘iishometoalmost1.4millionpeople(U.S.Census2012),the

majorityofwhomliveonO‘ahu.TheracialcompositionofHawai‘ireflectsthis

uniquehistoryofcolonizationandimmigration.AsianAmericansrepresentthe

largestpopulationgroupinHawaii,at38.3%(U.S.Census2012).Thenextlargest

groupiscomprisedofthosebelongingtotwoormoreraces(23%),which

representsonly2.4%oftheU.S.populationasawhole.Non-Hispanicwhites

comprise22.8%ofHawai‘i’spopulation,followedbyNativeHawaiianandother

PacificIslanderswhoare10.1%ofthepopulation(U.S.Census2012).Finally,

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HispanicorLatinosrepresent9.5%,AfricanAmericans2.1%,andAmericanIndian

andAlaskaNatives0.4%ofHawai‘i’stotalpopulation(U.S.Census2012).

CorrelatingtotheuniqueracialcompositionofHawai‘i,47%ofthebusinessesare

Asian-owned,andanother9%offirmsareNativeHawaiianorotherPacificIslander

owned(Census2012).

ExamininggenderintheHawai‘icontext.

Hawai‘i’shistoryhasshapedgenderinuniqueways.Genderrelationsin

ancientHawai‘ihavebeendescribedas“genderparallel,”thatis,separateand

complementaryratherthanseparateandsubordinate(Linnekin1990).Inpre-

colonizationHawai‘i,akapu(taboo)systemexistedtoseparatethesexesandother

statuses(royaltyandcommoners).Womenwereforbiddentoeatcertainfoods,

prohibitedfromengaginginritualsinheiau(temples),andsecludedinaseparate

house(halepe‘a)duringtheirmenstrualperiods(Linnekin1990).Thesekapu,

however,weresubvertedattimesandsuspendedforvariousreasonssuchasa

transferofpowerbetweenchiefs,indicatingafluidityintheconceptualizationofthe

separationofthesexes(Linnekin1990).WomeninancientHawai‘iwereesteemed

andseenasanintegralpartofthesocialstructureasindicatedbytheirabilityto

holdhighrank,produceculturallyimportantartifacts,andexercisetheagency

affordedthemregardingsexuality.

Uponthearrivalofthemissionaries,attemptsweremadetochangethe

prevailingHawaiiangenderdynamictoreflectaWesternmodelofthemale/female

dichotomy.Missionarywomenoftenfocusedtheirattentiononindoctrinating

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NativeHawaiianwomenintothe“cultoftruewomanhood,”attemptingtocreate

andreinforcewomen’srolessolelyinthedomesticsphereandtocontrolNative

Hawaiiansexuality(Grimshaw1985).ThoughsomeNativeHawaiianwomen

conformedtothesenewgenderroles,manydidnot,asthegenderrolesprescribed

bythe“cultofdomesticity”werebasedonaneconomicorganizationwhich,ina

colonizedcontext,wasinaccessibletoindigenousHawaiianswhowerelargelykept

outoftheintroducedcapitalisteconomy(Linnekin1990):

Themalebreadwinner,theindependentartisan,thesmallfarmer,thewageearner,supportingawifeandfamilyinmodestbutindependentcomfort,wasadreamthatfadedbeforeitcouldemerge.Eventuallylargeplantationsandbusinessesemergedheadedbyforeigncapitalists,employingnon-Hawaiianlaborforthemostpart.ThebulkofHawaiiansremainedoutsideoftheprosperityofthisnewHawai'i.TherelativeaffluenceofHawaiianfamilies,thegenderdivisionoflaborinwesternstyle,desiredbytheAmericans,remainedelusivegoals.Itwasnowonderthatwesternculturalconstructsofgendercharacteristicsprovedunattainable(Linnekin1990:12).

InadditiontothefailuretowhollyinductNativeHawaiianwomenintothecultof

domesticity,racialandethnicrelationsshiftedasethnicAsianwomenimmigrated

toworkontheplantations.

FollowingtheinitialarrivalofAsianmenasthefirstcontractlaborersin

sugarandpineapple,Hawaii’sneweconomy,Asianwomenwere“sentfor”as

picturebridesandlowerpaidplantationlaborers.TheChinesearrivedfirstfollowed

bytheJapanese,thenKoreans.Eachgroupwassoughtasanewsourceoflaboronce

concernsemergedregardingthepreviouswaveofworkers(ChineseExclusionAct,

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fearthatHawai‘i-bornchildrenwouldbeallowedtobuylandfortheirparents,etc.).

FilipinoscametoHawai‘iascitizens,asthePhilippineswasaU.S.territory,though

Filipinowomendidn’tfollowthemenasquicklytoHawai‘i—notarrivinguntilafter

WorldWarI.TheTyding-McDuffieActof1934restrictedtheentryofFilipinosinto

theUnitedStatestofiftypersonsayear(Fan1996).Theactalsochangedthestatus

ofFilipinosfromAmericannationalstoalienimmigrants(Fan1996).Filipinoswho

couldaffordit,however,continuedtoimmigratetoHawai'iafter1934(Fan1996)

Asianimmigrantwomensufferedfromthemultipleoppressionsofgender,

race,andclassasmanymarriedmentwicetheirage,werewidowedearly,andwere

lefttoraiseyoungchildrenbythemselves.Separationfromthetraditional

structuresoftheirhomecountries,first-timeparticipationinthelaborforcewhile

alsocaringfortheirfamiliesrequiredethnicAsianwomenaccesstopower,ifnot

dominance,intheirownhomes(Blair1998).Thistranslatedtoincreased

participationinthepublicsphere,especiallywhenconsideringpoliticalpower:the

Hawai‘iterritorialsenatepassedtheHawai‘iEqualSuffrageBillin1917followedby

theterritorialHouseJudiciaryCommittee’sunanimouspassageofawoman’s

suffragebillin1919.Hawai‘iwasthefirststatetoratifytheEqualRights

Amendment,hashadtwofemalelieutenantgovernorsofAsiandescent,andthe

stateconstitutionprohibitsdiscriminationonthebasisofsex(Blair1998).

DespitetheseemingequalstatusofwomeninHawai`i,the2009Hawai‘i

HealthSurveyfoundthatwomenmakeupaslightmajorityofthestatepopulation

(50.3%to49.7)butalsohavehigherratesofcancer,hypertensionanddiabetes.The

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detrimentaleffectsofpovertyonwomen’shealthincludemalnutrition,overwork

andtheinabilitytoaffordmedicalexpenses.In2002,14.4percentofwomenand

10.8percentofmenaged18andolderwerelivingwithincomes150percentbelow

theFederalpovertylevel.Womenaged65andolderandyoungerwomenaged18-

24areatthehighestriskforlivingbelowthepovertylevel,whilewomenaged45-

64havealowerpovertyrate(10.9percent).Amongselectedhouseholdtypes,

womenheadinghouseholdswithnospousehavethehighestratesofpoverty(24.9

percent),followedbyfemaleslivingalone(17.6percent).Thepovertyratefor

womenlivinginmarriedcouplefamiliesismuchlower(10.2percent)(Kapi‘olani

Women’sCenter2004).

ExaminingraceandethnicityintheHawai‘icontext.

Hawai‘i’sracialcompositionandculturalmilieuisvastlydifferentthanthat

ofthecontinentalU.S.ThelargestracialgroupinHawai‘iisAsian,comprising38.5%

ofthepopulation(comparedto5%ofthepopulationonthecontinent),followedby

White(26%ascomparedto78%),twoormoreraces(22.9%,2.3%),Native

HawaiianandotherPacificIslander(10%,0.2%)(UnitedStatesCensusBureau

2012).UnliketheU.S.mainland,peopleinHawai‘imorefrequentlydiscussracial

differencesintermsofethnicityandculture.Arguedlocalrace/ethnicityscholar,

Okamura(2008):

peopleinHawai‘iattributegreatersocialsignificancetothepresumedculturaldifferencesthatdistinguishgroupsfromoneanotherthantotheirphenotypicdifferencessuchasskincolor.Asethnicgroups,theyarebelievedtodifferculturallyintermsoftheirrespectivevalues,practices,beliefs,and

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customs,althoughthesedifferenceshavediminishedmarkedlyoverthegenerations(6)

Theseethnicandculturaldifferencesarelargelyseenasthebasisforinequality

betweenthegroups:

ethnicity--particularlyethnicidentity--signifiesdifferenceamongethnicgroupsthatholdunequalstatusinthesocialstructureofHawai‘isociety.Inthissense,ethnicdifferencedemarcatesorframesinequality;thatis,socioeconomicinequalityinHawai‘iisunderstoodpredominantlyasethnicinequalitybecauseethnicityistheprimarystructuralprincipleofsocialrelations(Okamura2008:5).

Defining“local.”

InHawai‘i,peoplebornandraisedintheislandsoftenrefertothemselves

as“local.”Definingwhatlocalisandwhomaycallthemselveslocalisthesubjectof

manydiscussions,bothacademicandpractical.Okamura(1980)writesthatlocal

cultureinHawai‘ibegantotakeshapeuponthearrivalofNewEnglandmissionaries

whobroughtwiththemAmericanvalues,beliefs,normsandpracticesthatwere

subsequentlyintegratedintotheexistingHawaiiansocialstructures(Okamura

1980:120).Eachsuccessivewaveofethnicgrouparrivalforcedaccommodationon

thepartoftheexistingHawai‘imilieu:

Accommodationessentiallyreferstotheadaptationsthateachethnicgroup,eitherincomingoralreadysettled,madeinitsinitialandevolvingrelationswiththeothergroupsinHawai‘isociety.Simplystated,adaptationforeachofthegroupsinvolvedmodificationofcertainofitsculturalelementsoradoptionofnewelementstomeetthedemandsandconditionsofthenewsocialenvironment,whichforvirtuallyalloftheimmigrantgroupswastheplantation.(Okamura1980,p.124)

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Today,theterm“local”iscommonlyusedtorefertopeoplebornandraised

inHawai‘i,especiallythosewithrootsintheplantationeconomy.Theterm

“Hawaiian”isincreasinglyreservedforthosewithindigenousgenealogy(Okamura

1980),asaretheterms“NativeHawaiian”andKanakaMaoli.Theterm“local,”

thoughitisgenerallyusedtoindicatesimplybeingbornandraisedinHawai‘i,has

muchgreatersymbolismforthosewhoidentifyaslocal.Localness,localcultureand

beinglocal,isanindicationofexperiencing,understanding,andappreciatingthe

sharedhistory,valuesandnormsofHawai‘i,andalsoindicatesarighttohaveasay

inthefutureofHawai‘i(Okamura1980).Assuch,groupsandindividualsnewto

Hawai‘iareoftenkeptoutofthe“local”identity.Thisisespeciallytrueofwhite,or

haole,individuals,whoarealsoperpetuallykeptoutofthe“local”groupings

regardlessofthelengthoftimes/hehaslivedinHawai‘i.

Rohr(2010)arguesthatlocalidentityandcultureisrootedinthe

“amalgamationofKanakaMaoliculturewiththoseimmigrantgroupsbroughtto

laborinthesugarcaneandpineapplefields.TheseincludeJapanese,Chinese,

Filipino,Korean,PortugueseandSamoanimmigrants”(33).Local,shewrote,isthe

resultofthe“incorporationofHawaiiancultureandresistancetohaole[white]

hegemony”(33).Thus,Rohrpositsthattherearethreeracial/ethnicgroupingsin

Hawai‘i:NativeHawaiian,localandhaole.Thesethreecategories,sheargues,exist

asaresultoftheother:“therecouldbenolocalwithoutincorporationofcertain

elementsofHawaiiancultureandresistancetohaolehegemony.Therecouldbeno

whitecolonizerwithoutaracializednative”(33).Importantly,Rohrdistinguishes

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betweenNativeHawaiianandlocalconstructionsofwhiteness:“Whilethereis

increasingoverlapbetweenthem,Hawaiianconstructionsfocusonhaoleas

colonizer,whereaslocalconstructionsoriginateintheexperienceofhaoleas

plantationownerandoligarch”(35).InRohr’sconceptualization,therefore,haoles

willneverbe“local”andnon-NativeHawaiianlocalswillneverbeNativeHawaiian.

Whiletheterm“local”hascolloquiallyreferredtopeopleofHawaiian,

PacificIslander,Asiandescentorofmixedheritage,NativeHawaiianactivistand

scholarTrask(2008)arguesthattheuseoftheterm“local”bynon-Native

Hawaiiansisoffensiveandservestoperpetuatethedisenfranchisementof

indigenousHawaiians.ShewritesthatHawai`iisbetterdescribedasasettlersociety

andthatnon-Nativeswhocastthemselvesas“local”upholdandbenefitfromthe

dominantU.S.ideologyattheexpenseofindigenousHawaiians:

OurNativepeopleandterritorieshavebeenoverrunbynon-Natives,includingAsians.Callingthemselves“local,”thechildrenofAsiansettlersgreatlyoutnumberus.TheyclaimHawai‘iastheirown,denyingindigenoushistory,theirlongcollaborationinourcontinueddispossession,andthebenefitstherefrom.Partofthisdenialisthesubstitutionoftheterm“local”from“immigrant,”whichis,itself,aparticularlycelebratedAmericanglossfor“settler(46).

Trask(2008)assertsthatthedescendantsoftheAsianplantationworkersbenefited

fromthe“bootstrap”ideologyoftheU.S.andthenmovedintopositionsofpower

withintheverysystemthathadonceoppressedthem.ThoseAsianAmericanswho

werebornandraisedinHawai‘iarenowpartofthedominantclassintheislands,

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politicallyenfranchisedandwieldingpowerinalandtowhichtheyarenot

indigenous:

Theideologyweavesastoryofsuccess:poorJapanese,Chinese,andFilipinosettlerssuppliedthelaborforthewealthy,whitesugarplantersduringthelongperiodoftheTerritory(1900-1959).Exploitativeplantationconditionsthusunderpinamasternarrativeofhardworkandtheendlesslycelebratedtriumphoveranti-Asianracism.Settlerchildren,everindustriousanddeserving,obtaintechnicalandliberaleducations,therebylearningthepoliticalsystemthroughwhichtheyagitateforfullvotingrightsasAmericancitizens.Politically,thevehicleforAsianascendancyisstatehood.Asamajorityofvotersatmid-century,theJapaneseandotherAsiansmoveintothemiddleclassandeventuallyintoseatsofpowerinthelegislatureandthegovernor’shouse(47)

Theorizingwomen’scrimeandincarcerationinHawai‘i.

Researchonwomen’spathwaystocrimecommissionandincarcerationin

Hawai‘ihasfoundmuchsupportforthestreetwomanscenario.Chesney-Lindand

Rodriguez(1983)conductedin-depthinterviewswithsixteenofthetwenty-two

femalelong-terminmatesattheOahuCommunityCorrectionalCenter,which,atthe

time,wastheonlyfacilityinthestateforfemaleoffenders(5).Theauthorsfound

thatdespiteconventionallifeaspirationsofmarriage,familiesandcareers,the

majorityoftheincarceratedwomentheyinterviewedrevealedearlyexposureto

familyviolenceandsexualabuse.Thisvictimizationoftenledtothewomen

engaginginbehaviorsthatwouldensuretheirsurvival,butthatarecriminalized:

committingstatusoffensessuchastruancyandrunningawaytoprotectthemselves

fromabuse,engaginginprostitutionforeconomicsurvival(Chesney-Lindand

Rodriguez1983).Whilethisstudydidnotspecificallylookattheracialized

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experiencesofthewomeninvolved,morerecentstudieshaverevealedhowthe

overlappingexperiencesofgenderandraceoppressionhavespecificconsequences

forNativeHawaiianwomenincarceratedinHawai‘i.

In2005,Yuen,HuandEngel(2005)conductedinterviewswith51women

incarceratedatMatlockHale,awork-furloughprogramforwomenwithlessthan

twoyearstoserveontheirsentences(101).Theirinterviewsconsistedofbothopen

andclosedquestions,andresultswerequantifiedtostatisticallycomparethelife

historiesofNativeHawaiianandnon-NativeHawaiianwomen.Yuen,HuandEngel

(2005)foundveryfewsignificantdifferencesbetweenthetwogroups,andtheir

resultsalsosupportthestreetwomanscenario.TheauthorsfoundthatbothNative

Hawaiianandnon-NativeHawaiianwomenexperiencedhighratesoftraumain

theirchildhood,andoftenexperiencedmultipletraumasincluding:homeviolence,

placementinfostercare,sexualabuse,runningawayfromhome,droppingoutof

school,andteenpregnancyandexperiencedfurthertrauma,especiallydomestic

violenceandhomelessness,intheiradulthood(Yuen,HuandEngel2005:105).

NativeHawaiianwomenwerefoundtoexperiencenegativelifeeventsearlierin

theirlives,suggestingthattheremaybeanage/racecomponentsimilartothat

foundbySimpson,Yahner,andDugan(2008),thoughtheauthorsofferno

explanationsastohowearlyabusemightdifferentiallyaffectNativeHawaiian

women.

Similarly,inherstudyoffemaleparoleesinthestateofHawai‘i,Brown

(2006)gaveoneexamplesupportingDaly’s(1992)“drug-connected”woman

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pathway,butconcludedoverallthatthestreetwomanscenariobestfitwomen’s

pathwaystocrimeandincarceration.Shereportedthatmostofthewomenshe

interviewedexperiencedhighratesofearlychildhoodabuse,druguse,low

educationlevelsandmotherhood,andwerearrestedforlow-leveldrugand

propertycrimes.Brown(2006)didfindracedifferencesinthelifeeventsand

trajectoriesofwomen’sengagementincrime.ShefoundthatNativeHawaiian

womenexperiencednegativelifeexperiencesearlierthannon-NativeHawaiian

womenandbegancommittingcrimesearlierintheirlives,hadgreaterriskof

recidivism,andweremorelikelytobereturnedtoprisonforparoleviolations.As

Arnold(1994)concludedaboutincarceratedAfricanAmericanwomenandRoss

(1998)concludedaboutNativeAmericanwomen,Brown(2006)attributedtherace

differenceto“structuralfactors,shapedbyhistoricalandculturalchange,[that]

havemadeitmorelikelythatwomenofHawaiianancestrywillcomeunderthegaze

ofthelaw”(Brown2006:154).ShenotedthatNativeHawaiianwomencitedspecific

lifedifficultiesassociatedwithbeingamemberofacolonizedindigenousculture,

includinglackofaccesstoresourcesdesignatedforNativeHawaiiansbythestate

andforceddissociationwithNativeHawaiianspiritualitythroughderisionand

belittlingthatwererelatedtotheirengagementincrime(Brown2006).

ResearchonwomenincarceratedinHawai‘ihasaffirmedthestreetwoman

modelastheleadingpathwaytocrimecommissionandincarceration(Brown2006;

Chesney-LindandRodriguez1986;Yuen,HuandEngel2005),suggestingthat

womeninHawai‘iexperiencesimilargenderoppressionsaswomeninother

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studies.Whilethisisapromisingstartingplaceforunderstandingwomen’s

engagementincriminalizedbehaviorsandincarcerationinHawai‘i,findingsfrom

bothBrown’s(2006)andYuen,HuandEngel’s(2005)studiessuggestthatthere

maybenuancesorpossiblyalternativestothestreetwomanscenariointhesocio-

culturalcontextofHawai‘i.ThisisespeciallyevidentintheirfindingsthatNative

Hawaiianwomenhaveuniquelifeexperiencesandinteractionswiththecriminal

justicesystem.

AsArnold(1994),Richie(1996)andRoss(1998)suggest,women’s

involvementincriminalizedactivitiesandtheirsubsequentincarcerationmustalso

becontextualizedbyrace/ethnicity,socialclassandotherconsiderations.Finally

Keahiolalo-Karasuda(2007,2009)linksthephenomenonofmassincarcerationof

NativeHawaiianstocolonialismandtheongoingneocolonialquesttoeconomically

andpoliticallysubjugatetheindigenouspeopleofHawai‘i.AccordingtoKeahiolalo-

Karasuda(2007):“Systematicvilificationthroughpastandpresentdrugcrusades

hashadparalleloutcomeswherebyHawaiiansaredisenfranchised,exploitedand

banishedfromfamily,community,andpolitics”(Keahiolalo-Karasuda2007:340).

ThepoliticalcontextofwomenʻsincarcerationinHawai‘i,therefore,indicatesthe

needforgreaterfeministresearchattheintersectionofgenderandrace/ethnicity.

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CHAPTERIII

RESEARCHMETHODS:

TALKINGWITHINCARCERATEDWOMEN

Conductingresearchwithincarceratedindividualsisanotablydifficult,

multi-layeredendeavormarkedbytheneedtogainbothexternalandinternal

authorizations(Patenaude2004;Wakai,Shelton,Trestman,andKesten2009).Since

the1970’swhenlegislationendedthedecades-longpracticeofrelatively

unregulatedmedicalandpharmaceuticaltestsonU.S.prisoners,theprocessof

InstitutionalReviewBoard(IRB)approvalforstudieswithprotectedclasseshas

providedanexternallayerofoversightforvulnerablepopulationsfromexploitative

research(Hornblum1997).GainingIRBapprovalis“anecessarybutchallenging

obstacleforresearchersworkingincorrections”(Wakai,Shelton,Trestman,and

Kesten2009:744)becauseitrequiresseverallayersofpermissionfromthe

correctionssystemincludingprogramdirectors,wardensanddirectorsofpublic

safety(Patenaude2006;Wakai,Shelton,Trestman,andKesten2009).

Semi-StructuredInterviewing

Asmyresearchfocusedonwomen’sownexperiencesandworld-views,I

employedsemi-structuredinterviewsasthedata-gatheringmethod.Semi-

structuredinterviewingisassociatedwithphenomenologyorthe“interestin

understandingsocialphenomenafromtheactors’ownperspectivesanddescribing

theworldasexperiencedbythesubjects,withtheassumptionthattheimportant

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realityiswhatpeopleperceiveittobe”(KvaleandBrinkman2009:26).Interviews

conductedfromthisperspectiveareconcernedwith:uncoveringtheworldviewof

thestudyparticipants;interpretingthemeaningofmajorlife-eventsdiscussedby

theparticipants;qualitativelyexplainedexperiencesratherthanthequantification

ofexperiences;detailedanddistinctivedescriptionsofparticipants’lives;specific

sequencesoflife-eventsratherthanopinions;adeliberateattemptonthepartofthe

interviewertoremainopentonewphenomenaasopposedtoaprioricodes,

categoriesandinterpretations;focusonguidingthemes;opennesstocontradictory

statementsbyparticipants;thepotentiallytransformative,positivepowerofthe

interviewprocess;andanunderstandingofthewaysinwhichinterviewerand

participantcreateknowledgetogether(KvaleandBrinkman2009).Assuch,semi-

structuredinterviewsconsistofopen-endedquestions,oftenorganizedinthemes

constructedbytheresearcheraheadoftime(KvaleandBrinkman2009).

Throughoutthesemi-structuredinterviewprocess,theinterviewerand

participantsinteractwitheachother,findingconversationaldirectionstoprobeand

attendtothatmaybeparticulartothatinterview(Reinharz1992).Whilethe

informationproducedusingsemi-structuredinterviewsisnon-standardized,this

processallowstheresearchertofindvariabilityinexperiences(Reinharz1992).

Semi-structuredinterviewingis,therefore,conducivetouncoveringsimilaritiesand

differencesinthelifeexperiencesofcriminalizedwomen.Utilizingthisdata-

gatheringmethodallowedmetobetterunderstandtheprocessandexperienceof

criminalizationfromtheparticipants’perspectives.

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RecruitingandInterviewingtheResidents

MystudywasapprovedbytheUHPrograminHumanStudiesin2011

(#20053)(seeAppendix1).Beginningin2010whenIfirstreachedouttothe

executivedirectorofthewomen’sworkfurloughprograminurbanHonolulu,I

offeredtovolunteerfortheprogramwhereIwastrainedasavolunteerandassisted

theexecutivedirectorwithvariousadministrativeendeavorsandlaterasalifeskills

classteacher.Thelifeskillsclasswasaseriesoffivesessionsrequiredforthe

womentogainprivilegeswithintheprogram.Theprogramprovidedacurriculum

whichIwasallowedtomodifyand5-12residentsattendedeachsessionconducted

atthesite.Asaresultofteachingtheseclasses,Iwasabletogettoknowboththe

residentsandthestaffonamorepersonallevel.Therapportwebuiltallowedmeto

moreeasilyrecruitinformantsformystudy,oneofthechallengesofresearchwith

incarceratedpopulationsnotedbyPatenaude(2004).

Iworkedwiththeexecutivedirectortonotifyresidentsandstaffofmy

researchplans.Theprogramofferedparticipationinthisstudyasonewaytogain

communityservicecredits,whichresidentsacquiredinordertogainmore

privilegeswithintheprogram.Itwasmadeveryclearthatthisstudywasnota

mandatorypartoftheirprogramming,andthattherewereotherwaysinwhichthey

couldearncommunityservicecredits.Severalwomensignedupforinterviewtimes

immediately.Otherwomensignedupforinterviewsuponcompletingthelifeskills

classseries,perhapsfeelingmorecomfortableintheideaofsharingtheirstories

withme.

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Thoughthisstudyfocusedonlocalwomen,Iopeneduptheinterviewstoallofthe

womenattheworkfurloughsite,regardlessofwheretheywerebornandraised.I

completedtwentyinterviews,butusedthedatafromsixteeninterviewsforthe

purposeofthisanalysis.Thedatafromtheotherfourinterviews(twoAfrican

AmericanandtwoCaucasianwomennotorbornraisedinHawai‘i)wasexcluded

fromthisanalysis.

Inordertomeettheresearchobjectivesofthisstudy,Idesignedan

interviewguidebasedonfivethemes:neighborhood,family,school,early

criminalizationandinstitutionalizedcriminalization(seeAppendix5).Ichosethese

themestobelooselychronologicalandtoexamineindividualexperienceswithin

broadersocialandinstitutionalstructures.Witheachtheme,Ihopedtotouchupon

genderandethnoculturalexperiences.

Eachoftheinterviewswasconductedatfieldsiteandcompletedoveratwo-

monthperiodbetweenDecember2014andFebruary2015.Theylastedbetween45

minutesandtwohours.Eachinterviewwasdigitallyrecordedandlatertranscribed.

TheWomenintheStudy

Theparticipantsinthisstudywerewomenwhowerebornand/orraised

inHawai‘iandwhowereparticipantsinawork-furloughprogramforincarcerated

womenlocatedontheislandofOahu.Table1providesanoverviewofeachstudy

participant.Allnamesarepseudonymsandalltheattendingdatawasself-reported.

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Name** Race/Ethnicity Age Education Marital

Status ChildrenPrevious

Employment

Charges

Anuhea NativeHawaiian 53 Some

college Divorced 4 Stateemployee Theft

Erica NativeHawaiian 45 AAdegree Divorced 5 Non-profit TheftII

Mele NativeHawaiian 58 <High

school Divorced 3 Caretaker

PossessionandPromoting(Methamphetamine)

Tommy NativeHawaiian 57 <High

School Single None StoreClerk

Methamphetaminetraffickingintheseconddegree

Pumehana NativeHawaiian 44 GED Divorced 4 Office

Assistant Identitytheft

Megan NativeHawaiian 37

GED/Voc-techCertificate

Single None Caretaker TheftII

Alohilani NativeHawaiian 43

GED/Voc-techCertificate

Divorced 4 HealthCareIndustry

TheftII/KeepingConfidentialInformation

Yvette NativeHawaiian 46 Some

College Divorced 4 FoodService Stolenautomobile

Tina NativeHawaiian 32 <High

School Single 5 N/A Theft

Sandy Japanese/Caucasian 43 Some

College

Married(secondmarriage)

4 N/A Burglary

Jackie

Filipino/Caucasian/PuertoRican

34 SomeCollege Single 2

Smallbusinessemployee

Assault

Michelle Japanese 26 GED Married None Foodservice DrugPossession

Sam OtherAsian 31 GED Single 2 N/A TheftIV&

Promotion

Regan Samoan 41 <HighSchool Separated 4 N/A Methamphetam

ineTrafficking

Sela Samoan 47 VocTech Separated 4 HealthCare MethamphetamineTrafficking

Pohai Samoan/Caucasian 52 Some

college Divorced None HealthCare/Foodservice

PromotionintheFirst

Table1StudyInformants

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AnalyzingtheData

OriginallydevelopedbyGlaserandStrauss(1967),groundedtheory

“explainsthestudiedprocessinnewtheoreticalterms,explicatesthepropertiesof

thetheoreticalcategories,andoftendemonstratesthecausesandconditionsunder

whichtheprocessemergesandvaries,anddelineatesitsconsequences”(Charmaz

2006:8).Groundedtheoryisinformedbysymbolicinteractionism,which“assumes

thatinteractionisinherentlydynamicandinterpretiveandaddresseshowpeople

create,enact,andchangemeaningsandactions”(Charmaz2006:7).

Agroundedtheoryallowsresearcherstoanalyzehowandwhypeople

behaveinacertainmannerbasedonindividualmeaningsandinterpretations,itis

wellsuitedtoidentifyingthevariedpathwaysbywhichwomeninHawai‘iengagein

crimeandcometobeincarcerated.Italsoallowsforthedevelopmentanuanced

understandingofhowthosepathwaysareinfluencedbyracedandgendered

experiences.Whiletherehavebeenseveraldevelopmentstogroundedtheorysince

theoriginalversion,Charmaz(2006)offersaconstructivistapproachtogrounded

theorywhichalignswiththefeministresearchparadigmandisidealforanalyzing

semi-structuredinterviewdata.

Justasfeministscholarsareconcernedwithreflexivity,Charmaz(2006)

incorporatestheresearcher’sunderstandingofselfintotheproductionof

knowledge.Charmaz(2006)writesthatresearchers“areapartoftheworldwe

studyandthedatawecollect.Weconstructourgroundedtheoriesthroughourpast

andpresentinvolvementsandinteractionswithpeople,perspectivesandresearch

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practices”(Charmaz2006,p.10).Theanalysesgeneratedusinggroundedtheory

methodologiesaretheresearcher’sinterpretationoftheparticipants’reality,since

researchersstudy“fromasclosetotheinsideoftheexperienceaswecanget,but

realizethatwecannotreplicatetheexperiencesofourresearchparticipants”

(Charmaz2006:130).Assuch,Charmaz’groundedtheorymethodologyand

analyticalmethodsarewell-suitedtoanalyzesemi-structuredinterviewdataand

alsoalignswithfeministperspectivesandmethodologies.

Iconductedallinterviewsandmanagedallstudydatamyself.Ibegan

analysisbyfirsttranscribingallinterviewsusinganonlinetranscribingprogram.

Theinterviewswerestrippedofanynamesandidentifyingfeaturesandwerethen

putintoawordprocessingdocument.Ithenengagedinline-by-linecoding.This

processrequiredmetonameeachlineofdata,allowingprocessestoemergeand

pursueinfurtheranalysis(Charmaz2006).Ipaidparticularattentiontoinvivo

codes,orthe“widelyusedtermsthatparticipantsassumeeveryoneshares

(Charmaz2006:55).Icodedhalfoftheinterviewsthisway,thenmovedonto

focused,axialandtheoreticalcoding.

Focusedcodingconsistsofusingthecodesdeterminedinline-by-linecoding

to“siftthrough”largesectionsofdataandidentifyingwhichcodesanalytically

categorizethedata(Charmaz2006).Thefocusedcodesarethenreconfiguredin

axialcoding,orfittingthecodestogetherinsuchawaythatanswerswho,what,

when,where,whyandhow(Charmaz2006).Thefinalstepincodingwastoengage

intheoreticalcoding.Atthislevel,thechallengewastofindtheconnections

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betweenthecodesandto“move[the]analyticstoryinatheoreticaldirection”

(Charmaz2006:63).AsCharmaznoted,thisisnotalinearprocessandIspentthe

betterpartofthreemonthsworkingwiththedata,movingbetweenallthreelevels

ofcodingandconfiguringandreconfiguringthecodesintoplausibleconceptual

models.OneusefultoolforworkingwiththevariouslevelsofcodingwasCharmaz’

(2006)prescriptionofmemo-writing,orthe“prewriting”exerciseoffleshingout

thelinksbetweenthecodes.Thiswasdonethroughbothoutliningandvisually

diagrammingtherelationshipsbetweenthecodes.

Challenges

Whileallresearchendeavorshavechallenges,thisstudyhadchallenges

specifictotheresearchlocationandtotheresearcher(Patenaude2004).WhileIdid

havethebenefitofaresearchchampionontheinside,therewerestillseveral

monthsbetweeneachofthevariouspermissions.Additionally,theresidentsinthe

programeachhadtheirownscheduleofwork,sleepandvisitingwithfamily,so

findingamutuallyacceptabletimetoparticipateinthisstudywaschallenging.

Iconductedtheinterviewsoverthecourseoftwomonthsandwasonly

stooduptwice.Oneresidentwassoexcitedtogetreadyforherparolethatshe

madeanappointmenttogetahaircutduringourscheduledinterviewtime.A

secondresidentagreedtoworkanextrashiftatabrandnewjobduringour

interviewtime.Eachwomanwasapologetic,andIwasremindedhowluckyIwas

thatthewomenmadetimetoparticipateinmyresearch.

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CHAPTERIV

“RUNNINGITHARD:”ACONCEPTUALMODEL

OFINCARCERATEDWOMEN’SSOCIALRELATIONSHIPS

Asaresultoftheworkoffeministcriminologists,women’scrime

commissionandincarcerationareincreasinglyunderstoodascontextualizedby

traumaandvictimization(BelknapandHolsinger2006;Chesney-Lind1997;

Chesney-LindandPasko2004;Daly1994;DeHart2004;GaarderandBelknap2002;

HerreraandMcCloseky2000;JoeandChesney-Lind1995;Molnar,Browne,Cerda,

andBuka2005).Thishasresultedincallsforandtheimplementationoftrauma-

informedcareinprisons,especiallythosefacilitiesholdingwomen(Benedict2014;

Bloom,OwenandCovington2003;Covington2008;SAMHSA2013).

Thefindingsfrommy16interviewscorroboratedtheexperiencesof

personalandstructuraltraumasamongstincarceratedwomeninHawai‘i(Brown

2006;Chesney-LindandRodrigues1983).Whilethefeministpathwaysperspective

tendstofocus“onthelivesofwomenpriortotheircriminaljusticeinvolvementto

determinewhichfactorshavecompelledthemtoengageincrime”(Gehring

2016:2),Hage(2006)suggeststhat“inadditiontostudyingthesystemicand

contextualfactorsthatlimitwomen,itisimportanttorecognizeandaffirmtheway

thatwomen,inparticularmarginalizedwomen,takecontrolorsustainagencyinthe

midstoftraumaorotherchallengingcircumstances”(84).Assuch,furtheranalysis

ofthedataIcollectedrevealedwomen’sgenderedstrategiesfornegotiatingthe

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socialandintimaterelationshipsthathadthepowertobothempowerand

traumatizethem.

DespitemajorstepstowardgenderequalityintheU.S.overthepast50years,

Americangirlsandwomencontinuetobesocializedintotraditionalfemalegender

roles(Adler,KlessandAdler1992;Lachance-GrzelaandBouchard2010;Twenge

1997).EaglyandKarau(2002)writethatthewidelyacceptedgenderrolesfor

womeninclude“communalcharacteristics”,orthosewhich“describeprimarilya

concernwiththewelfareofotherpeople—forexample,affectionate,helpful,kind,

sympathetic,interpersonallysensitive,nurturant,andgentle”(574).Thesocietal

demandthatwomenprioritizethesecommunalcharacteristicsleadsthemto

constructaself-imagebasedontheirinvolvementininterpersonalrelationships

(CovingtonandSurrey2000;Friedman2000).

CovingtonandSurrey(2000)write,“womendevelopasenseofselfandself-

worthwhentheiractionsariseoutof,andleadbackinto,connectionswithothers.

Connection,notseparation,istheguidingprincipleofgrowthforwomen”(3).As

such,thewomeninthisstudybothsoughtandwereboundbytheirconnections

withothers.Whiletheirsocialinteractionsprovidedthewomenwiththe

connectionstheydesired,thesesocialrelationshipsalsoengenderedcrime

commissionandincarcerationcontextualizedandboundedbythepatriarchal,

colonialU.S.socialstructureoverlaidonHawaiianhistoryandculture.

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OverviewofConceptualModel

Inthischapter,Idescribetheconceptualmodelofincarceratedwomen’s

managementoftheirsocialrelationshipsinHawai‘ibasedonmyanalysisofthe

narrativeinterviewsIconducted.Thismodelisnotintendedtobecausalor

explanatory,butratherdescriptiveoftheexperiencesofwomenIinterviewedin

thisstudy.UsingCharmaz(2006),Iwoulddescribemyconceptualfindingsasan

“interpretivetheory”oronethat“emphasizesunderstandingratherthan

explanation”(126).Thismodel,therefore,seekstoprovideamoredetailedand

revealingaccountofthelifeexperiences,processesandsitesofimportantsocial

relationshipsforwomenwhohavebeenincarceratedinHawaiʻiandIsuggestsome

oftheimplicationsforandmeaningsofthesefindings.

Studyinformantsconsistentlyreferredtofourmajorsitesofsocial

interaction,whichIhavelabeledrelationaldomains.Thesesiteswere:Family;

IntimatePartnerships;DrugNetworks;andtheCriminalJusticeSystem.Thoughthe

womeninthisstudyreportedmanydifferenttypesofsocialinteractionsandlevels

ofsocialrelationships,thesefourrelationaldomainsweremostconsistently

importantthroughoutthelivesofthestudyinformants.Thesefourrelational

domainswerealsomostconsistentacrossstudyinformant.

Throughtheirsocialandintimateinteractionsinandacrosseachdomain,the

womenfoundbothaffirmationandsuffering,empowermentandabasement,

opportunitiestoengageinbothconventionalandcriminalizedbehaviors,and

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periodsofreasonablestability,punctuatedbytimeswhentheysoughtdeeperrelief

fromthepressuresofthoseoftenoverlappingdomains.

AsdepictedinFigure1,theboundariesofandbetweentherelational

domainsweredynamic.Thedomaincouldgrowandshrink.Overthecourseoftheir

lives,therelationaldomainssometimescoincidedorinterwovewitheachother.For

example,intimatepartnershipsmightcoincidewithdrugnetworkswhenbotha

womanandherpartnerwereinvolvedinthesamedrugnetworks.Similarly,the

relationaldomainsmightoverlapifdrugswereusedwithfamilymembers.

• Avoiding• Taking

ownership• Resisting

• Findinglove

• Concealing• Leaving

• Takingalittlesisterrole• Takingawiferole• Takingasellerrole• Controllingaddiction

• Caretaking• Concealing• LeavingFamily

In6matePartners

DrugNetworks

CriminalJus6ceSystem

Figure1RelationalDomainsandInteractionalProcesses

=Relationaldomain=Managementprocess

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ThewomeninthisstudyalsoutilizedawiderangeofInteractionalProcessesand

strategiestomanageboththepositiveandnegativerelationships,functions,roles

andactivitieswithinandbetweeneachdomain.Theseprocesseswereeffectivefor

muchofthetime.Thatis,thewomenseemedtofindanequilibriuminwhichthey

couldmanagetheirlives.

Yet,forallofthewomeninthisstudy,thedemandsandconflictsfromone

morerelationaldomainseventuallyincreased,causingfeelingsofoverwhelmanda

lossofcontrol.Thesefeelingsindicatedanupsetoftheequilibriumthatthewomen

hadworkedsohardtomaintain.Describedas“spinningout”or“losingmymind,”

thisperiodofinstabilitymadethewomenvulnerabletotriggersthatpushedthem

pastthetippingpointintoastatetheytermed“runningithard,”inwhichwomen

turnedtotheirdrugnetworkdomain,rejectingandresistingthedemandsfrom

intimatesinotherrelationaldomains.Iarguethatrunningithardwasastrategy

usedbythewomenasameansofescapingoverwhelmingandconflictingdemands

placeduponthemintheirrelationaldomains.ThismodelisillustratedinFigure2.

Inthenextsection,Iwilldescribethefourrelationaldomainsandthe

respectiveinteractionalprocesseswomenusedtomanagetheirrelationshipswithin

them.Ithenshowhowtheoverlappingdemandsfromeachrelationaldomain

resultedinfeelingsofoverwhelm,causingthewomentostart“runningithard”asa

meansofexertingtheiragencyinmanagingthestressorsoftheircomplex

relationships.Iwillalsodiscusshow“runningithard”broughtthewomenintothe

carceralstateandthechallengestheyexperiencedinendingchallengingstageand

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stateoftheirlives.FinallyIwilldiscussthedistinctivewaysNativeHawaiian

womeninthestudyexperiencedanddescribedtheirroleconflictsand

compatibilitieswithinthedifferentdomainsandwiththeiremploymentof

interactionalprocesses.

TheFamily

Yeeetal.(2007)identifyfourculturalthemesregardingAsianandPacific

Islanderfamilies:collectivism(the“tendencytoplacegroupneedsandgoalsabove

thegoalsanddesiresoftheindividual”);relationalorientation(“aculturalframein

whichtheselfisdefinedintermsofitsessentialandcontinuinginterdependence

withothers”);familism(“ahierarchicallyorganizedfamilysystemasthebasicsocial

unit”);andfamilyobligation(“bothattitudinalandbehavioralresponsibilitiesin

whichchildrenareexpectedto:showrespectandaffectionforolderfamily

members;seektheiradviceandaccepttheirdecisions;andmaintainpropinquity,

instrumentalassistance,andemotionaltieswithparentsacrossthelifespan”(72).

Theycollapsethesefourculturalthemesintotheconceptof“family

interdependence”:

Inlightofthestrongemphasisonfamilyobligationandpiety,familyinterdependenceisacoreissueforAAPIfamilies.Astrongkinshipsystemwithhighlevelsofmutualobligationprovidesfamilymemberswithaclearlydefinedgroupthatcanbecountedontoprovideassistanceandaid(Yeeetal.2007:72).

Theyfurthersuggest,“familyinterdependencecanbeapowerfulresource,butitcan

alsobeasourceofstress”(Yeeetal.2007:72).

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AllofthewomeninthestudyofNativeHawaiian,AsianAmericanandPacific

Islanderheritageassertedthatfamilywastheirmostimportantrelationaldomain.

Whetherthefamilywasdeemed“good,”abusiveorabsent,thehighlevelsofmutual

obligationfeltbythewomenandtheirfamiliesheldtheminextendedinteractions

witheachother.Studyinformantsdescribedtheirfamiliesonacontinuumof“good”

to“crazy.”Alohilani,aNativeHawaiianwomanfromsuburbanOahu,describedher

parentsas“thebomb”,sayingthatshewasjustakolohe[naughty]girlwhogotinto

troubleinherchildhood.Similarly,Tommy,aNativeHawaiianwomanfromrural

Oahusaidthatshewas“daddy’sgirl”,playingsportsandhangingoutwithherfather

untilhisdeathwhileshewasinhighschool.Manyofthestudyinformantshad

siblingsandextendedfamilylivingintheirhomes;theirprimaryinteractionswere

typicallylocatedintheirfamilies.

WhileAlohilaniandTommyinitiallydescribedtheirfamiliesas“good”,both

alsoreportedbeinghurtbythem.Alohilaniexplainedthatastheonlygirlinher

family,shedidnotreceivetheattentionfromherfatherthatshedesired.Tommy

describedtheestrangedrelationshipshehadwithhermotherfollowingherfather’s

passing;Tommydidnotlikehermother’snewboyfriendsandTommy’smother

calledhera“half-daughter”becauseTommywasalesbian.Itwastrueofmostofthe

studyinformantsthattheirhomelivesspannedfrombothgoodthroughabusive,

oftenatthesametime.Thatis,eventhechildrenofthemostabusivehouseholds

hadmomentsofloveandfun,ofconnectionandhappinesswithinthefamilial

domain.Forsomeofthestudyinformants,familiesthatstartedoutabusive

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progressedto“good,”oftenasparentsreceivedhelpforsubstanceabuseand

addiction.

Despitetheacknowledgementof“good”times,childhoodexperiencesof

familieswerefrequentlymarkedbyabuseorabsences.Thiscausedfeelingsofpain

andhurtamongstthewomen,oftenfromayoungage.Pohai,aSamoanwomanwho

hadbeenadoptedbyherextendedfamilythenabused,shamedandisolated,carried

alife-longdesireforamutuallylovingrelationship,especiallyfromhersister:

Iusedtobeverysad.Iusedtoadmireotherstudentswhohadarelationshipwiththeirsiblingandhowtheylovedeachother.Andyetitwassadtome.Iwanteditsobad.Butitwasn'tinmycardsforlife.

NotreceivingthislovefromherfamilycausedPohaisignificantgriefthat

shecarriedintoheradulthood.Similarly,theotherwomeninthisstudysuffered

fromstrainedfamilialrelationships.Manystudyinformantsspecificallymentioned

thepaucityofinteractionwiththeirmotherswhowereoftenphysicallyand/or

emotionallyabsent,workingseveraljobstofinanciallysupportthefamiliesor

copingwiththeirowncyclesofsubstanceabuse.Michellenotedthathermother

workedlonghourstosupportthefamilyaftergettingadivorce,goingbacktowork

andmovingfromhometohome:

Shehadtoworkwhichwasweirdbecausemymomneverdidworkbefore.And,sowell,shedidworkbeforebut…sheworkedbeforewewereborn.Andthen,shestartedhavingtoworktwojobs.Andyouknow,wewasjustlikebouncedaround.Likenot“bouncedaround,”butwewentfromlivingwithmyuncle;likemymomtookusstraightfromourhousetolivewithmyauntyforalittlewhile.Thenwelivedwithmyuncle.Thenwegotourownplace.

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Wewentbackupthereforafewmonthsandthenmymomsoldit.Andthensowerentedanotherplace.Soitwasjustlikeunstable.

Michellesaidthatwithhermother’sfocusonworkandfinanciallysupportingthe

family,shespentlesstimetryingtocontrolthechildren:“mymomstarted

becomingmorelaxbecauseshegaveupalreadytryingtocontroleverything.”Itwas

atthispointthatMichellebegantogetintotroublewiththelawforsellingdrugs.

Similarly,Jackie’smotherstruggledtosupportandcareforJackieandher

twosisterswithadrug-addictedhusbandwhofrequentlyabandonedheralonewith

thechildren.Jackierecalledmakingattemptstoreconcileherfamily,tryingto

convinceherfathertoreturn,beinghurtwhenhewouldnot,andnothavingher

motherpresenttosootheheremotionalhurts:

Iwouldalwaystellhim,comehomealready!Youknow?Thingslikethat.AndIjustendeduphatinghimbecausehenevercamehome.Mymom,Ithinkhowshedealtwitheverythingwasshebecameaworkaholic.Shedrownedherselfinwork.Shehadthreejobs.

Inherinterview,Sandy,aJapanese/CaucasianwomanfromurbanOahu,

alsosaidshedidnothaveanyparentalcare,notingthatherfatherwasviolentand

hermotherdistant.Sheespeciallyrecalledherdesiretoloveandbelovedbyher

mother:“Mymomneverphysicallylovedme,whichreallycancallousafemale.

Physicaltouchisveryimportant.Nothavingit,itjustmakesyouhardened.”She

describedhermother’saloofnessasaculturaltrait,ashermotherwas“local

Japanese”andnotpronetoexpressionsofloveoraffection.Sandyfeltlefttoher

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owndevicestocopewithherfather’sviolence,toseekwarmthandaffectionandto

learnaboutwomanhood:

Ihadsomanyquestionsgrowingup.Likemakeup,yourperiod.Mymomdidn’tteachmeaboutyourperiod.Ihadtolearnitinschool.Myfriend’sthefirstonewhoputatamponinme.Like,me,Ihadtolearnallonmyown.Youknow,questions.Sheneveranswered.Talk,nothing.Bras,nothing.Ihadtogobuymyownbraswithmyfriends.

Sandyrecollectedreachingouttohermotherbutbeingsilentlyrebuffed:“Itwasn’t

offeredsoIwouldn’tbringitup,Iguess.”Inatellingeventfromherpast,Sandy

recalledbeingabandonedbyherfatherwhensheaccompaniedhimonaconcert

promotiontriptothecontinentalU.S.:

SohetookmetothemainlandonetimeandIwas,like,reallyyoung.TooyoungtoevenknowwhereI’mfrom.Becausewhenheabandonedmeupthere,allIrememberisarockconcert,butheranaway.Like,wewentintoabarandhegotintoafightandIendedupwiththisladyIdon’tevenknow.Andthenheranawaywiththeticketmoney.Thenhe’swanted.Like,Irememberstayingupthereconfused,like,whereismydad,youknow?[Startstocry].TheyaskedmewhereI’mfrom,IjustknowI’mfromanisland-itwassotraumaticbecauseIendedupwithastranger.ThenfinallywhenIgotonanairplanetocomehome,thestewardess-theairplanegotdelayedandIhadtogotoherhouse.Idon’tevenknowwhothisladyis.

UponherreturnhometoHawaii,despitebeingscared,hurtandconfused,Sandy

foundherselfunabletoturntoeitherparentforcomfortoranexplanation:

WhenIgothomeitwasnevertalkedabout.Mymomnevertalkedaboutittothisday.Iaskedheragainonemoretimewhenshecomestovisitmehere[workfurloughsite].Mymomhasthiskindofmemorylikesheforgot.Shedon’tremember.SoIaskedheragainwhenIcamehere.Shedon’trememberthatincident.ShejustremembersthatIwenttothemainlandandIhadtoflyback.Shedon’tknowwhy.Mydadtalkedtomeaboutitonetime,buthewasallhighandthatwasawkward.

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Sandysaidthatthisincidentandotherslikeit,demonstratedthatsheshouldnot

expecttogetloveandaffectionfromherparents.LikeSandy,Samfeltthelackof

carefromherfamily.Despitedescribingherfamilylifeas“good”earlyinthe

interview,Samrecountedfeelingthatherfamilydidnotcareabouther,asher

motherkickedheroutwhensheneededhelpthemost:

Ialwaysdideverythingthattheywantedmetodo.SoafterawhileIguessIjustwentbuckanddowhatIwantedfordo.Likeaftermydaddied,my[own]kids’fathergotlockedup,everythingjustfellapartslowly.AndwhenmymomfoundoutIwasusingandallthatstuff,Iwasthefirstpersonthatshekickedoutofthehouse,whilemybrotherandmysisteruse.Idon’tknow,Iguesssheexpectsmorefromme.Outofallthekids,I’mtheonetopaymyownbills.Shekickedmeout.Idon’tknow.Ijustfeltliketheynevercare.

Familieswereoneofthemostimportantrelationaldomainsforthewomen

inthestudy,providingthemwithcontrastingstatesofhappinessandsadnessand

empowermentandabuse.Thesefamilialconnectionsheldthewomeninextended

interactionswithfamilymembersandthefamilyunititself.Asaresult,thewomen

developedseveralinteractionalprocessestonegotiatetheirfamilialrelationships.

Thethreemainprocesseswere:Caretaking,ConcealingandLeaving.

Managingthefamily:Caretaking.

Oneoftheprimarystrategiesundertakenbythestudyinformantswas

caretakingwithinthefamily,oftenbeginningatanuncommonlyyoungage.A

feminizedjob,butoneofsignificance,thecaretakerroleincludedwatchingsiblings,

niecesandnephews,whileparentswereatwork;beingago-betweenforfeuding

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parents;andprovidingmonetarysupportforthefamily.Thiscaretakingrolealso

placedwomeninacustodialrole,taskedwithkeepingthefamilytogetherand

functioning.Thisroleimposedresponsibilityatayoungagethataffordedthe

womensomepowerandprotectionwithintheirfamiliesbymakingthemintegralto

therunningoftheirfamilyunitandalsobyallowingwomentoenactagencyover

theirownlives.

Manyofthewomenfrequentlywatchedovertheyoungerchildrenintheir

families.Forexample,Megan,aNativeHawaiianwomanfromsuburbanOahutook

overwatchingtheyoungerchildreninherfamilywhileateenager.Despitehavinga

close-knitextendedfamilyonotherpartsoftheisland,Meganandhersisterwere

oftenleftaloneinthehousewhiletheirsinglemotherwenttoworktosupportthe

family.Megandescribedhermotherasworkinghard,tryingtomakethebestlifefor

Megan,hertwosistersandbrother.Meganrecalledthatshegot“whatever”she

wantedfromhermotherandlookingback,Meganfeltthatshetookadvantageof

hermother’sgenerosity:

Whenyoufindoutwhatyoucando,youjusttakeittotheextent.Likeokay,likemymomnotgoingtotellusno,sowe'regoingtooverusethat,youknow.Iwasliketwenty-three,stillyetathome,stillgettingallowance.Mymomusedtogivemelike300dollarsaweek.Attwenty-three,however,Meganhadalreadybeenresponsibleforher

niecesevenafterdroppingoutofhighschool.Megan’smotherbecamesickand

requiredin-homecaresoonafter,andMegangotcertifiedtobehermother’sfull-

timecaregiverwhileinherlateteens:

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MycousinhadkidsreallyyoungsoIusedtotakecareofherkids.Mysister,IthinkwhenIjustturned18,Itookcareofherdaughter.Anditjustkindofmovedlikethat.WhenmymomgotsickItookcareofmymom.Mysisterendeduphavingfourkids.Itookcareofallfourkidsandmymom.

TendingtoherkinshipnetworkprovidedMeganwithasenseofidentityand

purpose.Shestoppedspendingasmuchtimewithherfriendsandfocusedmuchof

herattentiononthemaintenanceofherfamily,despitehermother’s

encouragementtohavemoreofasociallife:“Mymomusedtoalwaystellme,‘Why

don'tyougoout?You'resoyoung.’Like,um,causeIdon'twanttogoout.LikeI’m

overit.IdidthatwhenIwas16-alltheway,youknow.I'moverit.”

PreviousstudiesofdelinquentgirlsandwomenincarceratedinHawai‘ihave

foundhighratesofchildhoodtraumaincludingviolenceinthehome,fostercare

placement,sexualabuse,runningawayfromhome,droppingoutofschool,andteen

pregnancy(Brown2006;Chesney-LindandRodriguez1983;JoeandChesney-Lind

1995;Yuen,HuandEngel2005).Similarly,thewomeninthisstudyreportedthat

theirhomeswereoftenunstableandviolent.Severalofthewomenexperienced

and/orwitnessedviolenceintheirhomesonaregularbasis.Despitethis,manyof

thewomencontinuedtoengageinoversightroleswithintheirfamilies.

Whenaskedwhatsherememberedaboutherchildhood,Sandy,amixed-race

AsianAmericanwomanfromurbanOahu,responded,“thatitsucked.”Withan

alcoholicfatherandarecoveringdrugaddictmother,Sandy’schildhoodhomewas

chaoticandviolent.Herfatherworkedatahighschoolandwouldinvitethe

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studentstopartiesattheirhouse.Sandyrecollectedfrequentlywakingtofind

strangerspassedoutinherhousefromthenightbefore.Sherecalledthatherhome

wasviolentandunsafe,butthatnostateagenciessteppedintohelpherorher

brother:

Mydadwouldabusemymom.Like,shootguns.Healwayslikeshootguns.Wealwayshadbulletholesalloverthehouse.Like,itwasvery,veryviolent.Butthepolicerarelycome.Theneighborsbackthen,theydon'tcallthepolice.CPS[ChildProtectiveServices]don'tgetinvolved.Irememberthepolicecameoveronce,butthat'sbecauseourbalconywasonfire.AndofcoursetheyhadtocomeandnoCPS.Like,noquestions.Sandywaschargedwithcaringforheryoungerbrother.Asshebelievedthat

noonewouldhelpthem,sheembracedthatparentalrolethoughitmadeherfeel

differentthanherpeersandpreventedherfromescapingtheviolenceand

instabilityinherhome:

Irememberthinkingthiskindofstuffsthatanormalchildwouldn'tthink,becauseIhadalotofresponsibilityonmyhands.SothenIstartedtoquestion.Iknewatayoungagethatmyhouseholdismessedup.Andum,soatayoungageIwouldlike-Icouldn'tdigoutfromhomebecauseIhadtowatchmybrother.Followingherparents’divorce,Sandy’smotherbegantodateandlater

marriedthedetectivechargedwithinvestigatingSandy’sjuvenilecrimes.Atone

pointintime,Sandy’sstepfatherbannedherfromherchildhoodhomeandwould

tackleandhandcuffherwhenshetriedtoreturn.SaidSandy,“Hewouldseemeand

hewouldlikefullonattackme,likebodyslamme,putthecuffsonmelikeI’ma

criminaljustfortryingtogetintomyhouse.”

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Later,Sandytooklegalcustodyofherbrotherwhowasalsoclashingwith

theirstepfather.Sandysaysthatshe“hustled”herbrotherbyintroducinghimto

drugsandteachinghimhowtosteal:

MyboyfriendtaughthimhowtostealandIwouldbetheonetoreturnalltheitemsforcash.Atthattime,allthestores,LibertyHouse,CityMill,DisneyStore,couldreturnitemsforcash.Nowadaysnocan,forgetit.Butitwassoeasy.Mybrother-themwasgoodatrippingoff.AndIwouldtellthemnoworry,justdoit.Becauseifyougetarrested,I’myourmom.Icanbailyouout.Sohewasn'tscaredandhewasallstrungoutoncoke.Itwasterrible.

Despitethis,Sandyspentagooddealofherchildhoodandteensemotionallyand

eventually,legallyresponsibleforherbrother.

Erica,aNativeHawaiianwomanfromruralOahuwasalsoresponsiblefor

hersiblingsatanearlyage.Ericaborethebruntofherfather’sviolenceinorderto

protecthersiblings.LikeSandy,Ericarecalledthatwhenastateagencywouldcome

tocheckonreportsoffamilyviolence,noneofthemintervened.Ericasaidthather

fatherwouldproclaimthathecouldabusehischildrenifhewantedto:

Um,backthen,CPSandthepolicecameandmyfathertoldthem,‘Youknowwhat,Ibroughtthesekidsintotheworld,Itake‘emoutthewayIlike.’Andbackthen,CPSwasn'tabigthinglikehowitistoday.Sotheyjustleftusthere.

Ericaalsohadanoldersiblingwhowasintellectuallydisabled.Astheoldestchild,

Ericawatchedallofherbrothersandsisterswhileherparentsworked,butafterher

fatherbecameincapacitatedandstayedhomedoingdrugs,shesoonfoundherself

supervisingtheotherchildrenandshieldingthemfromtheirfather’sviolence:

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IfeltlikeIwasthemotherfigurehavingtotakecareofthekids,andeverythingthatwentwrong,hepickedonme.Helicked,youknowwhatImean.SoIcametoapointwhereifhewentaftermybrothersandsistersIwouldshelterthemandIwouldtakethelickings.

Erica’scaretakingofherfamilysoonexpandedintocriminalizedbehaviors.

Shedescribedlookingafterhersiblingsbystealingitemsthattheyneededfromthe

store,allwithoutherparents’knowledge:

BecauseI’mthesecondoldestofthefamily,Ihadtheyoungersiblings.Andwegetallthekids,sowegethandmedownclothesfrommycousins,yeah.Somysisterthemneededthis,ormybrotherthemneededthat.AndIjustwenttothestoreandIstole‘em.Theysaytheyneededthisforschool,ortheysaytheynomorethistablet,Ijustgointhestoreandsteal‘em.Inevereventellmymomnothing.

Ericawasabletoeaselifeforhersiblingsandtorelievesomeofherparents’

burdenofprovidingforthechildrenatatimewhenhermotherworkedmultiple

jobswhileherfatherwentinandoutofemploymentduetosubstanceabuse.Her

roleandfunctionallowedthefamilytopersistundertryingcircumstances.Erica

statedthatthisdynamicofherparentalresponsibilityforthechildrenandheralso

beingabletoprovideforhersiblingsbystealing“increased[her]criminality

becausegettingawaywiththings,Iwentforbiggerandbetterthingsafterthat.

Fromthesmallnecessitiestothejewelrytogroceriesandstuffforthehouse.”

Erica’sfathercontinuedtobeincreasinglymoreabusivetowardsErica’s

motherandthechildren.HewasespeciallyoverprotectiveofErica,demandingthat

shestaywithabrotheroramalecousinatalltimes.Shestated,“Iwasonatight

leash.”Ericaranawayat17yearsoldafterherfatherheldherdownandshavedher

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headbaldinanattempttocontrolherlooksandsubsequentlykeephercloseto

home.

Whenhermotherleftherfatherforanotherman,Erica’sfatherretreated

intoheavydruguseandcouldnotcareforhimself.Havingmovedintoherown

housewithherboyfriend,Ericabroughtherfathertolivewithherandhelpher

maintainherhousehold.Healsodealtdrugswithher.Despiteherfather’shistoryof

abusivebehavior,Erica’spriorcaretakingroledictatedthatshefindawayto

provideforhim.Inthismanner,Ericabothdirectlyservedascaretakertoherfather

andtotherestofthefamilybyrelievingothersoftheburdenofcaringforhim.Erica

describedhowthisrolereinforcedtheflippedparent-childpowerdynamic,whichin

adulthood,broughtherclosertoherfather:

Ihadthedrugs.Hewaslikeahushpuppy.Hewasn'tabusive.HedidanythingIwantedhimtodo.SoIhadthecontroloverhim,yeah.Icoulddanglethedopeandhewouldbemystrongarm.Hewouldgocollectmymoney.Hewouldstayhomeandwatchmyhouse.Asshegotolder,Ericareturnedtocommittingcrimestotakecareofherown

family,nowwithherownchildren.Asamother,Ericawasarrestedforstealing

basicnecessitiesforherchildren:

Iwasasingleparentoutthereraisingfivechildren.WhathadhappenedwasthingsgotdifficultandIrevertedbacktooldbehaviorsandIwentbackintothestoreandIstole.Um,myhousedidn'thaveelectric.Ihadaroommateandtheysplitonmeandtheydidn'thelpmewiththeelectric,soitgotcutoffandIpanicked.Lastminutekind,youknow,impulsivity.Um,IwentinthestoreandIstolepropanestove,um,candles,flashlights,causethehouseneverhaveelectric.Andthenfood.AndIgotarrested.

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Yvette,aNativeHawaiianwomanbornonthecontinentalU.S.andraisedon

Oahu,workedtokeepherfamilyunittogetherstartingatageten.Herabilitytodo

sogaveherconsiderablepower,thoughitwasaheavyburdenforsuchayoung

person.Yvettedescribedherroleasthego-betweenforhermotherandfather

beginningfromthetimeshemovedtoHawai`iasaten-year-old:

WemovedtoHawai`ibecausemyparentswasdrama.‘Causemydadfooledaround,myparentswasdrama.Mymomranawayandshecamehere.AndIwouldlistento-mymomusedtotellmetoomuchthingsaboutherandmyfather'slifethatkidsshouldn'tknow.Iwouldbalancemymom'scheckingandsavingsaccounts.Iwasmymomandmydad'scounselors.MymomwouldtellmestuffandmydadwouldtellmestuffandIwouldn'tinstigatenothing.SoIwasthefamilycounselorfromayoungage.

Yvetterecalledhowherfamilycaretakingroleinvolvedhelpinghermothersearch

forherfather,whowasofteninbarswithotherwomen:

IusedtogointothebarswhenIwasinhighschool.Mymomwoulddrivemetothebartolookformydad.AndIusedtogointothebar,andwouldhaveawaitresssittingonmydad'slap.AndIwouldyankheroutoftheseatandbeattheshitoutofherandtellmydad,‘Youknow,mom'scrying.’That'sthekinddramaIusedtogothroughwithmyparents.

AsYvettewastheonlypersoninthefamilywhocouldrelatetoandcontainher

father,shewasputinchargeofkeepingherfather’stemperatbay:

Theywouldbefighting.Thewholehousewouldbefightingandmymomwouldgo,‘Yvettegotellyourdad.’AndIwouldgositonhislapandIwouldgo‘Daddy?Youpau[done]madnow,yeah?Paumadnow,Daddy?Andhewouldgo‘okay.’Likeallhismadwouldcomeoutofhimlikethat.Iwould,forsomereason,Ihadthatkindofpowerovermydad.SolikeeverythinglandedinmylapfromwhenIwasakid.Soit’slikeIhadto.Ihadto.

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ItisimportanttonoteherethatinNativeHawaiianfamilies,rolesand

familialconnectionsoftenhaveaspiritualdimension.ThatYvettehadthispowerto

calmherfatherwouldbeconsideredarolechosenforherbyherancestors.Thatshe

accepteditandtookitonwasawayoffulfillingherkuleana;herresponsibilityto

familymemberspast,presentandfuture(Pukui,HaertigandKee1972:158).

. Yvettespokeoflosingthispowertocalmherfatherafterhehitherforthe

firsttimewhilesheshieldedhermotherfromhisviolence.Yvettedescribedfeeling

lostandworthlessafterlosingthespiritualconnectionwithherfather,butfound

thatithadbeentakenupbyherson:

Mysonhadit.Mysoncouldjumponmyfather'slapandbelike,‘Papa.’’’Youknow,‘causemydadneverhithim.IwaswatchingmysonwithmydadandIwasproudofthefactthatmysonhadit,butIwasmissingmydad[cries].

Anevengreaterchallengetoherroleascaretakercamewithherfather’sdeath:

Evenupuntilmydad'sdeathIreallydidn'tknowwhatmylifewas.AndthenmydaddiedandIwaslike,howdoIliveinthisworldwith,whereismylife?Ididn'tknowwheremylifewaswithoutmyparents'drama.Becausethat'sallmylifewas.

ExaminingYvette’sfeelingsofpurposelessnessafterthelossofherfatherandthe

powerfulcaretakingroleshehadassumeddemonstrateshowstronglythewomen

identifiedwiththecaretakingprocess.Havingservedinthisroleforsolong,when

shelostthepowertocalmherfatherandthenwithhisultimatedeath,Yvettealso

wasdisplacedfromarolethatensuredhercontinuedimportanceinherfamily.She

alsolostherconnectiontoaprocessthatshedrewpartofherself-identityfromasa

Hawaiian;aprocessthat,throughaculturallens,wasspirituallyordained.

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LikeYvette,manyoftheotherHawaiianwomeninthisstudyhaddeeply

rooted,spiritualconnectionstotheirfamily.Thisspiritualconnectionhadspecific,

culturalimplicationsfortheoversightandtendingthewomendidwithintheir

families.Thiswillbediscussedinmoredetailattheendofthischapter.

Finally,thewomenalsoenactedthefamilycaretakingfunctionthrough

performingeconomictasks.Regan,aSamoanwomanfromagang-riddled

neighborhoodinurbanOahurecalledherroleasa“financier”forherfamily,

sharing:“Theonlytimetheyneededmewaslike,whentheyneededmoney,orthey

neededmoneyforfuneral,ortheyneededhelp.AndIwouldgo[getthemoney],you

know.”Similarly,Sam,anAsianAmericanwomanandherboyfriendwerecharged

withfinanciallykeepingthefamilyafloatfollowingherfather’sdeath.Ashermother

wasgrievingandunabletoworkorpaybills,Samandherboyfriendsharedmoney

heearnedworkingunderthetable.

Manyofthewomeninthisstudydescribedtheirroleascaretakerfortheir

familiesaspersistingeventhroughtheirincarceration.Severalwomenmentioned

sendingmoneytheyearnedwhileincarceratedtochildrenandrelatives.Oftentimes,

thewomen’schildrenlivedwiththeveryrelativesforwhomthewomenpreviously

servedascaretakers.Inthiscase,thewomenwouldfindwaystolookafterboth

theirownchildrenandadultswhowerecaringforthem.Evenwhileincarcerated,

Samsenthermothermoneyandalsoentreatedafriendtohelpout:“Iusedtogive

mymommoneytoo,becauseshehadmydaughter.Myguilt.EvenwhenIwasin

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prison,myfriendtookcareofmymom.Likehegaveher300,400buckseveryso

often.”

Managingthefamily:Concealing.

Anotherkeyinteractionalprocessinfamiliesoccurredwhenthewomen

engagedinconcealingaspectsoftheirlivesfromtheirfamiliesand/orconcealing

aspectsoftheirfamilylifefromothersocialinstitutions.Bothactsservedto

preserveandmaintainthefamilyequilibrium.Thewomenacknowledgedthat

concealingaspectsoftheirownlivesfromtheirfamiliesservedtodistance

themselvesandtheiractionsfromspecificparentalexpectationsthattheywere

broaching.Thisstrategyimplieda“don’taskdon’ttell”quality,inthatboththe

womenandtheirfamiliescouldignoretheunacceptablebehaviorsand

consequencesofsame.

Sela,a47yearoldSamoanwoman,describedlearningtoconcealbehaviors

fromherparentsinordertokeepthepeaceandavoidphysicalpunishmentfrom

herfather,astrictparentwhowasthepastoroftheirchurch.AsnotedbyJoeand

Chesney-Lind(1995),Sela’sfamilylifewasguidedbyverygenderedparameters

andexpectationsfromSamoanculture.Astheonlyfemalechildinherfamily,Sela

wasoftenexcludedfromherbrothers’play.Shewasforbiddenfromenteringtheir

roomsorplayingwiththeirtoys.Selarecountedherearlyrebelliousness:“Ibroke

therulessomanytimes.Iwasalwayscaughtplayingmarbleswithmybrothersin

theirroom,orwiththeirlittletoysoldiers.”

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ThisresultedinSela’sfatherdiscipliningherwithcorporalpunishment:“I

gotlickingssomanytimes‘causeIkeptonbreakingthatrule[chuckles].”Whileher

brothersupheldtheculturalimperativeintheirfamilytounquestioninglyrespect

theirparents,Selatendedtoquestionandargue.Thisresultedinrepeated

discipline:

Mybrothers-them,theyalwaysusedtotellme,‘Youmustlovetogetlickings.’Tome,I'mnotansweringback.Tome,it’sinmymind,I'mnotdisrespecting,I'mjustraisingmyopinion.Andthat'swhereIgetlickingssometimes,youknow,‘causeyounotsupposedtoanswerbacknomatterifyourparentsarecorrectorwrong.ButIfeellikeifI'mgettingscoldingsforsomethingthatinmymindisnotright,youknowwhatImean,andIkeptontellingthem,‘Listen,youguysisnotlivinginSamoaanymore.Thisisthemainland,youknow.’

Selalearnedtoconcealanyconductthatherparentswouldnotapproveof,striving

topassherclassesasacoverfordeviantbehaviors:“Igraduated.Wegoto

school...becauseIcomefromafamilythatyoudogetlickings,youknowwhatI

mean,soImadesure,though,I'montopofiteventhoughIwoulddrinkand

smoke.”Seladescribedgoingtoschool,avoidingteachersandotheradultson

campus,butdoingenoughworktopassherclassesandgraduateontime.

Similarly,Michelle,anAsian-Americanwomanbornandraisedona

neighborisland,saidthatshestayedinschoolinordertoavoidhermotherfinding

outabouthermarijuanause:“Honestly,IjustwantedtogotheresoIcouldsmoke

weedwithoutmymomknowing.”WhileSeladidherbesttoavoidinteractionwith

adultsinherschool,Michelleoftenengagedandchallengedtheschool

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administration.Inanattempttofindaneasierwaytocompleteherhighschool

requirements,Michellesoughtclassificationasaspecialeducationstudent:

Actually,ItriedtogetintoSpecialEdonetimebecauseIdidn'twanttobeinschoolanymore.AndsoIwasaTAforaSpecialEdclass,soIwaslike,IjustwanttogetintospecialEd.Buttheymadeitabigtripbecauseyouhadtoberecommendedorwhatever.Idon'tknow.Iwasirritated.Andyouknow,youhavetohaveareallylowGPAorwhatever,andIwaslike,‘Youguysaretellingmetoflunkallmyclasses?’

Additionally,aftergettingintotroubleforfightingoncampus,Michellemadean

agreementtocheckinattheVicePrincipal’sofficeandbeescortedtoandfromher

classesbyasecurityguard.Thoughsheeventuallydroppedoutofhighschool,

Michelle’sdescriptionofhereffortstostayinschooldemonstratedherdesireto

stayinschool,ifonlytoavoidfightswithhermotheroverdroppingoutand

smokingweed.Thoughshesaysthatshereally“didn’tcare”,heractions

demonstrateacommitmenttoremaininginschooltohelpconcealherdaily

marijuanause.

Amoregenderedfeatureofconcealingoccurredasthewomendescribed

hidingpregnancies,aswellassexualanddomesticabuse.Tina,aNativeHawaiian

womanfromruralOahurecalledbeing15yearsoldandhidingherpregnancyfrom

herfatheruntilthedayshewentItolabor.Tinadescribedchildhoodasfullofchaos

andcrime:

Iprettymuchhadonedysfunctionallife.Mymomusedtodocrime,mymomusedtoripfromthestorestoo.Mydadwasanalcoholicdrugaddict.Hewasabusive.Igrewupinfear.Youknow,likebecauseofmydad.EventhoughIdidn'tactuallygetlickings,butIseenmymom,mysister,mybrother,get

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dirty,dirtylickings.Youknow,towherethatalone,justseeingit,putfearinmetowhereIdon'twanttobeonDad'sbadside,soInotgoingdostupidthingsoranything.

Herconcealmentofherpregnancy,whichwashersecond,allowedTina’sfamilyto

remainunawareandfreefromconfrontationoverherpregnancyduringHER?drug

addiction,whichtheystronglycondemned.AsTinawentintolaborandcouldno

longerhideherpregnancy,itprovokedtheveryviolentreactionfromherfatherthat

shehadbeentryingtoavoid:

IwasreadyforgivebirthandIstillneverliketellhim.So,eventually,mysisterwas-shewentlose‘em.MyDadwasoutsidetweaking,fuckingwashingthecar,andshewasfuckingyelling.She'slike,‘Yourstupid-assdaughterstayinthefrickin’room,herwaterbagwentbroke,readyforgivebirth,andshe'sfuckingscaredforcomeouthereandtellyouthatshehavingonebaby.’Ho,hewentlost‘em.Hecameintheroom,fuckinghitme,kickmeout,whileIwasinlabor,girl.Hemadesuremymom,nobodyhelpme.SoI'mlike,sneaking,tellingmysisterforcallmycousinfortakemetothedakine,yeah.SowhileI'monthecornerwaitingonthestonewall,waitingformycousincoming,theygoingbackandforth,yellingallkindstupidshitatme.

Besidespregnancy,severalofthewomenreportedconcealingtheir

molestationbyfamilyfriendsandrelatives.Yvettereportedbeingrapedbyher

father’sfriendsontwooccasions,bothwhenherfatherwasdrunk.Yvettekeptboth

incidentsasecretfromherfamily,evenafteroneoftherapesresultedinher

pregnancyat12yearsold.Inordertoconcealtherape,Yvettehadhercousinhither

withabattoinduceamiscarriage.

LikeTina,Yvetteconcealedherrapeandsubsequentpregnancytokeepher

father’sviolenceincheck.Shebelievedthatherfatherandherbrotherwouldattack

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orkillhermolestersandgetItotroublewiththelaw:“IhadthismentalitythatifI

toldmyDad,‘causemyDadwasascrapper,andmybrotherwas,like,ascrapper,so

likeIwasafraidthattheywouldkillhim.”

Yvettefinallytoldherfatherabouttherapeandpregnancyafterhecalledhera

“whore”forgettingpregnantwithherboyfriend.Herfatherfeltguiltfornot

protectingYvette.ThemanwhorapedYvettehaddiedbythetimeshetoldher

father,butshebelievedthatherfatherwouldhavesoughtrevenge.Inthisway,

Yvette’sconcealingwassuccessful;shewaitedtorevealtheabuseuntilatimewhen

shecouldkeepherfatherprotectedfromgettinghimselfintoserioustrouble.

Reganrecalledbeingsexuallyassaultedbyhermother’snewhusband:

ThefirsttimehedidsomethingtomewasafterIgavebirthtomysonwhowaslikefiveyearsold.He[mother’snewhusband]wouldunlockmydoorandIwassleeping,youknow.Andmybuttonwouldbeoffofmyshorts,anditwouldbelikehalfgoingdownandIwaslike,ohmygosh,Ifeltsomething.SoIgotupandhisfacewasrightbymyprivates.

Despiterepeatedepisodessuchasthis,Reganconcealedtheseincidentsinorderto

protecthermother:“IkeptthatasasecretbecauseIdidn'tknowwhatmymom

wouldreacttoit,youknow?”

Regandidattempttotellhermotherabouttheabuse.Hermotherviewed

Regan’sdisclosureasafailuretoconceal.Regan’smotheraccusedheroftryingtobe

spitefulbybringingitupanddeclaredthatshewouldchoosehernewhusbandover

Regan:

Shestartedcryingandthenshelike,whyamIdoingthistoher?AndwhywouldIsaysuchthings?AndIwouldjustlookathimandIwaslikecussing

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inmymind,like,youknow,whothehellareyoutocomehereandstart.AfterIheardhersayallofthatandthenshewouldtakehimoverme,andIwasliketothepointIwasliketotallystabbedintheheart.Stoodup,didn'tcarenomorewhatshesaid.Eventhoughshecried,Ididn'tcarebecauseIwassohurtatthefactthatshechoosehimoverme.

Regansoonleftherhometoliveonthestreetswithheryoungson.

Pohai,aSamoanwomanwhogrewupwithhersisterandcousinsina

householdheadedbyhergrandfatherandhissecondwife(whomshecalled

“Mom”),wasmolestedbyseveralmeninthehousehold.Aftertellinghermomabout

theabuse,shewastoldtoconcealtheinformation.Whenshecontinuedtotalk

aboutthemolestations,refusingtoconcealtheabuse,thefamilyattemptedtoforce

herintokeepquiet:“theyactuallyturnedaroundandblamedme.”Thisvictim-

blamingdemonstratedtheperilsofnotchoosingtoconcealcertaintypesof

informationfromtheirfamilies.

Inadditiontoconcealingverygenderedaspectsoftheirownlivesfrom

theirfamilies,thewomeninthisstudyalsoconcealedcertainaspectsoftheirfamily

livesfromothers.Atayoungage,Destinyknewaboutbutconcealedhermother’s

infidelityfromherfather:

Mydadwasincarceratedandshewasfoolingaroundwiththisguy.AndIwaskindofputinthemiddle,youknow.Iwaslike5yearsold,Ithink.ThenmymombroughtherboyfriendbutshewasstillvisitingmydadandIkindofwas,youknow,hadtokeepquietatwhatwasgoingon.

Atthisyoungage,Destiny’smotherwouldofferhersmalltokenstokeepthesecret:

“shewouldalwaysbribeme.Youknow,‘Ohyoucansmokecigarette’.Justrealcrazy

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kindstuff.Youcandowhatyoulike.Youcanhaveallthepenniesforgotothe

manapuaman[snackvendor].[laughs].”Destiny’sstrongdesiretohavea

relationshipwithhermotherinclinedhertoaccepthermother’scoercionintothis

role.Afterbreakingtheimplicitbargainofconcealingsexualabusebyhermother’s

boyfriend,Destinyfoundherselfinfostercareandsubsequentlyabandonedbyher

mother:

Herboyfriendusedtoum,molestmeforyears.AndthenIfinally,whenhebeatmeuponetimewhenIwasinfifthgrade,IfinallyhadthecouragetotellbecauseIwasallbustupgoingtoschool.Andthenyouknow,mycounseloraskedmewhatwasgoingonsoIkindofbrokedownyouknow.Sotheytookmeaway.Youknow,Iwasinthefostersystemforyears.Alltheway'tilIwas18.

Beforeturning18,Destiny’sdesiretoreconcilewithhermothercausedherto

circumventthefostercaresystemrulesbyreturningtolivewithhermotherdespite

thefactthathermother’sboyfriend,Destiny’sabuser,remainedinthehome:

BeforeImade18,Ihadtheopportunitytogobacktomymomknowingthatherboyfriendwasstillliving-knowingthatmypredatorwasstilllivingthere.Wekindofcametoanagreementthatweworkedthingsoutbuttheydidn'tknowthat,thathewasthere.Andthatdidn'tworkout.Mymomabandonedmeagain.Soitwaskindofcrazy.ShewentBigIslandandleftmestranded,likehomeless. Tinaalsohidherparents’criminalactivitiesfromothers,creatingcover

storiesaboutwherestolenitemscamefrom.Sherecalledfeelingshameand

resentmenttowardherfamily:

Whycan'tIhaveanormalfamily?Whymyfamilygottadodrugs?WhyIgottalietopeopleinschoolonhowIgetallmynicestuffsandwhyI'mout

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lateatnightdoingdrugrunswithmyparents.Why...youknow,why?Youknow,it’sjustlikethelies.AndhavingtorememberwhatIwentlieabout.Youknow,Iusedtothinkthatit’snotfair;youknow,I'makid.

Thisdynamicofhidingherfamily’sdysfunctionalactspersistedthroughouther

childhood.Atage14andpregnant,Tinatookatheftchargeandacommunity

servicesentenceasameansofprotectinghermother:

IgotmyfirstdakinebeforeIwas15,Ithink.Itooktherapformymomononetheftcharge.Iwas14.IwaspregnantwithmysonthattimeandIendedupgoing,theywasgoingsendmetoDH[DetentionHome]butIwaspregnantsotheywentsendme…Ihadtodocommunityservice.ButIendeduptakingoneofthetheftchargesformymombecauseIneverlikehergojail.

Atthetimeofourinterview,Tinastatedthatshewasnowclosewithmotherand

thatherunderagedchildrencurrentlylivewithher.

Managingthefamily:Leaving.

Athirdstrategyformanagingtheirfamilieswasleavingfamiliesforperiods

oftime.Thisprocessofleavingoftenoccurredwhenconflictsarosebetweenthe

womenandmembersofthefamily.Leavingthefamiliesallowedthewomentofocus

ontheirownpursuitswhileleavingthefamilystructureintactandleavingopenthe

possibilityforreturn.Asopposedtochallengingtheirfamilies,makingaccusations

orforcingotherfamilymemberstochoosebetweenthemorthefamilymemberin

question,thewomensimplydecidedtoleave.Forexample,andasdescribedearlier,

Reganleftherhomeforthestreetswhenhermotherdidnotsupportherafter

revealinghersexualabuse.Ericaprovidedanotherexampleofawomanleavingher

homeratherthanchallengingherfamilystructure.Afteryearsofbeingtargetedfor

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monitoringbyherfather,Erica’sfatherheldherdownandcutoffallofherhair.

Ratherthanfightwithorchallengeherfather,Ericachosetoleaveherfamilyhome:

Outofallmysiblings,I’mthesmallest.Andum,allmysistersarebigboneded,they'rerealchubby,yeah.Sohedidn'tworryaboutthem.Hedidn'tputstipulationsonthem.Theycouldgoanywheretheywanted.ButIwasalwaysexpectedtogowithmybrothersormycousins….itgottoapointwhereI'mattheageof17,hesatonmeandcutmeboloheadand,um,Iranaway.Ibeenonmyowneversince.

Asindicatedprior,Ericadidre-enterintoacaretakingrelationshipwithherfather.

Thus,herleavingwasawaytofocusonherownbehaviorswhileleavingthefamily

structureintact.Yvetteprovidesanotherexampleofleavingtoprotectthefamily.

UnlikeErica,Yvettereportedthatshehadneverbeenthetargetofherfather’s

violencegrowingup.Sherecalledthenightshecamehometofindherfatherbeating

hermother.Sheshieldedhermotherfromherfather,hermotherrunningintothe

housetocallthepolicewhileherfatherbeather.Whenthepolicecame,Yvette

madethedecisiontoleavethehouseratherthanhaveherfathergotojail:

Theysentmetooneshelter,theywentarrestmydad.AndthenIwenttothesheltersomydadcouldgohomewhenhegotsober.‘CauseIcouldn'tseemydadinjail.Ineverpresscharges.IletmydadgohomeandImovedoutofthehouse.

Leavingthefamiliesalsoallowedthewomentofocusontheirownpursuits

whileleavingthefamilystructureintactandleavingopenthepossibilityforreturn.

Thesepursuitsvariedfrommovinginwithintimatepartnerstolivingonthestreets

orwithfriendsdoingdrugs.SaidPumehana:

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Ilivewithmyfamily,buttheydidn'tapproveofmylifestyle.Imean,theywerealwaystheretohelptakemein,butitwasmethatalwaysleft.Butmyparents,andI'dgowithmysistersandI'djustleave.Becausetheydon'tlikemylifestyle.Buttheywantmetogethelp.Theywanttohelpme.ButIcouldn'tstaysober.SoI'dleavethehouse.Iwasalwaysleaving.

Pumehana’sexampledemonstrateshowthewomenwouldchoosetoleavetheir

familyhomeinordertonotfightorbreakupthefamilyovertheiractions.Similarly,

Tommydescribedhowshechosetoremoveherselffromthefamilyhomeandlive

onthebeachwhenshewasusingdrugsinordertorespecttherulesofherfamily.

Byleaving,Tommyleftherrelationshipwithherfamilyintact.Herfamilyaccepted

thisandvisitedheratthebeach,remaininginclosecontact:

Ididn'thavetobehomelessbecauseIhadmyfamilytogohometo,but.Butyouknow,Ineverlikeusedrugsandbethere.But,familyalready,theyknewwhatIwasdoing.CausetheyusedtocomewhereIwasandvisit,youknow.

InthesectionaboveIdescribedthestrategiesthatthewomeninthis

interviewmanagedtheirfamilies.Thesestrategiesincludecaretaking,concealing

andleaving.Thewomenundertookthesestrategiestoupholdtheirfamily

structuresandtoensurethattheirfamiliespersistedinspiteofobstacles.The

benefitofasuccessfulfamilyistoprolongthemutualinterdependencebetweenthe

womenandtheothermembersoftheirfamilies.

IntimatePartners

Thesecondrelationaldomain,IntimatePartners,referstoromantic

relationships.Allthewomeninthisstudyhadatleastoneintimaterelationship;

mosthadseveral.Aswithalloftherelationaldomains,thewomenfoundtheir

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intimaterelationshipstobebothsitesofloveandabuse.Thewomendescribed

activelyseekingrelationshipsandmanagingandattendingtothem.Itisimportant

tonotethatwhiletheydescribedthemselvesasbeing“stuck”inviolentor

controllingrelationships,allofthewomenactivelysoughtwaystofreethemselves

fromtheserelationshipsandwereabletoextricatethemselvesafteraperiodof

time.Someofthewomenstillstrugglewithleavingtheirabusiveintimate

relationships.Thisdemonstratesthelevelofimportancethisrelationaldomainhas

inthelivesofthewomeninthisstudy.Thewomenusedaseriesofstrategiesto

managethisrelationaldomainincludedfindinglove,caretaking,leaving

ManagingIntimatePartners:Findinglove.

Allthewomeninthisstudyhadatleastoneintimaterelationship;mosthadseveral.

“Findinglove”wasaprimaryfeatureinmanyofthewomen’sstories.Theybeganto

activelyseekintimatepartnersintheirearlyteens.AsidefromTommywhoalways

datedwomen,theotherwomenfrequentlyenteredrelationshipswithpartners

olderthantheywere.Thewomendescribedactivelyseekingouttheirromantic

partners.Sandysaidthatshewouldrunawayfromherfamilyhome,going“tothe

park.Lookforaboyfriendataveryyoungage.Iknewthatrightaway.Igot

pregnantat13butIhadanabortion.Like,Iwantedafamilyyoung.”Tommy

describedhavingherfirstseriousgirlfriendat14yearsold.Destinydescribedher

pursuitoftheoldermanshedatedat17:

ImethimwhenIwashangingatmyaunty'sandtheywerepoppingfireworks.SoIwentoverthere.Iwaslike,‘eh,getextrafirecrackers?’Andhadonlyguysoverthere,soyouknow,meandmycousinwegocheckhim

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out.Andwewasdrinkingwiththemandwhatever.Andtheyneverknowhowoldwewas,youknowwhatImean….Andyeah,Iusedtogocheckhimouteverytime.‘CauseIusedtopasshishouseeverytimetogoseemyaunty,knockonhiswall,youknow,‘[hey],whatyoudoing?’

Destinyrecalledspendingmoreandmoretimewiththismandespitetheirage

difference.Destinyfeltcherishedandimportantinthisrelationship,spendingtime

withthisman,learningabouttreatingotherswithcompassion:

Hewasonelifeguard.Hetaughtmesomuchaboutlife.Hetaughtmehowtobenicetoothers.Eventhoughyoudon'tfeelniceinside,youknow,alwaysapproachpeoplewithkindnessbecause,youknow,ifitsnotmakingyoufeelgood,itgoingmakethem,youknowwhatImean?SoIkindof,that'showitturnedmyperspectiveonlifearound.

ForDestiny,engaginginthisintimaterelationshipdomaingaveherthestability,

loveandreinforcementthatshecraved.Thetwolaterbecameintimateandshewas

abletoopenlyloveandsupportherpartnerthroughhisfailinghealth:

ItturnedaroundwhenI,whenImade17.Itgotintimate.Andthenhewasgoingthroughallthischemotherapy,soIwastherewithhim.AndthenhefinallypassedawaywhenImade18.

Despitetheiragedifference,Destinyexperiencedthisrelationshipasahealthyone,

asbothsheandherboyfriendreciprocatedlove,affectionandcarewitheachother.

InmuchthesamewayDestinyidealizedherrelationshipwithher

boyfriend,theotherwomenoftendescribedthepursuitofloveinveryromantic

terms.Jackiedescribedmeetingandgoingonherfirstdatewithanewboyfriend.

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Shesaidthatdespiteherabrasivebehavior,herboyfriend’searlypursuitwonher

over:

Iwasgivingsuchattitude.HetoldmehismentalitywasI'mgoingtogether,I'mgoingtogether.She'sgoingbemine.SothenthatnightwhenIwasreadyforleave,hewaslike,‘hey,youwanttohavebreakfast?’Likehedidn'thitonmeallnightandthatwaslikethefirstever….Sohetakesmetotownandwegotothisrestaurantandheorderssteakandeggsforus.Andthat'shisfavoritefood.Hewaslike,‘I'mgoingtoorderforus.’AndIwaslike,‘sure,whatever.’‘CauseI'mallhigh,itsnotlikeI'mgoingtoeat,butI'mlikeokay,whatever,let'sgo,let'sdothis.Iendedupeating.Hadabeautifulbreakfast.Hepullsoutthechairformeandwewaswalkingoutandhewaslike‘holdon,holdon’andhegoesandpicksupflowersandgivesmeflowers.I'mlike,therewasatear.I'mlike,whatareyoudoing?BecauseIneverevereverhadanyonedothattome.

Jackiedescribedthechivalrythatmadeherfallinlove:“hewouldopenthedoor.

AndIwaslike,‘Icanopenthedooryouknow.’Andhewaslike,‘no,amanopensa

woman'sdoor.’AndIwaslike,IwasjustsoinawewiththisguythatIendupfalling

likereallybadforhim.”

Likewise,Seladescribedmeetingandmarryingherhusbandafterseven

monthsofdatingat19yearsold;amanshewouldleaveandreturntoseveraltimes

overthecourseofadecade:“itwasn'tjustgood.Itwasawesomeatfirst.[Laughs]I

mean,youknow,youthoughtthat'sthemanofyourdreams,youknow?He,hewas

everythingIwaslookingforinaman.Atfirst.”Whenaskedtodescribethetraits

thatattractedhertoherhusband,Selasaid:

He'sahardworker.He'safamilyman.Hetendtonotjustmebuttohissoninthebeginning.Butonlyinthebeginning.Butyeah.He'saveryhardworker.

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He'sgiving.Hehasabigheart.YouknowwhatImean.He'sgiving,he'sverysocializedandeverything.

AsSeladescribed,thebeginningsoftheirrelationshipswereoftenromantic

andexciting.Soon,however,manyofthewomenfoundthemselvesre-castintothe

caretakerfromtheirfamilialrole,makingdecisionstoappeasetheirpartnersto

theirowndetriment.

ManagingIntimatePartners:Concealing.

Aswiththeirfamilies,thewomen’smanagementstrategyintheirrelational

domainsincludedconcealing.Thissometimesmeantkeepingtheabusethey

experiencedintheirintimatepartnershipssecretfromtheirfamilies.Sela,who

marriedherhusbandrightoutofhighschoolthinkinghewasthemanofher

dreams,providedanexampleofthis.Selaconcealedherhusband’sdruguse,

infidelityandphysicalabusefromherfamilywhiledoingherbesttoshelterher

children:

Irememberacoupletimeshewouldgetviolent.ThenIwouldpackmykidsandgotomyparents'house.Myfamoussayingis,‘oh,like,thekidswantedtoseeyousowecameheretospendtime.’Theydon'tknow.‘Tilthisdaytheydon'tknow.

Thisconcealingstrategywasenactedtomanagebothherfamilyandher

intimatepartner.Sela’sparentswereverytraditionallySamoan,herfatherthehead

ofachurch.Shedescribedbeingraisedinatraditionalhouseholdthatreinforcedthe

genderedexpectationsthatawifeisloyaltoherhusband.Byconcealingher

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husband’sabusivebehaviors,Selaaccommodatedherfamily’sexpectations,

caretakingtheirculture.Explaininghowherconcealingupheldherfamily’scultural

values,Selasaid:

Iguessithadtodowiththeculturetoo,whatmyparentsinstilledinme.ButIbelievethatwhenyoumarrysomebody,onceyousaythosevows,there'sadeepmeaningtoit.Itsnotjust,itsnotjustemptywords,youknow.

Byconcealingherhusband’saddiction,infidelityandviolence,Selaengagedin

caretakingherhusbandbyprotectinghimfromherfamily’scriticism.Shecontinued

tocareforhiminthismannerthroughtoday:

‘Tilthisdaythey'llneverhearmesayanythingbadabouthimoraboutanythingthathappened.Whyourmarriage,ourfamily-theonlypeoplethatknowsisourkids.Andthat'sjustbetweenmeandthem.[Beginstocry]

Laterintheinterview,Selarevealedthatthoughherchildrenfoundoutaboutthe

abuse,shecontinuedtoprotectherdeceasedhusbandevenafterhispassingby

shieldinghimfromtheircriticism:

Mysonislike,‘Mom,youknowyou'reasuperwoman,yeah?’Isaid,‘NoI'mnot.I'mhuman.ButI'mnotsuperwoman.’Theysaid,‘Daddywasevenluckyyougavehim18years.’Isaid,‘No.WeareallluckythatDaddygiveus43yearsbecausehepassedaway.Itoldyouthat.’Itoldthemthat,‘We'reluckyhegaveus43yearsofhislife,youknow.’

Inasimilardynamicofmanagingthroughconcealing,Alohilanidescribed

notrevealingherexperienceofabusetoherfamily.Havingmetanewmanand

becomingpregnantrightaway,Alohilaniremainedinarelationshipwithhim

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despitehisviolence.Alohilanirelatedthistoaccommodatingherfamily’s

expectations;byconcealingtheabuseshemanagedbothherfamily’sandherown

relationshipwithherhusband:

IstayedwithhimbecauseIwaspregnant.That’showyourparentstellyou.Eventhoughtheydon'tknowthehistorybehindit,butbecauseIwaspregnant,that'sthefather.Youknow,you'rebroughtupwithdifferentmorals.

ForAlohilani,however,caretakingthroughconcealingbecameamatterof

hersafety.Alohilanifeltunabletoleaveorseekhelpduetothelevelofviolenceher

husbandenacteduponherandothers.Herhusbandwasarrestedfortakingpartin

robbingandmurderinganotherdrugconnection,thenleavingthebodyinacane

field.Afterbeingchargedwithrobberyandhinderingprosecution,herhusband

receivedathree-yearsentence.Whilehewasinandoutofprison,Alohilanistayed

withhim,havingthreemorechildrendespiteherfearofhim:“Justbythecrimes

thathecommittedmademefeelthatIwassleepingwithanenemy.AndIlethim

backin,camebackout,wentback.”

Alohilanistartedtheprocessofdivorcingherhusbandwhilehewas

incarcerated,buthestalkedandthreatenedhereachtimehecameout.“Hewould

cometomyjob.Hewouldmaketrouble.Hewouldcancelallmyclients.”Despitethe

implicitandexplicitthreatsofviolence,Alohilanikepttheseverityofherhusband’s

actssecretfromthosewhomighthavehelpedher.LikeSela,Alohilanihidtheabuse

overmanyyears.Duringourinterview,Alohilaniexclaimed,“Ihavenevertold,

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you'rethe….Wait!You'rethesecondpersonsinceIbeeninjailthatIbeentellingthis

thing.Nobodyelseknows.Whatwewaschargedwith.”

ManagingIntimatepartners:Leaving.

Whilemanyofthewomenmanagedtheirrelationshipwiththeirfamiliesby

leaving,onlyonewomaninthisstudyusedleavingasameanstomanageher

intimatepartnership.Inanattempttoshakeherhusbandintosobriety,Selatook

herchildrentothecontinentalU.S.withoutanyoneknowing:

WhenIlefthimthefirsttime,Itookmykidsandweleft.Hedidn'tknow,myparentsdidn'tknowmyfamilydidn'tknow.Ijustupandleave.Um,Ineverbeentothemainland.ButIwantedsomuchtoteachhimalesson.WhenIlefthim,itsnotlikeIwasgonnadivorcehim,walkawayfromhim.Iwantedto,inmyheadIwaslikeokay,Ithinkthiswillteachhimalesson.Whenwemovefaraway,hewillknowhe'slosinghisfamily.Thebestthinghe'severhad,heknowhiswifeandhiskids.Sothat'swhyIwenttogoandkeepthatlongdistancejusttoteachhimlesson,forhimtorealize.SoIwantedsobadforhimtowakeup.

Afterstayinginhotelsforamonth,Selarealizedthatherplanwasnotworking.She

calledhermotherwhoputhertouchwithanaunt.Selaandherchildrensettledon

theWestCoastandstayedforseveralyears,checkinginonherhusbandthroughher

youngerbrother.Uponhearingthatherhusbandwashomelessandusingdrugs,she

returnedtoHawai‘itofindhimlivingunderabridge:

WhenIcallmybrotherandhetoldme,heaskedme,‘Youstillwith[husband]?’andit’slike,‘Ofcourse,whyyouthinkIbeencallingeverydaytocheckonhim?’Hesaid‘Sis,youloveyourhusband,youbettercomeandgethimnow.Hegoingbedeadprettysoon.’Guesswhat,Icame.Icamebackandgothimagain.

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AfterspendingtwoweekswithhiminHawai`i,shebroughthimbacktothe

continentalU.S.WhenSela’sfatherfellill,sheandherhusbandreturnedtoHawai‘i

withouttheirchildren,sheworkinginhealthcarewhileherhusbandworkedin

construction.Shestayedwithherhusbanddespitehisescalatingphysicalviolence,

andfinallylefthimwhenshefoundthathewashavinganaffair:“Hewasstillin

denial.AfterIsaidmypart,thenIjustlefthim.”

AswithSela,mostofthewomendescribedtheirleavingastheendresultof

yearsofcaretaking.Asdescribedearlier,Alohilanidecidedtoleaveherhusband

whilehewascyclinginandoutofprison:

Afterhewasreleased,um,hewenttojail,camebackout.Ihadmydaughter.Mythirddaughter.Afterthat,hewenttotreatmentandeverything.Camebackout,IhadmyotherdaughterandthenhedidthefouryearstretchandIdecidedtobedivorced.AndthenhecameoutknowingthatIwasworking,doinggoodandhejustcouldn'ttakeit.Mademylifealivinghellafterthat.Likedomesticviolencecamelikemad.Triedtogetaway.Justcouldn't.Beenlivingwithiteversince.

Thoughsheremainedincontactwithherex-husbandbecauseoftheirshared

custodyoftheirchildren,sheplannedtoleavetheislandtoliveherfatherassoonas

shewaslegallyable.

Inanotherexampleofleavingasalastresort,Anuheamarriedherhigh

schoolsweetheartandstayedwithhimfornearlytwentyyearsdespitehisinfidelity.

JustasSamattributedherstayingwithacontrollingpartneras“stuckonstupid,”

Anuheadescribedherstayingasbeing“dumbforhim,”stayingwithherhusband

despitemanyinstancesofinfidelity.Anuheafinallydecidedtoleaveherhusband

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afterhehadababywithawomaninherdancetroupewhileshewasonacontract

todancehulainEurope:

Iseparatedfromhim.Anddoesn'tmakesense.Butitdidtome.Becauseallmyhusbandeverdidwasfoolaroundonme.Fromdayone.AndIdon'tknowwhyIwassodumbforhim.Nomatterhowmanytimeshedid,hehad-myfirstcontracttoEurope,hefooledaroundwithmyroommate.Hadonebaby,whichwasthere.IwenttoEurope‘causemycontract,andmyroommate,[he]hadonebabyfromher.

Formanyofthestudyinformants,leavingabusiveintimatepartnerswas

mademoredifficultwhenthisrelationaldomainwasconnectedtoothers.InFigure

1,weseethattherelationaldomainsmayallbeconnectedtoeachother,

demonstratingthemultipleinteractionaldemandsactinguponthewomen

simultaneously.

ThisisexemplifiedbyPohai’sexperience.Uponmovinginwithher

husband(intimatepartner)shebecameaddictedtothedrugshesold(drug

network).Hewantedtokeepherisolatedathome,whileheservedasheronly

socialoutlet.Pohaididmanagetoholdseveraljobsdespiteherhusband’s

disapprovalandhergrowingdrugaddiction.WhenPohairealizedthatheraddiction

wasgettingworse,shedescribedanincidentinwhichshepledwithherhusbandfor

helptostopusing.Herespondedbyhandinghermorecrackcocaineandapipeto

calmherdown.Atthispoint,shedevisedaplantoleave.Shemovedinwitha

brother(kinshipnetwork)whohelpedhergetoffdrugs,thenwenttoEuropewith

thesamedancecompanythatAnuheadancedfor.Thoughshehadnoprior

experiencewithdancinghulaorTahitian,sheexcelled:

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Iworkedsohardtocomeoffofdope.Iworkedsohardtobecome,andIwasoneofthebestdancersattheend.AndIwasn'tareallygoodTahitiandancer.Asamatteroffact,tendancers,nineofthem,youknowwhenthey'ami[rotatehips]?Theyall'amithisway.AndherecomesPohai.She'ami’sthisway.SoIhadtogettrainedspecial.ItwaslearninghowtowritelikeanexpertwithmylefthandwheninactualityI'maright-hander.ButIwasforcedtolearnhowtowritewithmylefthandasgoodasmyright.Youknow.Itwashard.Butitwasanaccomplishment.Iaccomplishedit.AndImasteredit.

UponherreturntoHawai`ifromEurope,Pohai’sbrotherwasinanew

romanticrelationshipandcouldnotshelterher.Givenhercontentiousrelationship

withherfamily,shewasleftwithnootheroptionbuttoreturntolivewithher

husband.Sheimmediatelybeganusingdrugsagain,disappointedinherselffor

returningtoheraddictionafteronlyonedaybackinherhusband’shome.Eight

monthslater,Pohaileftherhusbandandobtainedadivorce.WithinPohai’sstory

aretheintersectingprocessesboundedbyherintimatepartnership,drugnetwork

andkinshiprelationaldomains.Herstrategyofleavingherpartnerwasmade

difficultbyPohai’shavingleftherfamilygroup,asshehadnowhereelsetogo.Also,

theoverlapofthedrugnetworkwasanadditionalchallenge.

Inanothercasedemonstratingintersectingprocessesfrommultiple

relationaldomains,Ericadescribedherlong,difficultprocessofleavingherex-

husband.Ericamarriedherself-describedhighschoolsweetheart,thecousinofher

bestfriendandthecousinofhersister’sboyfriend.Theyallbegansmokingice

together,anddrugswereanintegralcomponentoftheirrelationship.WhileErica

describedherhusbandasveryviolent,shesaidthatitwastheemotionalabusethat

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hurtherthemost,asitremindedherofherabusivefather:“Heplayedalotofmind

gamesonme,yeah.And,like,mebeingabusedfrommyfather,Iwouldhaverather

himhitmethanplaywithmyheadlikethatandmyemotions.Andthat'ssickin

itself,butIcouldhandlethatmorethanthemindgames.”Ericastayedinher

marriagefortwenty-threeyears.Shesaidthatoverthecourseofhermarriage,she

eventuallybegantofightback3:

Whenwewouldfight,hewouldcallme‘youstupidcunt.’Ho,that-Ijustturnedintoonemonster.Inoseenothing.AndthenIwouldbebustinguphistruck,Iwouldhithim.IwouldbreaktheOvationguitaroverhishead.Herunningawaytryingtodigoutwiththetruck,Ithrow-fromthethirdfloorIthrowthebigjack,thekindforliftupthecar,rightoverthebalconyontohistruck.Like,Inevercare.

Ericarecognizedthattheseactsofviolencewerecontextualizedwithinher

relationshiptoherex-husband:

Onlyhimcoulddothattome.He'stheonethatpushedmybuttons.‘CauseI'm,likeafterthat,Itriedto,afterIdivorcedhimIhadotherrelationships.Butum,Ihadmyfirmboundaries,like.Nobodycouldtalktomeinthatway.

3AsinErica’scase,severalofthewomendescribedrespondingtophysicalabusebyfightingback.Jackie’sfirstboyfriend,a17yearoldshemetwhileshewas14,usedtobeatherviolently:

Fromtwelveyearsold,Iwasgettingreallybadabused.Likeabused.Iwouldalwayshaveblackeye,fatlips,youknow.Myheadwouldhavealotoflumps.Um,hewouldshootmewiththebbguns,mylegs,soI'dhavethickbruisesbymylegs.Iusedtogetabusedalotfromhim.Um,whenIwas14,Idecided[toleave],‘causeIstayedwithhimfortwo,almostthreeyears.Hewasreallyabusive.

Jackierecountedthatsheeventuallybegantofightback:“afterawhile,Iwouldstarthittingmyboyfriend.Iwouldenduphittinghim.Iwouldstartprotectingmyselfandhewouldendupgettinghurt.”

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BecauseheandIwashighschoolsweethearts,Ilethimgetawaywithalotofshit.

WhileEricawasservingherfirstincarcerationfortheft,herhusbandhadababy

withanotherwoman.Whilestillinprison,Ericasoughtadivorce.Followingher

releasefromprison,Ericawassoberandwentbacktoschooltobecomeasocial

worker.Oneeffectofbeingsober,however,wasweightgain.Feelingunattractive,

whenErica’sex-husbandbegancallingher,shesaysthatshefellbackintothe

promiseofalovingrelationshipandbegandoingicewithhimagain:

Iwasdoingreallywellincollege.Ihad4.0foursemestersstraight,youknowwhatImean.Iwasinstudentclubs.Ihadresponsibilities.Ilovedit.It’sjustthatastimewasgoingon,alotoffactorsplayedinto.Iwascleanandsober.Andwhenyoucleanandsoberyougainalotofweight.AndIfeltunattractive.Thenmyhusbandwaspayingattentiontomeandfeltreal.ButIstarteddoing[ice]justtomakeitwork.

Lookingtothefuture,Ericawasdeterminedtostayawayfrombothdrugsandher

ex-husband,thoughhermotherandchildrenliveinatownknownforillegaldrugs

andneartowhereherex-husbandlives:“solikenow,mymomlivesinHonolulu.

Andmychildrenarethere,soIgottahavethatonmyconscience,mymind.What,

howit’sgoingtobewhenIgovisit.‘CauseHonoluluisHonolulu.It’salluptome.

WhereverIgo,thereitis.”Whenaskedwhetherseeingherex-husbandwould

triggerthedesirefordrugsorviceversa,Ericaresponded,“He’sthetrigger.”Wecan

seethatErica’scaretakingofherfamilycouldpossiblyleadherbackintoher

intimatepartnerdomain,whichwasalsoconnectedtoherdrugnetwork.

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Itisinterestingtonotethatforseveralofthewomen,prisonprovideda

timeandspacetoleaveabusiveandcontrollingpartners.AsEricadid,Michellewas

usinghertimeinprisontoseekadivorcefromherhusbandwhowasalso

incarcerated:

He'sveryviolent.ButI'dratheritbeoverbythetimehegetsout.Idon'tknow.Ireallydon'tcarehowhefeelsaboutthesituationbecauseit’sreallynotuptohim.Likeyouknow.Hetriestolike-Idon'teverwritetohimortalktohimoranythinglikethatbecausewe'renotallowedto.ButevenifwewereallowedtoIstillwouldn't.BecauseIdon'tevenwanttokeepthatgoing.LikeIdon'twanttokeepprolongingit.

Whileherhusbanddidnotwanttogetadivorce,Michellewasrefusingto

communicatewithhimandwasactivelypursuingherdivorcedespitehisobjections

andthreats.Sherelatedherfrustrationwithherhusband’scontactinghermother

andtryingtocoerceherintostayingmarried.Michellewasusinghertimeinprison

asasafespacetocarryoutherdivorcedespitehisobjections:

Ijusttotallycuthimofflikealongtimeagoandhestillwriteslikeallthetimetomymom.Andhe'salwaysliketelling,sayingthatum,Ibetternottrytoaskforadivorce,thatitsnotgoingtobeover,blahblahblah.Thatitsnotuptome,thatitsourdecisionifwewanttogetadivorceandI’mnotagreeingtothatandblahblahblah,butitslikereallynotyourdecision.LikeI'vedecidedIdon'twanttobewithyou.SoI'mgoingtomakethedecisiontogetadivorce.It’snotourdecisionanymore.Likewe'renotateamthatgoingtomakethedecisionstogether.It’smewantingtoseverthatteam.

Thisisnottoarguethatprisonis“good”forwomen,perse,butratherthat

incarcerationassistedintheleavingprocessforsomewomen.

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DrugNetworks

Thefourthrelationaldomainthewomeninthisstudyidentifiedwasthe

DrugNetwork.IllicitdruguseinHawai‘iisonparwiththerestofthenation.

Approximately8.76%ofHawai‘iresidentsreportedpast-monthuseofillicitdrugs

ascomparedtothenationalaverageof8.82%.InHawaii,roughly12,000youths

aged12-17(12.4%ofallyouths)peryearin2008-2012reportedpast-monthuseof

illicitdrugsandabout32,000personsaged12orolder(2.9%ofallpersonsinthis

agegroup)peryearbetween2008and2012reportedpast-yeardependencyor

abuseofillicitdrugs(SubstanceAbuseandMentalHealthServicesAdministration

2014).In2012,38%ofdrugtreatmentadmissionsinHawai‘iwereformarijuana

and48%wereforstimulantsincludingmethamphetamine(OfficeofNationalDrug

ControlPolicyPrograms2014).79.3%ofdrugrelatedcrimesinHawai‘iwere

relatedtomethamphetamineabuse(Hawai‘iMethProject2015).

Forthewomeninthisstudy,usingandsellingillegaldrugswererelational

endeavors.Thatis,justastheysoughtoutintimaterelationshipsatayoungage,

theyalsoactivelychosetotrydrinkinganddoingdrugsatayoungage.Asnotedin

previousstudies,thisisnotanuncommonpractice.Mostofthewomendescribed

firstdrinkingalcoholandsmokingmarijuanawiththeirfriendsbetween12and13

yearsold.SaidTommy,“Westartedsmokingweedinintermediateschoolthen

starteddrinkingwineandthenwhenleadtootherdrugs.”Echoingthis,Sam

describedherprogressionofsubstanceabusewithherfriends:

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Likeinhighschool,well,actuallywhenIwasinintermediate,that'swhenIhadthebestbrains,butItriedsmokingweedandIgotaddictedtoweedandstuff.Iusedtosmokeweedallthetimewithmyfriends.AndthenIdon'tknow.WhenIgotintohighschool,itjustswitched.LikeafterIbrokeupwith[myboyfriend],like,allmygirlswaslikeF-him,wegoout.SoIgotintodrinking.AndIgotheavyintodrinking.Realheavy.Iguessthat'spartofthereasonwhyIdroppedoutbecauseIwoulddrinkeverydayandIcouldn'twakeup.ButIstartedsmokingweed.Andthentheystartedlacingitwithcrackcocaine.Smokingprimos.AndthenafterthatIgotturnedonto,whenthere'snoweedtheywouldjuststraightshootit.

Similarly,Jackiesaidshebegandrinkingwithherfriendsatage12,increasedher

alcoholusewithherfirstboyfriend,thenbeganusingdrugswithhersecond

boyfriend,allbytheageof15:

Itjustbreakdown.From12.WhenIstarteddoingice,Iwas15.Sofrom12,starteddrinkingheavily.Between13-14,Istartedsnortinglinesanddidacidtabs.ThenIstartedsmokingcrackduringthattime.Thenat15yearsoldIstartedsmokingiceandicebecamemynumberonedrug.

SeveraloftheNativeHawaiianwomendiscussedbeingintroducedtodrugnetworks

bytheirownfamilymembers.Forexample,Destinydescribedsmokingice[crystal

methamphetamine]asamongheronlyinteractionswithhermother:

IprettymuchwasonmyownsinceIwas13.12,13whenIwentthroughthefostersystem.Istartedsmokingcigarettes.Iwasdabbling.Nottoomuch‘tilIwas16or17,youknow.Igotintoice.AndthenIwentfull-blownwhenImovedhomewithmymom.Mymomwouldsmokeonceinawhile.Wesmokedtogether.

Afterbeingleftbyhermother,Destinybouncedbetweenboyfriends,stayingattheir

homes.At15yearsold,shewenttolivewithheraunt,withwhomshealsoused

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drugs:“Iusedtostaywithmyaunty.Shewasdoingdrugs.AndIkindofstarted

smokingcrack.Thenitwentfromcracktoice.Itwasjustcrazy.”

Similarly,Tinabeganusingicewithhermother:“Iwas15or16Istarted

using,smokingice.ButthenIusedtosmokeweedandstufflikethatwhenIwaslike

12.Anddrink[with]myfriends.Oh,mymomknew.Mymomknew.Shewastheone

Istartedsmokingdopewith.”Tinaexplainedthatsheinitiallyaskedhermotherfor

drugsasa“test.”ThoughTinawantedhermothertosetboundarieswithher,her

motherwelcomedherintothenetworkofdrugusers.SinceTinasawthather

motherwasrelatingthroughdrugs,Tinadecidedtoengageandrelatetohermother

throughdruguse:

OnedayshewassmokingdopeinthebathroomandthenIsaid‘mom,Iliketry’,justforhearhersay‘no,that'snotgoodforyou.’Iwantedtohearhersaysomethingsupportive,likeshecareaboutme.Butshenever.Shesaid,‘ohhere.’YouknowwhatImean?Soitwaslike,Iwaskindofblownaway,butIwaslike,eh,youcan'tbeatitjoin‘em,then.That'showitwas.Shenocareaboutme,fuckingsmoke,then.AndIwastestingher,youknowwhatImean,whenIdidthat,butshefailedthetest.[Laughs].

Later,Tinarelatedthepainoftheenmeshmentofhersisterinherdrugnetwork:

IwouldgethurttoobecauseitwasliketheonlytimeshewouldbenicetomewasifIwastosmokedopewithher,youknow.Soitwaslikethedopethatwasmakingherlikeme.Iwouldgetreallyhurtbythat,youknowwhatImean.You’remysister,youknow.We’resupposedtoloveeachotherunconditionallynomatterwhat,butIfeellikewegottafuckinghavedopeforyouforlikeme.

Whilemostofthestudyinformantsbeganmanagingtheirdrugnetworksin

childhood,Pumehanawastheonewomanwhoreportedtryingdrugsforthefirst

timeasanadult.Thefirsttimeshetriedicewaswithhersister-in-law:

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I’veknownherforyearsandwhenImarried[myhusband],shewasgoingwithmybrotherinlawandI’veknownhersincehighschoolandI,whenwe,Imean,wegrewupandIknewshewasdoingdrugs.Imean,Ididn'tjudgeher,butjustonedayItried.Shesaidwouldyouliketotry?AndIjustsaidyeah.

Ericaprovidedanexamplethatdemonstratedtheintersectionofherdrug

networks,intimate,kinshipsystems.Ericadescribedherfamilyas“intertwined,”

hermother’sthreesistershavingmarriedherfather’sthreebrothers.Herlarge

extendedfamilywouldgettogetherregularly,drinking,“partying”andfighting:

EveryweekendwewouldallgettogetherandgotoGrandpa'shouse.Andeverybodypartyanddrink.Andwouldalwaysstartoffgood,everybodyenjoyingthemselves.AndthenIrecallum,oneofthecoupleswouldbefightingandwouldhearourparents,oh,getyourbrothers,getinthecar,getyourbrotherandsister-them.Andthat'sthelast.AndthenwewouldenduprightbackatGrandpa'shousethenextweekendlikenothingwenthappen.

Thisdynamiccontinuedthroughherchildhood,asshestruggledtotake

careofherfamily,protectingheryoungersiblingsfromherfather’sabuse.Dueto

theenmeshmentofthefamily,Erica’scousinslivedwithher.Atagenine,they

taughtherhowtohelpthemstealfromtouristsonthebeachtohelpsupporttheir

owndruguse:

Theywouldtakeustothebeachwiththem,youknow.AndtheyweredoingdrugssoIguessthat'showtheytookcareoftheirdrughabit.Butwhentheyhadsomeoneyoungertoteach,Iwastheirkeyplayer,youknowwhatImean.AndwhenIgetawaywithit,theywouldbeboosting,orpraisingmeandIfeltallreal.

Atageten,thepolicepickedEricaupforstealingatourist’sbagatthe

beach.Hercousinswenthomewithoutherandlethertakethefallforthewhole

group:

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WhenmyDad-themcamegetme,Igotbustup.Mymomputmyhandonthestove;burnedmyhand,andthenthatwasit.Thatwasit.Andthen,um,mycousinscontinuedtotakeme,butonthedown-low.

Erica’sfamilyintersectedwithbothherintimatepartnershipandherdruguse.She

metherhusbandwhilestillinhighschoolandthetwobegantheirdrugusedrugs

throughbothoftheirfamilies:

Hewasmybestfriend'scousin-knewhimfrom[themainland].Andwejustwereattractedtogether.Andhewasn'tdoingdrugswhenwefirstmet.Wejustendedupdoingdrugswithhiscousinsafterwards.AndthenIstarteddoingdrugswith,myoldersisteristhefirstonewhoturnedmeontoice.Sheactuallygowiththecousinofmyhusband.Sothat'showtheystarteddoingdrugs.Andthentobearoundwiththemandenjoyingmyselfwiththem,Ijuststarteddoingit.Andthatjust,from18yearsold‘tilnow.

Theoverlapofdrugnetworksandkinshipnetworks(includingfriends)is

consistentwiththeresearchofLaidlerandMorgan(1997)whostudiedcrystal

methamphetamine(“ice”)useinHawaii.Amongstthewomenintheirstudy,Laidler

andMorgan(1997)foundthatwomenweretypicallyintroducedtoicebyintimate

friendshipgroupsorfamilymembers,“typicallyacousinoraninlaw”whose

relationshipwasdemarcatedby“trustandcamaraderie”(168).Thekinship

networksthatintroducedthewomentoicelateroftenservedastheirdrug-seeking

Thisconceptofusingdrugstorelatetosubstance-abusinglovedones

emergedseveraltimesthroughoutthisstudy.Jackieprovidedanotherexampleof

this.Sheandherboyfriendbothusedandsolddrugs.Whenshegotpregnant,Jackie

stoppedusingandaskedherboyfriendtostopusingaswell:

ItoldhimrightafterIgavebirth,Iwasbreastfeeding,soIstillwasn'tdoinganyofthatstuff,andItoldhimIwantedhimtostop.Anditwasreallyhard,

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becausewewas,like,dealing.ItwasreallyhardbecauseofthepositionIwasin.Andlike,Itellhim,‘stopusing.Youcandeal,butjuststopusing‘causeIwantourfamilytowork.

Whenhewasunabletostopusing,shefeltasifshecouldnolongercommunicate

withhim.ThisfeelingofdisconnectescalateduntilJackiechosetostartusingdrugs

againtorelatetoherboyfriend:

ItwaslikeIcouldneverbeonhislevel.Youknow,whenwewereconversing.SoonedayIsaid,youknowwhat,fuckit.Icannotgetonyourlevel,youcannotunderstandme,givemethedamnpipe.Iwentyankthepipeoutofhishandandhewaslike‘no,nosmoke.’AndIwentjustsmokeandthatwasit.AndIendedupgoingback.BecauseI,itslike,tryingtocommunicatewithhim,tryingtomakethingswork,anditwasn'tworking.Itwasn'tworkingatall.AndIwassofrustrated.Iwashurt.IwasreallyreallyhurtmostlybecauseIwantedmyfamilytowork.Iwantedittoworkanditwasn'tworking.

Jackieuseddrugstoget“onthesamelevel”asherboyfriend.Sinceshewassober

andhewasn't,shefeltthatshecouldnotrelatetohim.Additionally,herconnection

withhercousin,adrugsupplierwhohadpreviouslyusedJackietomakesales,

changedwhenshegotsober;hercousinbegantointeractprimarilywithher

boyfriendwhowoulddothejobsthatJackiepreviouslydid.Aftergoingbacktothe

drugs,Jackieagainbegantoselldrugsforhercousin,alternatingbetweendealing

andcaringfortheirchildwithherboyfriend.

Usingdrugsgavethewomenawaytointeractandrelatewithpeers,loved

onesandsignificantothers.Italsoprovidedthewomenwithaplacewithinthe

socialnetworkofthe“dopegame.”AsdescribedbyMaher(1997),thewomen’s

rolesintheirdrug-relatedsocialnetworkwereshapedbygender.WhereasMaher

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(1997)focusedherstudyonthewomeninvolvedinthesextradewithinthestreet

drugeconomy,noneofthewomeninthisstudyreportedexchangingsexformoney

ordrugs.Thewomeninthisstudyacknowledgedthatengaginginsexworkwasan

option.Forexample,Sandystated:

unlessyou'rerich,howelseyougoinggetdrugs?It’sveryexpensiveunlessyourboyfriendsadealer.AndIain’t,forsomereason,Iain'tgoingtosellmybody.Icould'vedidthat.Icouldhavechose.

Itisapossibilitythatthewomeninthisstudyactivelychosetonotdisclosesex

worktheyengagedin.Whatthewomendidreport,however,revealedothersurvival

tacticsincludingdealingdrugs,findingsidehustlessuchasdrivingotherwomento

engageinsexwork,sellingtheirbelongings,orcommittingpropertyandidentity

crimestosupportthemselvesandtheiraddictions.Thiscorrespondedtotheir

feelingsofbeingdifferentthantheusualgirlsonthestreetswhousedtheirsexuality

togetdrugs,stealboyfriendsorrippeopleoff.Ratherthanrelatingtotheirdrug

socialnetworkthroughsexwork,thewomeninthisstudymanagedtheirdrug

networksbytakingontherolesoflittlesister,wife,orseller.

Managingdrugnetworks:Takingalittlesisterrole

Thereisadearthofresearchfocusingonfriendshipsindrugnetworks.

KandelandDavies(1991)foundthatillicitdrugusershadahigherlevelofintimacy

thatnon-users,interactingmorefrequentlyinface-to-faceandtelephone

conversations.Additionally,theyfoundthatillicitdrugusersdiscussedpersonal

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problemswitheachothermorefrequentlythannon-usersandthatwomenusers

morefrequentlydiscussedcareerplans.Finally,theyfoundthatfriendshipwitha

maledruguserwascorrelatedtoindividualdruguse(KandelandDavies1991).

Thiscorrespondstotheexperiencesofthewomeninthisstudy.Severalofthe

womendescribedmanagingtheirdrugnetworksbytakingona“littlesister”role.

Thisallowedthemtomanagethemale-dominateddrugnetworkswithouthavingto

exchangesexfordrugsormoney.Totakeonthisrole,thewomenpresented

themselvesastrustworthyandonlyseekingplatonicrelationships.

Forexample,Samexplainedhowshepositionedherselfinthetrustworthy

littlesisterrole:“Ijustnoripthemoff.Ijustcomebackwiththemoney.Ifthey're

sleepingIdon'ttouchtheirstuff.Allthegirls,theylikeripthemoff.”Bytakingon

thislittlesisterroleanddistancingherselffromgirlswhocapitalizedontheir

sexualitytoripoffmeninthedrugworld,Samjoinedanetworkoffriendswhowere

willingtotakecareofher.Shedescribedonerelationshipinparticularthatmeanta

greatdealtoherthatemergedfromthedopegame.

HavinggrownupinurbanHonolulu,asayoungchildSamhadseenher

fathergoingtoillegalgamblinghousesor“gamerooms”inthedowntowndistrict.

Whenshebeganusingdrugs,sheventuredtothegameroomstosmokecrackand

gamble.Afterhavingasonbornwithmajorhealthissuesandgrowingoverwhelmed

bythelevelofhomecarehisconditionrequired,Sambeganspendingmoretimein

thegamerooms.Duringonedays-longrunofgamblingandsmoking,Sam

befriendedamanwhoownedanearbygameroomandhowsheconnectedwithhim

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oversimilarmedicalconcernsandasharedinterestinsports.Sam’smalefriend

tookherunderhiswingtoofferlifelessonsandtoencourageher:“Ijusttoldhima

littlebitaboutmylife.AndItoldhimmysonhasamedicalconditiontooandstuff.

Andthenhejustwasexplaining,like,youshouldn'tbehere.”Iendeduplivingthere

withhimforalittlebit.”

Inreturn,Samprovidedanearforthismantotalkabouthisdeceasedwife

andtheconventionallifeheleftbehind.HerfriendhadagenuinecareforSamand

encouragedhertoreconsiderhertimespentinthegamerooms:

Andhetoldme,‘ifyoucomeintothegamerooms,Sam,youshouldn'tstaylong.’Hejusttoldme,‘you'reonegirl.Youdon'tbelonginhere.Icanseeitinyou.Justgohome.Andtheygotsohookedtothemachines,’hetoldme,‘yourlifeisgoingtostarttosnowball.’

Whenheraddictionsbegantogetthebetterofher,herfriendkickedheroutofhis

gameroom:

OnedayIgotsobad,allmymoneywentinthemachine.Icouldn'tstopgambling.Itgotworse.Iwouldrathergamblethansmokedrugs.Soonedayhetoldme‘Sam,you'reagoodgirlandIcannotseeyouthrowyourlifeawayonthegamesandespeciallynotinmine.’Andhe86'dme.He86'dme.

Thoughheeventuallytoldhershecouldnolongercometohisgamerooms,Sam

spokeofthetimetheyspenttogetherfondly,notinghewasanimportantsourceof

positiveinteractionsduringhertimeonthestreet.Inadditiontoherbenefactorof

sorts,Sammadeotherplatonicfriendsinthedopegamewhohelpedherfinancially

andeventuallyencouragedhertoturnherselfin:

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onthislastrun,Ihadsomegoodfriendsthatreallytookcareofme.Theyhelpedmetoturnmyselfin.AndtodayIknowitsoundskindofcrazy,myfriendsselldrugsbuttheydon'tusedrugs,buttheyarelikeoneofmybiggestsupporterstoo,likefinancially.That'swrongalready.That'sdirtymoney,butIdon'tknow.Theywenthelpmeturnmyselfin.4

LikeSam,Pumehanadescribedjoining“acommunityofchronics”inthe

littlesisterrole.Shereportedthatthiscommunityhelpedherfinancially:“they'd

givemecreditcardsormoney.”Whilethecreditcardswereopenedusingstolen

identities,theyallowedPumehanatoobtainfood,shelteranddrugswhileshewas

onthestreets.Similarly,Regannotedthatwhensheleftherfamilyhomeforthe

streets,shefoundanetworkofpeopletohelpcareforherasalittlesisterandhelp

hersurvive:

Imetupwithpeopleouttherethattookmeundertheirwingsandstuff.AndIstartedwatchingthemdowhattheydoingandstartedlearning.Startedpickingup,youknowhowtosurviveoutthere.

Reganrecalledturningtooneofthesefriendsonenightwhensheneededashower

aftergettingcaughtinarainstorm:“wewassmokingcigarette,drinking,andthelast

thingIknow,hetoldme,‘oh,it’sokay,sis.Youcangosleep,babygirl.’Youknow.

AndIsaid‘okay,thankyouthankyou.’”Sadly,Reganwoketofindherfrienddead

nexttoherandspentthenighttalkingwiththepoliceandtheparamedics.She

4ThisisnottosaythatallofSam’stimeinthedopegamewaspositive.Samdescribedherfirsttimeonthestreetsas“crazy,”havingmoneystolenandhavingtohustletosurvive:

EverytimeIfellasleepIwouldwakeupIgotrobbed.Igottastartfromscratchoroveragain.Thefirsttimelivingoutofhotels,Iwaspayingforshowers.Iwouldpayforsomeonea$20paper[packetofdrugs]orrocktoshowerattheirplace.Idon'tknow.It’sjustcrazy,thelifestyle.

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concludedherstory:“hehadissuesofhisownbuthedidn'twanttosaynothing,he

didn'twanttotalk.IwishIcouldhavedonesomething,youknow.”

Managingdrugnetworks:Takingawiferole.

Thesecondstrategythewomenenactedinmanagingtheirdrugnetworks

wastoplaya“wiferole.”Thisrolecouldbefulfilledbythoselegallymarriedtoa

drugdealer,orbysomeoneinaromanticrelationshipwithadrugdealer.Inthewife

role,thedrugnetworkusedthewomentomakemoneythroughfeminizedjobs.For

Sandy,thismeanttakingpartinascamthattargetedrecoveringaddicts.

At17,Sandywasgiventhechoiceofgoingtoayouthcorrectionalfacilityor

adrugtreatmentprogramfollowingafelonytheftchargeforstealingearringsfrom

hermother’stenants.Shechosetoattendtheprogramandasoneofthefewwomen,

shesoonmetaboyfriend.EventuallySandyandherboyfriendwereengagedina

hustlespearheadedbythedirectorofthedrugtreatmentprogram,andSandyand

herboyfriendwereeventuallychargedwithseekingotheraddictstoliveintheir

cleanandsoberhome:

WewouldgodrivinglikeinhisvanandgopickupthesedrugaddictsindowntownHotelStreet.AndbythetimeIwas18,Iwasrunningmyowncleanandsoberhouse.Andwewasstuffingmaybe30peopleinthisthree-bedroomhouseandwehadpeoplelivinginourgarage,inourlivingroom.

Sandy’sjobwastoapplyforwelfarebenefitsandchargeeachpersonupto$400a

monthforthelivingspace.EventuallySandy’sboyfriendandthedirectorofthedrug

treatmentprogramwerearrestedforextortioninanotherscheme.Beingawoman,

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Sandywaskeptoutofthedetailsofthescheme,whicheventuallykeptherfrom

beingarrestedwhentheoperationgotbusted:

Ididn'tknowallthedetails.Onlythemendid.AllIknewwasthatmyoldmanwasbankingsomemoney,dealingsomedrugs,andthat'sallyouneedtoknow.ButIknewitwasgettingkindofshady,youknow.Andthennextthingyouknow,theyallwentdown.ButthankGodInevergodown.

Providinganotherexampleofthewiferoleinthedrugsocialnetwork,

Yvettedescribedbeingadrugmuleat19yearsoldandtransportingheroinfora

WestCoastgangherhusbandwasaffiliatedwith:“theywouldstrapittome,dyemy

hair.Theywoulddocrazystufftome….itwasscary.Iwouldgetofftheairplaneand

notknowwhoIwasgettingofftheairplaneto.”EventuallyYvette’shusbandstarting

usingthedrugsandwascutoutoftheequation,leavingYvettetotransportdrugs

betweenHawai‘iandtheWestCoastforhisgang.Yvettecontinuedtoserveasa

muleforherhusband’ssake,believingthatherroleasawiferequiredthisofher:

IthoughtIwasobligatedbecausemyhusband,youknow.BecauseIwasalwaystaughtyoudoforyourhusbandoryousupposedto-youlistentoyourhusband.Iwasjustyoungandstupid.Youknow.Like,causemymomwouldalwaystellme,youlistentoyourhusband.

AfterYvette’shusbandsankdeeperintohisaddiction,shefinallymadethechoiceto

leavehim.Yvettebelievesthatbecauseshewaspregnantatthetimeandthegang

membersspokeonlyinSpanisharoundherthatshewas“expendable”andtheylet

herwalkaway.

Similarly,Pohaialsoagreedtoserveasadrugtransporterwhenanew

intimatepartneraskedherto.Afterbeingpromisedmoneytomovealargequantity

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ofdrugs,Pohaispenttwoweeksgettingsoberathisrequest.Pohaisaidshesoon

realizedthathernewpartner,adrugdealer,didnotwanthertoactuallytransport

drugsformoney,butwassettingheruptobeisolatedandemotionallyabused:“he

waslyingtomethewholetime.Because.Hedidn'twantmetotransportatall.He

justwantedmetobehistoy.”Pohaiandherboyfriendweresoonraidedbythe

policeandduetothelargeamountofdrugspresent,shefoundherselffacing

chargesof90yearstolife.Herboyfriend,onparolefromfederalprison,returnedto

federalprisonandlaterdiedwhileincarcerated.

Managingdrugnetworks:Takingasellerrole

Thefinalstrategythatthewomenengagedintomanagetheirdrug

networkswastakingaroleasaseller.Thisroleofferedwomenahighlevelof

autonomyinthedrug-relatedsocialnetwork.Assellers,thewomenoftensolddrugs

aloneorasanextensionofamorepowerfuldealer.InthecaseofJackie,themore

powerfuldrugdealerwashercousin.ForMichelle,itwasanothermalefriend.Many

ofthewomenmentionedhowmuchmoneytheycouldmakesellingdrugs.Jackie

saidthatthemoneywas“unbelievable.”Tommyexplainedthatsellingdrugswasa

muchmoreefficientwaytoearnmoney:“ImadetripletheamountthanwhatIwas

makingfrommyonedaypay.”Shefurtherexplainedthatsheandtheotherdrug

dealersweregivenleewayinthecommunity“aslongasyounoselltotheminorsor

selltopregnantwomen.”

Sellingdrugsprovidedthewomenwithasenseofpowerand

accomplishment.Afterleavingherhusband,Selaletherprofessionallicenseexpire

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andbegantoselldrugsfull-timeonthestreet.Throughsellingdrugs,Selafounda

senseofbelongingandimportance:

IguessinmymindIfoundaplacethatmademefeelneeded.MademefeellikeIwassomebody.BecauseIwasnobodyalready.Anditkeepsmebusywhereitgivesmymindnotimetothink.Itkeepsmebusy,itmakesmefeellikeIwassomebody,andIwasproblemfree.

Similarly,Sandydescribedsellingdrugsandthecorrespondingproperty

crimesshecommittedtogetmoneyfordrugsas“empowering”forwomendespite

thefact,orperhapsbecauseitisa“man’sworld:”“Crimecanbeaveryaddicting,

powerfulempoweringforwomen.It’sarushthatgoesalongwithdrugs.

Empowerment,Idon'tknow.”ThisthemewasreturnedtoseveraltimesintheLife

Skillsclasses.Onelessonintheseriesofclassesasksthewomentorecallaperiod

whenthingsweregoingsmoothly,everythingwasfallingintoplace,andtheyfelt

positiveaboutlife.Manyofthewomenidentifiedtheirtimedealingdrugsasthis

positivetimeandspace.Thoughtheyacknowledgedtheillegalityoftheseactions,

thewomenidentifiedtheirsuccessatsellingdrugsasempoweringandenhancing

theirself-concept.Thisenhancedself-conceptallowedthewomentomakechoices

forthemselvesandothersinthedopegame.

Aspreviouslymentioned,asaseller,Jackiefeltempoweredtochoosethe

levelofinvolvementsheandherboyfriendwouldtakeinthedopegamefollowing

thebirthoftheirchild.Jackiestoppedusingdrugsanddecidedthatherboyfriend

shouldtoo:“Itellhimstopusing.Youcandeal,butjuststopusing.”Shedecidedthat

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itwouldbeokayforthecoupletoselldrugsaslongastheyweren’tusingand

enlistedhercousin,ahigherleveldrugdealer,tohelpreinforceherdecision:

Evenmycousinwastellinghim,getyourshittogether.Yougetonebabyalready.Andhesaid,hewouldlikethrowushitsformakemoney,butitslike,hewouldalwaystellhim,stopusingtheshit.

Whenherboyfriendwasunabletostopusingdrugsandherdecisionwasnotbeing

actedupon,Jackiereassertedherselfandmadenewdecisionsforherfamilyandthe

levelofconnectiontheywouldhavetothedopegame.Sheputherselfbackinthe

positionofsellerandchosetokeepherboyfriendathome:

Iusedtobetheoneoutdealinganddoingshitwithmycousinandstufflikethat.Ialwaysusedtotellhim,‘youthinkyougoingturnthetablesaroundonmelikethat,hellno.Iamnot,youain'tgoingtodothattome.’SoIwentbacktomyownshit.AndIstarteddoingallthatshitagainandheusedtobehomewatchingthebaby.

Thoughthedopegameprovidedthewomenwithasenseof

accomplishment,theyacknowledgedthatitwasaman’sworld.Thismeantthat

successfulwomendealersweremetwithsuspicionandtargetedbymaledealers.

SaidMichelle,“likemebeingagirlandyoungandthensellingdope,that'sanother

thing.Alotofpeopledon'tlikethat.”Shebelievedthatthemeninhernetworkof

drugdealersweremoreapttotrytosetherupwiththepolicebecauseshewas

femaleandsuccessful:

IgotsetupbyaguywhoIwasfriendswithforalongtime.Likehemadecontrolledbuysonme,likesecretbuysforthecops.Anditwaslike,theydidn'tlikethefactthatyouknow,Icouldjustdowhatever.”

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Managingdrugnetworks:Controllingaddiction.

Whilethewomenmanagedtheirdrugnetworksbytakingonspecificroles

forthemselves,theinteractionalaspectofthedopegamealsotrappedwomen.

Whilethesubstanceabusetreatmentlanguagetheyadopteddescribedaddictionas

anindividualattribute,thewomendescribedtheireffortstocontroltheirdruguse

asaninteractionalprocess.

Manyofthewomenadoptedthelabel“addict”fromtheirvarioustreatment

programs.Theyspokeof“beinginouraddictions,”alsolanguagelearnedfromtheir

programs.Destinyexplainedherunderstandingofthisconcept:“It’sadiseasefor

me,butwhenIwas“inmyaddiction”-myaddictionisalwaysthere.It’salways

goingtobethere,it’sjustapartofme.”

Whilethewomenadoptedthelingoofthevariousdrugtreatmentprograms

todefineaddiction,itisimportanttonotethatthewomendescribedbeingableto

harnesstheiraddictionswhileincarceratedorintreatmentprograms.They

repeatedlymentionedthattheydidnothavephysicalcravings,thattheycould

controltheirdesirefordrugs,especiallysincetheiraccesstodrugsinprisonwas

limited.SaidErica,“ifnomorethedrugsinfrontofus,itseasyforquit.Itis,really.”

Itwas,however,interactionswithothersinthedrugsocialnetworksthatinduced

themtoreturntodruguse.Thus,thewomen’sstrategiesforcopingwiththeir

addictionsrevolvedaroundstayingremovedfromdrug-relatedsocialnetworks.For

example,Destinysaid:

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Ican'tsmokeicesoInotgoingtosmokeice,butifIwastobumpintosomebodyitwillbringupthoseemotionsandthatfeelingofohmygod;thatreconnectionofho,rememberwhenweusedtosmoke.Andthenyouknow,thingswillstarthappeningtomybody.Itwillstarttripping.Likewaterin-mymouthwillcomewatery.I'llcomesweaty.Yeah.

Similarly,Sandyadmitted,“I'mnotgoingtolie,thetemptationisstillthere.AndI

don'tknowwhy.Idon't.”

Tocopewiththeirtemptationstoreturntothedopegame,thewomen

employedastrategyofavoidingtherelationalfunctionofdrugs.Thiswasoften

enactedbynotdiscussingdrugswiththeotherwomen.Sandysaid:

Ilearnedit’sbettertonotchopitup,warstory,orhowIfeelingoverhere.Ifindjustkeepitvagueoverhere.BecauseI’m,youknow.Idon'tknow.It’ssafe.Safe.Like,Idon'twanttotalkaboutit.Tome,thatwouldbelikespreadingadiseasewiththesegirls.It’sjustnogood.

ForAlohilani,herex-husbandmaintainedtheabilitytopullherbackintothedrug

network.Shesaid,

Imethim,itjusttookmeinaworldspin.AndevenwhenIgotoff,hestillwasthatpersonthatcomebackandmakeme.EverysooftenIrelapse.LikeeverysomanyyearsI'llgobackintomyaddiction.Butit’snotaneverydayaddiction.It’sjustsomethingIneedtodoandthenpau[done].LikeI’lljustgooutandenjoymyselfandthat'sit.

LikeSandy,shereliedonastrategyofavoidanceinordertomanageher

participationinthedrugnetwork.ThiswasnoteasyforSandy.Sherelatedthather

biggestchallengeupongettingparoledwouldbetoavoidherex-husbandwho,

alongwithbeingabusive,hadtheabilitytopullherbackintothedopegame.

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Inthesectionabove,Idiscussedthefourthrelationaldomain,relating

throughdrugs.Asdemonstrated,theuseandsellingofillegaldrugswasarelational

undertaking.Friendsandfamilymembersmostoftenintroducedthewomento

alcoholanddrugsandromanticpartnersoftenexacerbatedsubstanceabuse.Using

andsellingdrugsgavethewomenasenseofempowermentandalsointroduced

themtoasocialnetworkofotherdrugusers.Tomanagethedopegame,thewomen

engagedinstrategiesoftakingonspecificrolesincludinglittlesister,wife,and

seller.Whiletherelationalnatureofthedopegamehelpedthewomensurviveon

thestreets,italsotrappedthewomen,makingitdifficulttoleaveandeasytoreturn

backintoaddiction.Thedecisiontostayawayfromtherelationalaspectofthedope

gamewasacommonstrategytoavoidfallingbackintodrugaddiction.

CriminalJusticeSystem

Thefinalrelationaldomainidentifiedbythestudyinformantswasthe

criminaljusticesystem.Thisincludedpolice,judges,probationofficersandprison

staff.Thestrategiesthewomenemployedtomanagethecriminaljusticesystem

includedavoiding,takingownershipandresisting.

ManagingtheCriminalJusticeSystem:Avoidingthesystem.

Forthewomeninthisstudy,mostoftheirearlymanagementstrategiesof

theCriminalJusticeSystemcenteredaroundavoidingthepolice.Forthewomen

wholivedinruralareas,almostallNativeHawaiian,thiswasconsideredaneasy,

thoughomnipresenttask.Thepolicewererarelycalledtotheirhomesdespite

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parentalabuseanddruguseandwhentheywere,theinteractionswereshort.Tina

relatedthatattimesshewishedthepolicewerecalledmoreoften:

Backinthedays,itwaslikethat.Youdon'tbuttintonobody'sbusiness.Mymomcanbeblackeye,bloodylip,whatevers,nobodynotgoing-that'sjustliketherulesofthekind,youknowwhatImean,oldschoolstyle.That'showitwas.SometimesinmyheadIwouldbelike,Iwishsomebodywouldcallthecops.YouknowwhatImean.IwishIhadtheballstocallthefuckingcops,youknowwhatImean.Butofcourse,Iwouldneverdothat.

ForTina,sincepeopleinherneighborhooddidnotcallthepoliceveryoften,she

describedseeingthepolicearoundbutfoundthatitwaseasytoavoidthem:

Wehadcopsaroundandstufflikethat,butyounotgoinghangaroundwherethe

copsstay,youknowwhatImean?Forme,Iknow,becauseI’malwaysontherunor

I’mhidingfromthem.OnceIknowbluelights,I'mout.Inotgoinghangaround.

Destinyalsosaidthatavoidingthepolicewaseasyandsimplyrequired

stayingoutofsight:

Iusedtostaywiththisoneboyfriendofmine.Hewasaroundmyage,thatone.AndIusedtostaywithhimandhisgrandma'shouse.AndIneverdidnothing.Ijustwentstaythereandnotberunningalloverthecreationsotheycouldcatchme.

Asevidencetotheabilityofthewomentoevadethepolice,Tommy,whostarted

usinganddealingdrugsat14yearsold,wasarrestedandincarceratedforthefirst

timeat43yearsold.ForYvette,herinteractionswiththepolicewerekeptrelatively

short,asherfatherwasfriendswithofficersontheforce:“halfthecopshewentto

highschoolwith.”Thisintersectionbetweenherkinshipsystemandthecriminal

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justicesystemallowedYvettetobecomfortablecallingthepolicewhenherfather

wasbeatingherorhermother,assheassumedherfatherwouldnotgotojailand

thattheincidentwouldblowoverquickly.

Despitetheirrelativeeaseofavoidingon-goinginteractionswiththepolice,

itisimportanttonotethatNativeHawaiianwomenreportedtheonlytwoinstances

ofsexualassaultcommittedbyorwiththeknowledgeofthepoliceinthisstudy.In

thefirstinstance,Anuheadiscussedherrapebyapoliceofficerwhopulledherover

foradrivinginfraction.Uponcompletionoftherape,theofficertoldheritwasa

punishmentforhersilenceduringthestop.Despitemedicalevidenceofsexual

trauma,thecriminalcaseagainsttheofficerwasdismissed.Thoughshewas

pursuingacivilcaseatthetimeofourinterview,theattorneysforthepolice

departmentwereseekingagagorderonAnuhea,threateningherwithfurther

incarcerationifshespokeabouttheassaultwithherfamily,friendsorthemedia.

Meledescribedthesecondinstanceofsexualassaultcommittedwiththe

knowledgeofthepolice.Melerecalledthatthepolicepickedhercousinup,brought

hertoaruralpolicestation,andputherinaholdingcellratherthantakingherto

thedowntowncellblockandcourthouse.Thepolicethenputtwodrunkmeninthe

holdingcellwithher:

whenshewenttothepolicestation,theywentputtwoguysinthecellwithher.Theywasdrunkandthey,theyputtheminthecellwithher.

Meleandherfamilyhadanotherfriendwhowasinanadjoiningcellwhooverheard

thepoliceencouragingthetwodrunkmentorapehercousin:

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Andsooneoftheguyscameoutandsaid….’eh,getonewahine[woman]insidehere’.Theguythatweknew,heknewusguystoo.Butanyway,hesaidthenthecoptold‘em,‘that'sokay,that'sonefreebie’.Sothetwoguyswentrapeher.

Duringhertransporttothecellblockandthecourthousethenextmorning,Mele’s

cousindidnotsayanythingabouttherape.Itwasonlywheninfrontofthejudge

didshefinallydisclosetheassault:

thejudgewentclosethecourthouse,tookherintheback‘causeshejustwentbustoutandshetoldhimeverything.Everythingcameout.Hetookherandthenhesenthertothehospital.

Afterleavingthehospital,thejudgeorderedthetapesfromthepolicestationandan

investigation.Whiletheinvestigationwasongoing,Melerecalledpoliceofficers

pullingherandhercousinover,harassingthembecauseofthepending

investigation:

Okay,okayshecomeshome,sheliketerrifiedasshit,okay.Ittakesustimeforusevengooutdoanything,causeshewon’t.Finallywegoout,andwegoingtothebank,Ithinkitwas.Andtheypullusontheside,pulledusover.ThistimeIwasinthecar.Tellingusthattheygoingarrestus.Forwhat?

DespiteMele’sencouragementtopursuethecase,hercousindecidedtodropthe

charges:

Shewasscaredtodeath.AndthenIwaslikesomadather,youknowlike,‘Why?Don’tdothat!’Youknow,‘justkeepon,Imean,youcanmovesomeplaceelse.’[Shewaslike],‘where,Mele?’

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WhereastheNativeHawaiianinformantswereabletoavoidthepolice

almostaltogether,thelocalAsianAmericanwomeninthisstudy,allofwhomlived

inurbanorsuburbanneighborhoods,describedhavingtomoreactivelyworkto

avoidthepolice.PartofthereasonforthisseemedtobethattheAsianAmerican

parentsweremorelikelytoenlistpolicehelpininterveningwiththewomen.For

example,Samdescribedbeingontherunfromthepolice,havingnotreturnedto

prisonfollowingan8-hourpass.Shelivedinhotelsandwithfriendsonthestreets,

butwouldreturntoherfamilyhomeoccasionallytorestandseeherdaughter.

Whileathome,hermotherwouldcallthepoliceonher,forcingSamtoleavethe

houseinordertoavoidre-arrest:‘IwouldgohomeandsometimesIwouldjustlike

sleep.ButI'montherunandshewouldcallthecopsonme.Likeshewouldcallthe

police.Iwouldgetsomad.’

InSandy’ssituation,hermothermarriedthedetectiveassignedtoher

juvenilecase.Underhisinfluence,Sandy’smotherinvitedincreasedpolice

involvementandagreedtoherrepeatedarrest:

Sothecop,thedetectivewho'sonmycasefellinlovewithmymom.Andthen,sothat'swhyIgotarrestedsomanyfricken’times.Becausehemovesinwithmymomnowandhe'sinfluencingher,arrest,arrest,arrest.Andthatwaslike,totheextreme.

Asaresultofthis,Sandyspentmoretimewithherboyfriendandoutonthestreets

hidingfromthepolice:

SoImetthisboyright,myboyfriend,andtheyknowhisaddresssoIwouldgotohishousesothecopswouldcometohishouseandthenfindmethere.

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SoatayoungageIlearnedhowtohideinthebushes.Wewouldgoto[thepark]andthenwewouldhideinthebushesbuttheywouldkeepfindingus.Imean,likeIlearnedmilitarymovesatayoungage.

Michelleprovidedanotherexample.ThoughMichelle’smotherdidn’t

explicitlyinvitethepolicetothehouse,theywereaconstantpresencewhile

Michellewasontherun.Michelleencouragedhermothertoallowthepoliceto

searchthehouse,hopingthatitwouldprovethatshewasn’tlivingathome:

Liketheyusedtocometomymom'shousethreetimesaday,nojoke.LikeIwasamurderer.Yeah.Likenojoke.Likethreetimesaday.Andtheywould,mymomwouldalwaysletthemsearchbecauseItoldherto.IfI'mnotthere,toletthemsearchbecausethenitsgoingtohelp.Thenthey'regoingtoreallyknowthatI'mnotthereandthey'regoingtostopcomingsomuch.Itneverhappened.

Despitespendingsomuchtimeavoidingthepolice,severaloftheAsian

Americanwomendevelopedarapportwithsomeoftheofficers.Forexample,Jackie

recalledanofficerthathermotherdependedontolookoutforher:

HekindofknewmysituationwithmyboyfriendandwhatIwasgoingthroughbecausemymomwouldtalktohim.Sowhenhewouldseeme,especiallyontheroad,hewouldpickmeupandtakemehomebecauseheknewIwaspastmycurfew,Ishouldbehome.

Whileshedidherbesttoavoidtheofficer,whenshedidencounterhim,hepicked

herup,counseledherandbroughtherhome.Similarly,Michellerecalledanofficer

whohadbeenpresentatseveralofherarrestsencouraginghertostopher

involvementinillegalactivities:

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whentheywereraidingmyhouse,hewasliketalkingtome.Andhewaslike,‘man,girl.Youneedto,like,dosomethingaboutthis.’

Shealsorecalledbeingstoppedandteasedbyanotherofficerafterrunningayellow

light:

hegotoutofthelaneandwenttopullmeover.AndIwaswithmylittlebrotherandhisfriend.SoIwaslike‘ugh.’HewasliketellingmeI'mfat,Ilookfatandstufflikethat.BecauseIjustgotoutoffedssohedidn't,like,hewaslike‘damn,yougotsofat’,likethat,right?[Laughs]AndIwaslike,‘shutup!’Butheknewthat,andthat'slikehimsayingheknowsI'mclean,youknow.

ThebanterbetweentheofficerandMichellerevealstherelationalaspectof

theirinteractions.Tellinghimto“shutup”anddefininghisactionsasteasingrather

seriousdemonstratestheeasewithwhichMichelleinteractedwiththepolice,even

asshetriedtoavoidthem.ThisisnottosaythatMichelleandtheofficerwere

friends.Inordertoreinforcehispower,theofficerattemptedtoscareMichelle:

butthenhewaslike,‘ah,getout.Youhaveawarrant.’AndIwaslike[makesface].Andhewasliketryingtoactlikehewasgoingtoshakedownmycar,butIreallydidn'thaveawarrant.Hewasjust,like,beinganasshole.

Nonetheless,Michelledevelopedarapportwiththisofficer.EchoingSandy’s

situationofhavingapoliceofficerinthefamily,Michelle’sbrotherrecentlyjoined

thepoliceforce.Ofthis,shestated,“Ijustamwaitingforhimtofindoutallthese

thingsthatIdidn'ttellhim.AllthetimesIdidn'ttellhimabout.Allthethingsthat

like,youknow,allthecopsthatarrestmeontheregularareprobablygoingtotell

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him.”Atthetimeofourinterview,Michellewasconsideringavoidingherbrotherin

hisroleaspoliceofficerbynotreturningtoherhometownupongettingparoled.

ManagingtheCriminalJusticeSystem:Takingownership.

Anotherstrategythewomenemployedtomanagethecriminaljustices

systemwastakingownershipoftheirillegalordeviantbehaviorsandacceptingthe

consequenceswithoutargument.Forexample,Tinasaid

Ineverdidgetanybadexperienceswithpolice.‘CauseonceIsurrender,Inotgoingeventrycryingmywayoutofit.Ijustsurrender.Causeformethat'sit.It’sdone.YouknowwhatImean?Myrunisdone.I’mgoingtojail.Itsover.SoInotgoingeventrytofightitorcrymywayoutofit.LikeIsaid,IknowwhatIwasdoing.

Byacceptingtheconsequencesoftheiractions,thewomenwereabletodeflectany

questionsaboutothersintheirotherrelationaldomainsandprotectthemfrom

gettingintroublewiththelaw.

Inanotherexample,whenMeganwasarrestedforshopliftingforafriendin

herdrugnetwork,thestoresecurityguardsaskedherforinformationaboutthe

friendinexchangefordroppinghercharges.Megandeniedthem,takingownership

ofherwrongdoingandacceptingtheconsequences:“IknowwhatIdid.Ididit.And

Iknewwhatmygutwastellingmenottodo.AndIstilldidit.”Inthisinteraction,

Megantookownershipofheractionsdespitethefactthatherfriendhadaskedher

tostealandthenleftthesceneonceMegangotcaught:“Iwaslikeno.Youguys

aren'tgoingtoplaythat.IknowwhatIdidwaswrong.I'mgoingtopayforwhatI

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didandthat'sit.”Inthisexample,weseeMeganmanagingtwooverlapping

relationaldomains:thecriminaljusticesystemandherdrugnetwork.

Inyetanotherexampleoftakingownershipofcriminalizedbehaviors,

YvetterecalledgettingpickedupinherhomebytheSherriff’sdepartmentinfront

ofherchildrenonanoutstandingwarrant.Shedidnotargueordisputethecharges

withtheofficersbut,rather,calmlyacceptedthesituation:

IopenedthedoorandIwaslike,yeah?Hewaslike‘Yvette?’Iwaslike,‘yeah?’Hewaslike,‘wegetonewarrant.’Hewentwhispertome,causemykidswasonthebottom.Hewaslike,‘wegetonewarrantforyourarrest.’AndIwaslike,‘forwhat?’Hewaslike,‘yougotarrestedforforgerylastyear?’AndIwaslike,‘yeah.’Hewaslike,‘wedoingonesweep.’Iwaslike,‘Icanchangemyclothes?’Hewaslike,‘takeyourtime.‘SoIwentin,Igavethebabytothefather.IwentinthebathroomtogetreadyandhetoldIcouldsmokeonecigarette,hesaidyeah.Iwentsmokeonecigaretteandhesaid,‘Inotgoinghandcuffyouinfrontofyourkids.’Andtheywaslike,‘whereyougoingmommy?’AndIwaslike,‘I’llberightback.‘

Assheleftwiththesheriff,Yvettemadeplanswithherthen-husbandtotakeher

childrentohermother’shouseandthenbailherout.Yvette’swillingnesstotake

ownershipwhilemanagingtheStateagentsgaveherbothtimetothinkthrougha

planforherselfandtomaintaincalmforherchildren.Whileitisnotablethatthe

sheriffwassocognizantofthechildreninthehouse,wecaneasilyimaginethathad

Yvettenottakenownershipinthissituation,thatthescenewouldhaveescalated

withnegativeresults.

Throughtakingownershipwiththecriminaljusticesystem,thewomen

wereabletoprotecttheirownprideandshieldtheirlovedones.Thisstrategyalso

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allowedthewomentogainsomeclemencyfromthecriminaljusticesystem.By

demonstratingtheirwillingnesstoaccepttheirwrongdoings,thewomenwere,at

times,grantedleniencybythecourts.Aspreviouslymentioned,Pohaiwasfacing90

yearstolifeondrugdistributioncharges.Shewasofferedapleadeal:pleadguiltyto

20yearsandtheotherchargeswouldbedropped.Pohaitookthedealandpled

guiltytomarijuanacharges;thecocaine,heroinandmethchargesthatcarried

mandatoryminimumsentencesweredropped.Atherparoleboardhearing,she

receivedaminimumsentenceoffiveyearsandwasgoingtobesenttoaprisonon

thecontinentalU.S.toserveit.Priortobeingsendtotheoutofstateprison,Pohai

wroteaseriesofthreeletterstothejudgetakingownershipofhercrimes:

IendedupwritingtothejudgethatsentencedmeandIsenthimaletterstatingum,myacceptance,or,IacknowledgedmycrimeandI-accountable,youknow.I’manaddict,man.AndIhungoutwithaddicts.Ihungoutwithdealers.That'sjustwhatIdid,man.Butitwasallaboutthedopeandgettinghigh.Andmysecondletterwasgivinghimanideaifgivenanopportunity,thisiswhatIwouldliketotrytodoanddadadada.Andmythirdletterwasbasicallypleadingmercyfromthecourtsforonechancetoprovemybetterlawabidingcitizenshipdadadada.

Pohai’slettersreachedandchangedthemindofthejudgewhowasknownas“the

hangman’sjudge”forbeingnotoriouslytoughondrugcrimes.Uponbeingcalled

backintothejudge’scourtroom,shelearnedthatherletterstakingownershipof

heractionshadmadeadifferencewiththejudgeandhersentencing:

hesaid,inallmyyearsofbeingajudge,andhewasretiringthatyear,inallmyyearsofbeingajudgeIhavenevereverresentencedanybodyonsuchchargesasyours.Youaremyfirst.AndsoI’mlike,‘wow,’youknow.Buthe

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saidwhatIwroteinthelettersmovedhimtothepointwhereI’mgoingtogiveyouthatchancethatyou'reaskingforandI'mgoingtogiveyoutimeservedandtenyearsprobationandreleaseyoufromjail.

Thestrategyoftakingownershipofpastactionsalsoallowedthesecondchancesin

theirprisonprograms.Ericahadpreviouslybeensentbacktoprisonfromherwork

furloughprogramfor“deviating”byinteractingwithfamilymemberswhowerealso

incarceratedatthetime.Inordertobeeligibletoreturntotheworkfurlough

program,oneofonlytwosuchavailableprogramsinthestate,Ericahadtomake

hercasetothedirector:

Ihadtowriteoneextensivelettertoherwithmyapplicationandsubmitit.Andum,wedidaphoneinterviewoverthephone.‘CauseI'mareturnee.Notlikewhenyoufirstcomehere,sheacceptsyouandyoujuststartofffromground0.I'vebeenherebefore.Soshewantedtoknowwhatisgoingtobedifferent.RefreshhermindwhyIgotsentback.SoIletherknow.‘Causewas12yearsago.AndIletherknowwhyandwhatIplantobringtothetable.Andthenshedidtheinterviewandshetoldmeshewasgoingtogivemeachanceandyouknow,thatwasablessinginitselftoo.

Byacknowledgingandtakingownershipofherpastmistakes,Ericawasableto

convincethedirectortoallowherbackintotheworkfurloughprogramthatwould

allowhertoleavetheprisonfacilityearly,helpherfindajobandeaseherreentry

backintothecommunity.ThoughitseemedthatEricaandPohaigenuinelytook

ownershipoftheirpasterrors,itisimportanttonotethatusingthisstrategydidnot

requireauthenticculpabilitytaking.

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Takingownershipofone’smistakestotheproperauthoritiesplaysupon

thegoalsofthecorrectionalsystem:a“prisonerwhomustchangeher/himself

cognitively,behaviorallyandsociallyinordertoreducehis/herriskofreoffending”

(Pollack2012;105).Severalofthewomentookownershipoftheirbehaviors

withoutchangingthemselvescognitively,behaviorallyorsocially,butrather,asa

waytomanagethecriminaljusticesystem.Thisoftencameintheformofchoosing

to“maxout”orserveaprisonsentenceinitsentiretyasopposedtogoingon

probation,paroleortoaprogram.Afterspendingnearly11yearsinandoutof

prisononafive-yearchargeforpossessionofcrystalmeth,Melegrewfedupwith

thesystem,tookownershipofheractionsandrequestedtoserveoutthedurationof

hersentence:

Iwasonprobation,okay.Everylittlethingyoudoyougo,theykeeponputtingyoubackinjail;yougottastayinthere30days….Icouldn'ttakeitanymore.Isaid,Ilikedomytime.Iwanttogetoff,Iwantthistobedonewith.

Similarly,Meganwassentencedtothreemonthsofprobationandwasgiven

supervisedreleaseafterbeingchargedwithafelonytheftforshoplifting.Aftergoing

inandoutofjailforhavingdrugsinhersystemornotshowingupformeetingswith

herprobationofficer,Megandeniedherjudge’ssuggestionofwaitingforadrug

courtdiversionprogramandaskedtosimplytakeownershipofherchargesand

finishhersentenceinprison:

SoIhadlike9violations.Ihad6runs.LikeIjustneverturnedmyselfinsothatmeansI'montherun.AndthenI,thelasttimeIwenttocourt,they

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wantedmetositinjailandwaituntildrugcourtpickedmeup.AndItoldthejudgeIdidn'twanttodothat.IsaidI’dratherjustdomytimeatwomen's.

Duringourinterview,Meganexpressedregretforhelpingherfriendsteal.

Shedidnothowever,findheroccasionaldruguseproblematic.WhenIaskedherif

shesawherselfusingdrugsagaininthefuture,Meganresponded,“who'stosay?

WhenIgetoffpapers,Idon'tknow.”Thisdemonstratesthattakingownershipdoes

notnecessarilymeanchangingbeliefsorevenfutureactions.

Managingthecriminaljusticesystem:Resisting.

ThefinalstrategythewomenemployedtomanagingtheStatewas

resistance.Resistanceincludedagenticactsthatwentagainsttheformalrulesand

informalexpectationsforthewomen.Likeownership,thisstrategywasmost

commonlyusedtonegotiatethecriminaljusticesystem,especiallyprisonand

prisonprograms.Forexample,Reganrecalledbringingcontrabanditemssuchas

herowncigarettesintoprison:

Iusedtoalwaysbringcigarettein.Afterlike,youknow,Iwouldpeeloffthecigarette,onlyhalf.OrIwouldputthecigaretteinmymouthwiththethinglitandyouknowtakeitinandIsellittotheotherpeople.

ReganwouldalsogetintofightsanddisrespecttheAdultCorrections

Officers(ACOs)intheprison.Whenaskedwhyshedidallofthesethings,Regan

answered:

Idon'tknowwhy.Ijustdidit.BecauseIdon'tknowyou.Youdon'tknowme.Ididn'tcareaboutanythingaboutanythingthatyousaid.Like,whoareyoutotellme,youknow.Andsointhereitwassodifferent.Likeyougottafollowrulesandyougottadowhattheytellyoutosay.

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Inanotherexample,Meleresistedordersbytheprisonstafftodojobsthat

theydidnotwanttodothemselves.Whileincarcerated,Melewashiredtohelpcare

forthewomeninapsychiatricmodulelocatedonthecampus.Partofthisjob

includedhelpingthewomenbathe.Ifthewomeninthepsychmoduledidnotbathe,

the“goonsquad”cametoforcethemtoshowerequippedwithshields.Melerecalled

attemptingtotellthegoonsquadthatonewomaninthemodulewhorefusedto

takeashowerwasclaustrophobicandnottolockherinherroom.Whentheyshut

thedooranyway,thewomansmearedfecesalloverherroomincludingonthewalls

andtheceiling.TheguardscalledtoMeletocleantheroom.Sherecalledtelling

them:

Idon'tcarewhatyouguysdo.Youcanfireme,Idon'tcare.Youguyscankeepyourquarter[laughs].Keepthequarter,sendmebackdown,okay.Iamnot,Inotcleaningup,Inotcleaningsomebodyelse'sshit.No.Nononono.

Inthisactofresistance,Melebothrefusedtodoajobthatshefoundboth

disgustinganddemeaning,andalsobroughtattentiontothelowwagestheState

paidprisonersfortheirwork.Inasimilaractofresistance,Pohaispokeoutagainsta

guardthatverballyabusedherduringastripsearchonherwaytocourt.Duringthe

stripsearch,theguardtoldPohai,“’facethewall,takeitoff,bendover.AndIdon't

wanttoseeonehole,Iwanttoseetwo’.”Ofthatincident,Pohaisaid:

Iwaslike,‘ohnoyoudidn't.’Shegoes‘ohyesIdid,causeIcan.Nowbend.Again,notoneholebuttwo.’That'swhenIsaid,‘fuckyou’[laughs]andIputmyclotheson.Iwasalreadyuncomfortable.Thatonecommentjust,Idon'tcarewhatshe-justtakemetojail.ScrewyoubeforeIbeatyouup.

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Asthisoccurredrightaftershereceivedareleasedate,whenshewentbeforea

judge,heaskedherabouttheincident.Pohaireiteratedtothejudgethatitwas

inappropriateandmadeherfeelunsafe:

ItoldthejudgeexactlywhattheACOsaid.AndIsaid,‘ifit'llgetmeanotherwriteup,I’lltakethewriteupagain.ButIrefusetobeabusedlikethat.Causethat'sabuse.That'sabuse.Andshe'sluckyIdidn'tbeatherup,butthat'sinappropriatebehavior,youknow,soIchosenottoreacttoitbutIchosetogetdressedinsteadandtoldherno.’Iwassohonest.I’msohonest,thekine.Ieventoldthejudge,‘andItoldherfuckyou.’[laughs]

Pohaiendeduphavingtoserve25hoursofcommunityserviceasaresultofthis

incident,butsinceherreleasedatehadalreadybeenset,heractofresistancedid

notresultinanextendedprisonsentence.

WhileReganandPohairesistedthroughbreakingrulesandchallengingthe

ACOs,Megandemonstratedmoresubtleactsofresistancewhileinthework

furloughprogram.Aftergrowingfrustratedwiththeinconsistencyoftherulesand

ruleenforcementbythestaff,Megandecidedtostayinherapartmentduringallof

herfreetime.Whilethiswasnotadirectviolationoftherules,itflewagainstthe

informalnormsandexpectationsthatthewomenwouldbefriendly,openand

gratefulfortheopportunitytoserveoutthelastsixmonthstoayearoftheir

sentenceinacommunity-basedworkfurloughprogram.Shedoubleddownonher

resistancebyrefusingtoparticipateintheverycommon,genderedpursuitoftrying

tomakeherquartershomeywhileunderthewatchoftheState:

Iwillnotdecoratethisplaceasifit'smyown,evenifwehaveourownapartment.Thisisjustalayover.Iwillnothangupstuffandyouknow,tryto

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beautifyitasifit'smyown.Iwon'trearrangeit,Iwon'tnothing.Thisisjustasitis.Thisisjust-leavemystuff.LikeeveninjailIleftitjustso-so,‘causeIknowthat'snothowIwouldhaveitatmyhousebutthisisnotmyhouse.ThisisjusttheprogramthatIhavetogetthrough.

IntheabovesectionIdiscussedthefourthrelationaldomain,Managingthe

CriminalJusticeSystem.Inthisdomain,thewomennegotiatedinteractionsthe

police,judges,probationofficersandprisonstaff.Thestrategiesthewomenengaged

inwhileinteractingwiththeStateincludedavoidance,ownership,andresistance.

Thereweresomenotableethnoculturaldifferencesinhowthewomenengagedin

avoidingthepolice.

RunningitHard

Above,Idescribedthefourrelationaldomainsthewomenidentifiedas

theirmainsitesofsocialinteraction.Theserelationaldomains,thoughever-present

inourstudyinformant’slives,cangrow,shrinkinsizeandweight,ormove

accordingtotheirprominenceandimmediacyinawoman’slife.

Asdescribedinthesectionsabove,managingeachoftherelationaldomains

wasasignificantundertakinginandofitselfthatrequiredagreatdealofthe

women’sphysical,emotionalandfinancialresources.Asdemonstratedbythedata,

thewomensimultaneouslymanagedmultiplerelationaldomainsatsomepointin

theirlives;somewomenmanagedtheirsocialrelationshipsinallfourdomainsat

once.

Whenthedemandsfrommultiple,intersectingrelationaldomainsbecame

overwhelming,thewomendescribedfeelingasifthingswere“snowballing”and

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thatlife“spunout”fromunderthem.Forexample,Samdescribedfeeling

overwhelmedbythecompoundingdemandsofherfamilyandintimatepartner

whenshegotpregnantinherjunioryearofhighschool.

Aftershebrokeupwithherabusiveboyfriendoffouryears,shestarted

goingoutclubbing,drinkingandsmokingmarijuanawiththefriendswho

comprisedherdrugnetwork.Shediscoveredthatshewaspregnantwithherex-

boyfriend’sbaby.Sheusedherdrugnetworkconnectionsandcalledherfriend’s

uncle,adrugdealerparoledtoacleanandsoberhouse,lookingtotryice:“Iwasjust

spunoutwithbreakingup.Itwasallgoingdownhillalready.AndIwasinone

depressedmodealready.Heloadedthepipe,hepassedittome.”

Atthistime,Samandthedrugdealerbecameintimate,usingdrugs

together,livinginherfamily’shome.Samdescribedhowshemanagedtomaintain

theequilibriumofallthecompoundingdemandsfromherrelationaldomainsfora

time:

itwaslikeaprocess.Icouldn'tgetpregnantandthenmydadpassedaway,Igotpregnant.Igotsober.Istayedsober.AndthenIrelapsed.AfterhewenttoprisonIfoundoutIwaspregnantwiththeboy.Andthewayeverythingwasgoing,mylifewasjustshitty.Istartedcoachingwithmycoach,buthedidn'tknownothingaboutmeusing.

HereweseetheintersectionofSam’sintimatepartnerships,kinship,drug

networksandthecriminaljusticesystem.Afterherboyfriendwasarrested,Sam

foundthemanagementoftherelationaldomainsdifficultandoverwhelming:“after

thewayeverythingwasgoing,mylifewasjustshitty.”Sheattemptedtofocusonthe

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positiverelationships,caretakingforherfamilyandgettingpositiveaffirmation

fromacoachthatsheconsideredher“seconddad.”Samcontinuedtonegotiatethe

drugrelationships,meetingwithherdrugnetworkafterherpractices:“intheday

timeIwouldgotocoachwithhim.Andthenwhenpau[finishedwith]practice,I

wouldflytotown,grabmesomethingthensmoke.Itwaslikeadoublelife.”She

soondiscoveredshewaspregnantwithhersecondchild.Sheconsideredan

abortion,buthercoachdissuadedher:

ItoldmycoachthatIgoingtogetoneabortionandIwouldcomebacktohelphimcoach.Andhecalledmeup.Andhe'saChristian.He'sbeeninmylifesinceIwas9yearsold.He'slikemyseconddad.Andhewas‘like,[Sam],youknowthatweareagainstabortions.Justbehome,[mywife]isgoingtopickyouup.’Hiswifeendeduppickingmeup,bringingmetoaclinic.

Inattemptingtoplugintotheconventionalwithhercoach,Samagreedto

nothaveanabortion.Thoughwellintentioned,thecoach’sinterventiondidnot

honorSam’sdecisiontoterminateapregnancy.Thus,Samcontinuedtousedrugs

withhopesofinducingamiscarriage.Shewasnotsuccessfulandgavebirthtoason

withsignificanthealthissues:“mysonwasbornwithmedicalproblems.”Withher

newbornsonaddingtohercaretakingduties,Samsoughtfinancialhelpfromthe

Stateviawelfareandfinancialhelp:

afterhadmyson,Iwasclean.Wasdoingreallygood.Ihadbothofmykids.Iwenttothatfirsttoworktogetthatwelfareandallthatfinancialhelp.IwouldhavetogototheICUtofeedhimandstuff.

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Shesoonfound,however,thatmanagingtheStaterequirementsandcaretakingfor

herson,herdaughterandhermotherwithoutherboyfriendwhowasincarcerated

wasemotionallytaxingandoverwhelming.Atthispoint,Samlostcontroloverthe

relationaldomains:

itjustgotlike,itwashardbeingtheonlysoberpersoninthehouse.Iwouldbehomewithmydaughter,andwhenIfinallygottobring[myson]home,hewasanewborn.SoIwouldwakeupatsixinthemorning,and,like,Iwouldn'tgotosleep‘tillike10or11atnight.And,like,onceIputmydaughtertosleep,mymom,whowasdrunk,wouldcomeandwakeherupforfiveminutesandplaywithherandgiveherbacktome.Itwascrazybeingsoberwatchingmydrunkmothereverynight,watchingmybrothersandmysisterdodeals.EventuallyIjustkindofjustspunout.Andhavingthenursescomeandteachmehowtodohistreatments,like,itwashard.Beingasingleparentwithbothofthekids,Ijustlostit.

Samreturnedtoherdrugnetworkandattemptedtocaretakeherfamilybyleaving,

intentionallyavoidingherownguiltandherfamily’sreprimands:

onedayItoldmysisterandmycousin,‘youguyscanwatch[myson],I'mgoingtothestorerealquick…..IwentdowntownandIendeduppickingupandusing.AndmyguiltbecauseIwasdoingsogood,andmyguilt,Ineverknowhowforfacethem.SoInevergohome.Ineveranswermycall.IneverknowwhatfordobecauseIwentrelapse.Ineverknowwhatfortellthem.

Herfamilyinvolvedthecriminaljusticesystembycallingthepoliceandfilinga

missingpersonsreport.Afterherfamilyfoundherandbroughtherhome,Sam

foundthatherboyfriend’sparents,alsoex-addicts,hadcalledChildWelfareServices

totakecustodyofherson:

They'reex-felons.Theyarelikeintheirforties,fifties.Theyjustrecentlygotclean.Theywentthroughthesystemwithallthat,withCPS[ChildProtective

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Services]andstuff.Theywerethefirstpeopleonmyporchtoopenhandme.Topackmyson'sshitand,‘thismyson.’

Atthispoint,Samletgoofattemptingtomanagealloftherelationaldomainsexcept

relatingthroughdrugs:“itjustfeltshitty[beginstocry].Ididn'tknowwhotoreach

outtoandIjustleftthehouse.IjustleftandIran'emhard.”Inrunningithard,Sam

prioritizedherdrugnetworks,livingonthestreets,buying,sellingandusingdrugs,

avoidingthepolice,neglectingherfamily,herdaughterandevenherhealth:

Iwasrunningitsohard,IwaswalkingdowntownandIwassupposedtomeetmyfriend.AndIdon'tknowwhathappened.Ihadmypurse,myphoneandIliterallywokeupinthebackofanambulance.Iguessfromrunningitsohard,IguessIfaintedinthestreets.Whilewalking.AndIcalledmymomwhenIwasintheERandtheywasreleasingme.Shetoldmetocatchacabhome.AndonceIgothome,Ishoweredandwentrightbackout.

Samcontinuedtorunitharduntilthefriendsinherdrugsocialnetworkencouraged

hertoturnherselfintotheauthorities.Herreturntoprisonmarkedtheendof

runningithardforSamwhousedhertimeinprisonto“betterherself”:

whenIwenttoprisonIgotsomuchdone.ItwaslikemytimeawaytofocusonselfandthinkaboutwhatI'dlikeinlife.AndthinkaboutallthepeoplethatIhurtandmakeamends….Prisoniscrazy.Youseeitallinprison.ButInevergotinvolved.Iworkedout.Ihadaworkoutpartner.IgotmyselfintoclassesIgotmyGEDwhileIwasinprisoncoachmymomandmydaughtergottocometomygraduation.ItookclassesandIputintogototreatmentrightaway.AndIgottoworkontheoutsidealittlebitIgottocutgrassandthereinalittlebitaboutmaintenance.Iwasapeercounselorintreatment.Ilearnedalot.

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Figure2RunningitHard

AsdemonstratedbySam’sexample,runningithardisaperiodoftimein

whichthewomenfocusprimarilyontheirdrugnetworkstothedetrimentoftheir

otherrelationaldomains.InFigure2,drugnetworksaredepictedinthecenterof

therelationaldomainswithotherthreeradiatingout.Thelinesbetweenthe

relationaldomainsremaindashedtoindicatethattheycangrow,changeandshift,

thoughthedrugnetworkswillstayinthecenter.

Asanotherexampleofrunningithard,Erica,havingbeenreleasedfrom

prison,takingclassesattheUniversityandworking,returnedtoherintimate

partnershipsandwaslulledbackintothedrugnetwork.Atfirstsheconcealedher

reunificationwithherex-husbandanddrugusefromherchildrenandotherfamily

members.Thoughstressful,shemanagedalloftherelationaldomainsuntilthe

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Family

CriminalJus6ceSystem

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unexpecteddeathofababybrother.Ericathenletgoofmanagingallofthe

relationaldomainsandofherattemptstoplugin.Shefocusedsolelyonherdrug

use:

Whenhestartedtopayattentiontomeagain,Ifeltontopoftheworld,like.BecauseIneverstoppedlovinghim.AndsoIfellhard.Igotcaughtupwithhim,whateverhewasdoingIstarteddoing.AndIwasdoingitunderthetable,hidingfrommyfamilyandalltheonesthatwere,youknow,lovedmeandsupportedmeinmysobriety,um,Istayedawayfromthem.IliedandIcheated,youknow.Andsoslowlybutsurely,mylifesnowballed.

LikeSam,Ericamanagedthecompoundingdemandsofherrelationaldomainsfora

time.Thisfeelingofsnowballing,however,lefthervulnerabletoanexternaltrigger.

ForErica,itwasthedeathofabrother:

Ilostababybrotherinacaraccident.Thatjusttookthecake.Ididn'tcare.Ididn'tcarealreadyifpeopleknewIwassmoking.

Ericadescribedtheprioritizationofdrugswhileinrunningithard.Shestatedthat

whenshestartstorunithard,shepushesconcernsfortheotherrelationaldomains

totheside:

IhavetheI-no-give-a-fuckattitude.Andwhenthat,inthatstateofmind,Ijusthurtalotofpeople.Anditsusuallythepeopleclosesttome,youknowwhatImean.CauseI’lllietothem,I’llmanipulatethem.Andallmykids,likemyson.

Inathirdexample,Destinydescribedherdescentintorunningithard.Shewas

caretakingforhertwo-year-oldsonwhomshehadjustregainedcustodyoverfrom

theState.Shewasattendingaresidentialdrugtreatmentprogramandwasina

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long-termrelationshipwithherfiancé.Whenhersoncontractedswineflu,the

programrequiredDestinytoquarantinehersonbutstillcompletehertreatment

work:

Hegotsosick.Heliterallylostlikefrickin’20poundsandhewasonlyliketwoyearsold.Iwasjustoverwhelmed.Iwasdoingwork,youknowwhatImean.IwasworkingonallthishomeworktheywasgivingmeandthenIwasyouknow,tryingtoadjusttomyson'ssituation.Like,itwashard,beingthatIdidn'tseemysonforyearsandthenallofasuddenIgethimandI’mfrickin’dealingwiththissickness.Ididn'tknowhowtodealwithit.

Overwhelmedbyhertreatmentprogram,beingawayfromherfiancéandtaking

careofhersickchild,Destinyfellintoadepression:“IwassleepingbecauseIwas

depressed.Iwasdepressedthatmysonwaslikethis.Youknow.Like,whatamI

goingtodo?Ihadnocontroloverthesituation.”Unabletogetoutofbed,Destiny’s

programcounselorfeltthatshewasnotcommittedtohertreatmentandkickedher

out.ThisledtothelossofherchildtotheState:

IdidtheworkbutIendeduptakinganapthatmorningandhejustneverliketheideathatIwastakinganap.Youknow,likeIwasn'ttakingmythingseriously.ButIwasdepressed,youknow.Andhetoldmethatwasn'tenough.SoIendedupgettingmybaby,mybabywastakenaway.

Uponlosingcustodyofhersonandbeingtakenoutoftheroleofhiscaretaker,

Destinyletgoofhercommitmenttotherelationaldomainsexceptforherdrug

network:

Ijustwentoutlike,youknowwhat,fuckthis.I'mjustgoingtogosmoke.Somyresultwasthattheuh,I'mgoingtosmoke.SomyfiancéI'mwithnow,he

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neverknowIwassmoking.Iwentoutandsmoked.Imadeoneexcusetogotakethecarbymyselfandwenttogoseesomeofmyfriends.

Destinyeventuallyre-engagedwithherfiancéandherchildren,returningtothe

drugtreatmentprogramandsuccessfullycompletingit.Shewas,however,later

arrestedandincarceratedforcrimesshecommittedduringherperiodofrunningit

hard.

Asdemonstratedabove,runningithardmeantprioritizingthedrug

networktothedetrimentoftheotherrelationaldomains.Formanyofthewomen,

arrestandincarcerationdidnotnecessarilyendaperiodofrunningithard.Ifa

studyinformantdecidedthatshewas“notreadyforchange”,shemightignorethe

mandatesofthecriminaljusticesystemandleave,goingontherun,orrefusingto

withprogramrules.WecanrecallReganbringingcontrabanditemssuchasherown

cigarettesintoprisonandtalkingbacktotheAdultCorrectionsOfficers(ACOs)in

theprison.

Similarly,Pumehanadescribedbeingincarceratedduringaperiodof

runningithard.Shewasreleasedtoaprisonprogramonsupervisedreleasefortwo

yearsandwentontherunafterfourdays.Likemanyoftheotherwomen,she

stated,“Iwasn’tready.Iwasn’treadytochange”Describingherthoughtprocess

whenthejudgegaveherachoiceinhersentencing,Pumehanaexplainedhowshe

plannedtousewhatwassupposedtobeasteptowardsrehabilitationtoignorethe

Courtordersandgoontherun:

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thejudgetoldmeyoueithergetsentencedtowomen'soryougetsupervisedreleasetoHabilitat.WhenyoucompleteHabilitatthenyoucanwalkinparoleandblahblahblahblah.Ohmygosh!I'mgoingtoHabilitatbecauseIwasgoingtoleavewithindaysafter.Just,yeah.SoIusedthatasawaytoleave.

WhereasPumehanadidnotmakeanattempttocompletehersupervised

releaseprogram,someofthewomencompletedcourt-orderedprogram

requirementstoavoidprisonortogettheirchildrenbackfromtheStatewithno

plantostopusingdrugs.SaidTina:“IwentthroughthemotionscauseIknewIhad

to.Iwantedmysonback.Butinthebackofmymind,Istillwantedtosmoke.Like,I

wasn'treadyyet,tochange.”

Forthewomeninthisstudy,runningithardwastheresultofthe

overlappingdemandsmadebywomenbytheirrelationaldomains.Whilethe

womenwereabletosustainthesedemandsforatime,theysoonfeltoverwhelmed.

Thisfeelingofoverwhelmledthemtobevulnerabletoatriggeringeventthattipped

themintorunningithard.Oneseriousconsequenceofrunningithardwasgetting

entangledwiththecriminaljusticesystem.Forawoman“notreadytochange”,

goingontherun,continueduseofdrugsornotcomplyingwithprisonrulescould

leadtoadditionaltimespentincarcerated.Tinaexpressedthiswhenshesaid,“being

onprobationisaset-upbecauseIcouldneverstaysober.Icouldneverstaystraight,

youknow.SoIknewIwouldkeepmessingup.”SaidYvetteofherextendedtimein

prison:

I’mtiredoffighting.Iwasintherefor14yearsfightinganditslikenothinggoingchange.Thesethingaren't,thesystem'snotgoingtochange.Ithasn't

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changed.Thingsareonlygoingtochangewhentheywantthemto.SotheonlyIcanchangeismyself.AndsoI’mtiredofbeingangry.

ConsideringCulture:TheNativeHawaiianExperience

Figure33:NativeHawaiianRelationalDomains

Outofthe16studyinformants,ninewereNativeHawaiian.Allwereborn

andraisedinHawai‘iexceptYvette,whoreturnedtoHawai‘iwhenshewas10years

old.WhiletheNativeHawaiianwomen’sexperiencescontributedtotheoverall

modelofrelationaldomains,asasub-group,theexperienceofNativeHawaiian

womenwasdistinguishedfromtheoverallsample.

IncontrasttothegeneralmodelproposedinFigure1,inwhichall

relationaldomainswereseparatethoughoverlapping,fortheNativeHawaiian

Family

DrugNetworks

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women,thefamilyasacorerelationaldomainmovedtothecenterofthemodel

(SeeFigure3).FortheNativeHawaiianwomeninthisstudy,familywasofprimary

andsignificantimportanceasarelationaldomain.AsnotedbyKanuha(2005):

AncientHawaiiansociallifecenteredonacomplexcosmologylinkinghumanbeings,animalsandplants,theskies,seaandland,aswellasancestralspirits,inaholisticexperienceruledbygods(akua)andspiritualpowers/forces(mana)(Kanuha2005:65).

Inaccordancewiththisworldview,familialconnectionsandroleswereviewedas

spirituallybased.Pukui,HaertigandLee(1972)write:“TheindividualinoldHawai‘i

viewedhimselfasalinkbetweenhislonglineofforebearsandhisdescendants,

eventhoseyetunborn”(182).Thistranscendentattachmenttofamilyprovidedthe

womenwithparadoxicalandcontrastingfamilialrelationshipsofbothsufferingand

comfort.

AccordingtoTharpetal.(2007),modernNativeHawaiianhouseholdsare

oftenlarge,startedyoung,multigenerationalandinclusiveofextendedand“fictive”

kin.Theextendedfamilyunitspendsmuchtimeinteractingandexchanging

resources,livingasneartoeachotheraspossible.Ratherthanafocuson

independence,theNativeHawaiianfamilysocializeschildrentocontributetothe

familyunit,withanemphasison“interdependence,responsibilityforothers,

sharingofworkandresources,cooperation,andobedienceandrespecttoward

parents(Tharpetal.2007:276).Tothisend,theNativeHawaiianwomeninthis

studydescribedtheirfamiliesbeyondthenuclearfamilyunitsdefinedbynon

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Hawaiians.GrowingupwithasingleNativeHawaiianmother,Meganemphasized

theimportanceofherextendedfamilyinherchildhood:

Mymomwasalwaysthere.Like,it'sweird.Wealwayshadmygrandfather,mygrandparents,mymom'sbrother'sandsisters,sothatwascool.Myuncle,mymom'ssecondbrother,IthinkheusedtoliveonHawaiianHomestead.Mymom'solderbrotherusedtoliveWestSide,andthenyeah.Mymom'syoungerbrotherlivedinKaneohetoo,andmyauntyusedtoliveinHonolulu.

Megan’sfamily’sinteractionsillustratetheimportanceofsharingresourcesas

describedbyTharpetal.(2007).Shedescribedmakingtimetogettogetherwithher

extendedfamilyovertheholidays,includingjokingabouthavingtocamporcook

foodonabarbecue.Sheindicatedhavingthisextendedfamilywasanimportant

partofherchildhood:

LikeChristmas,Imeaneveryholiday.Likeduringthesummers,weall,allofourcousinshavetogocamping,likeCYOcamp.Youknow,theChristianyouthwhateverdownatthebeach?Soweall,everytime.Buttherewasalwayslikeatimespanthatwewouldhavetogotoeachoneofourmom'ssiblings’houses.Soallforone,youknow,weekend,whatever,beforethesummer'soversowewouldhavetogototheirhouses.Like,everysummerwe'ddothat.

Similarly,Erica,whohaddescribedherfamilyas“intertwined”duetohermother’s

threesiblingsmarryingherfather’sthreesiblings,relatedcarryingonthetradition

offamilyget-togetherseveryweekend:

Eventolikeinmyadulthood,everyweekendwouldbelikethatwithmeandmyownsiblings.Andthenourchildren.Wewouldalwaysgotooneofeachother'shouse.Orwewouldallcalleachotherandwegotothebeachandbarbecue.

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Indescribingherfamily,Melewasabletotracethehometownofeachof

hergrandparents,describingthefamilynamesandlineage.Shegrewupwithher

matrilinealfamilythathadconnectionsintothecommunityatlarge:

Mymom'sside,theywasreallyloving.Ireallydidtheylikedtoplaymusic.Theyplayedthesteelguitarandtheyusedtosingtomealot,youknow,myunclesandmyaunties.Um,youknow[wellknownkumuhula(hulateacher)]?Hismomandmymomisfirstcousins.SoIalwaysspenttime,Ialwayswaswiththem,youknow.

Asnotedearlier,thewomeninthisstudy,bothNativeHawaiianandnot,

engagedinasignificantamountofcaretakingwithintheirkinshipnetworks.The

NativeHawaiianwomeninthisstudy,however,werechargedmorefrequentlywith

caretakingtheirsiblingsthanthenon-NativeHawaiianwomenwere(conversely,

thenon-NativeHawaiianwomenmorefrequentlydiscussedfinancialcaretakingfor

theirfamilies).ThisalignswiththeresearchonmodernNativeHawaiianfamiliesas

describedbyTharpetal.(2007):

Youngstersassumecriticalfamilyresponsibilitiesearly;theycontributeasmembersofaworkforceofsiblingswhoareresponsibleasagroupforgettingworkdone.Childcareissharedbyparentsandolderchildren;oldersiblingsareoftentheprimarycaretakers(278).

AsreflectedinErica’scase,“usuallyonechild,mostoftentheeldestgirl,seestoit

thatmajorjobsgetdone,thatyoungersiblingsaretended”(Tharpetal.2007:278).

RecallthatEricatookonamother-likeroleinherfamily,caringforsiblingswhen

hermotherwasatworkandherfatherhadretreatedintodruguse.Thoughshewas

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nottheoldest,shewasthefirstchildconsideredcapableenoughtotendtothe

others,ashersisterwasbornwithanintellectualdisability.

Finally,Tharpetal.suggestthat“Hawaiianchildrenarenotsupposedto

‘maketrouble,’buttheyareexpectedtostandupforthemselves,eventothepointof

fighting,andnotturntoadultsforsympathyorhelpwithpeerproblems(278).

Yvetteembodiedthisadage.Asdescribedearlier,Yvettewaslonelyandangryfor

havingtomovebacktoHawai‘iwithherparents.Theotherstudentsatschool

pickedonherforbeing“white”andmadefunofherfacethatwashealingfromacar

accidentincurredwhileherfatherwasdrivingdrunk.Sherecalledgettingher

aggressionoutbyfightingwithherbrotherandthenparlayingthatintowinning

fightswithherpeers:

SoIwasfightingalot,yeah.SoIbecame,nowthatIlookbackonit,Iwasreallypunchy,yeah.SoIgotmostofmydisciplineIgotfrommyolderbrotherbecausemydadneverhitmeandmymomleft.Somybrotherwouldcomehomeandbelikeno.AndIjustwouldbelike,okay,okay,nowwegooutbackandustwogoingfight.Youknow,becauseIgotlickingsfrommybrother,nobodyelseinmyhousecoulddoanythingthatwouldhurt.Youknow,so.Ijustfight.AndIwouldwin.

Despiteher“punchy”disposition,Yvetterecalledbeingtheonlyoneinher

familytobeabletocalmherfatherdown:Thatsheaccepteditandtookitonwasa

wayoffulfillingherkuleana,herresponsibilitytofamilymemberspast,presentand

future.Yvettespokeoflosingthispoweroverherfatherafterhehitherforthefirst

timewhensheshieldedhermotherfromhisviolence.Yvettedescribedfeelinglost

andworthlessafterlosingthespiritualconnectionwithherfather:

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Thefirsttimemydadhitme,tomethatwastheutmostlike,Ifailedeverybodyandeverything.ItslikeIdidn'thaveitanymore.Hegaveuponme.ItwaslikeIhadnothingalready.SoIhadnousetoanybodyoranythinganymoresoIleft.IfeltuselesssoIleft.Iwasuselesstoeverybodyandeverything,soIwenttothestreets.AndIjustgaveuponlife.CausemydadwaseverythingtomeandsoIfeltlikeifhedidn'tthinkIwasnothing,thenIwasnothing.

Yvettefeltlostandemptywithoutherspiritualconnectiontoherfather.Shesoon

noticedthathersonhadtakenupthisrole:

Mysonhadit.Mysoncouldjumponmyfather'slapandbelike,‘Papa.’’’Youknow,‘causemydadneverhithim.Mydad,he-IwaswatchingmysonwithmydadandIwasproudofthefactthatmysonhadit,butIwasmissingmydad[cries].

ThisdynamiccausedYvettesomeinnerturmoil,feelingjealousofhersonandthen

feelingguiltyforfeelingjealous.Shesaid,“somepartofmewasjealousofmyson

becauseitwashimwhohadit.Igaveittohim.”Inherstatement,“Igaveittohim,”

YvettepointsouttheeternalbondwithinNativeHawaiianfamilies.Shealso

acknowledgedthathersonhadbeenchosentofulfillherformerroleinherfather’s

lifeandwithinthefamily.Yvette’ssenseoflossandgriefcompoundedwithher

father’sdeath:

Evenupuntilmydad'sdeathIreallydidn'tknowwhatmylifewas.AndthenmydaddiedandIwaslike,howdoIliveinthisworldwith,whereismylife?Ididn'tknowwheremylifewaswithoutmyparents'drama.Becausethat'sallmylifewas.

ExaminingYvette’sfeelingsoflossandaimlessnessafterthelossofherfatherand

thecaretakingroleshewassoentrenchedindemonstratesthedepthstowhichthe

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womentookonthetaskofcaretaking.Havingbeendesignatedascaretakerforher

family,uponthelossofthepowertocalmherfatherandthenwithhisultimate

death,Yvettelostboththerolethatensuredhercontinuedimportancetoherfamily

andlostanintegralpartoftheveryfamilysystemthatshewasdrawingmutual

interdependencefrom.

LikeYvette,manyoftheHawaiianwomeninthisstudyhaddeeplyrooted,

spiritualconnectionstotheirfamily.TheHawaiianwomeninthisstudyspokeof

learningHawaiianculturalvaluesfromtheirgrandparentsandolderrelatives.Erica

recalledhergrandmotherinstillinginherthevalueofhardworkandofproviding

forthosewhohadless:“mystovewillalwayshavesomethingcooked,yeah.And

thatwasjusttheway'ohanais.AndifIseeoneofmyson'sfriendswhomightbe

homeless,come,Igoinggive‘emclothes.”

Oneoftheoldestwomeninthisstudy,Mele,recalledheruncletakingher

andhercousinsonoutingstoexperiencetheirislandhome.Sherecalledhimtaking

themonanighttimeexcursiontolookforglassfloatsthatwouldwashupinthe

shorelinecavesfromJapanesefishingboats:

Thefirsttimehetookus,hemadeussitdowninthedarkandhetoldusguysforbequietandlisten.SoallIrememberwashearingthisthing,‘clack,clack,clack,clack’.Andyouknow,gottabeanything.Couldhearthewind.Butyoucouldhearthe‘clack,clack,clack,clack’.Andthenhetellusturnonthelight.Andwhenweturnonthelight,thewholebeachwasfullwithglassballs.

Onotheroccasions,herunclewouldtakethechildrentothemountains:

myunclewouldtakeusguysuptotheridge,earlyinthemorning,coldashell[laughs].Freezing!Hetakesusuptotheridgeandhemakesusbequiet

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again,‘nomakenoise.’Andweallsittingouttherefreezing.Andthesuncomesup,andallalongtheridge,youseealltheanimals:pheasants,pigs,cows,younameitorwhatever,theyallstandingupagainsttheridgeandtheyjuststandingwatchingthesuncomeup.

Melelamentedthattheseexperiencescouldnotbesharedwithherownchildren:“I

meanbutnow,that'ssomethingsthatyoucannotsharewithyourownkids‘cause

nomorealready.Youknow?”Toexplainhersenseofloss,Melerecalledhersadness

whenQueen’sBath,anopen-airlavatubeonHawai‘iIsland,wascoveredbylava:

likewhenthevolcanowentcovertheQueen'sBath.Icried!Icried,IcriedandIcried.It'slike,‘whatyoucryingfor?’ButbecauseIwentthereandIwentgoswimmingovertheretheyearbefore,Ithink.UmIwasbringingtoo,myotherdaughter.Theylike,‘whatyoucryingfor?’andIwaslike,‘nomoretheQueen'sBathanymore‘causethevolcanowenttakeemback.’

ShecontinuedtodescribethelossshefeltafterthedeathofIsraelKamakawiwo’ole

whoselyricstoHawai‘i785madeher“understandwhatitmeanttobeaHawaiian.”

5Uamau,keeaokaaina,ikapono,oHawai'iUamau,keeaokaaina,ikapono,oHawai'i(TheLifeoftheLandisPerpetuatedinRighteousness)IfjustforadayourkingandqueenWouldvisitalltheseislandsandsaweverythingHowwouldtheyfeelaboutthechangesofourlandCouldyoujustimagineiftheywerearoundAndsawhighwaysontheirsacredgroundsHowwouldtheyfeelaboutthismoderncitylifeTearswouldcomefromeachotherseyesAstheywouldstoptorealizeThatourpeopleareingreatgreatdangernowHow,wouldtheyfeel,couldtheirsmilesbecontent,thencry

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ShedescribedthisknowledgeasunderstandingwhattheKingandQueenwould

wantfortheirpeople.AssomeoneconsciousofherHawaiianancestry,Melewas

alsoacaretakerofcultureforherownfamily.Sherelatedbeingtheonepersonto

remindherfamilythatapopularwaterfallhikewasasacredplacetotheHawaiian

gods.Afterarockslideatthefallskilled11people,shereiteratedtoherfamilythat

theyandothershadnorighttobethere:

EverytimeIwenttoSacredFalls,IwenttotheopeningofitandIwouldstopandIwouldwalkawayandIwouldsay,‘no,Iwaitforyouguysoverhere.’AndIwouldletthem.‘Why,Mele?’AndIwouldsay,‘Idon'tknow.’Isaid,‘Inobelongoverthere.’AndIwouldn'tgo.Andthenwhenthepeoplewentpassaway,thepeoplediedoverthere,fromwhenthethingwentopenthatday,somebodywentaskme,‘whatdoesthatmean?’Isaidthatmeanstheyshouldn'tbegoingupthere.Theyshouldn'tletanybodyjustgoupthere.

[Chorus:]Cryforthegods,cryforthepeopleCryforthelandthatwastakenawayAndthenyetyou'llfind,Hawai'iCouldyoujustimaginetheycamebackAndsawtrafficlightsandrailroadtracksHowwouldtheyfeelaboutthismoderncitylifeTearswouldcomefromeachotherseyesAstheywouldstoptorealizeThatourlandisingreatgreatdangernowAllthefightingthatthekinghaddoneToconqueralltheseislandsnowthesecondominiumsHowwouldhefeelifhesawHawai'ineiHow,wouldhefeel,wouldhissmilebecontent,thencry

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Inthisway,Melehadthekuleana(responsibility)ofbothherfamilyandherNative

Hawaiianculture.WhileMeleandEricafeltconnectedtotheirfamilies,Destinyfelt

disconnected.Leftbyhermotherinhergrandmother’shouse,Destinywas

oftentimesisolatedbyherotherfamilymembers:

Mycousinswouldalwayspickonmebecausetheycould.AndChristmas-time,youknow,theywouldgetpresentsandIwouldn't.Youknow,juststufflikethat,thatmademefeelhurt.Itmademefeelhurtlikenobodylovedme,youknow.

Despiteorperhapsbecauseofherisolationandloneliness,Destinycontinually

soughtamoreemotionalconnectionwithhermotherandgrandmother.Shenever

receivedtheemotionalconnectionthatshedesired,butshebelievedthatthe

distancehadaculturalbasis.Destinyposited,“NativeHawaiianfamilies,theydon't

reallyopenuplikethat.”Sheadded:

LikeIwasneverbroughtuponecertainway.Itwasjustdowhateveryoulike,youknowwhatImean,kindofstyle.Um,mygrandmawaslike,‘goschool.’Wealwayshadtogoschool.Butotherthanthat,everybodyjustdidwhatevertheywantedto,prettymuch,youknow.Um,therewasnodisciplineinourfamily.Wekindofjusthadbigmeals,youknow.Weall,that'swhatourfamilydidtogether,wasjustfood.Really.Wenevergotintopersonal,weneversatdownatthetableandtalkstoryaboutwhathappenedinourday,youknowwhatImean.Orourfeelingsoranythinglikethat.Itwasjust,therewasnothing.Itwaslikenothing.

Delvingdeeperintoherfamilyhistory,however,Destinysharedthathergreat-

grandmotherhadbeenasmartbusinesswoman,amassingpropertyandwealth.

Afterthreegenerationsofalcoholabuseandincestualsexualmolestation,thefamily

felltodruguseandsquabblesoverproperty.Destinysharedthatshehadhergreat-

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grandmother’svaluesinstilledinher.Shestillremembershergreat-grandmother

fondlyandregularlyvisitshergrave.

AccordingtoPukui,HaertigandLee(1972),Destiny’sobservationofthe

familynot“reallyopeninguplikethat”isgroundedinaHawaiianculturalcontext:

Tothetradition-imbuedHawaiian,questionsaboutfamilyrelationshipsandhealthhistoriesaremorethanrude.Answeringsuchquestionstakesonthequalityofkaula’inaiwiikalā,orevenholeholeiwi.Bothwereonceactualpractices.Kaula’inaiwiikalāwas“bleachingthebonesofone’sancestorsinthesun.”Holeholeiwiwasthegrimpreparatorystep,literallyremovingor“stripping”the“fleshfromthebones”ofthedeadbody”(158).

Theyfurtherthatthishasimplicationsformoderndayfamilies:

‘dryingthebonesinthesun’meanstalkingtoofreelyaboutancestorstonon-familymembers.‘Strippingthebones’isthemoreseriousoffenseofairingthefaultsandweaknessesofrelativesorancestorstooutsiders(Pukui,HaertigandKee1972:158).

Whilediscussingthefailuresofthefamilyisnotcommon,Pukui,HaertigandLee

(1972)notethatitisalsoimpropertoboastaboutaccomplishmentsofancientand

currentfamilymembers:“bothfameandshame—infactallfamilyaffairs—are

discreetlykeptwithinthefamily”(158).Destiny’sexperienceasawomanina

modernNativeHawaiianfamilydemonstratestheconflictbetweentraditionaland

modernhelpingapproachesdescribedbyKanuha(2005).Asawomanin

contemporaryHawai‘i,DestinyismorecomfortableseekingWestern-styletalk-

therapyapproachesthanherfamily.Thatsaid,shemaintainedadestinedroleas

caretakertoherimmediatefamilyasillustratedbyhercaringforhermother.She

mayalsobeunderstoodtobethespiritualprotectorandperpetuatorofthecore

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valuesofher‘ohana.Thisdualrole,bridgingthetraditionalculturalvalueswith

modernoneswaspainfulforDestinyasachild,but,likeMele,perhapsindicatesa

higherpurposeforherbeinginregardstoherfamily.

Asindicatedbytheexamplesabove,theNativeHawaiianwomeninthis

studyfrequentlymanagedtheirfamiliesbycaretakingthemstartingwhenthey

wereyoung.Aspreviouslydiscussed,manyofthewomenlivedinabusivefamilies

inwhichdrugsandalcoholwereproblems.Regardless,theNativeHawaiianwomen

reportedbeinginclosecontactwiththeirfamiliesthroughouttheirlives;evenwhen

theylefttheirfamilyhomes,theywouldcontinuetobeintouchwithfamily

members.ManyoftheNativeHawaiianwomenstatedthattheirfamiliesweretheir

biggestsupporterswhiletheywereincarcerated.

Anuhea,aNativeHawaiianwomanfromsuburbanOahuprovidedan

exampleofthis.Shedescribedherchildhoodaslonely,asshewastreateddifferently

thanhersiblings:whenAnuhea’smotherwaspregnantwithherandconsidering

givingherupforadoption,Anuhea’sgrandmothertookheronasherownspecial

child,apracticenotuncommoninHawaiianculture(Pukui,HaertigandKee

1972:158).Thoughshelivedwithhermotherandtherestofherothersiblings,

Anuhea’sgrandmother’sfavorprotectedherfromtheharshphysicalpunishment

hersiblingsreceivedfromtheirmother.

Despite,orperhapstoassuage,thejealousywithwhichshewasregarded

byhersiblings,shetookontheroleascaretakertohersiblings’children:“Allmy

life,I'vebeentheonewhohashelpedmyfamily.I’vetakencareofmyniecesand

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nephews,almostallmyentirefamily.I'veraisedthemsinceIwasachild,you

know.”Anuhea’scaretakingkepthersiblings’feelingsofjealousyatbay.Anuheafelt

supportedbythemonceshewasincarcerated:“Ineverneededtheirsupport,[but]

itwasreallynicewhenIwasincarceratedtoseethemsupportme.”

Similarly,Jackie,whohaddescribedachildhoodofwitnessingdomestic

violence,interfamilialdruguseandfeelingasifhermotherdidn’tloveherenoughto

protectherfromdrugs,describedhowhermotherhadsupportedherthroughher

incarceration.Hermothernowputsmoneyintoherprisonaccountandtakescare

ofoneofherchildrenwhilesheisincarcerated.SaidJackie,“she'lltellmeshelove

meandstufflikethat….mymomisalwaysgoingbemysupportsystem.”

Inanotherexample,Erica’smotherwhoheldErica’shandtoastovewhen

shewasarrestedforstealingatnineyearsold,wastakingcareofErica’schildren

whorangeinagefromfiveyearsoldthrough21.Ericaalsomentionedreceiving

supportfromthesamesiblingsthatsheusedtocaretakewhenshewasyounger,

notingthatnooneelsecamethroughforherduringherincarceration:

WhenIgotlockedup,nobodywasthereforme.Nobodyputmoneyonmybooks,nobodywentwritetome.Onlymysistersandmydaughter.MysistersisintheBigIslandandtheywassendingmecardsandupliftingwordsofencouragement.NotoneofthosefriendsthatIthoughtwasmyfriends,youknowwhatImean.

FortheNativeHawaiianwomeninthisstudy,familywasatthecoreofalloftheir

interactions,contextualizingalloftheotherrelationaldomainsandsocial

interactions.

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Atthesametimethatthespiritualconnectiontotheirfamiliesbroughtthe

womenasenseofbelonging,thesensethatNativeHawaiianfamiliesweresuffering

intheirownhomelandsalsocametothefore.Manyoftherespondentsdescribed

generationsofphysicalandsexualabusewithnohelpsoughtoroffered.Erica

describedthisasa“generationalcurse:”

Mygrandfatherwasabusive.Hewasinthemilitary.Andthenmygrandmawashomewithallthekidsandhewasalwaysgone,youknow,inthemilitary.Andum,thekidswouldbecuttingoutofschoolandtheywouldhideinthetree.Thisiswhatmydadtoldme.Andtheysawthemombringinghomeallkindmilitaryguys.Sotheyallhatedtheirmother,yeah.Butwhenthefathercamehome,therewasalwaysfightingbetweenthecouple.Andthenhebeatsthekidsup.Somyfatherdidwhathisfatherdidtohimtous.

Similarly,whenaskedaboutwhetherherfamilyhadaprideinbeingNative

Hawaiian,Anuheaanswered:

Iwouldhavetosaymygrandmother'sgeneration,yes.Mymom,no.sheactuallyhatedallthingsHawaiian.Because,Idon'treallyknowwhy.Butwithhergenerationcametheeconomicdisadvantage,theincest,andeverythingthatconnectedtoitwasembarrassment,shame.

Anuhea,however,sawherselfandhergenerationasagenerationreadytomake

change.Sheexpressed:

We'renotdumb,youknow.Weneedtostopbeingtreatedlikesecondcitizens.Wehavearight.We'reofthisland,especially.Andforeignershavetakenoverandtreateduslikewe'retheminorityandwe'renot,youknow.We'rethemajorityandwehavearighttothisplace.Theycomeoverandtakeoverandtreatuslikewedon'tbelonghereandwebelongheremost.

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FortheNativeHawaiianwomeninthisstudy,theirfamiliesandtheir

Hawaiianculturewerecentraltotheirlives.Theculturalharmsenactedupon

NativeHawaiiansintheirhomelandswasalwaysintheconsciousnessofthewomen

interviewed.Theysawthemselvesastheresultofandchangeagentsforthecycles

ofharmtheirfamilieshadadaptedto.SaidErica:“Istartedtogothatrouteagain.

ButIknowthistimearoundIhaveto.Ihavetobreakthatgenerational[cycle],

‘causemysons.”

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CONCLUSION

SummaryandDiscussionofFindings

Thewomeninthisstudydiscussedfourmajorsitesofsocialinteraction,

heretermedrelationaldomains.ThesedomainsincludedtheirFamilies,their

IntimatePartners,theirDrugNetworksandtheCriminalJusticeSystem.Ineach

domain,thewomenfoundopposingbutreciprocalfunctionsincludingaffirmation

andsuffering,empowermentandabasement,andopportunitiestoengagein

conventionalandcriminalizedbehaviors.Womenutilizedawiderangeofgendered

strategiestomanageboththepositiveandnegativeaspectsofeachdomain.The

tensionsandcontradictionsbetweenthefourdomainsseemedtobemanageable

muchofthetime.

Inherstudyofthewaysincarceratedmothersenacttheroleofmotherhood

whileinprison,Enos(2001)wrote:

Becauseidentitiesaremanyandvariedand,insomeinstances,competingandcontradictory,individualsmustmanagetobalanceidentities,withtheresultthatsomearemoresalient,carrymorecommitment,andhavemoresignificantimpactonthedevelopmentoftheself(34).

SimilartothebalancingofidentitiesdescribedbyEnos(2001),thewomenin

thisstudywereabletosustainandmanagethemultiplerolestheyplayedintheir

relationaldomainsforperiodsoftime.Thatis,theyfeltreasonablecontrolover

theirownlives.Asthedemandsandconflictsfromeachrelationaldomainincreased

andpressuresmounted,allinformantsdescribedfeelingoverwhelmedatsome

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pointintime,usingtermssuchassnowballing,goingdownhillandspinningout.

Thislossoftheirownsenseofequilibriummadethewomenvulnerabletoexternal

triggersthatpushedthempastthetippingpointintoaconcentratedperiodofdrug

use.Thewomencalledthis“runningithard.”Thischallengesthecurrent

understandingofwomen’saddictionasadiseaseoralatentindividualtraitthat

womenmustfight.

Definingaddictionasa“chronicneglectofselfinfavorofsomethingor

someoneelse”(4),Covington(2002)wrotethatwomen’ssubstanceabuseisbest

understoodasadisease.Analogoustocancer,Covingtonviewsaddictionasa

diseasethathasbiological,life-styleandenvironmentalorigins.Women’saddiction,

shewrote,is“apartofalargerportraitthatincludesawoman’sindividualhistory,

andthesocial,economic,andculturalfactorsthatcreatethecontextofherlife”

(Covington2002:2).

Covington(2002)describedwomen’saddictionasrelational.Shewrote

thatwomenoftenusedrugsinordertoenterintoorsolidifyrelationshipsand

personifytheirsubstancesofchoiceinamannercomparabletoanintimatepartner.

AccordingtoCovington,theaddictionprocessisadownwardspiral,awhirlpoolthat

claimswomenanddragsthemintosolefocusondrugs,similartoanabusive

relationship:

Addictionpullstheaddictintoever-tighteningcircles,constrictingherlifeuntilsheiscompletelyfocusedonthedrug.Theobjectofheraddictionbecomestheorganizingprincipleofherlife.Usingalcoholorotherdrugs,protectinghersupply,hidingheraddictionfromothers,andcultivatingher

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love-haterelationshipwithherdrugbegintodominateherworld(Covington2002:2).

AccordingtoCovington,therapistsmusthelpaddictedwomenacceptthelabel

“addict”inordertofacilitatechange(Covington2002).

Thefindingsfromthisstudycorroboratetherelationalnatureofdruguse

describedbyCovington(2002).However,thisstudysuggeststhatratherthan

conceptualizingaddictionasalatentdiseasethatmayawakenandtakeovera

woman’slife,causinghertofocusonherrelationshiptothedrugs,wemust

considerthewaysinwhichdruguseisarelationalendeavor.Drugusetakesplaces

withinarelationalDrugNetwork.Assuch,forthewomeninthisstudy,substance

abusedidnotnecessarilyreflect“neglectofself,”butrather,tookplacewithinasite

ofinterpersonalrelationshipsthatthewomenbalancedwiththeirother

interpersonalrelationships.Whenthedemandsfromtheirrelationshipsbecame

overwhelming,thewomenbeganrunningithard.

Iarguethatrunningithardwasastrategyusedasameansofescapingthe

overwhelmingandconflictingdemandsplaceduponthemintheirrelational

domains.ToborrowaphrasefromMichelleBurnham(1993)inherdiscussionof

agencyinHarrietHarrietJacobs'slavenarrative,IncidentsintheLifeofaSlaveGirl,

in“runningithard,”thewomenfounda“loopholeofresistance,”aretreatinwhich

theycould“disappearinplainsight.”Thisloopholeofresistanceallowedthe

womentodelvedeepintotheirdrugnetworkswhileresistingthedemandsand

requestsfromtheirotherrelationaldomains.JustasKandiyoti(1988)arguedthat

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patriarchalstructuresmightbeidentifiedbythetypesofresistancewomenenact,

Burnhamwrote:

OnlybyshiftingtheconceptualizationofagencyawayfromtheLoopholesofResistance,subjectandtowardthestructuremightonelocatesitesthat,likeloopholes,escapedetectionandthusenableresistanceandagency(Burnham1993:63).

Forthewomeninthisstudy,druguseprovidedtheloopholebywhichtheycould

escapethegendereddemandsfromtheirrelationaldomains.Asawomanina

patriarchy,providingnurturing,loveandcareforfamilymembersandpartnerswas

expectedofthewomen.Takingappropriatelygenderedrolesinthedrugnetwork

wasexpectedofthewomen.Beingdocileinthecriminaljusticesystemwas

expectedofthewomen.Whentheseoverlappingdemandsoftheirtimeand

emotionallabor(BrotheridgeandGrandey2002)becametoooverwhelming,the

womenretreatedtoaspaceinwhichtheycouldclaimabsolutionfromother

escalatingdemands.

Manyofthewomendescribedtheirtimerunningithardasbeing“intheir

addiction.”Thislanguagewascommonlyusedinsubstanceabusetreatment

programsbasedonthediseasemodeldescribedabove.Whilethesewordswere

meanttohelpwomenunderstandtheirphysicaladdictionstodrugs,wecanseehow

thislabelcanalsobeusedasashield,deflectingtheimposedresponsibilityofcaring

ofothers;“Iaminmyaddiction,Ican’thelpyou.”Ratherthanseeingthisasafailing

onthewomen’sparts,weshouldconsiderthatforthewomeninthisstudy,turning

totheirdrugnetworkswasawayofexercisingagency;ofrejectingthesocietal

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demandsthattheydotheirgender“right”bycaretakingtheirlovedones,managing

theirphysical,emotionalandsexualabuses,andbeingcompliantwiththelawsallat

thesametime.

Manyofthewomencommittedthecrimesthatbroughtthemtoprison

whilerunningithard.Whiletheirtimebehindbarssometimeshelpedsomeofthem

todisruptthenegativeconsequencesofretreatingtotheirdrugnetworks,for

others,prisonsimplyservedasapausepoint.Allofthewomeninthisstudydeemed

themselvesreadytoemergefromrunningithardanddescribedtheperceived

difficultiesofmanagingtheirrelationaldomainspost-incarcerationwithhighhopes

offindingabetterequilibrium.Truehelpandchangemightbestrengthenedforthe

womeniftheycancontextualizetheirfeelingsofoverwhelmandinadequacywithin

largerpatriarchalforces.Additionally,thewomen’seffortstocareforothersshould

beacknowledgedandrecognized.Ratherthanforcingwomentotakeonthelabelof

“addict,”effortsmightbemadetohelpwomenunderstandwhichoftherelational

domainsareconnected,howmucheachofthedomainsexertpressureonthem,and

toworktowardidentifyingthattippingpointbeforerunningithard.

ItisimportanttonotethatthisstudyindicatedthatNativeHawaiian

women’ssocialrelationshipsspecificallyprioritizethefamily.TheNativeHawaiian

women’smanagementoffamilynetworkswasrootedintheculturallysignificant

beliefsandpracticesof‘ohana.Thisspiritualconnectioniseasilyoverlookedby

practitionerswhoarenotNativeHawaiianand/orwhoarenotattunedtothis

familialdynamic,aswecontinuetoimproveuponourunderstandingof

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incarceratedwomen.Thisisimportantasweseekculturallyappropriate

preventionandinterventionprogramming.

Patterson,UkigachiukiandBissen(2013)describedtheimplementationof

trauma-informedcarefromaNativeHawaiianculturalstandpointattheWomen’s

CommunityCorrectionCenter(WCCC)onOahu.Patterson,theformerWCCC

wardenexpressedhisdesiretoprovidethewomen,especiallytheNativeHawaiian

women,aspacetohealfromindividualandinstitutionalizedtrauma”(Patterson,

UchigakiuchiandBissen2013).Drawingfromtheconceptofpu‘uhonua,a“placeto

liveaforgivenlife,aplacefortransformationthatnurtureshealingwithinthe

individual,family,andcommunity”(Patterson,UchigakiuchiandBissen2013:315),

Pattersonandhisstaffstrovetotransformthewomen’sprisonintoaplaceof

healing.MergingtheNativeHawaiianmodelofpu‘uhonuawithcommunity-based,

trauma-informedcare,Pattersonandhisstaffbegantheimportanttaskofcreating,

implementingandevaluatingscreenings,programmingandpartnershipstoreduce

recidivismandbegintohealindividualsandcommunities(Patterson,Uchigakiuchi

andBissen2013).

Thefindingsfromthisstudysupportsucheffortsintwoimportantways.

First,thisstudycorroboratesthatwomenincarceratedinHawai‘ihaveexperienced

greatamountsoftrauma.Itfurthersourunderstandingofwomen’strauma,both

physicalandemotional,bylocatingtraumawithinspecificrelationaldomainsand

revealingstrategiesformanagingtherelationaldomains.Theresultsalso

demonstratethattherelationshipsthatcausetraumaarealsothesourceof

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empowermentandlove,thuscomplicatingsolutionsandinterventions.The

dualisticnatureoftherelationaldomainsandtheirattendantmanagement

strategiesemphasizetheneedforprogrammingthatdoesmorethanre-socializean

offender.

Secondly,theresultsofthisstudyindicatetheneedforculturally

appropriateinterventions.Liketheconceptofpu‘uhonua,utilizingculturally-based

practiceswouldbetteraddresstheneedsofthewomenincarceratedinHawai‘i.This

wouldbemosttruefortheNativeHawaiianwomen.Oncesuchpracticeis

ho‘oponopono.

Ho‘oponopono,or“tomakeright,”isaNativeHawaiianpracticeofmending

relationships(Ito1985;Nishihara1978).Thispracticecallsupontheparticipantsto

clearconflictthroughopen,honestdiscussionframedbyspiritualconnections.In

ho‘oponopono,troublesareviewedasintertwinedand“thecomponentsofeach

successiveproblemaredealtwithindividuallywithonelevelleadingtothenext”

(Nishihara1978:563).Eachlevelofproblemisdisentangleduntilunderstanding

andresolutionhasbeenreached.Currentlybeingusedinselectcourtcasesandasa

componenttoculturally-basedprogramsforNativeHawaiianjuvenileoffenders

(Kelleher2015;Perez2016),ho‘oponoponowouldprovidehealingforNative

Hawaiianwomenandtheirfamilies.Asfamiliesarethecentralrelationaldomainfor

theNativeHawaiianwomeninthisstudy,strengtheningthisdomainthrough

culturally-basedmeansmaypreventrecidivismandpreventfuturegenerationsof

NativeHawaiianwomenfromrunningithard.

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StudyLimitations

Whilethetheoreticalconstructspresentedherearebackedupbythedata,

therearestudylimitations.Themainlimitationisthatitisnon-generalizable.Thisis

duetoseveralfactors.Thefirstisthenumberofstudyinformantsandthenon-

randomnatureofthesampling.Thesamplesize(n=16)issmallandrepresented

lessthan1%ofincarceratedwomeninHawai`i.Additionally,thesemi-structured

natureoftheinterviewswouldmakethisstudydifficulttoreplicate,asinterviews

weretheresultofaguidedconversationbetweentheinformantandtheresearcher.

Finally,asnotedbyCharmaz(2006),theanalysisandtheconclusionsareadirect

resultoftheinteractionsbetweentheinformantsandtheresearcher,withthe

knowledgeandlifeexperiencesoftheresearcherworkingwiththedatatoallowa

theorytoemerge.Duetomysociallocationasamiddle-class,multiracial(Non-

NativeHawaiian),heterosexual,married,non-incarceratedwoman,theinteractionI

hadwiththestudyinformantscannotbepreciselyreplicated.Thisalsomakesthe

studynon-generalizable.Thestudydoes,however,contributetothelargerbodyof

knowledgeaboutincarceratedwomen,specificallythoseincarceratedinHawai‘i.

ConsiderationsforFutureResearch

Theknowledgegainedfromthisqualitativestudyhasopenedthedoorfor

newavenuesofresearchontheexperiencesofwomenwhoareincarceratedin

Hawai‘i.Futureresearchshouldcenteronamoredetailedinquiryintothe

relationaldomainsandprocessesbywhichwomenmanagethem.Specialattention

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shouldbepaidtothewaysinwhichthemanagementstylesarethesameandhow

theydifferorvaryacrossrelationaldomainsdependingoncommunityandcultural

influences.Futureresearchshouldalsocontinuetoseekgenderedandcultural

differenceforthemanagementofrelationaldomains

Eventsthattriggerrunningithardshouldalsobeconsidered.Thiswould

includethetypesofeventsthatcausethe“snowball”effectandpusheveryday

managementintorunningithard.Thiscouldbeexaminedastothetiming,

sequencingandorderoftriggeringevents.Futureresearchcouldalsoexaminein

greaterdetailhowrunningithardcomestoanend.

Finally,futureresearchshouldfocusonrunningithardandhow

incarceratedwomen’saddictionsmaybebetterunderstoodintermsof

relationshipsratherthanasanindividualdisease.

FinalStatement

ThewomenIinterviewedaspartofthisstudy,aswellastheotherwomenI

metattheworkfurloughprogram,haveendured,persistedandovercomealmost

unimaginablelifeobstacles.Theydemonstratedadesiretosurviveandthrivewhen

manyofusmighthavestumbledundertheweightofthestruggle.Yet,theyremain

optimistic.SaidSandy,“I'mhappynowbecause,Imean,Icanbeexcitedaboutthe

future.”

Theyalsoremaincommittedtotheirsocialrelationships,seekinghealthy

waystointeractwiththeirfamilies,friendsandpartners,aswellasotherwomenin

thecriminaljusticesystem.Manyofthewomenexpressedawillingnessto

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participateinthisstudywiththehopesofhelpingothers.SaidAnuhea,“Ijustfelt

likeifdocumentingpeoplethathavealreadybeenharmedcanhelppeopleinthe

future,thenifthere'sanythingthatIcansaythat'sgoingtohelp,thenbyallmeans.”

Thisgenerosityofspiritisadmirableanddemonstratestheextenttowhichthe

womenarewillingtocareforothers.Itismysincerehopethattheknowledge

illuminatedinthisstudycanbeusedtoservewomenincarceratedinthestateof

Hawai‘i,andtoseekwaystobuildup,asopposedtopunishandcriminalize,women

whostrugglewiththemanagementoftheirsocialrelationships.

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Appendix2

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Appendix3CONSENTFORMTheCriminalizationofWomeninHawai´iMynameisCoreyAdler.IamconductingastudyaboutwomeninHawai`iwhohavebeenarrestedandincarceratedforcommittingcrimes.Themainpurposeofthisstudyistounderstandhowwomenhavebeentreatedandlabeledthroughouttheirlivesandhowthisrelatestothembeingarrestedandincarcerated.IamconductingthisprojectinordertocompletemyPh.D.insociologyattheUniversityofHawaii,Manoa.Ifyouagreetoparticipate,youwillbeinterviewedonetime.Youwillbeaskedquestionsaboutbeingfemale,belongingtoyourracial/ethnicgroup,breakingthelawandreasonstostopcommittingcrimes.Yourinterviewwilltakebetween30to90minutes.Approximately30peoplewillparticipateinthewholestudy.ProceduresIfyouareinterestedinparticipatinginthisstudy,youcancontactmedirectlyorsignupthroughtheKaHaleHo‘ālaHouNoNāWāhinecasemanagers.Ifyoudon’twanttoparticipate,therearenoconsequences.Ifyoudowanttoparticipate,Iwillworktofindatimethatworksbestforyou.InterviewsmayhappeninaprivateroomatKaHaleHo‘ālaHouNoNāWāhine,oratapublicplacewhereyoufeelcomfortable.Whenyousignuptoparticipateinthisstudy,youwillreceiveinformationaboutthestudyandbeinformedthatparticipationinthestudyiscompletelyvoluntary.Whenyoucometotheinterview,Iwillgooverthemainpurposesofthestudywithyou.Iwillalsoletyouknowwhatwillhappenstep-by-step.Next,youwillfilloutaformwithsomebackgroundquestionslikeyoursex/gender,age,householdincome,etc.Iwillnotaskyoutoputyourname,address,phonenumberoranyotherpersonalinformationontheform.Whenwestarttheinterview,Iwillaskyouquestionsaboutyourselfincludingquestionsaboutyourchildhood,yourethnicity,beingawomanandaboutcrimecommissionandthereasonsforstoppingcrime.Risks,Stress,orDiscomfortAttimesduringthisinterview,youmightfeeluncomfortablesharingcertaintypesofinformationoryouropinions.Youalwayshavetherighttoskipquestions.Iwouldalsoliketotaperecordtheinterview.Ifthismakesyouuncomfortable,pleaseletmeknowandIwilldotheinterviewwithnorecorder.Ifwestarttheinterviewwiththerecorderon,youcanaskmetoturntherecorderoffwheneveryouwant.Youcanstoptheinterviewatanytime.Afterwefinishtheinterview,youcanaskmetodeleteordestroyanyofyouranswers.Pleasefeelfreetoaskanyquestionsaboutthisproject.Iwillansweranyconcernsyouhaveaboutthisstudy.Participationinthisstudyisvoluntary,andyoumaystopparticipatingwheneveryouwantwithnoconsequences.Everyonewillbetreatedequallybyme,theKaHaleHo‘ālaHouNoNāWāhinestaff,andotherprogramsrelatedtothisprojectwhetheryouchoosetoparticipateinthisstudyornot.Ifyoufeellikeparticipatinginthisprojectcausedyouanydistress,youwillbereferredto

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yourcasemanagerand/ortheexecutivedirectorwhowillseethatyoureceivetheservicesyouneed.BenefitsTherearenodirectbenefitstoyouforparticipatinginthisstudy.Onepositiveoutcomeyoumayexperienceisanopportunitytodiscussyourexperiencesandconcernsinanon-judgmental,confidentialenvironment.AsaresidentofKaHaleHo‘ālaHouNoNāWāhine,youwillreceive2hoursofcommunityservicecredits.Youwillreceivethesecreditsregardlessofwhatyousayintheintervieworhowlongyouspendintheinterview.ConfidentialityofInformationTherecordsofthisstudywillbekeptprivate.Iwillnotaskfororrecordanypersonalidentifyinginformationsuchasyourname,phonenumberoraddress.YourwrittenresponsesandallotherinformationyouprovidewillbegivenauniquecodenamewhileIcompilethedata.AlltheinformationIcollectwillbestoredonasecureexternalharddriveandkeptinlockedfilecabinetsatanofficeintheUniversityofHawai‘isystem.ThetaperecordingsandnotesItakeduringtheinterviewswillbedestroyedafterIcompilethedata.Noidentifyinginformationcanbelinkedtoyouoranyotherparticipantinthestudy.TherearesomeinstanceswhereIwillnotbeabletokeepinformationyoushareconfidential.Ifanyofthefollowingoccur,ImustbreakconfidentialityandnotifybothLorraineRobinson,ExecutiveDirectorofKaHaleHo‘ālaHouNoNāWāhine,and/ortheproperauthorities: 1)Yousaythatyoumayintendtoharmyourselforothers. 2)Yousaythatyouabusedorhaveknowledgeofabuseofanotherperson. 3)YousaythatyouintendtoviolateorhaveviolatedtherulesofTJMahoney. 4)Informationissubpoenaedbyacourtoflaw.Informationwillbereleasedtoappropriateauthoritiesincompliancewith theDepartmentofPublicSafety’sguidelines.Ifyouhaveanyquestionsabouttheresearch,pleasecallmeat(808)455-0527.Ifyouhaveanyquestionsaboutyourhumansubjectsrights,pleasecalltheUniversityofHawai’i’sCommitteeonHumanSubjects(808)956-5007.ParticipantStatementIcertifythatIhavereadthroughthisformandthatIunderstandthepurposeofthisstudy.Iunderstandmyroleasaparticipantinthisstudy,andIunderstandtherisksandbenefitstome.IhavebeentoldthatImaystopparticipatinginthisstudyatanytimewithnoconsequences.Ihavereceivedclearanswerstomyquestionsregardingthisstudy.Iherebyconsenttoparticipateinthisstudy.Thisconsentdoesnotgiveupanyofmylegalrights,nordoesitreleaseCoreyAdler,theUniversityofHawai‘i,oranyemployeeoragentoftheUniversityfromliabilityfornegligence.Imaytakebackmyconsenttoparticipateatanytimeandreceivenopenaltiesorconsequences.IknowthatImayaskquestionsthroughoutmyparticipationinthisresearchproject.I

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knowthatImayaskquestionsaboutthestudytotheresearcherCoreyAdlerorheracademicadvisoranddissertationchair,Dr.ValKaleiKanuha.Ifyouhaveanyquestionsaboutyourrightsasaresearchparticipantinthisproject,youcancontacttheUniversityofHawai‘i,CommitteeonHumanStudies(CHS),byphoneat(808)956-5007orbye-mailatuhirb@hawaii.edu.Iagreetoparticipateinthisstudy:____________________________ _____________________________ParticipantName ParticipantSignature DateIagreetohavetheinterviewaudiotaped:_____________________ ______________________________ParticipantName ParticipantSignature DateCc:Participant

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InterviewGuideTheCriminalizationofWomeninHawai‘iThankyouforagreeingtoparticipateinthisstudyofwomenandcrimeinHawaii.IamconductingthisstudyinordertocompletemyPh.D.insociologyandyourinputisveryvaluable.Inordertothankyouforyourtime,youwillreceive2CommunityServicescreditsforparticipatinginthisstudy.Wewillbeginbygoingovertheconsentformsandwhenyouareready,wewillstarttheinterview.Remember,youmaystoptheinterviewwheneveryouwishandstillreceiveyourCommunityServicecredits.Let’sbegin.NeighborhoodWheredidyougrowup?Howwouldyoudescribetheneighborhoodwhereyougrewup?Whatwasitlikegrowingupinyourneighborhood?Howdidthekidsinyourneighborhoodtreatyou?Theadults?Whowerethegoodkidsinyourneighborhood?Whowerethebadkids?Howwereboysandgirlstreatedinyourneighborhood?Howarepeoplefromdifferentracestreatedinyourneighborhood?Howdootherpeoplereactwhenyousayyouarefrom[yourneighborhood]?Whenwasthelasttimeyouwereinyourneighborhood?Howwereyoutreated?What’sthebestthingaboutyourneighborhood?FamilyGrowingup,whatwasyourfamilylike?Howmanypeoplewereinyourfamily?Whodidyoulivewith?Whatdidyourparentsdo?Howwereyoutreatedbyyourfamily?Whatroledidyouplayinyourfamily?Howwereotherfamilymemberstreated?Weregirlstreateddifferentlythantheboysinyourfamily?Whatlessonsdidyoulearnfromyourfamily?Howwasyourfamilytreatedbyothers?Howdidotherpeoplethinkaboutyourfamily?Doyouthinkraceorethnicityhadanythingtodowithhowyourfamilywastreated?Howdoesyourfamilytreatyounow?Why?What’sthebestthingaboutyourfamily?SchoolWheredidyougotoschool?Whatwasyourschoollike?Didyoulikeschool?Howweregirlstreatedatyourschool?Howwerethedifferentracestreatedatschool?Whowerethegoodkidsatschool?Whowerethebadkids?Whodidyouhangoutwith?Wheredidyouhangoutatschool?Howwereyoutreatedatschool?Howdidtheteacherstreatyou?Theotherstudents?Whatwasthebestthingaboutschool?EarlycriminalizationDidyoueverfeellikeyougotintroublefordoingthingsalotofpeopleweredoing?Describeoneofthefirsttimesyougotintroublefordoingsomethingotherpeopleweredoingtoo.Whathappened?Howdidyoufeelafterthat?Whowerethepeople

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doingthosethingswhodidn’tgetintrouble?Whydoyouthinktheydidn’tgetintotrouble?Doyouthinkbeingagirlorwomanhasanyeffectonwhyyougotintotrouble?Yourrace/ethnicity?InstitutionalizedCriminalizationWhenwasthefirsttimeyourememberbeingintroublewiththelaw?Whatdoyouremember?Whathappened?Howarewomentreatedbythepolice?Bythecourts?Wheninprison?Howarelocalpeopletreated?Lookingbackatyourexperiences,doyouthinkthatyourexperiencesareconnectedtobeingawoman?Doyouthinkyourexperiencesareconnectedtobeing(yourrace/ethnicity)?Overall,whatisthebestthingaboutbeingfromHawai´i?WhatisthebestthingaboutbeingawomaninHawaii?Whatareyoumostlookingforwardtoinyourlife?Thankyouforyourtime.TheinsightsyouhavesharedareveryvaluableandwillhelppeopleunderstandthelivesofwomeninHawai‘ibetter.Ihopethisinformationwillhelpwomenstayoutofprisonandtosuccessfullytransitionbackintothecommunity.Pleasefeelfreetocontactmeatanytimeifyouhaveanyquestionsaboutthisstudyorfeelasifyouwantmetodisregardanddeleteanyinformationyouprovidedtoday.

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