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Transcript of Afterwardsness -the formation of traumatic memory
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Afterwardsness
-the Formation of the Memory of Trauma in Narratives
Introduction
In psychoanalysis, according to Nicola King, the
notion of afterwardsness means that memory has to absorb
“what [was not] known then” (12). This indicates when memory
comes into being, compared with what is known on site, it
inescapably incorporate some amount of new awareness and
understanding of the event. To enable more understanding and
awareness of the event to occur, the formation of memory
must happen after the event.
Using the approach of afterwardsness, this paper
argues that in the narratives of the memory of trauma, the
making of the traumatic memory usually occurs in the
aftermath. The act of regarding something as a traumatic
experience leads to the memory of trauma. This paper will
illustrate that in the narratives of traumatic memory, the
recognition and the deep feelings of trauma often happen
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after the traumatic event and thus the memory of trauma is
formed and consolidated in the aftermath. First, this paper
is going to engage with Angela Carter’s short fiction the
Bloody Chamber and Krzysztof Kieslowski’s film Blue to
exemplify that in the narratives of memory, victims of
traumas lack understanding of the traumatic experience on
the spot. This disables them to recognize and memorize the
traumatic feelings on site and thus they could merely
consolidate their memory of the trauma at a later time.
Second, this paper will still employ the Bloody Chamber and
Blue as sample texts to demonstrate that only by re-visiting
the traumatic scene in thoughts with the help of chronotope
and focalization change can a victim obtain traumatic
feelings and memory. Overall, this paper is going to prove
that the making of traumatic memory usually takes place in
the aftermath in the texts narrating the memory of trauma.
The Trauma in the Bloody Chamber and Blue
In the Bloody Chamber, for the protagonist, the loss of
virginity to her husband in her bedroom turns out a trauma.
With the first person narrator used in the story, the female
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protagonist appears as the narrator throughout the story.
With the past tense used in the story, the female
protagonist relates to her memory autobiographically. When
she narrates the story in the aftermath, she describes the
necklace her husband, Marquis, gives to her as “cruel”
(Carter, 11). This detail proves that she eventually knows
her husband’s cruelty and links it with the ruby necklace.
What’s more, after discovering that her husband brutally
tortures and murders his ex-wives, the protagonist dares not
‘take refuge in [her] bedroom” since she feels it is the
place of Marquis’ shadow (Carter, 30). The use of the word
“cruel” and the fear of getting close to the bedroom of
intimacy together demonstrate that the protagonist is hurt,
disgusted and scared by her husband. Taking this awareness
of being manipulated and scared into account, being sexually
possessed by Marquis becomes a trauma. Later she wonders
whether she could be “a virgin” again “if [she] played all
Bach’s equations” (Carter, 31). The desire here to become a
virgin again indicates that she wants to get out of the
status of being sexually possessed by Marquis. And this
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intention rightly shows she regards the loss of virginity to
her “cruel” husband as a traumatic experience.
In Blue, for the protagonist Julie, losing her
husband and daughter in the car crash is a trauma. First,
generally, losing beloved relatives is a common trauma for
human beings. Second, after the car accident happens and
Julie realizes it in hospital, Julie tries to commit a
suicide by swallowing massive medicine (Kieslowski, 1993).
This act confirms that fact that the car accident is such a
trauma that it undermines Julie’s courage to live on. This
traumatic experience has caused permanent outcomes for
Julie, which is the forever loss of her treasurable family
members. And if death cannot occur to cure the trauma, only
oblivion can cure it. Therefore, a large part of the movie
is describing how Julie attempts to be oblivious to this
event and her past life (Kieslowski, 1993). Julie’s refusal
to live in the original family house, Julie’s rejection to
the man connected to her past life and other attempts are
shown in this film (Kieslowski, 1993). By rejecting her past
life, Julie makes effort to minimize the pain the traumatic
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event causes. If the past life is distanced and alienated
from Julie, she could pretend she does not lose so much
intimate family connections after her family members’ death.
Here Julie’s effort to totally get out of her past life
uncovers that she is not prepared to face the loss of her
past family life. This experience of the beloved ones’ death
has remained sad and hurtful for Julie. The drastic change
of Julie’s life after the car accident and lots of her
attempts to avoid thinking about her past indicates that her
loss of her intimate family members remains a long-term
trauma for Julie.
The Absence of Understanding Trauma on the Spot in the Bloody Chamber
The memory of trauma is hard to form on site. In the
narratives of memory, for a victim, the absence of the
understanding of the traumatic experience on the spot
disables him or her to recognize that “this is a trauma” on
site. The protagonist of the Bloody Chamber undergoes the
ignorance when the trauma occurs. As discussed below,
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lacking in recognition of trauma on site, the memory of
trauma cannot come into being on the spot.
In the Bloody Chamber, the protagonist loses consciousness
when having sex with Marquis in her bedroom. Her bedroom is
full of mirrors (Carter, 14). The narrator then tells
readers that “a dozen husbands impaled a dozen brides”
(Carter, 17). By employing the word “impale”, the narrator
reveals the protagonist’s loss of the virgin status here. By
saying “a dozen”, the narrator implicitly conveys the
message that this sex scene takes place in the protagonist’s
bedroom which is decorated with lots of mirrors where “a
dozen” husbands’ reflections exist. Then the protagonist
relates that “[she] was brought to sense” in the next
paragraph (Charter, 17). Weaved into the two quoted details
above, the sexual process, namely, the to-be-found sexual
trauma occurs. And in the period of the sexual intercourse,
the protagonist loses her senses. As a consequence, the
protagonist cannot discern properly during the sexual
experience, let alone recognize that this loss of virginity
is a trauma.
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In addition, when losing virginity to Marquis, the
protagonist lacks information about her husband’s
abnormality and cruelty. At the point of the sexual
intercourse, she sees this sexual experience as a normal
expression of love in a marriage. She describes Marquis as
“with so much love” (Charter, 18). Besides, when their
sexual act has to be terminated due to an urgent business
phone call, the sentence “my dear one, […] did [my business
urgency] hurt her” is used in the narration (Charter, 18).
This sentence is narrated from Marquis’ point of view but it
is without quotation marks. As a matter of fact, this
sentence only pretends that it speaks Marquis’ mind while it
is expressing the protagonist’s imagination. Here she
imagines Marquis to love her, care for her and feel sorry
for stopping the sexual caress. Hence, at this point, she
unconditionally links Marquis with love and thus she only
associates the sexual intercourse and her loss of virginity
with love. Here she has no way to discern that her husband
is an actual torturer. So, on the spot of shedding her
virgin blood, she does not consider it as a trauma.
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Shortly, the protagonist of the Bloody Chamber is not
conscious while the sexual intercourse takes place, and she
regards her loss of virginity as a result of love behavior
immediately she sheds virgin blood. Considering these two
reasons, the protagonist is unlikely to recognize her loss
of virginity in this sexual experience as a trauma on site
and thus she is unable to form any memory of trauma on the
spot.
The Absence of Understanding Trauma on the Spot in Blue
Julie is absent from consciousness during the car
accident and when her husband and daughter die. After the
car crash diminishes on the screen, the screen shows Julie’s
opened eye in a zoomed in manner (Kieslowski, 1993). From
Julie’s eye, audience could see a man talking to Julie about
her husband’s and daughter’s death (Kieslowski, 1993). Among
the man’s lines, there is one sentence asking the question
“during [the car accident], were you conscious” (Kieslowski,
1993). Next, he murmurs that “you must have been
unconscious” (Kieslowski). Scientifically speaking, in a
serious car crash where two people die, it is not surprising
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for the third person to be unconscious on the spot. In
addition, Julie’s eye which is zoomed in takes up the whole
screen when the man is talking to her and here she is silent
excepting saying one word, “Anna” (Kieslowski, 1993). The
eye occupying the entire screen implies that the rest part
of Julie’s body does not recover enough to react. Her
silence also signifies that it is not easy for her to speak.
The hardness of speaking and giving other reactions besides
looking tells that Julie is physically harmed a lot by the
car crash and she is just brought back to consciousness.
Moreover, the word “Anna” is de facto Julie’s question about
whether her daughter Anna is alive or not. No matter Julie’s
family members die upon or after the car accident, due to
this ignorance of her daughter’s situation, Julie could not
have been conscious during the car accident and during the
period of her daughter’s death. These evidences denote that
Julie loses her sense when the traumatic event takes place.
Besides, the traumatic event is depicted in an
indiscernible way as well. Firstly, in the opening scene,
there is a car running and the husband and daughter’s images
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show up, both of whom do not talk on the screen (Kieslowski,
1993). Not until the car crash scene disappears does Julie’s
face turns up on the screen (Kieslowski, 1993). The
deliberate omission of the Julie’s image makes her feelings
before the car crash vague to the audience. The silence of
Julie’s daughter and husband makes the whole scene distanced
from audience as well. Secondly, when the car accident
occurs, there is only a short period of loud crash sound
without screaming (Kieslowski, 1993). On the one hand, this
is another piece of evidence proving Julie’s unconsciousness
on site of the car accident since otherwise she would have
screamed due to human instincts. On the other hand, the
uncanny silence around the car crash distances itself from
the audience. This is because audiences are not accustomed
to “quiet car crash”. Thirdly, the color employed to be the
background of the car accident is blue. In contrast with
normal films where there are colors like red and yellow to
portray the bloodiness of car accident, the color, blue, in
Blue calms the emotional eruption during a car accident.
Through the color blue, the car accident is portrayed as far
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away from the audiences and thus indiscernible for audiences
to a certain extent.
By making the trauma unperceivable both to the victim
on site and to the audiences, the films reveals that to
Julie, her pain is caused by the formation of the traumatic
memory in the aftermath instead of the trauma itself. As the
plot goes, Julie’s reluctant recalling of her past life and
the car crash is the source of her pain and suffering. And
these reluctant moments are in fact the process of forming
the memory of the traumatic accident, which will be
exemplified later in this paper.
Using Chronotope and Changing Focalization in the Bloody Chamber
In the narratives of the memory of trauma, for the
victim, the re-visiting of the traumatic events in his or
her mind often gives rise to the formation and the
consolidation of the memory of trauma. Here as the “present”
self, using chronotope, when the victim recalls the
traumatic place, he or she revisits the moment of the
traumatic experience in his or her thoughts and then he or
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she can read the traumatic event with changed focalization.
Examples from the Bloody Chamber and Blue are explored below to
explain this process.
Chronotope helps form the memory of trauma
afterwards. In the Bloody Chamber, after attaining new
recognition of her husband’s brutality, chronotope enables
the protagonist to trace back to the moment of her losing
virginity when she thinks about the bedroom. In accordance
with M.M. Bakhtin, the literary notion “chronotope” refers
to the inherent “connectedness of temporal and spatial
relationships” (84). In the Bloody Chamber, the point of
losing virginity is temporal. And this temporal moment is
linked with the bedroom where it occurs. The concept of
“chronotope” uncovers that “space becomes […] responsive to
the movements of time” (Bakhtin, 84). This connectedness
means one could trace back to various moments happening in
the place by recalling the place. In the Bloody Chamber, after
finding out Marquis’ torturous behavior, the protagonist
narrates that she cannot seek shelter in her bedroom since
it “retains […] his presence trapped in […] his mirrors”
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(Carter, 30). Here the images of Marquis in the mirrors echo
the depiction of “a dozen husbands” which this paper
explains above. So here “his presence trapped in […] his
mirrors” is a phrase implicitly expressing the scene of the
sexual intercourse. Here owing to the intrinsic linkage
between moments and space, the bedroom evokes the
protagonist to think of the moment of their sexual
intercourse. That is to say, because of chronotope, the
protagonist re-experiences her loss of virginity in thoughts
by recalling the bedroom in her mind. Therefore, when the
moment of the traumatic event has passed, by enabling one to
recall the event based on space, chronotope lays the
foundation of the formation of memory in the aftermath.
Before getting to the discussion of how focalization
changes when traumatic event is recalled, this paper would
like to clarify the definition of focalization. In Mieke
Bal’s words, focalization refers to the relationship between
the presented things and “the vision through which they are
presented” (145). However, she also defines “focalizor” as
“the subject of focalization” (Bal, 149). If “focalization”
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is a certain type of “relations” between two things, its
subject will be one of the two things. According to Mieke
Bal’s definition of focalization, the subject of
focalization would be “the presented things” or “the
vision”, neither of which is “focalizor”. Hence Bal’s
definition of “focalization” contradicts her definition of
“focalizor”. Taking this into consideration, this paper
would propose that the definition of “focalization” be just
“the vision through which elements are presented”. This new
definition enables the subject of the vision to be called
“focalizor”. What’s more, Paul Wake argues that focalization
is provided “from a certain perspective” (19). Compared to
“relations”, “vision” is more likely to be given off from
some perspective. Based on the new definition that
focalization is the vision from some perspective, the
focalizor is someone that generates that certain
perspective.
In the Bloody Chamber, only by recalling the traumatic
event with a changed focalizor could the memory of the
trauma be formed. Paul Wake comments that focalization is
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something about “seeing” (19). Accordingly, the “focalizor”
is someone who sees. Although the narrator of the story is
always the female protagonist, when the sexual trauma
happens, the person who sees this event on the spot is the
protagonist’s “past” self. As illustrated in the previous
paragraphs, this “past” self has no idea of Marquis’
torturous orientation. Here this paper calls this “past”
self as the “uninformed focalizor”. After the sexual
intercourse, the protagonist was given more information
about Marquis’ bloodthirstiness and inhumanity. The
protagonist sneaks into Marquis’ “stark torture chamber”
after Marquis claims that he leaves for New York (Charter,
28). Here she discovers the naked corpse of “the opera
singer”, Marquis’ first wife (Charter, 28). She also found
the skull of another wife and the corpse of “the Romanian
countess” in the coffin (Charter, 29). Not until then does
she realize that her husband is a cruel torturer and
murderer towards his different wives. At this moment, the
narrator narrates that she cannot “take refuge in [her]
bedroom” (Charter, 30). As proved in the last paragraph,
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here chronotope makes the protagonist revisit the scene of
the sexual intercourse in mind. At this point, the focalizor
of this sexual intercourse is the “present” self. This
“present” self is informed of Marquis’ brutishness. So here
this paper names the “present” self the “informed
focalizor”. Then the narrator announces the protagonist
wishes to be “once more a virgin” and attempts to cure
herself by setting herself “the therapeutic task of playing
all Bach’s equations” (Charter, 31). Her word “therapeutic”
indicates she needs curing. This need of cure denotes that
she regards her loss of virginity to an abnormal husband as
a trauma. Here she recognizes the sexual intercourse as a
trauma only when the uninformed focalizor changes into the
informed focalizor. After the focalizor changes, the
protagonist defines the sexual event as a trauma and there
the protagonist forms her memory of trauma. Therefore, in
the Bloody Chamber, the memory of trauma merely comes into
being upon the change of focalization.
Using Chronotope and Changing Focalization in Blue
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Like what is in the Bloody Chamber, the function of
chronotope helps form the memory of trauma in Blue. One
particular scene where chronotope works is when Julie
watches the video of her husband’s and daughter’s funeral.
In the video, there are two coffins (Kieslowski, 1993). Here
coffins are space, and owing to its connectedness to its
moments of holding dead bodies, they often remind people of
death. This chronotope applies to funeral as well. Funerals
as a setting, usually inform people of the moments of
honoring dead people. Hence the funeral plays the same role
as the coffins in terms of triggering Julie to think about
death. As illustrated above, the death of Julie’s husband
and daughter is a trauma for Julie. However, not until Julie
sees this video does she shed tears (Kieslowski, 1993). This
means the chronotope which associates deaths and funerals
here gets Julie to recall her loss of family members.
Without chronotope, the inseparable linkage between moments
and place, it is difficult for funerals and coffins to make
Julie consider the trauma. Accordingly, here this paper
claims that chronotope helps bring about the revisiting of
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trauma when the victim is conscious enough to form the
memory.
As is in the Bloody Chamber, in the film Blue, when
viewing the video, the focalizor has already changed. On the
spot of the car crash and the deaths of Julie’s husband and
daughter, Julie loses her consciousness. Here this paper
calls the Julie at this moment the “unconscious focalizor”.
Because this Julie who focalizes on site of the traumatic
event is not conscious, she does not have the ability to
form any memory of the deaths which occur. Nevertheless, as
time goes by in the film, Julie’s consciousness recovers.
The passing time allows her sense to pick up. And when she
is conscious enough, the perceiver of the traumatic event
becomes the “conscious focalizor”. The conscious focalizor
attains more capability to realize the tragic deaths, so the
memory of trauma is consolidated when the “conscious
focalizor” appears.
On the whole, the change of focalizors requires the
memory of trauma to be consolidated after the traumatic
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event and chronotope enables the formation of memory to
occur afterwards. On the one hand, changing focalization
necessitates time. The time gap between the “uninformed
focalizor” and the “informed focalizor” allows new
information about the traumatic event to turn up. And the
new information helps recognize and understand the trauma.
Similarly, the period between the “unconscious focalizor”
and the “conscious focalizor” enables consciousness to come
back, which is essential to memory consolidation. So the
focalization change shows up after the traumatic event.
Therefore the formation of the traumatic memory accompanied
with focalization change happens in the aftermath. On the
other hand, the connectedness of time and space, namely
chronotope, lets the victim revisit the moment of trauma in
mind when he or she thinks of space linked to the trauma at
a later time.
Conclusion
In the Bloody Chamber, due to the lack of information
and loss of sense on the spot of the traumatic event, it is
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difficult for the victim to recognize her loss of virginity
as a trauma on site. However, at a later time, when she is
more informed of Marquis’ cruel and torturous behavior,
chronotope takes her back to re-visit the traumatic sexual
scene when she thinks of the bedroom. Here the renewed
focalizor enables her to recognize the trauma. Because of
this recognition, she formed the memory of trauma and wants
her virginity back.
In the film Blue, because of Julie’s loss of sense on
the spot of the car accident and her unconsciousness on site
of her husband’s and Anna’s death, the memory of the trauma
is impossible to be brought into being. After the traumatic
event of Julie’s family members’ death, Julie becomes
conscious in hospital. At this point, owing to the intrinsic
relations of time and place, that is to say, chronotope, the
setting of the funeral and the coffin reminds her of the
death cases. Here, in the aftermath, the “conscious
focalizor” Julie gets the chance to revisit the trauma,
which refers to the loss of her family members, and then she
consolidates her tragic memory of the trauma.
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In conclusion, in both visual and literary narratives
of memory, due to the unconsciousness or unawareness on the
spot, the recognition and correspondent formation of the
traumatic memory is unlikely to take place on site. In the
aftermath, when the victim gets more time for more
information and consciousness and revisits the traumatic
event in mind with the aid of chronotope, he or she attains
the memory of trauma.
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