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Acknowledgments

Making "Ecstasy" come alive was my biggest dream in life. Even when I was experiencing hardship and depression due to sudden detours In my life,

I still managed to persevere and complete "Ecstasy". It wasn't easy but somehow I made it through. I'd like to thank Almighty God for giving me the

Imagination and determination to make it happen. I've finally made it.

I'd like to thank my father, Abdulhafeez Ahmed Al-Amshan. You worked tirelessly all your life so I wouldn't go without. I've never said this to you but I'm indebted

to you for everything you've done. I want you to know that your support mattered immensely to me. Your enthusiasm for my book release encouraged me to make

it happen. I hope I've made you proud and that you're pleased with how far I've come despite the obstacles I've faced and criticisms levelled against me.

I'd like to thank my mother whose words were a remedy and who never stopped believing In me, always prayed and wished the best for me. I love you always and

pray that I've made you proud too. I'm grateful to my elder brother Abdulmalik, who helped me overcome the challenges I experienced writing this book. You supported me immensely. You are my backbone. You are always there for me. You encouraged me with your words of wisdom when

I felt hopeless about myself and the world. Thank you for always being there for me. I'm hugely appreciative to my twin sisters Amna & Mona for always encouraging me

to write a book. Especially Mona who is a wonderful aspiring artist and offered invaluable feedback on some of the artwork In this book.

I'd like to thank my little brother Ismail and my little sister Ayesha who gave me joyous inspiration for this book.

Heartfelt appreciations go to my friends Fatima M. Taha & Laila Sati for helping me with the Arabic translation of this book. Special mention goes to Dr. Abeer Subke who ensured that my wish for the world to appreciate the beauty of the Arabic language

stays intact in this book. Thank you.

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Meaning:

An overwhelming feeling of great happiness or joyful excitement or state of intensely

beautiful bliss. If you've ever been so happy that the rest of the world

seemed to disappear, you've felt ecstasy.

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Uh ... I was just passing by and saw you sitting here all alone. So, I thought 'Why not give you some company?'

Let me sit next to you ... if you don't mind. My name is Abdulhadi ... and you are? Sorry. I don't mean to sound awkward,

but I am an introvert. Ha-ha.

You seem to be very quiet... I understand. Sometimes, things happen in our lives

that make us want to be quiet and alone, and disconnect from this dark world. Perhaps you will

find serenity in my world.

Would you like to see my world?

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Day 1

This is mv world

Every day is a new day, and every day there is something new to learn. Every day we go through the same phases that every other human being has gone through throughout their lives. We've also all asked ourselves the question "Why me?" I believe you've been asking the

same question yourself. But throughout the journey of your life, you'll find that everything happens for a reason. Eventually, you'll

discover those reasons sooner or later. You don't have to rush to learn everything right now. Life has always been a series of revelations. It's the

same for every human being, but in different ways. My world is about healing, forgiving, rising, changing, growing, loving and helping. It's about

friendship, relationships and bonding. It's about you, your heart, your mind and your soul It's about life and the afterlife. It's about strengths and

weaknesses, happiness and sadness. It's about hope and faith. It's about embracing and so much more.

Primarily, it's about darkness: the darkness that s taken over us ... and the darkness we are consumed with.

May you find serenity in this world.

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Day 2

The day I lost m/sdf.

There will come a day when you will lose yourself completely. It may come when you lose someone dear to you, or when you

experience heartbreak, or when you try to please everyone or when you are betrayed by someone who you thought would never betray you.

And when that happens, it will be so devastating that you'll start to lose yourself... slowly, slowly. Day by day, little by little, you will

lose parts of yourself and eventually lose yourself completely. Then you will question yourself, asking whether you can ever find yourself again.

Know that you wilL One day you will find yourself again, and when you do, it won't be the old you. It will be a person who is stronger and wiser than

before. It will be the new you and it will be someone who will never be lost again ... ever!

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Day 3

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The past can be very daunting, whether you are peacefully sitting in a chair at home, or with a group of friends,

or at your workplace or on your bed saying goodnight to yourself at the end of the day. The ghosts of the past

will keep haunting you and reminding you about everything that has occurred in the past. This will cause you to dwell on the past. If you pay any attention to what has been left

behind you, you will get stuck in an endless loophole. To get out of this loophole, you must avoid giving any attention to the ghosts of the past You cannot change

what happened in your past. Keep walking towards your destination. Your future awaits you.

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Have you ever thought about who you were before those events that changed you? The old you who used to trust everyone, the one whose heart was unbroken, the one who had never been hurt? We lose ourselves bit by bit after undergoing tragic events. We forget how cheerful,

happy and full of life we once were. I want you to remember who you used to be. Don't let these incidents

make you forget who you were. Don't build a wall in front of yourself. Don't let these events change the way you

think about people. Don't let them change your beautiful smile. Don't let them change you for the worse. Let them

be the reason you change for the better.

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Day 5

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Did someone steal your heart... or did you let them steal it? Isn't it easy to say "He/She stole my heart?" But are you happy that your heart has been stolen? Did the person who stole your heart let you steal theirs as well? Or was it a one-way matter? If so, are you going to take back your heart, or are you going

to let that person have it forever? Is that person worthy of keeping your precious heart? Ask yourself these questions

because it's not healthy to let someone who is unworthy steal your heart so easily. Protect your heart from thieves who steal

hearts simply to use them, play with them and hide them forever. Your heart is sacred, so keep it safe.

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Day 6

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This is a fact that society refuses to acknowledge. Most of the time, men's feelings and emotions are disregarded. When men express

their emotions or let out their feelings of despair, society considers them weak. Therefore, men isolate themselves, fall victim to depression,

and experience anxiety that makes them unfocused/distracted. This anxiety results in addictions to things that provide only temporary relief. No, men are not weak. They are human. They get tired of being strong

all the time. Tired of holding the tears inside. Tired of the pressures they face every single day outside/inside their homes, in school/college/university

or on the job. Men experience hardships as well. Whether it's your father, husband, brother or son, a man doesn't have supernatural powers to withstand all the pressures of this world. Understand them, be kind to them and be patient. They always try their best to be invincible

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All your life, others have criticized and judged you. Some of this you may forget and some of it you'll remember for the rest of your life. These incidents are so traumatic, you still hear the voices in your head. You don't want to remember

them, but they come to you as flashbacks. When they come, they suddenly change your mood. One moment you're happy and the next you're sad. One moment you're laughing and the

next you're quiet. You may lose your self-confidence, and feelings of helplessness may arise. Others may not notice this

because it all happens internally ... It's time to make peace with it Listen to yourself. Explore your inner world. Be kind

to yourself and take good care of your body, emotions and mind. Build a motivational environment.

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Day 9

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everything. There will be wins and losses. When you do face a loss, don't give up. No matter how huge the loss is, keep trying. Look at it as a lesson, not a loss. Be positive

and confident that in the next round, you will be victorious. Sometimes you must appreciate the loss so you can appreciate

your victory more. Pick up the dice and roll it again.

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Day 10

"Don't let anyone control yoo like a snake charmr. Be the master of yonr own life.

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Stop letting people control you. It's your life. Sometimes you may realize that being controlled means you are being rescued or guided. There's a vast difference between being guided and being controlled. You must stop living your life according to others' philosophies, as though yours doesn't matter. Some people don't realize that the world does not

revolve around their own point of view. You deserve to live life based on your own decisions. If you do this, you won't

blame others for negative outcomes in your life. Acknowledge that you're not a snake dancing

to the time of a snake charmer.

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rat of the. ti'Me, tAey are silent. Ihey have sharp vision and the ability to soar high.

Eagles are an inspiration. Most of the time, they are silent Through this silence, they ensure that their prey doesn't know what their next move will be or what their next targets will be.

Eagles' silence doesn't mean they don't notice what's going on around them. They observe everything with their sharp vision.

They are focused. They wait patiently for their moment When they locate their prey, they narrow their focus on it and set out to get it No matter the obstacles, they will remain focused on

their prey until they grab it They are certain that they will achieve what they want. They love storms because storms

lift them above the clouds. Likewise, you can use the storms of life to rise to greater heights.

Be like an eagle!

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Dont bottle up your feelings, emotions or love out of fear of what others may think. You may not be

good at expressing your feeUngs, emotions, love or anger because you fear the outcome or because you

want to avoid conflict or harming others. These reasons may cause you to bottle up everything inside yourself. However, the pressure inside your body and mind will be too much; sooner or later, the lid will explode, and

everything will pour out unpleasantly. So, it's better to let everything out now. It's time to empty the bottle.

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We are in an age of instant communication. We can write something at the tap of a key. Don't you think it's time to try something our

ancestors did? Yes, the old ways can be hard. They're time-consuming. However, creating a handwritten letter shows effort and expresses a different set of feelings than a simple email or a long text does. One

values something more when a loved one has expressed it in a handwritten note. It's a raw and incomparable experience to hold a piece of paper and

read everything a loved one has written by his or her own hand. No matter where technology takes us, handwriting will always remain a timeless beauty. If you haven't tried writing a letter, why not do

so today? Pick up a pen and piece of paper and pour out your heart in a traditional way. Experience the way people expressed

themselves dining the golden era.

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Day 14

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We don't usually water our love, allowing it to become beautiful, and then wonder, "Why did the love between us die?" The answer

is, it wasn't nurtured properly. Ask yourself Is there any loyalty in the relationship? Do you respect each other? Do you trust

each other? Do you appreciate each other? Where is the passion? How will the love grow when you stopped watering it with those necessary qualities? If you don't place any importance on these

quahties of love, you will drift apart every day. Love is about giving and receiving. It's about giving respect to the one you love and

receiving the same. It's about being loyal to each other. It's about appreciating each other's efforts, even if they're small.

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Alake (vye feel like I m towe again.

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We always feel a link to a place, country or city that we consider home, but later we realize it's a feeling we can experience no matter where we are. It's a feeling of peace, comfort and utmost safety. You may have had a similar feeling when you were with a family member,

or a best friend or a special someone. However, it's not necessarily a "place" that gives you this feeling of happiness and security. Most of

the time, it's your closeness to your family, friends and loved ones, no matter where you are. They are the only ones who will always make you feel like home. Being around them will always make you feel like

you're at home. That feeling can never be replaced by any place, city or country, even if you confuse that feeling of closeness with

your loved ones. Home is where your loved ones are.

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The strongest bond will always be the one yoa have with, your &Mi(y.

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This bond is Gods greatest blessing. It is where life begins, and love never ends. It's the only bond that is unbreakable and unchanged. No matter where you go, where you travel

or how far you are from your family, no distance or absence will transcend their love for you. Their hearts will always hold the

same amount of love they had for you the moment you became a part of their lives. Their doors are always open for you. Perhaps the struggles of this life may distract you from appreciating your

family's presence in your life, but I want you to cherish them. This bond is a true blessing from God to you. Be grateful and

remember that this love cannot perish.

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Are you obsessed with someone? A person who is your addiction or possession? Someone who is so irresistible, you love him or

her in every way? The emotion is so deep, you choose him or her over many others in the world. Yet is this obsession killing you or making you? Is it healthy or unhealthy? While you can be intrigued by someone, fascinated by someone, like or love someone, you shouldn't ever be obsessed with someone.

This obsession will destroy you...

The stronger the obsession, the deeper the wound. The deeper the wound, the more painful the trauma.

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If someone trusts you more than anything in this world, don't break his or her trust. When you break someone's trust, you do a lot of damage to that person. His or her trust will never be the same again, regardless of whether

you're in that person's life in the future. You will create trust issues in that person. He or she will not easily trust again.

Even when that person finds someone trustworthy, he or she will have trouble regaining trust Only pieces of it will remain. Before you break someone's trust, know that you're about to

do eternal damage.

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How can I explain my inner struggles to anyone?

There will be different kinds of wars inside your head which you can't explain to anyone, even if you want to do so. Nobody will be there beside you in your ongoing battle. You're on your own, fighting on and on so much so that you become exhausted and can't even retreat... Hold on to your weapons, as it won't be easy. Remember that you'll suffer many losses within yourself. However, you must subdue these wars one way or the another. Don't let the other side win. Be aware that the sole purpose of

this battle is to do the most harm to the other side with the least harm to yourself.

May you be victorious.

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Day 20

hdm and Eae Made Mi'sfafces. IaJIv are we io be flawless?

We can never be flawless. You can never be flawless. No human can ever be flawless. Even Adam and Eve made a mistake, and they were the first humans to

be created. How can you expect a person to live life without making mistakes? It's a part of life. Mistakes

are painful, but they are part of the experience. Sometimes one mistake may be the only thing that can change you. Often, mistakes direct us to the right path. Mistakes are

meant to guide you. Don't dwell on them. Learn to admit your mistakes but don't punish yourself for them.

Know that you are being human.

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Some events make us stop caring about what people think of us or say about us. Some events make you give up on people

completely because they reveal that such people will be here today and gone tomorrow. They will clap for you now and belittle you the

moment they turn their backs on you. Accept that many people walk around with masks. You must turn your focus on yourself.

However, while engaging in self-care, don't hurt those who really care about you. Know with whom you are keeping company and

to whom you are giving your time and energy.

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You don't live only once. You live twice. The only difference is, here, life is temporary, while there it's forever. When will you realize

that this world is only a mirage and that the afterlife is waiting for you? In the afterlife, there is no sadness, heartbreak or loss. It is the true

forever and ever. Keep this in mind before you do something that will affect your afterlife. This world is impermanent and your time is limited.

Make it worth your while. Be kind, positive, patient and optimistic. Make peace. Make someone happy today and know that a world

beyond this world awaits you.

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them. Their problems are never really solved; once you help them with one crisis, there's inevitably another one. All they want is your ongoing sympathy and support; to get it, they

will create one drama after another. At first, you may feel for them, but once you see that every interaction has a negative outcome, you may want to limit your contact or cut all ties with them. Don't be overly willing to give them your time

and energy, as these things are too valuable.

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Day 24

IaAo woold you allow to win today?

Brain: It's time you stopped running behind things that are not yours. It's bad for you.

Heart Mind your own business, brain. When will you stop being realistic?

Brain: It's not about being realistic. I want you to understand that some things are not meant for us.

Heart: Don't say that! Stop! You don't know the future. Be positive. You're always

Brain: It's not about positivity or negativity. Sometimes we must be cautious and accept what doesn't belong to us.

Heart: No, you just don't want to see me happy! Why do you always have to go in the opposite direction?

Brain: Because I care about you. I don't want to see you sad.

Heart- But this is what makes me happy... can't you see?

Brain: I know. I can see the way it makes you feel...

Heart Than why? Let me win this time.

Brain: I can't. I'm sorry. You've been hurt before. I won't let anything hurt you

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6/er wondered what tears yoir heart ivrore than anything e&

One-sided love. To fall in love with a person who doesnt love you in the same way. It tears you apart. It's hell in disguise. It will crush you deep inside and make you feel like you are living on the edge of something, waiting to discover if you will make it through or fall in between. It's about expecting

the person you love to fall in love with you one day. You must acknowledge that not everyone is lucky enough to be loved

back by the person they love. And this sole acknowledgment will save you from further misery.

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Cherish €\K*y single immrt of ycuc life.

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You should cherish every single moment of your life and every person in your life. Appreciate and celebrate each moment, as life is very short Cherish the moments with your loved ones,

with your family and friends. From small to larger than life, cherish every moment as if you will never, ever re-live it The only moment you have is right now, and you should make the best out of it. Life is a beautiful struggle that everyone must face. So, accept what life has to offer wholeheartedly. "Today" will be the most precious time

of your life. Face it with happiness, as you never know which moment will be the last one youll encounter.

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Theres something about Arabian nights. Its mystical. The silence in the howling winds speaks to you. The stars, like diamonds, shine

in the darkness. A magnificent mystical beauty, enough to mesmerize you- There's something inexplicably magical about these uncharted

deserts. Holding the sand in your hand, overwhelmed by the mysterious vibes, have you ever wondered how many people dwelled in these lonely deserts? You'll become aware of the mystical overtones in this enchanting place. In this wilderness, you'll feel peace far beyond any understanding.

Let the wilderness touch your spirit

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Day 28

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A true blessing one can have in their lifetime: the blessings of one's parent's. If you have the blessings of your parents,

nothing can stop you from succeeding. If you have the blessings of your parents, nothing can harm you until your last breath. God made our parents the cause of our existence; they are the source of incomparable love. We tend to disregard their efforts, forgetting the period of our infancy and childhood. While we are busy growing, we often forget that they are

growing as well. I want you to remember that nothing is as important as your parents. Make yourself the reason for

their smiles and happiness. They are the eternal coolness and warmth of our eyes.

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Day 29

you'll never understand a persons pain until you experience the same pain yourself.

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You can act like you understand someone else's pain, but truly understanding it is impossible. To understand pain,

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say you understand their pain. That will make them feel even worse. You can say soothing words. These words, if chosen well, will have tremendous power to ease their pain. You may have

to reflect on your own grief, your losses and disappointments, to remember how you felt and what you were thinking at that moment

Your focus should only be on comforting the person, on easing his or her suffering.

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Day 30

fW\ans are an extraordinary race.

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Humans are extraordinary. Nothing can replace the human race. Humans are limitless. They are meant to exceed their limits in every way. They invented electricity, aircraft, technologies and

so much more. No kind of AI (Artificial Intelligence) can replace a human. God created humans - the creators of heaven and earth.

God said, "We have indeed created humankind in the best of moulds." So, never underestimate yourself. You're designed to go beyond your

limits. To challenge yourself every single moment... No human is born different; we are all the same. The most common thing we share is a heart that beats the same as everyone else's. We are all designed to

do something special, something we are destined to do. Never limit yourself because the sky is not the limit;

the limit is beyond!

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Day 31

I iwst fix what's wrong with rm.

It's not other people who must be fixed It's you. We can't expect others to change themselves when we can't change

ourselves. First change what's within yourself. As I said before, no one is flawless. Everyone has a flaw. However, not everyone

has the desire to change. You might think that you are a perfect and flawless human being and that you have nothing to change in

yourself. You believe that the world must change. This egotistic behaviour will be your downfall. You must fix what's wrong with

yourself. Consider the flaws that people point out Write them down, find a solution. How can you change yourself for the

better? It's not the world that must change; it's you.

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Day 32

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It's fun, isn't it? Playing with fire. We often play around with a person's feelings, emotions or heart. We think it's ok;

it's fun, and no harm is done. "One day I'll stop." "It's ok, they don't mind." "Let's not think about the future;

just live in the moment." You may say things like this to yourself. However, you must realize that playing around

like this will harm you. It may not harm you in the moment, but it will in the future. It's like a matchstick; it won't harm

you at the moment you light the fire, but the longer you hold it, the greater your chances of getting burned. Don't play with people's feelings. It's time to learn the importance of people's

feelings. It's time to extinguish the fire.

Day 33

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We ail have weaknesses. I know you re exhausted. You are feeling weak. That's ok. It's normal. God mentioned this to us a long time ago. You must accept that mankind was created weak. We can't be strong all the time. You will feel weak in some situations. Defeated. On your knees. Clenching your hands and asking yourself, "Why am I so

weak?" It's ok. Sometimes we are weak. Take time to accept your weakness. Don't deny it However, keep in mind that while you are allowed to feel weak, you're not allowed to give in to your weakness. Stand up, keep

moving forward. Turn your weakness into a strength.

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Day 34

Don't searcfi for yair other half. XouVe not a half.

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Are you still searching for your other half? Why?

Do you accept that you are a half?

Don't wait around for someone to enter your life and complete you. Because you are not a half. Only you can

complete you. Only you have the ability to complete yourself. When the time comes and the person you are searching for

enters your life, you can give to them without expecting anything in return. You can be selfless, without expectations.

This is because love is about giving and receiving. Two incomplete people can't complete one another.

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What is chained? Is it your heart? Your mind? Or the entirety of you? It's time to break free from these chains. At first, this will be difficult Around you, things will fall apart, but inside you, things will come

together. The secret to happiness and success is freedom, and true freedom lies in your mind. If you don't break free, you'll

always be chained. No one can break you free from your chains. Only you can do that.

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Literally millions of people throughout the world are broken inside - broken in heart and soul. These broken ones wear a mask every day simply to carry

on with life. They are broken inside. Some are broken into pieces and some are broken completely. However,

they are courageous enough to carry on, to not give up. Sooner or later, rough times will pass. They won't last forever. If you're one of the broken ones, know that I am proud of you. You are the one who always tries

to fix others because you know how it feels to be broken. Don't despair. Know that God is with you.

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Day 37

In the end. w& ask ourselves ... wh/ wasn't love enough?

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When you give so much love to another person and its still not enough to change them or make them love you

the same way, you finally ask yourself:

"Why wasn't my love enough?"

It was enough. And it is enough for the right person - but not for the wrong person. For the wrong person, no amount of love can be enough. You may give and give and give, but

nothing will change. You're Just draining all the love you have in you. Know to whom you are giving too much of your love.

Is the person right or wrong for you? Don't wait until you're empty. Your love is too precious to be wasted on the wrong person.

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Day 38

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Does a person have the power to break your heart without doing any physical harm to it? The answer is yes. A person can use something that, while it won't do physical harm, is strong enough to break a heart.

It is strong enough to do internal harm. Your tongue is a destructive weapon. It may be the softest organ in the body, but powerful enough

to break someone's heart. Be mindful of the words you say to another person.

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We often forget to be kind. Because of the struggles we face every day, we tend to treat others without

being kind towards them. Everyone is fighting his or her own battles. You are, too. However, if you have an opportunity to be kind in the midst of all your battles, take it No matter how small it is, it can make a huge

difference in someone's life. Your kindness can inspire someone who can no longer keep going. A single act of kindness can inspire others. And your kindness could become the reason people remember the kindness that

once dwelled inside them, too. It will remind them to be human again.

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Day 40

%i can't undo the m/es yaj'w mde but ya) can be cautious when you mix the next mue.

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What has happened, happened. The choices you've made. The mistakes you've made. The wrong paths you've taken. It's all over. No matter how much you try, you can't undo

any of it. If you dwell on it, you will only sabotage yourself. However, you can think twice before you make your next move. Take your time before you choose anything before you make a mistake. Think twice. Not Just twice, but thrice. Remember the moves you made that you wish you could undo. Learn from them and make the right move. Like in chess, to win

you must make a move. The ability to choose the right move comes from knowledge, and knowledge comes

from learning which moves made you lose.

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Why do you insist on doing things that harm your health? You should take care of your health as health is true wealth. You may not realize it but consider asking someone who is struggling to take a few more breaths before their last ones. Instead of being grateful, why do you take for granted what

God has given you? You are harming yourself when you buy something with your own money and let it hurt you. Ironic, isn't it?

The pack even says that this will kill you. It's harmful to you. Are you blind? How naive can you be? You can't even be cautious

when you see a sign. Take a moment and think it through before you grab the slow poison again.

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Day 42

Explore the bmi/fy of mim.

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Nature is the only place that will bring out the human in you. You are a part of nature. Nature will make you realize how small

you and your problems are. God made nature, and he made it for a reason. When you spend time in nature, you will reconcile

with your spirit. Contemplate the beauty of nature. All these buildings, people busy with their smartphones, technologies, TV shows ...

a society built on fantasy. Do you feel drained yet? Don't you think it's time to stop letting yourself be hypnotized into believing that

this is the only life available? Life is more than this. For a long time, we haven't lived anything close to reality. Your spirit needs a break.

Explore nature. It is a necessity for you and your soul.

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Day 43

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My everything. Your presence in my life makes me feel beyond blessed. You are the reason for my huge smile.

Being around you gives my heart comfort. Being around you makes me forget everything that exists in this world. I am fortunate that we found each other in this life, and I will be fortunate if we can find each other in the afterlife. It's a privilege for me to love you and be loved by you. The

moment you entered my life, you made me happy. You made me feel special in every way. Around you, I can always be the

real me - something I can never be around anyone else. You are my indescribable happiness.

My one and only.

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Day 44

Am T zm going to fee feeftor than this?

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You may often ask yourself this question. Some of you have been doing so from a very young age, while others

are asking this of themselves as adults. No matter your age, this intimidating question will come to your mind a lot in

your life. Figuring yourself out is a long journey. Some may figure themselves out quickly, while others need time. Never compare yourself to anyone else in this world. Everyone is

different and unique in their own way. Wherever you are right now, that's exactly where you must be. Your time simply hasn't come, but it will eventually. There are seven billion

people in this world and they can't all follow the same timeline. We are not living in a fantasy. This is reality. So, don't despair

by asking yourself this question.

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Day 45

"Don't be a worrier, be ft warrior.

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Worry doesnt do you any good. It only wastes your time and mental energy. Worrying wont change the future.

Nor will it change the past, but it will surely affect the present. It will exhaust you completely. All this worrying, wondering and

doubting is just an easy way to destroy your mental health. You're a warrior. Warriors never back down from their battles.

They face their battles with brave hearts. You have the heart of a warrior. So, don't worry; know that God is with you.

He won't let you fight your battles alone. Take a deep breath and relax.

Everything will work out in your favor, ok?

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■ ihe fire in ycu.

Are you passionate about something in life? How strong is your passion? Is it strong enough

to ignite the fire in you? If it isn't, you're not passionate enough. Whatever you are doing or planning to do,

do it with passion. A pure energy to make things perfect. Let your passion become your purpose - a purpose to strive more. Let it be the fuel that pushes you further, that makes you work hard on something you love. If you do something without passion, you'll be wasting your time. Passion is like

energy, and this energy will unleash your hidden talents.

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Day 47

ya/re dealing with a wildcard.

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Oh, I'm sorry. Perhaps you've forgotten whom you're dealing with.

Allow me to remind you.

I don't get played, I play along. I speak only about things I want because most things aren't worth my time. I may not

say anything, but I can see everything. God gave me one tongue and two eyes. Therefore, I choose to use my eyes more than my

tongue. I observe what's happening around me. I stay silent because I know when to act I wait for the right time. If you're trying to fool

me, don't waste your time. While you were trying, I turned the tables. You're only fooling yourself. Now you're looking at your cards and thinking about which one to draw out to win, but you forgot that...

you're dealing with a wildcard.

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Day 48

In the Midst of solitude, ycvll learn wore about yourself.

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To know who you really are. To explore what you want. To find the answers you're seeking. Spending time alone

is healthy. Learn to find contentment in this solitude. You'll learn to have faith in yourself more than faith

in others. In this moment, you'll learn to be wise. In this moment, you will know your God. Your purpose.

In this moment, you'll find the peace you've been seeking. Youll find strength in your own presence instead of

depending on the presence of others to give you strength. You'll reflect on yourself. Contemplate. Solitude is

necessary for you to understand yourself better. Therefore, never be afraid to be alone. Find the courage to be with yourself more often. There's a reason why our beloved

prophet enjoyed solitude. Ponder this.

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Day 49

Td rather rervwin a classic.

In an era of endless trends, remain a timeless classic. Be a gentleman. This will never go out of fashion.

By "be a gentleman," I don't mean you should just open the car door for your lady and then think you're a gentleman...;) I'm talking about your overall behaviour. Some people consider

being a gentleman to be old-fashioned. However, to be whom you want to be, you don't need anyone's validation. Stay classy. This will

never go out of style. Treat people with the utmost respect Be chivalrous towards women. Be realistic. Be honest.

Be gallant. Be decent Be polite. Be noble.

It's time to assume the character of a gentleman.

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Day 50

It's yew lucky da/. >bo nAet a lady.

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"Not a girl. You have to meet sunshine mixed with a little hurricane." Girls, it's time to act like a lady. When you act like a lady,

he'll act like a gentleman. Be classy. However, simply eating in a luxurious restaurant or wearing an expensive dress

doesn't make you classy. To be classy is to be kind, respectful, understanding, patient, confident and polite. You can't tell people that you are a lady or have become a lady. Only your behaviour

will reveal this. Being a lady is a matter of choice. Respect yourself enough to choose to be a lady over everything else.

Hey, pretty lady. You are gorgeous.

RS. May this bring a million-dollar smile to your face.

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Day 51

>biff complete attention will be tha'r greatet gift.

We have many entertainment options that distract us from our priorities. Our priority is to give our complete attention to our family members, parents, and friends. We tend to forget how important and necessary this is. Notice your family members. Are they experiencing

something that requires your attention? Are your parents lonely? Your friends whom you remember only when you want to have

fun ... do they need someone to talk to? Be attentive to your surroundings. Attentive to your circle. Leave your smartphone behind for a while. Close your laptop for a bit. Turn off your

TV for a day. Go to your loved ones, sit with them, talk to them. Present yourself to them. Sometimes all someone wants is

your complete attention.

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Day 52

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Whatever you do, good or bad, always finds its way back to you. Some call this "Karma." Before you do something, remember that whatever it is, it will come back to you. If you do good, great will come back to you. If you do bad, something worse will come back

to you. This will happen one way or another, not now but later. In different ways, at a different time, maybe not in the present

but the future. Before you do anything, make sure you're ready to face the consequences. Understand this.

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□ Day 53

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A Everyone has inner demons. Some of us have allowed these

demons to overtake us. Others fight them every day. Some have locked them deep inside a prison. They dwell inside us all Don't fear

your demons, but don't underestimate them either. They love provoking you. Conquer your demons. Arrest them and imprison them for life.

Acknowledge that they will try to break free. Determine how they are trying to escape. What is triggering them to escape from your prison?

Know these triggers; don't let them be the reason why your demons break free from your prison.

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Day 54

I wish I had more Hme...

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A human being s biggest regret.

Time is one of the most influential factors in a person's life. One of mankind's biggest challenges has been measuring

time accurately. I am afraid that time is not eternal. It passes quickly. It waits for nobody. You can barely keep up with it

Even when you try to schedule everything and make the most of the time you have, it's still not enough. It keeps running.

It can't be stopped. It can't be bought. It can't be owned or kept. Once lost, it can never return. Ask yourself, are you content with where you are right now? Are you doing what you love? Are you happy with yourself? Your time is running out. You must realize

the significance of time before it's too late.

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Day 55

uJhen yoo look in the rWrror, you'll see your personalit/ Instead of your appearance. (Jill you still fee beaufiful?

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Will you? / Is your personality beautiful, just like your appearance?

Will looking at your personality make you proud?

Your personality - not your appearance - defines you. If you have a horrid personality, no amount of products

will ever make you beautiful. A person's true beauty lies in his or her personality. While the beauty of your appearance may attract the eyes of many, the beauty of your personality

will capture the hearts of many. Your personality is who you are and who you will be for the rest of your life. Your

appearance isn't ageless, but your personality is.

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Unconditional love. A compassionate kind of love. A selfless love. The kind that lets you be free. The kind that

places a glow of happiness on your face. The kind that makes you whole when you are broken into pieces. The

kind that nurtures you. The kind that shines in dark times. The kind that is a great calm in the storm. The kind that

lifts you. The kind that makes you feel alive. The kind that gives you strength. The kind you trust the most

The kind that makes all other kinds of love irrelevant. The kind that makes you feel as though the world

doesn't matter. A love so pure, it can be called an angel's love.

Do you have such kind of love in your life?

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TdbLc- j v_*PJI jx ^5*^1 IJi-o dbjJ Jji

Day 57

I don't want to know tow they died... I want to know how they l/wed.

When we hear that someone passed away, the first question we ask is "How did they die?" However,

I'd rather know how they lived than how they died. Keep in mind that every single human being will eventually depart from this world. We can't escape death. It's inevitable. So, rather than learning about how a person died, learn about how he or she lived. How his or her presence mattered. Ask about others' blissful moments with the person who passed away. Ask others to reminisce about the beautiful parts,

the unforgettable times. Forbid yourself from asking about how the person died. Rather, ask about how

he or she lived.

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Day 58

Life will alwa/s be a series of arrivals and deparivres.

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People come and go. Life is a series of welcomes and farewells. Some are unexpected arrivals, while others are unexpected departures. Only God knows

who should stay in your life and who shouldn't. There's always a genuine reason behind these arrivals and departures. It's a reason we won't know at the time, but eventually we will understand why these people arrived and why they left Perhaps God wanted to teach you a lesson that only another person could

provide. And this is why the person arrived in your life and left after teaching you a lesson you needed

to learn. Acknowledge that not everyone who arrives in your life is meant to stay forever. When that person's

part is finished, you must say goodbye. It's time for their departure.

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The ultimate peace. Where we won't hear the cries of children. Where we won't see bloodshed on the streets. Wh?re homes won't be destroyed. Where people won't fear rockets pouring down on them when they say goodnight to the sky. Where the

surroundings are healthy rather than harmful, such that a human can't even breathe. Where people won't wish for a peaceful

death over a peaceful life. If mankind can attain ultimate peace amongst itself, we can make a difference. If we unite, we have

the power within ourselves. What a wonderful place this earth would be. For the sake of humanity. For coming generations.

For the future. For now.

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Day 60

Let go of what yoo shouldn't keep.

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Let go of people who don't belong in your life. Let go of people who put you down. Let go of the things "you can't control. Let go of compromises. Let go of expectations.

Let go of pessimism. Let go of negative thoughts. Let go of what weighs you down. Sometimes you must accept it This may be something you don't want to happen or to hold on to. You'll find strength in letting go of what

you shouldn't keep. You must learn to let go of something instead of hanging on to it. This will be the hardest decision

you will ever face, but it will be the greatest decision of your life. Do it for your own peace-

It's time to let go.

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Day 61

They're black and white yet sound so colorful.

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It's a complex instrument but when it plays, you can imagine the story that accompanies it. When you hear the tunes, the melody captivates you. It's a harmonious

melody that takes you to a different dimension. White keys can be happiness, and black keys can be sadness. However,

when they are played together, they create something so colorful. By playing only the white keys, or only the black keys, you can't make something that sounds euphonious.

You must play the keys together. So, when your life is black and white, try to find contentment.

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It doesn't happen overnight Step by step. You will keep growing. Keep working. Keep trying. Keep struggling. Keep the process going. Don't surrender yourself so easily. Don't wish to see results the next day. Seeing the results of your growth takes time and patience. Your

courage. Your hard work. Your late nights. Your dreams. Your efforts. Your struggles. Your will to not give up. God witnesses these things, even if no one else does. This should be reason enough to never give

up. He'll lift you, let you shine at the right time. Whatever you're working on, whether it's your future, your dreams,

your vision, yourself... Work on it every day.

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Day 63

It Might be sferMy right now M- yw'll coMe oof of if like a flash of lightning.

/ Life cannot always be sunshine and rainbows. You must accept

storms as well. These storms will come, and when they do, you will fed them raging. The gusts will be threatening. Let the winds come and let them rage. Stand tall. I know

your life is dark and cloudy right now. Know that your time to strike is very near. You will strike out of it like thunder and

lightning. And, just like any kind of weather, these storms won't last forever. After they're gone, youll see dear

skies with rays of sunshine once again.

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bay 64

Svifcrace yw darkness.

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You're beginning to understand, aren't you?

To let in the light, you must embrace your darkness. Your flaws, your mistakes, the wrong decisions you've made. They all he within this darkness, the darkness you're afraid to embrace. Everyone has darkness within them. Some have it in their

minds, some have it in their hearts and some have it in their souls. Know your darkness; understand and accept it. Even when you feel that darkness surrounds you, never be afraid

of it. Make peace with it Your darkness is the best way to get to know yourself. In time, you will discover that embracing

your darkness is the only way to let in the light. The only way.

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Day 65

Left ivy fingerprints on your heart.

* We have come to the finale of this part « Tell me, did you like my world? Was it wonderful?

' The time we spent together. The conversations we had iij. the morning, afternoon, night... and sometimes late at night. Just you and me. By the way, you are a good listener. Rarely do I find someone who loves to listen to what

I have to say. Usually, people listen only so they can reply, not so they can understand. You're different... that's why I didn't hesitate to show you

+ my world. I hope it touched your heart and soul.

Well, it's time for me to leave. I know you want me to stay a little longer but don't worry. I will be back. We will sit again in this starry night and converse once again. I promise to stay a little longer next time.

Until we meet again.

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