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My Dearly Beloved Sons and Daughters,

Greetings and Blessings for great DREAMs in life

In establishing Prajyoti Niketan College what I considered most was the student with a universal Vision and a unique Mission, to be at the service of the Nation. The approach must be Holistic. There is in every human being an innate hunger to grow bigger than one’s bodily size, natural size to divine size (Mt.5.48), e.g. Mahatma Gandhi, Mother Theresa... Dr. APJ Kalam of happy memory wrote that he experienced a greater hunger to grow after each experience of success. He was born poor; born in a poor village; but through struggles and failures he became his greater dreams and finally his greatest dream. His Dreams/Visions for the future had been remarkably well aligned. At Prajyoti, therefore, education means formation and empowerment of the whole person for greater growth, within one’s well aligned youthful dreams. Over the years our experience has re-affirmed this conviction. This was best evident in the lives of thousands of my students who committed to their cherished dreams gave face to our Holistic Vision. Arguably, it has become an abiding value at our dynamic organization to make far-sighted moves and to take far-reaching steps for the benefit of our students today. In the absence of such dreams, some take absurd positions that lead to disappointing and destructive experiences as expressed in this Magazine. In yet another or similar experiences the negative can be made positive through conscious insights for greater growth. Life thus made wiser, stronger and innovative leads to luring options on principled stand to stand tall against oppressive forces and to make one’s world better and Holistic for all. The outcome will be awaited with interest.

Wish you every success in your existential agony.

With love for Holistic Dreams together in crises

Dr. Fr. Harshajan Pazhayattil,OFM.Cap.,Founder-Manager, Prajyoti Niketan College, Pudukad

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Our VisionRedeeming love as PRAJYOTI-The Supreme Light

In struggles for growth in personal wholeness for universal wholenessfor the integrity of a family / society/nation depends on the integrity of the person who enter them.

Our Vision is holistic. Hole means more than the sum total of all the parts put together. Innate in every human being is a hunger to grow bigger than once bodily size, greater than once natural size to National size and divine size. Eg;Mahatma Gandhi and Mother Teresa. They were original and unique responses to God to bring about the kingdom of love among the less fortunate and marginalized. God is love god is Redeemer therefore god is the redeeming love (at the level of the Cross) so god is the most genuine love one without a second ‘Advaida’ the redeeming love is Pra-jyothi. The supreme light. It encompasses knowledge,wisdom and love as like for life In struggle to grow whole. At Prajyoti thus education means formation of the whole person for Greater growth and wholesome concern. Over the years of our experience has Re-affirmed that conviction. Thousands of our committed students gave face to our Holistic vision. It is an abiding value for a dynamic organisation that makes far sighted moves to take far-reaching steps.

Our Missionexcellence in education

Education as empowerment and formation of the whole person (jn.10.10)To work out the rhythm of love for the marginalised and less talented (mt.25-35ff)

And to grow greater than our natural size to National and divine size (mt.5.48)Thus education sets us in the struggle to achieve our vision, mission and thereby our constitutional goals.

A Guru Mentor helps to understand what inferences a vision holds out to life. Holistic mission arises from one’s consciousness of redeeming love (god) with impact on the whole person. Consciousness is the field where all feelings, perceptions, experiences, frictions, sorrows, joys, values extra reside. The moment one becomes aware of them they unfold their inner meaning and or disappear i.e; became aware of any emotional pain, tension on Or bitter experience in reference to genuine love (at the level of the cross), they disappear without leaving any Residue Indus of conscious. Some of the experiences may not disappear until love grows through them. Most problems are around unmet or neurotic needs; one who regulates lower needs in view of higher needs or values, keeps growing free of tension, so much so one lives not in the past or in the future, but totally in the present with full consiousness, dynamic and kicking. One needs to discover one’s conciousness from the lowest to the highest level for quality competence. Awareness and consicousness at any level are therapeutic and at the highest level is ecstasy leading to mastery in life for holistic growth, leadership and innovation. A liberated self becomes free to open its ego-boundaries to greater values.The greatest value is Genuine love ( God) or redeeming love. It’s Pra-jyoti, the supreme light for life to workout and totally from divine perspective or God’s Plan which becomes a dream a personal vision of redeeming love within which to invest self fully, then all experiences revert to an Unity in consciousness, genuineness, authenticity and freedom with social responsibility to grow or and divine.This is the experience of education at Prajyoti that leads to realisation of our cherished Motto.

Our MottoPragjyotirgamaya

Lead us towards the fullness of light to attend wholeness of life.true enlightenment, determination, courage and creativity.

Wholeness on an individual, family and national level.

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It is with immense pleasure and greatgratitude that I present before you the 23rd AnnualReport of the College activities of the academic year2017-18. As you know, the Prajyoti Niketan Familyconsists of the Manager, the Principal, the Teaching &Non-Teaching Staff, Well-Wishers, Parents and Stu-dents. Our College is run by Christian Charitable So-ciety and has been reaccredited with 'A' Grade by theNAAC. A new AC hall known as 'Assisi Hall' wasbuilt by the management during this academic year andit was blessed by our Provincial Rev Fr PaulyMadassery. Two Solar Panel Systems were alsoinstalled by the management with which we will beable to produce 200 units of power daily.

Courses & ProgrammesWe have five aided Under-Graduate Courses

and one aided Post-Graduate Course along with aResearch Centre in Psychology. Besides, we havebeen conducting very successfully four UGC spon-sored Add on Programmes, such as CommunicationSkills in English, Counselling Psychology, Web Tech-nology and Yoga & Health Care. We also conductKerala Government sponsored ASAP Programme alongwith UGC - NET and Bank & PSC CoachingProgrammes in association with IMS and TIMEThrissur. All these programmes provide opportunitiesfor our students to pursue their studies as per theirinterest and aptitude.

Staff & StudentsThere are 34 teaching staff members includ-

ing 26 permanent and eight Guest Lecturers and 17non-teaching staff members including 13 permanentand four temporary staff. Mrs Seena Antony has beenpermanently appointed in the office during thisacademic year. At present, the College has a totalstrength of 643 students including 189 male and 454female students.

RetirementRev Sr Dr Sophy P P, Associate Professor &

Head of the Department of English will be retiring fromthe service of the College on 31st March, 2018. I recordhere a word of gratitude to Sr Dr Sophy P P for havingextended her outstanding contributions for the welfareand development of the College during the past 23years.

The LibraryOur Library is fully computerized and it has

now a collection of 16,295 volumes of books. Besideswe purchase regularly 46 periodicals, 22 journals, 24magazines and 10 newspapers.

Awards, Achievements & RecognitionOur Vice Principal and head of the Department

of Computer Science Dr Sonia Sunny had been rec-ognized at the International Level with EmergingLeader Award on 6th January, 2018 considering her

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It is with immense pleasure and greatgratitude that I present before you the 23rd AnnualReport of the College activities of the academic year2017-18. As you know, the Prajyoti Niketan Familyconsists of the Manager, the Principal, the Teaching &Non-Teaching Staff, Well-Wishers, Parents and Stu-dents. Our College is run by Christian Charitable So-ciety and has been reaccredited with 'A' Grade by theNAAC. A new AC hall known as 'Assisi Hall' wasbuilt by the management during this academic year andit was blessed by our Provincial Rev Fr PaulyMadassery. Two Solar Panel Systems were alsoinstalled by the management with which we will beable to produce 200 units of power daily.

Courses & ProgrammesWe have five aided Under-Graduate Courses

and one aided Post-Graduate Course along with aResearch Centre in Psychology. Besides, we havebeen conducting very successfully four UGC spon-sored Add on Programmes, such as CommunicationSkills in English, Counselling Psychology, Web Tech-nology and Yoga & Health Care. We also conductKerala Government sponsored ASAP Programme alongwith UGC - NET and Bank & PSC CoachingProgrammes in association with IMS and TIMEThrissur. All these programmes provide opportunitiesfor our students to pursue their studies as per theirinterest and aptitude.

Staff & StudentsThere are 34 teaching staff members includ-

ing 26 permanent and eight Guest Lecturers and 17non-teaching staff members including 13 permanentand four temporary staff. Mrs Seena Antony has beenpermanently appointed in the office during thisacademic year. At present, the College has a totalstrength of 643 students including 189 male and 454female students.

RetirementRev Sr Dr Sophy P P, Associate Professor &

Head of the Department of English will be retiring fromthe service of the College on 31st March, 2018. I recordhere a word of gratitude to Sr Dr Sophy P P for havingextended her outstanding contributions for the welfareand development of the College during the past 23years.

The LibraryOur Library is fully computerized and it has

now a collection of 16,295 volumes of books. Besideswe purchase regularly 46 periodicals, 22 journals, 24magazines and 10 newspapers.

Awards, Achievements & RecognitionOur Vice Principal and head of the Department

of Computer Science Dr Sonia Sunny had been rec-ognized at the International Level with EmergingLeader Award on 6th January, 2018 considering her

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contributions to the field of Science. This award is in-stituted by the Venus International Foundation,Chennai. She has also been selected for the award ofD.Litt Degree, an Honorary Doctorate from the Uni-versity of South America. Dr Sonia also secured theBest Paper Award at the International Conference heldat the Institute of Science and Technology,Madanapalle, Andhra Pradesh. Dr E Sandhya receivedBVC Award for her poetry collection titled PerillaVandiyil. She was also recognized with CheruliVasudevan Nambeesan Poetry Award. Dr Sandhyawas awarded Navothana Sresta Puraskaram for hershort story collection '4D'. Her book titled 'Sagaranidra'was published by D.C.Books, Thrissur. Dr DhanyaMenon, Associate Professor of English has been se-lected at the International Level as a DistinguishedWoman in Humanities and Social Sciences consid-ering her contributions to the field of English litera-ture. This award is instituted by the Venus InternationalFoundation, Chennai. Ms Shiji P V, Guest Lecturer inHindi had been awarded Ph.D on the topic 'VeerendraJain Ke Upanyasom Ka Samaj shasthreeya Adyayan'from Dakshin Bharat Hindi Prachar Sabha, Chennai.

Sradha P, III B.Sc Psychology has been se-lected as the Best Outgoing Student of this academicyear. Rohan Menon, III B.Com and Sandra Sunny,III B.A English have been chosen as the Best Maleand Female Students, who made the best contribu-tions to the corporate life of the College. Anjana Ajith,III B.Sc Psychology secured a Special Jury Awardfor her outstanding contributions extended to the wel-fare of the College.

Dr Sonia Sunny, Dr Varghese Paul K, DrMonsy Edward, Dr Joju K T, Ms Ceena Mathews, DrBinu P Chacko, Ms Simi Varghese, Ms Jeetha Johny,Dr Nicemary Francis, Dr Milu Maria Anto, Dr SoumyaStarlet C T, Dr Sukanya B Menon, Dr Jaya A T, MrJoseph P P and Mr Jibish Mathew have been themembers of Board of Studies in various Universitiesand Autonomous Colleges.

Our Psychology department has been chosenas a Research Centre of Calicut University and all theseven Faculty Members of the Psychology DepartmentDr Varghese Paul K, Dr Monsy Edward, DrNicemary Francis, Dr Milu Maria Anto, Dr SoumyaStarlet, Dr Sukanya B Menon and Dr Jaya A T havebeen recognized as Research Guides.

Nayana N N of II M.Sc Clinical Psychologyqualified JRF and NET this year. Gayathri Suresh

Babu, III B.Sc Psychology was awarded for the BestPaper at the International Conference organized byAnugraha Institute of Social Sciences, Dindigul.Krishna K, II M.Sc Clinical Psychology was alsoawarded for the Best Paper at the National Workshopheld at St. Mary's College, Thrissur.

University ResultsBy the grace of God, the dedicated service of

the teachers and hard work of the students, our Col-lege could maintain excellent results in the Universityexaminations as has always been the custom here.

Proficiency PrizesThe following students won Proficiency Prizes in thefollowing classes-

1 Antony Davis I B.Sc Computer Science2 Joyal Robert I B.Sc Electronics3 Anna Joshi I B.A English4 Anagha Nandhakumar I B.Com5 Avena George I B.Sc Psychology6 Swathy M. S. II B.Sc Computer Science7 Anna Paulson II B.Sc Electronics8 Angel Rose John II B.A English9 Aswathy Mohan II B.Com10 Akhila Krishna II B.Sc Psychology11 Merin Vincent III B.Sc Computer Science12 Pooja Narayanan III B.Sc Electronics13 Maria Josephine III B.A English14 Shahina III B.Sc Psychology15 Christhya M Puthoor III B.Com16 Raihana Sharin I M.Sc Clinical Psychology17 Jency James II M.Sc Clinical Psychology

Endowments & ScholarshipsThe following students have been selected for thevarious endowments during the academic year 2016-17.1 Sheethal Lawrence B.Sc Psychology (2014-17)2 Krishnapriya K G B.Sc Computer Science

(2014-17)3 Serin Vincent B.Sc Electronics (2014-17)4 Augustina Augustin B.A English (2014-17)5 Mary Laju B.Com (2014-17)6 Pooja Narayanan Top scorer in Mathematics

of Electronics Department(2015-18)

7 Krishnendu P Top scorer in Mathematicsof Computer ScienceDepartment (2015-18)

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More than 80% of students get benefits fromvarious National, State, University and College MeritScholarships. Apart from these scholarships, the Well-Wishers of the College have also instituted several en-dowments for the outstanding students in academics.

GraduationDr K Muhammed Basheer, the Hon'ble Vice

Chancellor of Calicut University inaugurated theGraduation Ceremony and handed over the certifi-cates to 2017 passed out students on Friday, 25th Au-gust, 2017. Our Founder Manager Rev Fr Dr HarshajanPazhayattil presided over the function and graced theoccasion with an excellent message.

The College UnionThe College Union Election was held on 10th

August, 2017. The names of elected members are asfollows:-

SlNo Position Name1 College Union Chairman Daniel Jose2 Vice-Chairperson Supriya P S3 General Secretary Rithin Joseph4 Joint Secretary Sandra P M5 University Union Councillor Tiny Anto6 Fine Arts Secretary Brolin C Glanson7 Chief Student Editor Pournami K J8 General Captain Bhanuprasad D9 I D.C Representative Edveena Joju10 II D.C Representative Fesia K J11 III D.C Representative Abishek P K12 P G Representative Ardra J S13 Commerce Association

Secretary Sreenath Menon14 Computer Science

Association Secretary Shalu V V15 Electronics Association

Secretary Christin Pullely16 English Association

Secretary Gopika Suresh17 Psychology Association

Secretary Christina Ann MartinPublications, Seminars and Workshops

Under the initiative of the Research Commit-tee of our College, the third edition of a multi disci-plinary Research Journal 'ANDROMEDA' was pub-lished in November 2017. The journal has been recog-

nized with ISSN. Our College Magazine for the year2016-17 titled 'Nazhikachiratta' was released by thepopular writer and poet Mr Shihabudeen inJanuary, 2018. I extend my heartfelt appreciation tothe Staff Editor Dr Sandhya and Student Editor Ms.Athira Vijayan.

Besides, almost all our teachers presented pa-pers or participated in several International, Nationaland Regional Seminars, Conferences and Workshopsduring this academic year. A detailed report of the samewill be given in the College Magazine.ProjectsUnder the initiatives of e-solution Club of our College,the following five projects have been approved by theGovernment of Kerala-

1. Automatic Vehicle Tire Air Filler System2. An Alternative Strategy to rescue Children falling

in Bore Well3. Emergency Cab Reutilizer4. Aquatic Weed Remover Boat without Engine5. Automated Gyno-Crime Detector: an effective sys-

tem to enhance Women Safety in Trains23 students from III B.Sc Electronics got

financial support for the above projects. This club alsoorganized a two day Workshop in July, 2017. Undertheinitiative of this club, our College has been grantedapproval from Kerala Startup Mission to start a LEDCentre. I extend my special appreciation to the Coor-dinator of e-solution Club, Mr Jibish Mathew.

Co-curricular ActivitiesThe activities of the academic year began with

an Orientation Programme for all students of theCollege. A cordial welcome to the freshers was givenon 5th July. A one day seminar on 'Cyber Crimes'was organized for all students of the College. The semi-nar was led by District Judge Mr Mujeeb Rehman. Aone day Seminar on 'Anti Drugs' led by Assistant Ex-cise Inspector of Chalakudy Mr Abdul Jamal K Mwas held on 26th September, 2017. The College Unionwas formally inaugurated by the Popular Foot & MouthArtist Ms Swapna Augustine on 28th September, 2017.An Orchestra was staged as part of the Union Inaugu-ration.

Talents' DayThe Freshers were given an opportunity to ex-

hibit their budding talents on the Talents' Day, which

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More than 80% of students get benefits fromvarious National, State, University and College MeritScholarships. Apart from these scholarships, the Well-Wishers of the College have also instituted several en-dowments for the outstanding students in academics.

GraduationDr K Muhammed Basheer, the Hon'ble Vice

Chancellor of Calicut University inaugurated theGraduation Ceremony and handed over the certifi-cates to 2017 passed out students on Friday, 25th Au-gust, 2017. Our Founder Manager Rev Fr Dr HarshajanPazhayattil presided over the function and graced theoccasion with an excellent message.

The College UnionThe College Union Election was held on 10th

August, 2017. The names of elected members are asfollows:-

SlNo Position Name1 College Union Chairman Daniel Jose2 Vice-Chairperson Supriya P S3 General Secretary Rithin Joseph4 Joint Secretary Sandra P M5 University Union Councillor Tiny Anto6 Fine Arts Secretary Brolin C Glanson7 Chief Student Editor Pournami K J8 General Captain Bhanuprasad D9 I D.C Representative Edveena Joju10 II D.C Representative Fesia K J11 III D.C Representative Abishek P K12 P G Representative Ardra J S13 Commerce Association

Secretary Sreenath Menon14 Computer Science

Association Secretary Shalu V V15 Electronics Association

Secretary Christin Pullely16 English Association

Secretary Gopika Suresh17 Psychology Association

Secretary Christina Ann MartinPublications, Seminars and Workshops

Under the initiative of the Research Commit-tee of our College, the third edition of a multi disci-plinary Research Journal 'ANDROMEDA' was pub-lished in November 2017. The journal has been recog-

nized with ISSN. Our College Magazine for the year2016-17 titled 'Nazhikachiratta' was released by thepopular writer and poet Mr Shihabudeen inJanuary, 2018. I extend my heartfelt appreciation tothe Staff Editor Dr Sandhya and Student Editor Ms.Athira Vijayan.

Besides, almost all our teachers presented pa-pers or participated in several International, Nationaland Regional Seminars, Conferences and Workshopsduring this academic year. A detailed report of the samewill be given in the College Magazine.ProjectsUnder the initiatives of e-solution Club of our College,the following five projects have been approved by theGovernment of Kerala-

1. Automatic Vehicle Tire Air Filler System2. An Alternative Strategy to rescue Children falling

in Bore Well3. Emergency Cab Reutilizer4. Aquatic Weed Remover Boat without Engine5. Automated Gyno-Crime Detector: an effective sys-

tem to enhance Women Safety in Trains23 students from III B.Sc Electronics got

financial support for the above projects. This club alsoorganized a two day Workshop in July, 2017. Undertheinitiative of this club, our College has been grantedapproval from Kerala Startup Mission to start a LEDCentre. I extend my special appreciation to the Coor-dinator of e-solution Club, Mr Jibish Mathew.

Co-curricular ActivitiesThe activities of the academic year began with

an Orientation Programme for all students of theCollege. A cordial welcome to the freshers was givenon 5th July. A one day seminar on 'Cyber Crimes'was organized for all students of the College. The semi-nar was led by District Judge Mr Mujeeb Rehman. Aone day Seminar on 'Anti Drugs' led by Assistant Ex-cise Inspector of Chalakudy Mr Abdul Jamal K Mwas held on 26th September, 2017. The College Unionwas formally inaugurated by the Popular Foot & MouthArtist Ms Swapna Augustine on 28th September, 2017.An Orchestra was staged as part of the Union Inaugu-ration.

Talents' DayThe Freshers were given an opportunity to ex-

hibit their budding talents on the Talents' Day, which

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was held on 5th September. The Idea Star Singer Win-ner Ms Malavika inaugurated the celebrations. Thefirst year students participated very actively in variousitems displaying their God-given creativity and talentsbefore the audience. The department of English wonthe talents' day Overall Trophy.

Arts & Sports ActivitiesThe various Arts and Sports competitions were

conducted by the College Union with great pomp andfervor. The Arts Festival was inaugurated by the Popu-lar Cine Artist Ms Nyla Usha along with a team ofArtists from the film 'Divanji Moola'. They gracedthe occasion with their performances. 'Natakolsavam'was inaugurated by Cine Artist Ms Gayathri Suresh.Under the leadership of the Fine Arts Coordinator DrPaul Chacko, arts competitions were held on 19th&20th January, 2018. The Arts Festival was a remarkableone and the department of Psychology won the Tro-phy.Sreerag, III B.Sc Computer Science and Aarathy SKollara, II B.Sc Psychology won the 'Kalaprathibha'and 'Kalathilakam' titles respectively. 'Sargaprat-hibha' and 'Chitraprathiba' titles were secured byAmeena Shafeer, II B.Sc Computer Science andGayathri Haridas, II B.A English respectively. RohanMenon, III B.Com and Namitha Jose, III B.A won theBest Actor and Best Actress titles in Drama respec-tively. The Best Actor and Best Actress titles in ShortFilm were obtained by Tiny Anto, III B.Sc Electronicsand Shilpa, II B.Sc Computer Science. Ms & MrPrajyoti titles were won by Ms Sandhra Sunny of IIIB A English and Mr Rithin Joseph of II B.Sc Psy-chology.

The following students and teams broughtglory to our College in the D-Zone Arts Festival-Sreerag M R of I B.Com won 1st prize in Folk Dance.Nimitha Jose of III B.A English got 3rd prize inKathaprasangam. Christeena Anto of III B.Sc Psychol-ogy secured 3rd prize in Western Music (Solo). DeepthiP V of II B.Com obtained 3rd prize in Classical Music.Aarathy S Kollara got 'A' Grade in Kuchipudi. OurThiruvathira and Western Music teams also got 'A'Grades.

Deepthi P V, II B.Com secured 1st prize with acash award of Rs 5,000/- in all Kerala Classical Musiccompetition organized by Sahitya Academy, Thrissur.Gayatri M of III B.A English won 2nd prize with acash award of Rs 3,000/- in all Kerala Kavyakeli com-

petition organized by Kerala Sahitya Academy,Thrissur. Gayatri Suresh Babu and Shahina both fromIII B.Sc Psychology obtained 3rd prize at National QuizCompetition organized by K E College Mannanam,Kottayam. Dr E Sandhya secured 2nd prize along witha cash award of Rs 5,000/- in the all Kerala Poetry Writ-ing competition instituted by Vasudevan MasterPuraskara Samathi, Palakkad.

The following students of the department ofEnglish secured the following prizes and cash awardsin the Interstate Literary Carnival organized by StMary's College, Thrissur :1. Jessica of III B A : 1st prize and a cash award of Rs

2,000/- in Soliloquy2. Nina Ann Mathew, Ritta Tony and Austin James of I

B A : 1st prize and a cash award of Rs 2,000/- inJournal Making

3. Anjana P V and Abhirami G Menon of III B A : 2nd

prize and a cash award of Rs 1,000/- in Power PointPresentation

4. Sandra Sunny and Maria Josphine of III B A : 2nd

prize in Quiz5. Sreelakshmi of II B A and Simi Simon of I B A : 2nd

prize and a cash award of Rs 1,000/- in Face Paint-ing

6. Yadhu Krishna N S of III B A, Anjitha K G,Sreelakshmi and Malavika Raghu of II B A, AntonyJaison, Anna Joshi, Nina Ann Mathew, Swetha K,Amal Thomas, Aathira Prakash and Sneha Jose of IB A : 2nd prize and a cash award of Rs 5,000/- inCharacter Carnival

7. Jinsha V K, Solja P B, Sneha Jose and Aparna of I BA, 3rd prize in Puzzle Hunt.

The following students of III B.Sc ComputerScience secured various prizes in the two day Work-shop organized by Vidya Academy of Science and Tech-nology, Thrissur-1. Neema Babu & Adheena Nizwa Lateef :1st prize in

Video Presentation2. Krishnendu P & Adheena Nizwa Lateef : 2nd prize

in Website Creation3. Krishnendu P : 3rd prize in Game Development

Ameena Shafeer of II B.Sc Computer Sciencewon three 1st prizes in Paper Presentation held in vari-ous Colleges. Ameena Shafeer, Maria and Krishnenduobtained 1st prize with a cash award of Rs 2,000/- inTreasure Hunt competition and Krishnendu also won

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2nd prize in De-Bugging competition held at Instituteof Management & Technology, Thrissur.

Neethu Jolly and Malavika Reghu both fromII B.A English got 3rd prize in all Kerala Literary QuizCompetition held on 23rd Nov. 2017 at Sahrdaya Col-lege of Advanced Studies, Kodakara. Swetha K, I B.AEnglish secured 3rd prize in all Kerala Inter CollegiateElocution Competition held at Christ College,Irinjalakuda. Austin James, I B.A English won 3rd prizein all Kerala English Recitation held at St. Joseph'sCollege, Irinjalakuda. Aneesia Jogi III B A English se-cured 2nd prize with a cash award of 2,000/- in StateLevel Poetry Competition at 'Carpediem LiteraryFest' organized by Sree Kerala Varma College,Thrissur. Sreelakshmi, III B A English got 1st prize inShort Story Writing and 2nd prize in Poetry Writing atthe district Level Sargavasantholsavam Competition on16th February, 2018.The following students secured the following prizes atthe Intercollegiate Library Fest 'Kaishi' held at VimalaCollege, Thrissur-1. Nina Ann Mathew and Ritta Tony, I B.A English :

1st prize for the Best Handwritten Magazine2. Krishnaprasad, II B.A English : 1st prize for the Book

Review3. Neethu Jolly, II B.A : 2nd prize for the Book Re-

view4. Neethu Jolly, Malavika and Angel, II B.A English :

1st prize for the Best Reading TeamIn sports, under the captaincy of Helna Aby,

the College Cycling team for women secured CalicutUniversity Cycling Championship. The followingfour students have been selected to Calicut UniversityCycling team- Helna Aby of III B.Sc Psychology,Sandra P M of III B.Com, Sradha P of III B.Sc Psy-chology and Anjitha Johnson of I B.Sc Psychology.Other team members were Simi Simon of I B.A En-glish, Snoopa Joseph of I B.A English and Alina Babuof I B.Sc Psychology. Under the captaincy of PouloDavis of III B.Com, our Cycling team for men wonthe 1st Runner up Trophy in Calicut University Cy-cling Championship. The other team members were-Noel Shaju of III B.Com, Kendrick Robin of III B.ScElectronics, Santy Sasi of III B.Sc Computer Science,Astin K Sebastian of III B.Sc Computer Science,Reeshal C J of II B.Sc Computer Science, JomonLonappan of II B.Sc Computer Science, Adarv Malicof II B.Sc Electronics, Brolin C G of II B.Com andRenju Varghese of II B.Com. Brolin C G was selected

to Calicut University Cycling team.Our Yogasana team for men won Calicut Uni-

versity Yogasana Championship and the female teamsecured 2nd Runner up Trophy. Rohan Menon and BanuPrasad of III B.Com have been selected as the first andsecond individual champions of Calicut University.Adarsh P S of III B.Sc Computer Science, Vyshnav ofII B.Sc Psychology and Sreelakshmi N P of I B.Comhave been also selected to the University team. AmaljithP S of I B.Sc Electronics and Ajmal P M of III B.ScComputer Science were the other men team members.Female team members were Sradha P, Sona Sunny,Anusree all of them from III B.Sc Psychology, GopikaJayaraj of I B.Sc Psychology and Hannath P P of IIB.A English. Sanjith Sajayan, II B.Com has been se-lected as Mr University of this academic year. He rep-resented Calicut University for the Best PhysiqueChampionship at Chandigarh, Panjab on 23rd Decem-ber, 2017.

Our College team won 1st prize with a cashaward of Rs 3,000/- in all Kerala Footsal competitionorganized by FISAT, Angamaly. The team memberswere- Abhishek P K, Ajithkumar U, Joel Vattoly, RahulRaj, all of them from III B.Sc Computer Science andSarath Sathyan from 2nd B A English.Sports Day was celebrated on 7th February, 2018.‘Kappa’, fish curry, ‘chammandhi’ and ‘Kattankappi’were distributed to all staff and students. JomonLonappan, II B.Sc Computer Science and AnjanaJoseph, II B.Sc Electronics were selected as theIndividual Champion for men and women respec-tively. The Outstanding Sportsman and Sports-woman of the year have been Sanjith Sajayan of IIB.Com and Sradha P of III B.Sc Psychology respec-tively. The Trophy for Sports was secured byCommerce Department. Under the leadership of DrMilu Maria Anto, the Overall Trophy in Arts andSports has been won by Psychology Department.Hearty congratulations to all the winners more particu-larly the Arts & Sports General Coordinator Dr PaulChacko.

Departmental ActivitiesAll the departments organized several

programmes like in the previous years. The Depart-ment of Psychology organized a one day NationalSeminar on 'Re-mapping the Psycho-dynamics ofDepression' on 11th October, 2017. A One day Work-shop was also conducted by the Department on

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'Engage to Change' in association with NIMHANS,Bangalore. The Psychology Association was inaugu-rated by the Clinical Psychologist Ms Sangeetha P Lon 11th January, 2018.

The activities of the English Association wereinaugurated on 9th January by Rev Fr Jose Kidangan,Principal of Carmel Higher Secondary School,Chalakudy.

The Computer Science Association wasinaugurated by Mr Sanoj T S, Technology Analyst,Infosys, Mysore. Several career guidance programmesand various talks were arranged by the Department.

Under the initiative of the Commerce depart-ment, a number of academic activities such as Interna-tional Conference on 'Business and Economics',several talks on various topics and career guidanceprogrammes were organized. The InternationalConference was inaugurated and led by Dr Prof BodeePutsyainunt, Khon Kaen University, Thailand on 8thJanuary, 2018. The activities of Commerce Associa-tion were inaugurated by Dr Paul Jose, AssociateProfessor, St. Thomas Autonomous College, Thrissur.

The Electronics Association was inauguratedby our former student Ms Liviya Joy, who gotplacement in Wipro, while she was studying here. Shemotivated the students with an excellent message.

TourThe final year students of all the departments

went on a three day study tour to Coorg andChicmagalur. The management has scheduled tour forboth teaching and non-teaching staff on 3rd March,2018.

Various Clubs & ForumsMany Clubs and Forums like Music Club,

Dance Club, Quiz Club, Debating Club, Nature Club,Photography Club, E-solution Club, Speakers' Forumand Writers' Forum have been functioning in our Col-lege to enable our students to widen their vistas ofknowledge, skills and talents and to help them to be-come academically and professionally competent in thechallenging world. A word of gratitude to Writers' Fo-rum Coordinator Dr E Sandhya, Speakers' Forum andQuiz Club Coordinator Ms Simi Varghese, Music ClubCoordinator Dr Milu Maria Anto, Dance Club andWomen Cell Coordinator Dr Soumya Starlet, Debat-ing Club Coordinator Dr Monsy Edward and Photog-raphy Club Coordinator Mr Jose M O.

Counselling CentreUnder the initiative of the department of Psy-

chology a Counselling Centre has been functioning inour College since 2014. Public, students from variousschools, referred patients, staff & students of our Col-lege are benefitted by this Centre. Various Psychologi-cal tests are also provided to the public. PG studentsalso assist the Centre during the case study, which pro-vide the clinical experience to them.

ASAPASAP (Additional Skill Acquisition

Programme) is a State Government initiative launchedin the College from 2013. The ASAP classes are handledby Mr Sathish K Nair and he has been well appreci-ated by all his students. The classes have been moni-tored by Dr Binoj Jose, the Programme Coordinatorof the College.

Placement CellUnder the guidance of Ms Ceena Mathews,

the Placement Cell of the College has been facilitatingemployment opportunities to many of our students dur-ing the past years. Besides, the Cell has organized anumber of coaching classes and training programmesfor all students of the College on various topics relatedto Higher Education and employability. 15 students gotplacement in OBM group of companies, Info Park,Koratty during the recruitment held in our College on14th February, 2018. Anjana K M, III B.Sc ComputerScience also got placement in Infosys.

NSSThe National Service Scheme is one of the

major organizations that provides opportunities for ourstudents to contribute towards the noble task of nation-building. Orientation Programmes, Group DynamicProgrammes, Awareness Classes, Patriotic Song Com-petitions in connection with Independence Day, PosterMaking Competition, Planting of Saplings on the cam-pus, and organizing Special Camp were the main ac-tivities during the academic year. The NSS volunteersvisited the Old Age Home at Chengaloor and handedover groceries, stationeries and cloths to them. The vol-unteers also usually visit Pope Paul Peace Home andprovide their service to the bed ridden Patients. A BloodDonation Camp was organized in association withIMA, Thrissur. AIDS Day was observed with avariety of programmes like Poster Making, Flash Mob,Street Play and so on. A street play on 'Leprosy Aware-

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'Engage to Change' in association with NIMHANS,Bangalore. The Psychology Association was inaugu-rated by the Clinical Psychologist Ms Sangeetha P Lon 11th January, 2018.

The activities of the English Association wereinaugurated on 9th January by Rev Fr Jose Kidangan,Principal of Carmel Higher Secondary School,Chalakudy.

The Computer Science Association wasinaugurated by Mr Sanoj T S, Technology Analyst,Infosys, Mysore. Several career guidance programmesand various talks were arranged by the Department.

Under the initiative of the Commerce depart-ment, a number of academic activities such as Interna-tional Conference on 'Business and Economics',several talks on various topics and career guidanceprogrammes were organized. The InternationalConference was inaugurated and led by Dr Prof BodeePutsyainunt, Khon Kaen University, Thailand on 8thJanuary, 2018. The activities of Commerce Associa-tion were inaugurated by Dr Paul Jose, AssociateProfessor, St. Thomas Autonomous College, Thrissur.

The Electronics Association was inauguratedby our former student Ms Liviya Joy, who gotplacement in Wipro, while she was studying here. Shemotivated the students with an excellent message.

TourThe final year students of all the departments

went on a three day study tour to Coorg andChicmagalur. The management has scheduled tour forboth teaching and non-teaching staff on 3rd March,2018.

Various Clubs & ForumsMany Clubs and Forums like Music Club,

Dance Club, Quiz Club, Debating Club, Nature Club,Photography Club, E-solution Club, Speakers' Forumand Writers' Forum have been functioning in our Col-lege to enable our students to widen their vistas ofknowledge, skills and talents and to help them to be-come academically and professionally competent in thechallenging world. A word of gratitude to Writers' Fo-rum Coordinator Dr E Sandhya, Speakers' Forum andQuiz Club Coordinator Ms Simi Varghese, Music ClubCoordinator Dr Milu Maria Anto, Dance Club andWomen Cell Coordinator Dr Soumya Starlet, Debat-ing Club Coordinator Dr Monsy Edward and Photog-raphy Club Coordinator Mr Jose M O.

Counselling CentreUnder the initiative of the department of Psy-

chology a Counselling Centre has been functioning inour College since 2014. Public, students from variousschools, referred patients, staff & students of our Col-lege are benefitted by this Centre. Various Psychologi-cal tests are also provided to the public. PG studentsalso assist the Centre during the case study, which pro-vide the clinical experience to them.

ASAPASAP (Additional Skill Acquisition

Programme) is a State Government initiative launchedin the College from 2013. The ASAP classes are handledby Mr Sathish K Nair and he has been well appreci-ated by all his students. The classes have been moni-tored by Dr Binoj Jose, the Programme Coordinatorof the College.

Placement CellUnder the guidance of Ms Ceena Mathews,

the Placement Cell of the College has been facilitatingemployment opportunities to many of our students dur-ing the past years. Besides, the Cell has organized anumber of coaching classes and training programmesfor all students of the College on various topics relatedto Higher Education and employability. 15 students gotplacement in OBM group of companies, Info Park,Koratty during the recruitment held in our College on14th February, 2018. Anjana K M, III B.Sc ComputerScience also got placement in Infosys.

NSSThe National Service Scheme is one of the

major organizations that provides opportunities for ourstudents to contribute towards the noble task of nation-building. Orientation Programmes, Group DynamicProgrammes, Awareness Classes, Patriotic Song Com-petitions in connection with Independence Day, PosterMaking Competition, Planting of Saplings on the cam-pus, and organizing Special Camp were the main ac-tivities during the academic year. The NSS volunteersvisited the Old Age Home at Chengaloor and handedover groceries, stationeries and cloths to them. The vol-unteers also usually visit Pope Paul Peace Home andprovide their service to the bed ridden Patients. A BloodDonation Camp was organized in association withIMA, Thrissur. AIDS Day was observed with avariety of programmes like Poster Making, Flash Mob,Street Play and so on. A street play on 'Leprosy Aware-

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ness' was conducted at Govt. Hospital, Pudukad on 12thFebruary, 2018. In order to maintain greenery on cam-pus, all the NSS volunteers actively joined in 'BirdClub' as per University guidelines and planted fruit-saplings on the campus. The seven day NSS SpecialCamp was formally inaugurated by Ms. SheelaVijayakumar, President of District Panchayath,Thrissur on 8th September, 2017. The Camp was heldat Panchayath Govt. Higher Secondary School,Alagappanagar. The major activities during the Campwere free Eye Testing and Treatment Camp in asso-ciation with Little Flower Hospital, Angamaly, sur-vey in connection with Waste Management, cleaningof the premises of the Government school, self-defensetraining programme, various talks and so on. Paper PenMaking was one of the remarkable achievements ofthe camp. Daniel Jose was selected as the Best Camper.Special congratulations to the Programme Officers MrJoseph P P and Dr Jaya A T.

Jesus Youth & AICUFUnder the guidance of Ms Jeetha Johny, Jesus

Youth and AICUF organized several programmes regu-larly, such as - weekly Prayer Meetings, Rosary, distri-bution of lunch packs to the needy on the roads atThrissur every Thursday, visiting cancer patients andoffering counselling along with Pain & Palliative Care.Volunteers on Saturdays conduct various spiritualprogrammes. These programs help in maintaining aspiritual atmosphere in the Campus. Jesus Youth orga-nized a one day programme on 'WiFi 2018' by whichall students continue to connect to Prajyoti. The daybecame a memorable one with sharing sessions, talksand music band.

CelebrationsThe College celebrated Onam, Id and Christ-

mas in a real festive manner. In connection with Onam,Onasadhya was arranged for the staff and students. Wealso had various cultural programmes. As part of Idcelebrations, Ifthar Treat was arranged by the Muslimstudents. In connection with Christmas, the campuswas decorated with hundreds of stars. Programmes suchas Carol Songs, Card Making and Candle Decorationwere conducted and students participated with muchexcitement and enthusiasm. We also celebrated ourFounder's Day, the Birthday of our beloved ManagerRev Fr Dr Harshajan Pazhayattil in an appropriatemanner.

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Alumni AssociationThe Alumni Association plays a vital role in

maintaining a very cordial relationship with the formerstudents and teachers. The Annual Alumni meeting washeld on 30th September, 2017. Dr E Sandhya and MrSujith E S have been re-elected as Convener and Vice-President respectively.

PTA & PWTAOur College has a well organized PTA, which

aims at the promotion of the all-round development ofthe students. All the Parents and Teachers are its mem-bers. Class wise PTA was held in November 2017. PTAgeneral body meeting will be held on 12th March 2018.Mr Shamsudheen C A and Dr Varghese Paul K havebeen re-elected as Vice President and Secretary of thePTA. We also have PWTA (Parents Well-WishersTeachers Association). In the case of the infrastruc-ture development, the role of PWTA is very signifi-cant. Mr. Jishu John Kannampuzha and Ms SimiVarghese have been re-elected as Vice-President andSecretary respectively.

ConclusionAs I wind up this Report, I raise my heart in

praise and gratitude to Almighty God for all the bless-ings that He has showered on us. On this occasion, Isincerely thank our Chief Guest the hon'ble Memberof Parliament Prof. Richard Hay for having honouredus with his esteemed presence. I also express my sin-cere joy and gratitude to our Founder Director andManager Rev Dr Harshajan Pazhayattil for his gen-erous support and guidance. I remember with grati-tude PTA Vice President Mr Shamsudeen C. A., all theParents, Well-Wishers and all those who have extendedtheir support in times of need. I record here my sincereappreciation and gratitude to all the Teaching and Non-Teaching Staff for having sincerely helped, supportedand co-operated with all the activities of the College.My sincere gratitude to all the College Union mem-bers and all my students, without whose sincere workand co-operation, nothing would have been possible. Iconclude this report praying that God Almighty maylead us to the Supreme Light- Prajyotirgamaya.

Thank you

Pudukad, Dr. Shaijan Paul20.02.2018 Principal

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I, Dr. Shaijan Paul hereby declare that the particulars given in this magazine are true and correct tothe best of my knowledge and belief.

Sd/Dr Shaijan Paul

Magazine Committee

Gayathri Haridas

Ameena Shafeer

Neethu Jolly

Ritta Tony

Nina Ann Mathew

Anand P Prakash

Daniel Jose

Anaswar Raj P K

Supriya P S

Arathi Sivadas

Rithin Joseph

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Statement of ownership and particulars aboutpublication of the Magazine of Prajyoti NiketanCollege, Pudukad

Place of Publication : Pudukad

Periodicity of Publication : Annual

Printer & Publisher : Dr Shaijan Paul

Nationality : Indian

Address : Prajyoti NiketanCollege,Pudukad,Thrissur, Kerala

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Principal : Dr SHAIJAN PAULStaff Editor : Ms Simi VargheseEditor : Pournami K JStaff Photographer : Jose M O

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Dhruva college union, elected on the 10th of August officially came into beingon the 28th of September 2018. The oathtaking ceremony was led by the collegechairman, Mr. Daniel Jose under theguidance of the Principal Dr. ShaijanPaul. On the same day in the presenceof our beloved founder - director andmanager Rev. Dr. Harshajan Pazhayattil,Our principal Dr. Shaijan Paul, StaffAdvisors Mr. Binoj Jose and Dr. NiceMary Francis, all teaching, non-teach-ing staff and students, the union was in-augurated by famous foot and mouthartist and social inspiration Mrs. SwapnaAugustine. The day then came to an endwith the performance of a music bandand other cultural events.

The Onam celebration wasconducted even before the official inau-

guration of the union. The day was onemarked remarkably with everyonedressed in complete ethnicity followedby many traditional celebrations like thekerala onam swing, selfie spot,thiruvathira kali, onam sadhya,pookalam competition and many othergames and activities.

The intramural competitions ofsports and arts 2017 -18 conducted un-der the leadership of Dhruva collegeunion started with the sports week whichlasted from the 27 th of November tothe 30 th of November. The cut throatcompetitions were not taken lightly byany of the departments who displayedremarkable performances. This sportsweek was also accompanied by a foodfest organized by the college union.Christmas celebrations took place on the

23 rd of December with delight and bliss.Rev. Dr Harshajan Pazhayattil and Prin-cipal Dr. Shaijan Paul shared the Christ-mas message and cut the Christmas cake.The day also witnessed the inaugurationof the music club and dance club, fol-lowed by their performances. Lunch wasalso provided to all by our beloved fa-ther, Dr.Harshajan Pazhayattil. In con-nection with the Christmas celebrations,the college union had initiated a charitywork scheme. The scheme included col-lecting household items and clothes fromevery department. The collected itemswere then delivered to orphanages andold age homes. Even food for almost 100people was specially packed by our fa-ther and given to the needy and thepoor.The second half of the intramuralcompetitions - the arts fest then took

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place in January.The arts fest was inau-gurated on the 10 th of January by fa-mous cine artist and anchor Miss NylaUsha along with the members from thefilm crew, 'Diwangi Moolah.'

This was then followed by thesecond phase of the sports competitions,which included the athletics and mockevents. The Commerce Departmentlifted the cup as the overall sports cham-pions.

At the end of the Intramuralcompetitions, the Department of Psy-chology won the overall championshipcup in the intramural arts and sportscompetitions 2017 – 18. Founder’s daywas also celebrated on the occasion offather’s birthday on the 12th of Feb witha few cultural events. The college union,heads of the departments, non-teachingstaff and principal presented gifts to fa-ther on the same day. Ice cream and cakewas provided to all staff and students.

On the 14 th of February the collegeunion also organized ‘Valethnics’ day forthe first time. It was a joint celebrationof Valentine’s Day and Ethnic day. Ev-eryone celebrated the day by dressingup ethnically and participated in the trea-sure hunt competition. The winners ofthe treasure hunt, Ameena Sharif andKarthika from 2 nd Computer science,won a gift voucher of rupees 1000 fromflipkart.

The students acquired variousawards and prizes this year – Yoga TeamMen’s won the overall championship,Yoga team women’s won second runnersup, Cycling team women won the over-all championship, Cycling team menwon runners up, Footsall team won firstprize in FESAT. And in the case ofindividual achievements – Sanjith wonthe individual championship in theCalicut university body building com-petition; Bhanu Prasad won the indi-

vidual championship in the Calicut uni-versity Yoga competition. Participantswho qualified for National level com-petitions were – Rohan Menon for yoga,Sandra P M, Sradha P, Anjitha, Helnaand Brolin Glanson for cycling. D zoneaward winners were – Sreerag MR firstprize in Folk dance, Deepthi PV thirdprize in classical music, Christeena Antothird prize in Western solo, Nimitha Josethird prize for kathaprasangam.

We hope we have lived up tothe expectations of the teachers, non-teaching staff and students as we haveworked to the best of our abilities andhave tried to serve our best in every waypossible. We hope we have not doneanything that would have tarnished thename of the college knowingly or un-knowingly. May the flag and spirit ofPrajyoti Niketan fly beyond reach andabove all expectations.

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International Environment DayIn connection with International Environment Day,various programmes were conducted by the NSS unitsduring 5th to 9th of June 2017. Tree saplings wereplanted in the campus on 05-06-2017. It was inaugu-rated by Dr. Shaijan Paul, Principal, Prajyoti NiketanCollege. The fruit tree saplings were also distrib-uted to the staff and students. An oath to protectenvironment was also taken by the students. It was ad-ministered by the principal.Pencil drawing competition was conducted on 7th ofJune, 2017. The topic was man and nature.The prizes were distributed to the winners.Tree saplings were planted at KSRTC stand, Pudukad,Thrissur on 08-06-2017.

Extempore CompetitionExtempore competition on development and environ-ment was held in the campus under the initiative ofNSS units on 09-06-2017. Prizes were distributed tothe winners.Miniature forest under Birds Club InternationalAs the National Service Scheme of Prajyoti NiketanCollege has taken the membership in Birds Club Inter-national, 50 saplings were collected from Sri AchuthaMenon Memorial Govt.College, Kuttanellur on 08-06-2017. The saplings were planted in our college cam-pus by the teachers and students. It was inauguratedby Rev. Dr. Harshajan Pazhayattil, Founder Directorof Prajyoti Niketan College.

World Blood Donor DayBlood Donor’s Day -2017 (14-06-2017) was observedby the NSS units through a variety of programmes inour college. Poster Exhibition highlighting the impor-tance of blood donation was conducted by the volun-

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teers. A blood donor’s directory including the studentsof our college comprising those who are willing todonate their blood to the needy patients was preparedby the NSS volunteers and handed over to ‘All KeralaBlood Donor’s Forum’ on the same day. A skit empha-sizing the importance of blood donation was also per-formed by the NSS volunteers.

Reader’s weekUnder the leadership of NSS in association withwriter’s forum of our college 19th of June to 23rd ofJune, 2017 was celebrated as ‘Reader’s Week’. On 19thJune, a reading competition was conducted to improvethe reading skills of the students. On 20th June a spell-ing bee competition was conducted in three languages.On 20th and 21st extempore competition on the topic‘Recent Trends in Reading’ was conducted. On 22nddiscussion on ‘Reading and Technology’ was held.A talk on ‘Relevance of Reading Today’ was deliveredby Prof. M. Haridas, retired professor and environmen-talist on 23rd June. The reader’s week programme endedup with that talk.

International Yoga DayIn connection with International Yoga Day, a yoga train-ing class was conducted in our college for the NSSvolunteers on 21-06-2017. The training sessions leadby Mr. Abimanyu N.S., yoga instructor and teacher inSree Rama Krisha Vidhya Niketan Public School,Nandikara, Thrissur. Ten NSS volunteers have alsoparticipated in District level mass yoga demo at St.Thomas College, Thrissur on the same day.

Anti Drug CampaignAn anti drug campaign is initiated by the NSS in asso-ciation with Department of Psychology of our college.The campaign was aimed to conduct anti - drug

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International Environment DayIn connection with International Environment Day,various programmes were conducted by the NSS unitsduring 5th to 9th of June 2017. Tree saplings wereplanted in the campus on 05-06-2017. It was inaugu-rated by Dr. Shaijan Paul, Principal, Prajyoti NiketanCollege. The fruit tree saplings were also distrib-uted to the staff and students. An oath to protectenvironment was also taken by the students. It was ad-ministered by the principal.Pencil drawing competition was conducted on 7th ofJune, 2017. The topic was man and nature.The prizes were distributed to the winners.Tree saplings were planted at KSRTC stand, Pudukad,Thrissur on 08-06-2017.

Extempore CompetitionExtempore competition on development and environ-ment was held in the campus under the initiative ofNSS units on 09-06-2017. Prizes were distributed tothe winners.Miniature forest under Birds Club InternationalAs the National Service Scheme of Prajyoti NiketanCollege has taken the membership in Birds Club Inter-national, 50 saplings were collected from Sri AchuthaMenon Memorial Govt.College, Kuttanellur on 08-06-2017. The saplings were planted in our college cam-pus by the teachers and students. It was inauguratedby Rev. Dr. Harshajan Pazhayattil, Founder Directorof Prajyoti Niketan College.

World Blood Donor DayBlood Donor’s Day -2017 (14-06-2017) was observedby the NSS units through a variety of programmes inour college. Poster Exhibition highlighting the impor-tance of blood donation was conducted by the volun-

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teers. A blood donor’s directory including the studentsof our college comprising those who are willing todonate their blood to the needy patients was preparedby the NSS volunteers and handed over to ‘All KeralaBlood Donor’s Forum’ on the same day. A skit empha-sizing the importance of blood donation was also per-formed by the NSS volunteers.

Reader’s weekUnder the leadership of NSS in association withwriter’s forum of our college 19th of June to 23rd ofJune, 2017 was celebrated as ‘Reader’s Week’. On 19thJune, a reading competition was conducted to improvethe reading skills of the students. On 20th June a spell-ing bee competition was conducted in three languages.On 20th and 21st extempore competition on the topic‘Recent Trends in Reading’ was conducted. On 22nddiscussion on ‘Reading and Technology’ was held.A talk on ‘Relevance of Reading Today’ was deliveredby Prof. M. Haridas, retired professor and environmen-talist on 23rd June. The reader’s week programme endedup with that talk.

International Yoga DayIn connection with International Yoga Day, a yoga train-ing class was conducted in our college for the NSSvolunteers on 21-06-2017. The training sessions leadby Mr. Abimanyu N.S., yoga instructor and teacher inSree Rama Krisha Vidhya Niketan Public School,Nandikara, Thrissur. Ten NSS volunteers have alsoparticipated in District level mass yoga demo at St.Thomas College, Thrissur on the same day.

Anti Drug CampaignAn anti drug campaign is initiated by the NSS in asso-ciation with Department of Psychology of our college.The campaign was aimed to conduct anti - drug

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awareness class for the U.P. school students ofGovernment and aided schools in Thrissur district. Aspart of this programme, an awareness class includinga video presentation and short film was conducted bythe NSS in St. Antony’s U.P. School, Pudukad on06-07-2017.The school students were enthusiastic andgot benefitted by the class.

World Population DayWorld Population Day -2017 was observed in thecampus by the NSS volunteers on 11th July. A posterexhibition was conducted to make the students awareabout the importance of controlling the population.

Promotion of Bio-agricultureAs part of promotion of bio-agriculture, 60 tissuecultured banana saplings were planted in the campuslast year and we have harvested it on 19th July 2017.It was a successful initiative by the NSS volunteers.

Orientation classAn orientation class for the NSS volunteers wasconducted in the college on 28th July 2017. The classwas led by Dr. Soni T. L., Asst. Professor of Econom-ics, Sri. C. Achutha Menon Memorial Govt. College,Kuttanellur (Indira Gandhi National Awardee). She haddelivered a talk on “Role of NSS Volunteers inSociety”.

Anti Drug Awareness Program-VimukthiAs part of Anti-drug awareness campaign initiated bythe department of excise, anti - drug awareness stickerwas pasted in the KSRTC buses and bus stands by theNSS volunteers on 30th July.

Independence Day CelebrationsIndia’s 71st independence was celebrated in thecollege on 14th August. The program was inauguratedby Dr.Shaijan Paul, Principal, Prajyoti NiketanCollege. The message of the Independence Day wasgiven by Rev .Fr. Harshajan Pazhayattil, founder -director of the college.

The flag was hoisted by the manager on 15thAugust and it was followed by roadside cleaning inthe adopted village. The cleaning program inauguratedby Sri. Shaju Kalienkara, member of Block Panchayatand ward member Smt. Sathy Sudheer.NSS program officer and 45 volunteers have partici-pated in the seminar on self sustainable developmentin panchayat and marathon organized by Salim Alifoundation at Thrissur on 05-08-2017.

Anti - Drug CampaignAs part of anti drug campaign at schools, a project,initiated by the NSS units of our college, an antidrugawareness class was conducted for the school studentsof A.P.H.S.S., Alagappanagar on 18th August 2017.An oath against drug abuse was also taken by the stu-dents. It was a successful initiative by the NSS volun-teers.

Old age home VisitOur NSS volunteers had visited ‘Thanal’-(pakalveedu),a home for old aged people at Chackochira, Pudukadon 19th August, 2017. They spent one day with the oldaged individuals and provided service to them.

Ankanvaadi VisitAs part of community work, NSS volunteers had vis-ited ankanvaadi at Pudukad and taught the children tomake crafts using chart papers.

Special campNSS seven day special camp was conducted during2nd September to 8th September 2017. In that camp71 students have participated. The camp was inaugu-rated by Smt. Sheela Vijayakumar, President, DistrictPanchayath, Thrissur. The official inauguration func-tion was presided over by Dr. Shaijan Paul, Principal.A socio-economic survey, cleaning, and various tech-nical classes were conducted in that camp. It was asuccessful camp.

NSS DayNational Service Scheme day-2017 was celebrated inthe college on 24th September. In connection with NSSday various programs like flag hoisting, skit, and flashmob were organized by the NSS volunteers. The flag

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was hoisted by Dr. Shaijan Paul, Principal of our col-lege. He also spoke about the relevance of NationalService Scheme today. NSS volunteers also visited andprovided service to the bed ridden patients at the PopePaul Peace home, Athani, Thrissur.

Orientation classAn orientation program for the NSS volunteers washeld at our college on 28th October, 2017.Theprogramme was led by Mr. Lijo Puthenkulam, VisualDesigner, Cognizant, Infopark,Ernakulam.

National Unity DayNational Unity Day was observed in our college on31st October, 2017. It provided the students opportu-nity to re-affirm the integrity, strength and unity of ournation. In connection with the day we organized a ‘Runfor Unity’ and took pledge by NSS volunteers on thesame day.Bio-AgricultureNSS units of our college became part of the projectINCOFSA of Mahatma Gandhi University, a bio-agri-culture training program, at Parapukkara GramaPanchayat, Thrissur.

Flash mobIn association with the legal service authority of India,our NSS units conducted a flash mob at the Pudukadcentre to make the people aware of the need to obeythe traffic rules to reduce accident rates on 16th No-vember, 2017.

Street playThe world AIDS day was observed by the NSS on 1stDecember. As a campaign to eradicate stigma relatedto AIDS, a street play on AIDS was conducted atPudukad centre.

Pond cleaningNSS volunteers cleaned the pond and its sides of it inour adopted village on 18th November. In connectionwith AIDS day, a poster exhibition was also conductedin our college. NSS volunteers also went to Pope Paul

Peace home to give their service to the bed ridden pa-tients there on 18th November.

Blood Donation CampIn connection with the Red Ribbon Club activities, ablood donation camp was organized by the NSS unitsin association with IMA Thrissur on 20th December,2017. Around 55 students have donated their blood onthat day.

Home visitIn connection with the Christmas celebrations, NSSvolunteers had visited an old age home at Chengaloorand ‘Rehboth Orphanage’, Kuttanellur on 2nd Decem-ber, 2017. Our volunteers have collected groceries, sta-tioneries and clothes and handed over it to the mem-bers of these institutions on the same day.

Paper pen making classOur NSS volunteers had been given training on paperpen making at the Higher Secondary School,Parakadavu, Angamali during their seven day specialcamp on 28th December, 2017. Our volunteers had dem-onstrated how to make pen by using paper and refillgiven to them.

Youth week celebrationsVarious cultural programs and competitions were con-ducted in our college by the NSS volunteers to cel-ebrate youth week on 15th January 2018.

Street play on LeprosyA street play on leprosy awareness was conducted bythe NSS volunteers on 12th February 2018 at Govt. Hos-pital, Pudukad.

National Integration CampOne student attended the NIC held at Mysore fromMarch 20-27.NSS volunteers of our college visited and providedservice to the bed ridden patients at the Pope Paul Peacehome, Athani, Thrissur on every third Saturday.

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Whoever is behind the light, BEWARECause I am coming,The tears of women shall be countedAnd thou shall be punished to hell, mercilessly.Let the brutal life thy be over,Thou shall live through thy actionsEach helpless wail of a women shall be heardThey will be counted from –A young lady, bride, dowager and grannyAll the priceless life you brutally took awayShall be noted, one by oneAnd thou shall feel the pang,You wreaked in themAlas, thou may cry ……But essence of god shall turn his phiz away.Thou shall remember how thy deeds were,And how he made his deity blind,In his judgement back in earth.Whoever bathed in sin, BEWARE!Thy hands performed the evil,Thy eyes loaned the painful howls.BEWARE, Cause I am comingTo eliminate thy body and soul,Hundred times thou inflictedThe pain on the other.

Ritta TonyFirst BA English

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Gayathri Suresh BabuThird BSc Psychology

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Yes I believe it was all because oftheir prayers ...after my birth mygrandma did every offerings to geta grand-daughter. My mum anduncle were also longing for the samethen you may think that my familyis very fond of girls and that it’s notlike that they all wanted me to marrydue to any issue of partition of an-cestral assets .They were all anxiousat the time of my aunt’s delivery. He,my cousin was born on a pleasantday into an unpleasant context... hewas welcomed to our family withcurses of course, not loudly, but ev-eryone had a kind of aversion to thebinary opposite newborn.

Grandma got a new reasonto quarrel with aunt. She was just auseless fellow who could do noth-ing for the sake of family in the pros-pect of everyone else except me.

A N SreelakshmiFirst BA English

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I felt very grateful to myaunt for giving me such a charmingand handsome young brother to bemy playmate. I was the only one whocared for him besides his mother.Anything special I got was sharedwith him, he was my partner incrime.

He was not interested insports or anything like that. Hewanted to join dance practice but noone agreed. He was actually verygood at dancing and I was the onlyadmirer. He liked to have colourfulbangles, grow long hair and alsowear earrings without any permis-sion from family. Everyone thoughthe was such a freak.

But this case was slightlydifferent... while I used dark coloursto make my moustache be visible,on the other hand he wanted lipstick

to brighten his already red glossylips. Friends called him names buthe never bothered about it. He wasbeaten up by uncle and my mom’sslap and aunt’s begging could neverchange him .At last grandma askedhim to leave the house. Withoutsaying anything in return he lefthome, only taking his black glassbangles .

Still he calls me, I was sucha foolish guy who could not standhim. He was brave enough to standup for himself. I cant say I miss herand want her back in my life, not asmy cousin but as my partner. Iwanted to swear no one can loveher better than me. I was the onlyone who witnessed her transforma-tion as 'he’ became ‘she’... I do wishto spend my life with her,to be herpartner. Yes I believe it was all be-cause of their prayers.....

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_n.-tImw.

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“Ammu I want to talk” she

said in a weak gacked voice.

Extreme rage stood above my con-

cern for her “Anju we have to talk

about this before we score high

enough to get a scholarship”. I cut

the call and immediately switched

it off, because it was my dreadful

habit to switch off the phone when I

was unable to control my emotions.

Yes I was running away from life. I

was ignoring the things I didn’t want

to face. who was she? she was my

twin, my other half. She was the one

who shared the same womb with

me, she was my life and that was

the last time I heard her voice...

I don’t remember the first

time I saw her face, but it should

have been the moment life imparted

in me (technically speaking)- I was

the older twin: I was 56 seconds el-

der than her and I never took that 56

seconds in a lighter way.

For her I was a big sister ;

no I was not a big sister but a big

brother.

I lied on our bed where we

both used to share our dreams for

the last 20 years. Beside the bed

there was a shelf filled with trophies

and showpiece items. The toys were

one of a kind. The other section was

filled with guns, racing cars etc.

“Ammu, can you play with me for a

while'', she asked me one day and I

had a good smile -yep, we will play

but, I will decide what. We will play

boxing - she hated playing boxing.

She was weaker and thinner than me

. One-day I nearly broke her nose

playing but she, being my kid

sister, never let me be held

accountable for guilty of hurting her.

Tears rolled down my

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cheeks when I touched her toys.

When we shifted our house at the

age of 15 I wanted to dispose those

toys. She begged me to keep them

“Ammu please understand

these toys, they mean a lot to me.

One day you will know their value”.

I always teased and scolded her for

being so childish.

I stabbed at her heart by

asking her to grow up, face the

world and act matured, but my little

sister !.... now I know their value

these toys ..I caress them every

time, as they contain pieces of my

Anju’s soul. Everyday she kissed

them, said goodbye before sleeping

,she talk to them she washed and

cleaned them. Now I have lost her

all I have is them

I went to the drawing room.

I saw my mama, she was lying on

the sofa with Anju’s picture.

I struggled to control my tears, but

she was crying looking at the wall.

There was a quote “double the

Giggles double the fights double the

trouble I am blessed to be the

mother of twins''.

"Did you eat anything?” I

asked my mother "no should

I make you something" replied

mama “no I am not hungry” I said.

As I was about to turn back Amma

caught my hand “do you miss her?

“ocean of my tears released a huge

wave. I held her so tightly .I let out

a huge scream. Mama cried “oh God

why? Why did you do this to me?

You took my husband first.... now

you have took my daughter too

....take us too please....

I wiped her tears I had to be

strong .This strong image of mine

had taken control ever since my dear

dad had died of a heart attack. It was

sudden and unexpected; we fell

emotionally and financially .It was

a hard time for our family. Anju was

shattered even mama couldn’t keep

her mind and body together. I was

forced to be strong take the author-

ity so I changed. Thinking about it

now, I shouldn’t have changed that

much.

I worked twice harder,

studied in the morning and worked

at night. But I didn’t let my sister

work. She wanted to help me so

badly, but I was in command.. she

never did anything for herself, but

for me -she even prayed for my life

and success. Initially she topped

classes and then her marks started

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falling.! I thought it was because

she was getting spoiled. I failed to

understand my sister.

I called her on phone and

screamed at her I didn’t even let her

speak. Once I said I hated her and

never wanted to see her face again.

I could hear wailing on the other side

but that didn’t stop me. My heart had

turned into a stone.

"She was suffering from

cancer ....'' said my mum, "the only

thing she made me promise- was not

to share it with you. She loved you

so much. Since both of you were

studying in different states it was

easier if I had stayed with her

through chemo. She celebrated her

last days, embraced and loved all hu-

man beings. She was not scared of

anything but leaving you all alone.

One day she was not feeling very

good and she called you but couldn’t

get through. This passed through my

heart.

I didn’t get to say a final

goodbye. I didn’t let her. I never

kissed her when she asked for it.

Now I could only kiss her lifeless

body . Oh! God! If I had one more

chance I would have kissed her

again and again and again......

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Hm¿Ω-bm-Ip-∂p.

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Huh! Silence!That long silence…When I was ripped apartWhen my silence screamed aloudAwakening even the pits of hell…

In their midstI was a lonely being,Scrounging for help, for none to hear.My pain is all mine.It was like peeing on meI was their toilet to be used.Captured and suppressed,Hands tide, dangling between my legs,Paralysing me forever.All that I held as my treasureStolen away for a pleasureI can never understand.

You brutal folk!What do you ponder?I silenced myself‘cause I wanted to liveNot to quench your desires,Grabbing away all I savoured.All you had of me is an ounce of mud,My precious soul unhinged.Times are not far,When your self will shudder,To long to wrap off your deeds.

What am I apt to do?How should I dream?When is when, my inevitability?

I will no longer be me;All the fragments stitched togetherHas left a scar forever,Plunging me into the abyss of solitary.

Annliya ShaijanThird year

B.A English

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Yonder by the river There she stands, my lover. With those hazel eyes Those less full lips, that luscious smileThere she standsacross me, apart miles.Draped in her flawless organzaWith that striking figure Trained to perfection; full breastsand sized hipsThere she standsThe love of my life.

But those once sparkled eyes Are now filled with tears That once pearly smile has faded awayNow there is a river between usA river of vast eternityIt is the sphinx,I dare sayThe cascade that discards The living from the dead. Yonder she standsMy long last love.Her eyes which were once soulfulNow searches for the soul-less meThinking of me, my love, my touchAnd realizing it has all gone out of reach Ah! my love! Though my body was takenI still remain with youMy love and my touch has never left you,Though eternity lies between us Even that cannot part us.

But in this nothingness Words are uselessI want to come running to you set right that lock of hair and explain life hasn’t been fair But death has tied its knotIt cliches me tight, how to be free I know not.So I send my message through the wind,the rustle of grass and the chirping of birds.

But mankind, as oblivious to nature, unwilling to listen to her, My words are nothing to herBut the gentle sound of the breeze and there she is, wishing for that once felt love that once decided touch, Yonder by the river there she stands,my solitary lover.

Neethu JollySecond yearB.A English

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I wanna cry loud, louder than loudermy shoulder pushes me to the crustmy eyes are hurting, holding my tearsit’s been days hours that I am ‘peaced’.Trying to widen my shoulder but hurtshands trying to prevent tears fall offpressing my wrist to hear my pulselifting thoracic cavity to store more oxygen. The feeling to end everything has endedall I need is to end few things which endsthe entire thing in me....Who can say what and whom should I?...There are plenty of questions which needanswers and that’s what IStash in my bloody heart so thatit remains, undiscovered and I quit now.

Love is an attire andit is mostly in Red hues neglecting complexions itmay or may not suit one.

For some love is an ornamentbelieving in its duplicate glitter just to expose the sparkleto flatter its fluttery uncertainty.

As said we may burn fatthe rob becomes a giant’swe inflate and the loveis for lilliputian’s we say

To him mine is diamondand his is ferrous oxideto me the vice versait is a red piece of feeling.

We are the tailors and mentorsMeasure, cut, lock, packand we are the vendorsvalue sell it to the best.

Nina Ann MathewFirst year

B.A English

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Fs¥ms°tbm ]dbm\p≠mhmw,

Rm≥ a\ n¬ Dd∏n®p. Abmsf

hnfn®v Iøn¬ \qdpcq]sh®v sImSp

Øp. Abmƒ H∂v Nncn°p∂t]m

epan√. AXv hmßn H‰ \SØw. Rm

\pw ]pdsI IqSn. t]m°v ASpØp

≈ ISbnte°mbncp∂p. ssI

\ndsb anTmbnbpw sIm≠v Abmƒ

Cdßn h∂p. (ssZhta Fs‚ \qdv

cq] !) tijw ho≠pw \SØw. \S

s∂ØnbXv sk‚ v tacokv aTØn\v

ap≥]n¬ Abmƒ D≈nte°v IS∂p;

Ifn®psIm≠ncp∂ Ipcp∂pIsf

e£yam°n sIm≠mhWw. ]ns∂

anTmbn hmcnsbdn™p, tijw

Nncn®p, BÀmZn®p! AsX, {`m¥s‚

]n∂n¬ IYbp≠v Fs‚ a\ n¬

hmƒ´ns‚ _ƒ_v IØn \n∂p. Hcp

Ip™nt\mSpw an≠msX Abmƒ

Xncn®v \S∂p. (ssZhta, an∂n

t®mtW) Rm\pw ]pdsI \S∂p.

Nnet∏mƒ Abmƒ°v aIfp

≠mbncp∂ncn°mw. acn®pt]mb

Xmhmw. (Gbv th≠, Xs‚ kplr

Øm¬ _em’wKw sNbvXv acW

s∏´ ]nt©ma\bpsS A—≥;

{`m¥≥ aXn InSne\mhpw) Rm≥

a\ n¬ Ipdn®n´p. ASpØp≈

ISbn¬ Ibdn Abmƒ ho≠pw

anTmbnIfpw, teiw ]elmcßfpw

Aao\ j^o¿c≠mw-h¿jw

_n.-Fkv.kn. Iw]yq- ¿

kb≥kv

53

hmßn sbkv ho≠pw SznÃv Rm≥

]pdsI sh®v ]nSn®p. sN∂v \n∂Xv

t{Kkv s{]mhnU≥kv tlmans‚

ap≥]n¬ hcm¥bn¬ skmd ]d™n

cp∂ A∏q∏≥am¿°pw AΩqΩ

am¿°pw In´n ]elmc߃.

(AsX, aIƒ acWs∏´

tXmsS hb mb AΩbpw XI¿∂n

cn°Ww Nnet∏mƒ A‰m°v h∂v

arXyphS™ncn°Ww.) Abmƒ

Xncn®v h∂Xv Fs‚bSptØ°mWv.

F∂n´v ssIImWn®p, Rm≥ \qdv

sImSpØv (Ccp∂qdv t]mbmse¥v,

SznÃv hcp∂ hchp I≠nt√)

Abmƒ ho≠pw \S∂p, ASpØp≈

ISbn¬ Ibdn teiw Acnbpw tKm

Xºpw hmßn, (Cbmƒ F¥n\p≈

]pd∏mSmtWm Ft¥m) ASpØp≈

]m¿°nte°v \S∂p. AhnsS

Ipdpßn \S∂ncp∂ {]mhpIƒ°pw

a‰p ]£nIƒ°pw Acnbpw tKm

Xºpw hnXdn. (Nnet∏mƒ Abm

fpsS aIƒ°v ]£nIsf CjvSambn

cp∂ncn°Ww). Abmƒ ho≠pw

\S∂p CØhW sN∂v \n∂Xv

hensbmcp aes©cphnemWv,

Abmƒ apIfnte°v hen™v Ibdn

(ssZhta, C\n CXv \mdmWØv

{`m¥t\m a‰t‰m BIptam?) `mKyw,

I√pIƒ s]dp°p∂n√ Aßv apI

fn¬ FØn hnimeambn InS°p∂

ImSv BImiw ap´p∂ ae. Xmsg

sIm°bmWv. hoWm¬ s]mSn

t]mepw In´n√. Abmƒ Iodnb

t]m°‰n¬ \n∂v Hcp sNdnb Xqh¬

FSpØp, AXv Xmtg°n´p. Im‰ns\

XgpIn AXv sIm°bnte°v hoWp

sIm≠ncp∂p. At∏mƒ Abmƒ H∂v

Nncn®p. \s√mcp ]p©ncn (Nne

t∏mƒ AbmfpsS aIfpsS Ahkm

\sØ Hm¿ΩbmhWw B Xqh¬)

CØhW kabw ]mgm°nbn√,

Rm≥ tNmZn®p. F¥mWv B Xqh¬

Abmƒ ]p©ncntbmsS ]d™p.

""AXv Fs‚ lrZbambncp∂p!''

Rm≥ sIm°bnte°v t\m°n.

ssZhta h√msØmcp SznÃmbn

t∏mbn! Abmƒ Nncn®p, tamWIƒ

]pdØmIØ° hÆw. ]n∂oSv,

iq\yXbntes°∂ t]mse Abmƒ

]d∂p B henb sIm°bnte°v.

AbmfpsS i_vZw aeapIfn¬ X´n

Fs∂ tXSn h∂q. ""AXv Fs‚

lrZbambncp∂p''. ]I®p \n∂

F\n°v H∂p a\ nembn√. Abmƒ

Abmƒ BcmWv !

C√, IYbn¬ C\n tNmZy

an√. DØcßfpan√......

54

Awed by the golden-red aileronAsked the ivory-horned unicorn'Why your bleak beak plausibly singsWhilst shrinks you, the frenzied fire-lit wings?'

Marvelled by the platinum blonde' of the flying horse,Probed the bird still in its pyre of burning corpse'Why use thy, the moonlit wings to flyWhilst you've long galloping legs to apply?'

Emanated novel wings flew up in the skyWhile the pearl- horned soared up, really highAs they fused into the liquids of the vapourous etherWith flaps of puzzles-neither unsolved; unanswered either...

A\o-knbaq∂mwh¿jw

_n.-F. Cw•ojv

55

ag s]bvXp tXm¿∂ncp∂p. Bkv_

t‰mkv jo‰n\‰Ømbn agØp≈nIƒ

aghn√v hncnbn®v \n∂p. R߃

AºØnc≠v t]cp≠mbncp∂p.

Cs∂{X t]¿ FØpsa∂dnbn√.

Ipsd \mfmbn Ddßn°nS∂ hmSvkv

B∏v {Kq∏n\v Poh≥ h®Xv Ign™

c≠mgvN IfmbmWv.

FIvkmw Ign™p. C\n

\nßfpsS skt‚m^mWv. ]pjv]

So®¿ A∂nßs\ ]d™t∏mƒ

R߃°v As∂mcp hnImcam‰hpw

D≠mbncp∂n√. t]mIp∂Xn\v apºv

RßfpsS Ahtijn∏pIƒ _m°n

bm°Ww F∂ Hscm‰ Nn¥tb

A∂p≠mbncp∂p≈q. ]ns∂ A∂v

Ft¥m henb H∂mbn IcpXn t]m

∂ncp∂ skt‚m^ns‚ Znhkhpw

kXyØne∂v B ZnhktØ°v

th≠n \mfpIsfÆpIfmbncp∂p.

B t i , . . . . . \ o b n t ∏ m

FhnsSbm? Hm¿ΩIƒ°v Nße

hen®v Rm≥ Xncn™pt\m°n.

a\oj \otbm..\obmsI amdnt]m

bt√m. Ign™p. R߃°nSbn¬

hm°pIƒ°v £maambn. HcpIm

eØv R߃°v ]d™n´pw ]d

™n´pw XocmØ IYIfmbncp ∂p.

Cs∂¥v XpSßWw Fßs\ ]db

Wsa∂v c≠v XhW BtemNnt°

≠nbncn°p∂p. F√mw amdn ad™n

cn°p∂p. ]cnNban√mØ Hcp

kvIqƒ sI´nSw. ]cnNban√mØ

Ipsd BfpIƒ. ]t£ Hm¿ΩIfn¬

FhnsStbm NnXecn® ]mSpIƒ

t]mse hy‡Xbn√msX Xe

t®mdns\ thZ\n∏n°p∂p.

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cp∂p. ]e]e°q´ßfmbv hgn]ncn

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IqSn. kvIqƒ IhmSØn¬ IpS]nSn

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t]cpIƒ tImº p sIm≠v Ipdn°

s∏´p. ]n∂oSv Imesa{X HmSnbmepw

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®p. s]mbvt]mb AhIminIfpsS

inem^eIambncp∂ G‰hpw HSphn

esØ Nmbw aßnb NphcpIfn¬

IØn®v _m°nbmb Np≈n°ºp

Iƒ RßtfmtcmcpØtcbpw sIm

Ønh®p. Bti \ΩpsS tacntN

®nbp≠mbncp∂nt√. Bƒ°v Ct∏m

ƒ Btcbpw Xncn®dnbm≥ ]‰n√.

tIƒhni‡nsbms° t]mbn. D®°v

]{¥≠c F∂m¬ _lfabamWv.

D®°™n°v BfpIqSp∂sXßs\

sb∂v Adnbm≥ ]‰n√. ho´n¬ \n∂v

sImSpØphnSp∂ £Ww am‰nsh®v

D®°™n°v Ie]nebnSp∂Xv

tacntN®nbpsS B kvt\lØn\p

th≠nbmWv. tacntN®n B kvIqfn

s‚ mKambncp∂p. Ifn®ncn amdmØ

Ip™phni∏pIƒ°p≈ DØcam

bncp∂p. XSn®v shfpØv NncnbpsS

em©\ t]mepan√msX BSnbmSn

\S°p∂ tacntN®n B Ip™p

_meyßfpsS `mKambncp∂p.

D®°™n Ign™m¬ _m

°n hcp∂Xn\v HchIminbp≠m

bncp∂p. kv°qƒ ]yq¨ h¿Kokv

tN´s‚ ]ip. h¿Kokv tN´s‚

{ipXnc≠mw-h¿jw

_n.-tImw.

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acWhm¿Ø Ime߃°v tijhpw

IÆns‚ Cud\Wnbn®t∏mƒ C∂n

√mØXpw A∂v D≠mbncp∂Xp

amb sshImcnI \q¬s° v Xncn®dn

bm\mbXv.

F√mh¿°pw lmfnte°v

Ibdnbncn°mw. `wKnbmbn hkv{X

[mcWw sNbvX GXm\pw Ip´nIƒ.

FgpXnh® enÃv t\m°n Imcy߃

apd°v \SØm≥ ]mSps]Sp∂ A[ym

]I¿. Ah¿°nSbn¬ F¥mWp

≈Xv. shdpw ISa\n¿Δln°¬

am{Xat√ Ah¿ sNøp∂Xv. Cu¿∏

tØmsS \o≠pInS∂ncp∂ So®dns‚

apSnbngIfn¬ NqSn°m≥ ad°msX

sNºIw sIm≠p\S∂n-cp∂ B

Ign™ _meyw AXn\nS°v sNº

IØns‚ aWw ]cØn IS∂p

t]mbn.

aq∂mw ]ncoUv tPm¨ k≥

amjns‚Xmbncp∂p. AsX√mhcpw

ImØncn°p∂ ¢m mWv. kmdns‚

¢mkvapdn {Ku≠nse apfwImSmWv.

aebmfw ¢mkns\ aebmf◊bm

¿∂Xm°nbXv B ]p¬ØInSnIfn

encp∂p≈ Xebm´epIfmbncp∂p.

¢mkv Ign™mepw Ãm^v dqan¬

_lfambncp∂p. ]d™mepw ]d

™mepw XocmØ hntijßfp

ambn Ip´nIfpw AXv {i≤tbmsS

ImtXm¿Øpw Ifnbm°nbpw Hcp

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\n∂ncp∂p. s]m´ns]mfn®v tNm¿

s∂men®ncp∂ HmSpIfpw. km£bn

√mØ P\egnIfpw Hcp ImeØv

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Ign™v t^m¨ ]cntim[n®ncn

°p∂Xn\nSbn¬ th®p]Xdnb Hcp

i_vZw sNhnsb X´nhnfn®p.

JZdns‚ aWw... .ap≥h¿jsØ

_m®nse A[ym]I\mbncp∂

DÆnIrjvW≥ amjns\ BZcn

°pIbmWv. kwkmcn°p∂Xv Rß

fpsS t]Snkz]v\ambncp∂ lnμn

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Wv. s]´∂v AXv 10 _n bpw Rßsf

√mhcpw B ]gb hnZym¿∞nI

fpambn amdn. IÆS Cd°nh®v

tNmZyw tNmZn°m\mbn Bsf

Xnc™v \S°p∂ DÆnIrjvW≥

amjv. kz¥w apJsamfn®v CS°v

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߃. ASpØXmbn Iem]cn]mSn

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]√nfn®p ImWn°p∂ lmƒ. Dtj...

\ap°v t]mImw.. C{Xs]´t∂m

\ΩpsS IqsS ]Tn®h¿ C\nbpw

FØnbn´n√... \ap°v ImØncn°mw.

AhfpsS adp]Sn tI´v

{]XnaIWs° Rm\hnsS Ccp∂p.

C√..F\n°v ]‰n√ CXv

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sh≈hpw tNm°ps]≥kn¬ `wKn

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gpXnb t]cpIfp≠mbncp∂p. IÆp

s]mØn°fn® aZncmio¥Ifp≠m

bncp∂p.. . Ic®nepw _lfhpw

\nd™ Ãm v dqapIfp≠mbncp∂p.

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{Io‰v sI´nS߃°nSbn¬ ISpØ

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s]bvXp tXmcptºmƒ ho≠pw

\\®ncp∂ aZncmio¥Ifn√. ]Icw

C‚¿tem°n´ henb ap‰w am{Xw.

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\nsS {Zhn® Kp¬taml¿ H∂p hnßn

Hcp]t£ R߃ h∂Xn\memhmw

AXn¬ ISpØ c‡h¿Æap≈

]qhp≠v. lrZbw ]qØpe™ \n¿

hrXntbmsS Rm\Xn \cnInte°v

\S∂p. F¥m ChnsS \n¬°ps∂

AXv {Zhn®p XpSßn. A[nIw

sshImsX hogpw, Cu BgvN Xs∂

apdn°Ww. ]‰n√....B hms°s‚

sXm≠bn¬ Ipcpßn. ]dbm≥

Rm\mcv.... ]mSn√mbncp∂p. B¿Øn

cºnb kt¥mjßfpambn ChntS

°v FtØ≠mbncp∂p. ISpØ

NqSn¬ Ipfn¿Øp \n∂ B Hm¿Ω

°pw CtXmsS NnXsbmcpßn. Cu

am‰w \√Xn\mbncp∂n√t√m? tXmf

sØm´nb _mKn¬ apdpsI ]nSn®v

Rm≥ \S∂p. ]pdwtemIw e£y

am°n. Np‰pw AtX c≠v tNmZy

߃.. F{X\mfmbn...Ct∏msg¥p

sNøp∂p. t^mWnse _o]v i_vZw.

Xpd∂p t\m°nbt∏mƒ hy‡Xbn

√mØ S.S.L.C Nn{Xw. AtX F√mw

amdnt]mbncn°p∂p. F\n°o apJ

ßsf ]cnNban√.........

57

“All the world’s a stage and all the men andwomen merely players they have their exits andentrances and one man in his time plays many partshis acts being Seven Ages”.

Yes! human beings process the ability to maskhis various ages in varied forms. The emboldenedbeginning of the evolution of mankind to this age ofbig data a genre of change, toil and Fellowship manevolved at every fraction of second. so was thecongregation of varied aspects of life. friends and folkslet your eyes hunt down to a memoir to the venture ofreach to unreach-yes today’s citizens tomorrow’shaunch.

I represent one of many sounds at the time ofout trust ,the victims of the present days prons and consof generation gap .Before getting slow away by thewhole thing what is this generation gap ? it is a persis-tent prominent and inevitable prospect in on humanslifespan. let him be the part of 17th or 21 century untiland unless the world clock stops to tick this genera-tion gap would exist as each genre subsides it createsa vague ambiguous and narrowed Outlook to thepreceding and succeeding generation. Each generationhold on to its own thoughts, perceptions, believes,attitudes behaviour and more culture norms.

it may be a sprout for the next generation.At times a deadly mixture to be added up on the wholeit depends on each individual, with his on similaritiesand dissimilarities, liking, distastes ,beliefs andexperiences.

Most of us would have been tired hearing fromgrandparents, parents and at times from our youngersiblings “hey things have changed over your time it’s

way different now” the pivotal role played by ourcognitive systems is remarkable. It can no longer beunderestimated and considered less desirable peoplefeel the way they think thinking have advanced overtime.

We wish for changes and believe to be moregood and efficient number to Olden generation and thecoming generation. What if I ask a question!” why dowe think that we are more out worthy than others?”the reason maybe well defined . We give emphasis forour thoughts rather than norms and culture thiswidens the bridge the connects is generation which isevident in people’s behavioral practices. We tend toconfirm more to our people we are leading anindividualistic culture rather than our forefatherscollectivistic culture. We became more self centred andtheir concerned for our social skills other than a wholeprospective. It and arrows our viewpoints ultimatelyleading to a stage where we now stand or have arrivedour own species being questioned and hanged forminor abnormality. Is this a new phenomenon or arewe all vulnerable to this things whatever the plight ofthe answer be people cost a light on generation gapand its adverse effects things have change.

There is no right way to follow but every pathyou follow becomes a right way and the same reasonbeing given misfortune or impact of generation gap.We know world have changed for 450 years beforethe birth of Christ and confusious said “what we seewe forget what we here we can’t remember but whatwe do you understand” that do it together narrow thelength of bridge that separates each generation. Noengineer can innovate it but only you can orchestrate it.

Anjana AjithThird year

BSC. Psychology

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\nemshmgpIp∂ am\sØ

N{μs\ t\m°n,

If¶an√msX ]p©ncn XqIn

H∂padnbmsX ;

IYbdnbmsX B´amSp∂h≥

B¿°v ? F¥n\v ? F∂dnbmsX,

Zn\߃ X≈n\o°p∂h≥

Hcp]msSmcp]mSv

BXnc {]ImivH∂mw-h¿jw

_n.F. Cw•ojv

kz]v\w ImWp∂h≥,

sIm®v sIm®v B{Klßsf

Ipt∂mfw Iq´nsh®v

\msf F¥v ? F∂dnbmsX

hmIyamIp∂ PohnXØn\v Hcp

Full stop’ CSm≥ IgnbmsX

Ah≥ BSp∂p

B B´°mcs‚ B´at{X ˛ PohnXw

59

ioe-°p-S°v Xpf hoWp XpS-ßn.

cmL-h≥ amjns\ C∂m¬Ø-d-bn¬

sh®v ImWm--sa∂v Dd∏v sImSp-Ø-Xm-

Wv. \ndw aßnb Nph-cp-Iƒ°n-S-bn¬

\n∂pw \o≠ Hcp \nizm-k-sa-Sp-°m≥

Ign-bp-∂Xv Cß-s\-bp≈ kmbm-”-

ß-fn-em-Wv. Ae-°n-tX®v I™n-ap-

°n-sbm-W-°n-sb-Sp-°m≥ X¶-Øn-

t\m-Sn-∂setb ]d™v sh®-Xm-Wv.

Ahƒt°m¿Ω-°p-d -shm-∂p-an -√.

hmXw Imep-Isf hen-™p-ap-dp°n-

sb-¶nepw Ahƒ AXv Ab-bn¬

Xq°n-Im-Wpw. X¶w, Rm\n-d-ßm...

\a-kvImcw k¿...-apJw Ip\n-

®p≈ B sNdnb NnW-p-ß-ep-Iƒ°n-

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]d-™p≈ ASn-Ifpw \ºym¿km-

dns\ B kvIqƒ hcm-¥-Iƒ°n-S-

bn¬ ]cp-°-\m-°n-bn-cp-∂p.

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≥ao-ibpw tkmUm Ip-∏n-sb∂p

sN√-t∏-cp≈ h´w IqSnb IÆ-Sbpw

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Xs∂bm-bn-cp-∂p. ¢mkv apdn-I-fn¬

lrZ-b-an-Sn∏v Iq´p∂ ]n∂n¬ ssI

sI- n-bp≈ B \SØw \ºym¿km-

dns‚ {]tXy-I-X-I-fn¬ NneXv am{X-

am-bn-cp-∂p.

Blv ..-Xm≥ ht∂m

Rm≥ sshIntbm amtj..-

amjv Ccp∂v apjn-t™m...-\-S-°m-

sa∂v hnNm-cn-®p. Ct∏m ]pd-Øn-d-ß-

sems° Ipd-hm...- Rm\pw X¶hpw

Atßm´pw Ctßm´pw I≠v Imew

Ign-°p-∂p. Zmk\pw Ip´n-Iƒ°pw

Fß-s\bm amtj..- B¬Ød XpS®v

\ºym¿amjpw Ccp -∂p. Ah¿

sht°-j\v hcm-sa∂v ]d-™-Xm..

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∂pt≠m amtj...

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s]s´∂v h∂ Im‰n¬ Bsem

∂v Cf-In-bm-Sn.

tdmkvtacn kp\n¬c≠mw-h¿jw

_n.-tImw.

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∏n-°m\pw Ign™ ]mT-߃ A∂-

hnsS sImgn-™p-hn-Wq-Xp-Sßn.

t\cw Ccp´n XpSßn cmL-

h≥ amtj X¶w AhnsS H‰-°m..

Rm\n-d-ß-s´..

hm¿[Iyw tXm¬∏n-°msX

Xe-Ip-\n-bmsX \S-°p∂ B cq]w

IÆn¬ \n∂pw ambp-∂Xpw t\m°n

cmL-h≥ amjv Fgp-t∂-‰p...

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The numbing cold and the excruci-ating pain kept him from blackingout. He knew that it would be pain-ful , but didn’t expect it to be some-thing like this. Suddenly he couldhear screams and someone caling hisname “Tom , Tom……… Can youhear me; when he tried to open hiseyes the only thing he could see wasthe dark blue of the water. He triedto scream. But he couldn’t. He feltsomething drilling into his brain. Allof a sudden he saw the darkdemonish figure arriving towardshim. He screamed as loud as hecould but only managed to swallowsome more ice cold water. The de-mon lunged towards him and swal-lowed his face in one gulp.

Sweating and terrifying, hewoke up in his bed. His thick sheetsand his clothes where soaked in hissweat. He couldn’t believe that itwas all a dream. He said to himself“It felt so real!”.

He looked at his alarmclock. It showed 3:00am. His body

was still feeling the pain. He hasnever fell through ice. But he feltthat he had been there for an eter-nity. He felt reluctant going back tosleep fearing that he may have to gothrough that horrific experienceagain, but finally sleep conqueredhim.

The next morning he woke-up and still felt terrified when hethought about the dream.

Being stuck under the icewas one of his most fear and wasn’tsomething he could even think of,let alone dream. He never said aword to his mom, dad or sister. Hegot on his school bus. The dreamstill haunted him. As the bus stoppedbefore the school he stepped downfrom the bus to see the frozen swim-ming pool covered with a huge sheetof plastic. Suddenly he felt a pain-ful kick on his back which forcedhim to his knee .

“What are you looking at?Stupid! “That was Bill. Bill was theschool bully and had his eyes set on

Tom. He had tossed Tom upsidedown into the garbage can. He couldsee Bill’s friend’s looking back athim in pitty. He thought of smash-ing their heads with his supermanstrength and realised it wasn’t pos-sible as he did not have any. Hewalked towards the class. He foundhis table, sat down and looked atSusan, the girl he always thoughtlooked the most beautiful. She wasnice to him but didn’t give much at-tention to him, which he did notmind at all. Suddenly he felt a fro-zen ball hitting the back of his head.Without looking, he knew it was Billwho had thrown the snow ball. Heheard everyone laughing, but look-ing at Susan gave him a little com-fort. He knew she didn’t enjoy oth-ers being bullied during the classhours he was still thinking about thatdream. During lunch Tom usuallysits alone hear the garbage can. Asusual he was sitting there and lookedat his lunch and ate it thinking aboutthe dream. He heard someone call-

Abhay KrishnaThird year

B.Com

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The world is too strangely wide with all its sinsof man killing their kith and kin which people feel better to hide. They are afraid of God, theysay, but it’s a way to escapefrom reality that they look in the morality. Why do they end up in violenceWhen can they begin with peaceIs there any way to stop this nonsense ofblood killing blood with ease?Why can’t they stop whollyOut of this Folly Why do they torment to result in endless lament..??

Alwin BennyThird year

BSC. Computer Science

ing his name, he looked up and sawSusan was staring at him. He was inheaven. He tried not to show his ex-treme happiness, and politely said”sure”. She sat opposite to him andkept her purse which looked cold butbeautiful on the table .He asked her“isn’t this a purse too old for some-one like you?”she smiled and said“it was my mother’s. They talkedabout school, Christmas, winter, andkept on talking. It felt amazing tobe around her”. Suddenly Bill

popped out from no where and said“hey Susan! What are you doingwith this loser?”She said “well, heis better company than you. “Wellyou better ask him to pick thisup!”Saying this he look her purseand threw it to into the swimmingpool. She screamed and he saw hereyes tearing up. Somewhere insidehis body he had a sort of courageand he ran towards the pool. Hisbrains filled with a impulse surgingfrom all over his body. His brain was

screaming not to do this. But hisheart was asking him to be a hero.He reached the purse at the centreof the swimming pool. He saw herat the pool side and it reminded himof his dream. His dream, he realized,was a warning. Everyone screa- medas he heard something breaking..

All of a sudden he fell intoa darkness. The darkness that he feltin his dreams, slowly engulfed him.

62

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s]Æn\v Xs‚ Nmcn{XØn

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tImembn¬ ImØp\n¬°pw. A∂v

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bncp∂p AhnsS, P\egnbneqsS

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t≈mtc Xºpcm≥ AMv t\csØ

hnfn°pw) Rm\pw Ic™ncn°Ww,

]s£, F´pw s]m´pw XncnbmØ

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\S∂p (C{Xbpw henbh\mb ssZh

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kn\nabn¬ ]d™t]mse, ]I®p

t]mbv Fs‚ _meyw! Nph∏v! IÆv

Xcn∏n°p∂ Nph∏v! Nph∏ns\mcp

K‘ap≠v. Ad∏p≈ shdp∏p≈

sI´ K‘w. t\cw sN√pw tXmdpw

AXns‚ Lmw`ocyw IqSn IqSn h∂p.

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kmØms‚tbm Imes‚tbm Bhmw

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kIe oenßv--kpw A∂o Xebn¬

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IqsSbmWv. a\pjy\p≠mb Imew apXse Ahs‚

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abnens\t]mse \rØw sNøm≥ Ah≥ B{Kln®p.

AXv klPohnItfmSp≈ Ahs‚ {]WbsØ

DW¿Øn. Hmtcm Iebpw hnπhØns‚ XpS°

ambncp∂p. Cßs\ {]Wbhpw Iebpw hnπhpw

CgtN¿∂v \S∂p. Imem¥cßfn¬ {]WbØn\pw

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Xnscbp≈ Ahs‚ i_vZw hnπhØn\v aq¿®Iq´n. CXv

hnπhsØ `b°p∂hs‚ at\m\nesb XInSw adn®p.

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sa∂ Ahÿ kwPmXamhmXncn°m≥ Ah¿

h¿§ßsf th¿Xncn®p. AhnsS PmXnbpw aXhpw

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htcWy h¿Kßsf∂pw A[nImc߃°v hneßv

\o\ km_pH∂mw-h¿jw

_n.-Fkv.kn. sskt°m-fPn

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°mcn¬ \n∂pw Iesbbpw AXphgn hnπhsØbpw

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hnπhpw F∂pw P\a\ pIfn¬ hf¿∂psIm

t≠bncp∂p.

C∂pw hnπhsØ XI¿°m≥ ^mkn ÃpIƒ

sNøp∂Xv Ietbbpw IemImct\bpw D∑qe\w

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65

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D¬∏Øn apX¬ am\-h-kw-kvIrXn

\ne-\n¬°p-∂Xv hnizm-k-ß-fp -

tSbpw A\p-jvTm\ßfp-tSbpw ad-]-

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hsc Imen-S-dmsX apt∂m´p t]m

Ip∂ Nn -Ifpw N -ßfpw AXn-Po-h-

\-kw-kvIm-c-Øns‚ `mK-`m-°p-I-fm-

Wv. kmUn-Ãp-Ifpw s^an-\n-Ãp-Ifpw

sUtam-{Im-‰p-Ifpw, tkmjym-{In‰v

Ivkpw A¶-Ø-´n -en -d -ßp-tºmƒ

hrW-s∏-Sp-∂Xv Ime-ß-fmbn am‰w

hcp-Øm≥ Xøm-dm-ImsX H‰-in-e-

bmbn \ne-\n¬°p∂ BNm-cy-a-cym-

Z-I-fm-Wv.

\q‰m-≠p-I-fpsS am‰-߃°n

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Øn¬ \ne-\n¿Øn-t∏m-∂Xv A¿∞-

an-s√∂ P¬∏-\-Iƒ XmgvØn-b-Sn®

\njvT-I-fm-Wv. ]ucm-WnI {KŸ-

߃ `‡nsb \n¿h-Nn-°p-∂-Xv.

kzbw ad∂ eb\w F∂-Xm-Wv.

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amb C¥y°v `‡nbv°v \n¿h-N-\-

߃ Gsd-bm-Wv. cm[bv°v IrjvW-

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tamibv°v tbip-hn-t\m-Sp-≠m-bn-cp∂

hnizmkØnep-∂nb `‡n. aIs\

_en-b¿∏n-°m≥ \_n kzbw ]m]n-

bmbn Xo¿∂ ‡n. Ime-∏-g-°-tadpw

tXmdpw am‰-ßsf Nh-®n-d-°m-\m-Im-

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aT-b-Ø-c-am-sW-∂-Xn¬ kwi-b-an-√.

am\-h-\n¬ A[n-jvTn-X-amb aqey-ß-

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`‡n. Hcp bYm¿∞ `‡t\m

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hcp∂ ]pkvX-I-{K-Ÿ-ß-sftbm

anj tdmkv tXmakvc≠mw-h¿jw

_n.tImw.

66

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Bcm-[n-°p∂Xv. Imen-I-amb am‰-

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ßfn¬ 1956 P\p-hcn 26 se `cW

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Hm—m-\n-®p\n∂ IpSn-bm-\n-te-°p-

at√?

1924 se {]fbw ad-∂p-sh®

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Zack Winslow, I wrote on the firstpage of my diary. I thought of writ-ing further but I gave up. I havenever found it encouraging enoughto write a diary, you know why?Because if someone finds your di-ary from its hiding place and readsit, there you go. You are done. Butmy mom always pushes me to writeone.“Zack, come down will you? You’regoing to be late for school.”My mom shouted from downstairs.“Just a minute mom” I shouted back“I’ll be right downstairs.”I quickly hid my diary and randownstairs. I went straight into thekitchen and sat down at the table.Mom made me a bowl of corn flakesand a large glass of orange juice. Iglanced at my watch it was 8:30am.So I stopped eating and ran out grab-bing my backpack and shouted.“Bye mom.”School was eight blocks away so Iwalked briskly.“Hey Zack, wait up.”

I turned and saw Sally running tome. Sally was my best friend. I haveknown her for five years. She livesright next door.“Oh, so the nerd is late today. Whathappened Sal?”I asked her. She caught up with meand said“Zack, I’ve told you a billion timesnot to call me a nerd.”She snapped back, her face was redfrom running.“That was not what I asked. Whydid you become late today. It ishighly unlikely of you.”I shot back laughing. She punchedme playfully and said“You know what it is my bratty littlesister again. I had set my alarmclock to wake up at 6 but she re-adjusted it to 8.”I could not help but laugh.“It is not funny Zack. I’ve neverbeen late for school. And becauseof Amanda my sister I’m going toget in trouble for being late.”She complained.

“Hey Sal, you stress yourself a lot.Chill dude everything will be fine.”I said.We reached school just beforethe bell.“See I told you everything will befine.”I bragged.“Okay, okay all hail Zack Winslow,the prophet.”She teased.“All hail Sally Stewart the nerd.”I shot back laughing. The classeswere the usual BORING. I sleptthrough Mrs. Claire’s lecture. I hada weird dream while I slept. In thedream, I and Sally walked throughthe remains of an old burnt build-ing. Out of nowhere two Knightscame on their horses. One knightwas wearing a white armor and wasridinga white horse, the other waswearing a black armor riding a blackhorse. They were fighting with theirbroadsword. Suddenly the whiteknight came to us and plunged hisbroadsword into Sally’s chest. I wokeup screaming.

Austin JamesFirst year

BA. English

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“Noooooooooo.”When I opened my eyes I didn’t seethe knights or Sally. All I saw wasMrs. Claire’s red face and the entireclass staring at me. Mrs. Clairekicked me out of the class. While Ileaned to the wall outside the class Ikept thinking of the dream I had. Itwas really weird. I have never hadsuch nightmares or should I sayKnightmares. After class Sally camerunning to me.“What happened to you Zack? Whatwas all that about? Why did youscream out in the class?”She interrogated me on our wayback.“Well, it was nothing Sal. Just aweird nightmare.”I explained my nightmare to her. Shelaughed out loud.“Seriously Zack, wow what a dream.Well let me get this straight I’m notgoing to die that easy. Now youdon’t have to worry.”She said.“Who says I’m worried.”I tried to act cool.“Hey I think I know the location ofyour nightmare.”She said her eyes lighting up.“Oh please, don’t brag okay.”I said rolling my eyes.“Dude I’m serious. You said it wasan old burnt building which had twoknights right?”She enquired.“Yeah you’re right.”I admitted.“If I’m not wrong the building is ourold museum, which was completelydestroyed in a fire. It is on the other

side of the town. I have heard aboutthe statues of two knight armors inthe museum.”She said.“Oh I know about the museum but Ihaven’t heard about this knightthing.” I told her.“Hey lets check out the museum.Come on lets go.”She said pulling my hand.“Alright we’ll go. But tomorrow.Remember its Saturday tomorrow.We’ll get plenty of time. Today I’veto get home early.”I said. Next day we reached themuseum I mean - the remains of themuseum. We walked in the air in-side was damp and humid. Thickcobwebs hung from the remains ofthe ceiling. On the floor I saw thefossil of a T-Rex all crumbled andout of shape. The place was coveredwith dust and there were remains ofmany portraits on the walls. For amoment I thought we should returnhome but the adventurous spirit inmy mind urged me to explore more.We heard a growl and got scared weran deeper into the museum. We raninto a huge room and hid behind thedoor. But we soon realized that itwas a stray dog chasing a cat. Iglanced at my watch“Hey Sal, I think we should goback.”I said scratching my head.“Oh come on Zack we just got here.I’m not going back until we find thestatues you talked about.Come on Zack don’t be a scaredcat.”She told me.

“Okay fine lets find the statues andthen leave.”I said.“What statues are you talking aboutkids?”We turned to see an old man in thecorner of the room.“Who are you?”Sally asked.“Oh my name is Herman. Who areyou kids?”He asked.“Hey, I’m Zack and this is my friendSally.”I answered.“We came here looking for the stat-ues of the two knights. Zack had areally weird dream. He saw the twoknights in his dream. So we thoughtof coming here and checking out thestatues.”Sally added.“Do you live here Mr. Herman?”I asked.“Oh yes I live here I used to be asecurity guard here and my housewas very close to the museum. Butmy house was burnt in the fire too.Since I had no money to build an-other one I started living here. Soyou kids are a bit adventurousright?”Herman said with a friendly smile.“But we couldn’t find the statues.”I said sadly. “Whoa my dear kidsdon’t give up hope yet. Go to theleft corner of this room. You willfind your knights. Come let me showyou.”Herman said and guided us to thestatues. It was amazing we stared atthe life sized statues of the two

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knights. It looked so life like no onecould say that it was a statue. It waslike the two knights were frozen inaction. I tried to recall my night-mare. Yes I was right. The twoknights were exactly like the ones Isaw in my dream. A white armoredknight on a white horse and a blackarmored knight on a black horse.Both the knights had a broadswordin their hands and I could say fromtheir pose that they were having avery fierce battle.“Do you know kids? These are notstatues.”Herman told us. We were dum-bstruck.“So you are saying that these areactual knights frozen in action?”Sally asked in a shrill voice.“Yes my dear child you are right.There is a legend behind theseknights. Thousands of years ago ourtown used to be a beautiful andpeaceful village. In this village liveda wizard. His name was Grimlone.He was a very nice and kind wiz-ard. He used to help the villagerswith his magical powers. Everythingwas going nice until an evil wizardnamed Randrone came to the vil-lage. He started using his blackmagic to harm the innocent villag-ers. The villagers took shelter inGrimlone. In order to protect the vil-lagers Grimlone decided to fight theevil Randrone. Grimlone created awhite knight using his magic. Thewhite knight was very strong andpowerful at the same time was kindlike Grimlone. Randrone got toknow about the white knight and

created a black knight which was aspowerful as the white knight but wasreally cruel and stone hearted. Thena fierce war followed.The war wasvery fierce but Grimlone managedto kill the evil Randrone. The warended but the two knights kept onfighting. Finally Grimlone wasforced to freeze them using his pow-ers. But there was a curse placedupon the knights by Randrone be-fore his death. The curse was thatafter thousands of years the descen-dents of the two wizards would dis-cover the two knights and theywould transform into the knights ifthey touched the broadsword of theknights.They would start fighting again. Ifthe white knight is defeated by theblack knight total chaos would dawnupon the town as the black knightwould set free all the evil beings.The knights could be killedonly by plunging their broadswordsinto their heart.”Herman stopped.“Zack why don’t we go and touchthe broadsword. Who knows wemight be the descendents of thosetwo wizards.”Sally said excitedly.“Sally are you crazy? Don’t tellme that you believe this story.”I said.“Okay okay so maybe it is just astory. Don’t believe in it. So thatmeans we could touch it. Come onZack just once. Please dude.”She said.“Alright we touch the sword onceand then go back okay? Hey Herman

is it okay if we just touch it?”I asked.“Oh its okay you can touch it.”He said with a genuine smile. Sallywent first and touched the sword ofthe white knight. Nothing happenedshe moved onto the black knight’ssword and called me.“Hey Zack, come and touch thewhite knight’s sword.”I approached the white knight andslowly touched the white knight’ssword at the same time Sallytouched the black knight’s sword.Suddenly a blinding white lightfilled the room. I didn’t understandanything. When I opened my eyes Isaw the black knight come to life onhis black horse. The black knightlifted his visor. I gasped to seeSally’s face. She had an evil smileon her face.“Hey Zack you know what even Ihad the same dream last week. I wasreally puzzled. I did a lot of researchon the two knights and finally Ilearned that I was the descendant ofthe great Randrone. I also found outanother thing. The descendents ofthe two wizards will have the samedream of the knights.

That was when you told meabout the dream you had today.Don’t you remember it was me whourged on coming here, it was mewho insisted on touching theswords. You were a fool and fol-lowed what I said.Now prepare to die. I will have myforefather’s revenge.”That was when I realized I had be-come the white knight. So I’m thedescendent of the ancient wizard

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Grimlone. Could this day get anyworse.“Okay” I said “If it is a battle thatyou want it is a battle that you willget.”We got down from our horses. Sallyraised her sword and jumped to meaiming at my heart. I quicklystepped back and blocked her swordwith my shield and kicked her. Shefell flat on the ground. I must saymy fencing lessons did help me. Ieffortlessly blocked all her attacks.But I didn’t feel like attacking herback. After all she was my bestfriend. What she did next was quiteunexpected she picked upsome dust from the ground andthrew it at my face. Though my facewas covered with the visor the dustgot into my eyes through the slitsof the visor. For a second I wasblinded. I felt a kick on my chestand I fell on my back. When I couldfinally see Sally was standing overme her sword raised about to pierce

Regret your doings

Never underestimate it

‘Learn from mistakes’ you say

But you never, till your grave!

You may have everything

But act as if in cipher

The holy name has left you

And your final destination to hell

You may seem right

Which I can’t write

You are going to die,

And I’ll dig you your grave!

Nina Ann MathewFirst year

B.A English

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my chest. I tried to raise my swordbut she had my both hands lockedunder her legs. I was about to giveup hope when I saw Herman hitSally on her head with a big woodenplank. She staggered back releasingmy hands. She turned to Herman andscreamed“How dare you filthy creature.”She raised her sword to beheadHerman. But before she could killHerman I jumped up and plungedmy sword into her heart from herback. She let out a shrill painfulscream and staggered back and fi-nally collapsed. The blindly whitelight came again I closed my eyes.After a few minutes when I openedmy eyes I saw Sally in a pool ofblood. The knight armors and thehorses were gone. I let out a screamand kneeled next to her lifeless body.I felt a hand on my shoulder it wasHerman.“You don’t have to be sad my dearson. You did what had to be done.

You not only saved my life but alsothe lives of everyone of this town.I’m really sorry for your loss.”He said with tears in his eyes. Ihelped Herman dig a hole to burySally’s body.“I’m sorry Sally you left me with noother choice.”I said with tears in my eyes as I puta handful of dust on her lifelessbody. Sobs racked my body andsomething else. From a distance Iheard my name being called.“Zack, Zack – come on get up.”I got up from the dust but landedwith a thud on the floor. I blinkedfuriously at the blinding sunlightstreaming from my bedroom win-dow and saw my mom standing be-side the bed. I felt relieved becauseitwas all a night mare. Or should I saya KNIGHTMARE!!!!!

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Half past twelve in the nightThe clock on the wall docked on right.The city, asleep, roaring and dreamingMe, the city man, still not breathing.

Dozens of questions still unansweredThousands of answers still unquestioned.How proud was I to earn more in lakhs,While something in the heart still lacks.

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I know many clients abroad-but-Doth I know the senator next door?I learn about cities and capitals,Doth I learn love and its principles?

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There, the sun rises in the west.Now the smoke comes in its best.Yet another night of solitarinessReaps my ribs with merry.

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Iƒ°p ap∂n¬ \n∂p≈ B A`ym-k-I-f-cn-Iƒ t\¿°p-

t\¿ hcp-tºmƒ \o≠-au-\-ß-fmbv amdn Hmtcm \nan-

jhpw Ahs\ ]Tn®v sIm≠n-cp-∂-t∏mgpw Xnc-b-S-

ßmØ IS-ep-t]mse Ah-\-hƒ°v ]cn-Nn-X-a-√m-Xm-bn.

tImtfPv Nph-cp-Iƒ a’-cm¿÷hw Ae-sbm-en-∏n-®p.

Ien-b-f-Inb _©p-Iƒ ]co-£m-Nq-Sn¬ hnd-sbm-en-

sIm≠p s]bvXn-d-ßnb t]am-cnbpw Im‰n¬ ]d∂ Icn-

bn-e-Ifpw Ah-fpsS IÆp-I-fnse `bw XpS®n-√. Ah-

K-W-\-bn¬ IÆp-Iƒ \odn-b-t∏mgpw Ah¿°n-S-bn¬

Ibv]v F∂- hn-Imcw {ian-®n´pw ISn-®n-d-°m≥ Ahƒ

Ai-‡-bm-bn-cp-∂p. Imc-W-an-√msX Imc-W-߃ tXSn-

b-t∏mƒ H∏-ap≈ kl-]m-Tn-t]mepw Ahƒ°v Nh¿∏m-

bn. ]d-bm≥ aSn®v kabw t\m°n \n¬s° Ahƒ°p

ap∂n¬ aq∂p-h¿jsØ LSn-Imcw ]q¿Δm-[nIw thKw

Nen-®p-sIm-≠n-cp-∂p. Nncn®v ]Sn-bn-d-ßp-tºmƒ Ahfpw

B Iem-e-bhpw am{X-a-dn™ B \o‰¬ Ah-f-hnsS

Xs∂ Ipgn®v aqSn.

Aae tPmk vc≠mw-h¿jw

_n. tImw.

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h¿jw 2007. ]Øp h¿j߃°p

apºv Fs‚ PohnXØn¬ kw`hn®

B Hm¿ΩIƒ Hcp ]{¥≠p hb

 pImcnbpsS ImgvN∏mSn¬ A∂v

F\n°p tXm∂nbXv am{XamWv

ChnsS ]¶pshbv°p∂Xv.

Ghcpw G‰hpw IqSpX¬

ImØncp∂ th\eh[nbmbn amXm

]nXm°ƒ G‰hpw A[nIw t]Sn°p

∂Xpw B th\eh[nbmWv. Fs¥

∂m¬ taSamkØnse kqcys‚

s]m≥IncW߃°v Xo°\ent\

°mƒ NqSmWv. Ip´nØw hn´pam

dmØ R߃°v kulrZw ]pXp

°m\pw BÀmZn®mSnadnbm\pw D≈

GI AhkcamWv Cu th\eh[n.

]Xnhpt]mse Xs∂ A∂pw Rm≥

t\scsØ Ifn°fØnte°v t]m

bn. ao\p, AΩp, tKmhnμv, tPm¨,

A\qt]´≥, \b\tN®n, tKmIpe≥

F√mhcpw. F\n°v th≠n ImØp

\n∂p. \m´n≥ {]tZißfn¬ A∂v

Ip´nIfpsS CjvS hnt\mZambncp∂

Ipgn]¥v Bbncp∂p A∂sØ

RßfpsS {][m\Ifn. HmtcmcpØ

¿°pw AhcptSXmb Ifn G¿s∏

SpØpw. ISem pw πmÃn°v Ihdp

Ifpw \nd® Hcp ]¥v Dcp´n hnSp∂p.

BcpsS IpgnbnemtWm ]¥v hogp

∂Xv, Ah¿ ]¥v FSpØv Fdnb

Ww. A∂v BcpsS IpgnbnemWv

]¥p hoWXv Fs∂\n°v Hm¿Ω

bn√. ]t£ AhscSpsØdn™

]¥v h∂p hoWXv Fs‚ s\‰nbn

emWv. Xebn¬ s]m∂o® ]d°p∂

cwK߃ Im¿´qWnepw kn\na

Ifnepw am{Xw I≠ncp∂ Rm≥

A∂v AXv A\p`hn®p. ]¥v

hoWXns‚ BLmXØn¬ Rm≥

adn™p hoWXv Hcp Icn¶¬

Iq´Ønte°mWv. s\‰nbn¬ \n∂pw

hm¿s∂mgpInb c‡w XS™p

\n¿Øm≥ {ian°p∂ Iq´pIm¿,

AXmbncp∂p F\n°v Ahkm\w

Hm¿Ωbp≈Xv. t_m[w sXfnbp

tºmƒ Rm≥ FhnsStbm InS°pI

bmWv. aq∂p NndIpIƒ D≈ Hcp

Im‰mSn. (^m≥) thtWm F∂ a´n¬

Idßp∂p. ÿeadnbm≥ H∂v

Fgpt∂‰p t\m°n. ]t£ km[n°p

∂n√. ]pdIn¬ \n∂v Ft¥m

hen°p∂p. tUmIvS¿ \¬Inb acp

∂ns‚ ^eamImw. Hcp ]t£

F\n°v Fgpt∂¬°m≥ km[n°m

Xncp∂Xv Rm\nt∏mƒ Hcp Bkv]

{XnbnemWv F∂v a\ nem°nbXv

apdnbn¬ Xnßn\nd™ncp∂ B

cq£ K‘Øns‚ hmSbmWv. B‚n

_tbm´n°pIfpsS B hmS Fs∂

ho≠pw aØv ]nSn∏n®p.

kwkmcØn¬ Xev]cbmb

XpsIm≠v Rm≥ AXnthKw Bkv

]{Xnbnse tPmen°msc IogS°n

s\‰nbnse A©p Xp∂¬ sI´ns‚

thZ\ Rm≥ ad∂Xv Cu kulrZ

kwkmcØneqsSbmWv. {][m\

tUmIvS¿ Hcp ]t£ At±lØn\v

tUmIvS¿ A¶nƒ F∂p hnfn°p

∂XmWv CjvSw. At±lamWv Cu

t\gvknwKv tlmans‚ Xeh≥. Hcp

tUmIvSdpsS i_vZw D®Ønepw

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Kmw`ocyØnepw Bbncn°Wsa∂v

F\n°v a\ nembXv At±lØn

s‚ kwkmcØneqsSbmWv. Fs¥

∂m¬ kzbw \jvSs∏´hcmWv

tcmKnIƒ. tcmKw ]cntim[n°p∂

hs‚ hm°pIƒ tcmKnIƒ°v

Bflhnizmkw \¬Ip∂XmhWw

F∂mWv At±lØns‚ hmZw. Hcp

]cn[nhsc AXv icnbmWv.

s\‰nbnse Xp∂¬s°´n

s‚ thZ\ Rm≥ ad∂p XpSßn

bncp∂p. Bkv]{Xnbnse Hcp

AwKw Bbn Fs∂ ZsØSpØp

Ign™ncp∂p At∏mtg°pw. A∂m

Wv Rm≥ Iotam sXdm∏n hm¿Uv

{i≤n®Xv. km[mcW hm¿Uv

t]mseb√ AXv. Hcp ivaim\aqIX.

hm¿Uv \ndsb tcmKnI

fmWv. Atßm´v B¿°pw {]thi

\an√. apSnsImgn™v, I¨t]m

fIƒ hnb¿Øv, Np≠p hen™v,

ssIIfn¬ kqNn IpØnbXns‚

ASbmfßfpw F√mØn\p]cn Hcp

k¶S°S¬ D≈nsemXp°n ho¬

sNbdn¬ Ccn°p∂ Hcp a[yhb

kvI≥ s]s´∂v Fs‚ {i≤bmI¿

jn®p. At±lØns‚ `mcybmbncn

°Ww, Hcp ]m{XØn¬ I™nbpw

]∏Shpambn AcnIn¬ Ccn°p∂p.

`£Ww Ign°m≥ At±lw kΩXn

°p∂n√ F∂v H‰t\m´Øn¬ F\n

°v a\ nembn. {]thi\an√ F∂

\nbaw ewLn®v Rm≥ AItØ°v

IS∂p. AhcpsS AcnInte°v

\S∂p. Fs∂ I≠Xpw A±lØn

s‚ `mcy Fgpt∂‰p \n∂psIm≠v

]d™p. tamsf AIte°p s]m

t°mfq. Ctßm´p hc≠ F∂v 12

hb ns‚ _p≤nbn¬ A∂v F\n°v

Adnbn√mbncp∂p. Im≥k¿ F∂Xv

ASpØp \n∂m¬ ]IcmØ Hcp

tcmKw BsW∂v. Rm≥ B hm¿

Uns‚ ap≥]nte°v hcpw. B AΩm

ht\bpw `mcytbbpw t\m°n \n¬

°pw. ]n∂oSv Rm≥ Ahsc ]‰nb

dn™p. IpSen¬ Im≥k¿ BWv.

IpSenepw Im≥k¿ Rm≥ A∂p

B›cy-s∏´p. a\pjyicocØn¬

Im≥k¿ hcmØ Ahbhw GXm

sW∂v B¿°pw Dd∏n®v ]dbm≥

km[n°pIbn√.

hfsc Zcn{ZIpSpw_Øn¬

\n∂mWv Ah¿ hcp∂Xv. Hcp

aI\p≠mbncp∂p. GtXm hml

\]ISØn¬ acWs∏´p. AXns‚

thZ\bn¬ IgnbptºmgmWv IpSen

epw Im≥k¿ I≠p]nSn°s∏Sp∂Xv.

\m´pImcpsSbpw ho´pImcpsSbpw

klmbw sIm≠mWv ChnsS NnIn

’°p h∂ncn°p∂Xv. Hcp Znhkw

Rm≥ At±lØns‚ Acn Inte°v

t]mbn. At±lØns‚ mcy AhnsS

D≠mbncp∂n√. Fs∂ I≠Xpw

At±lw ho¬ sNbdn¬ \n∂v

Fgpt∂‰p Fs‚ D≈n¬ bw D≠m

bncp∂p. Cbmƒ Fs∂ D]{Z

hn®mtem F∂ `bw.

Fs‚ ap∂n¬ ap´pIpØn

\n∂v At±lw tNmZn®p. s\‰n

s°¥m ]‰nbXv? At∏mƒ Fs‚

a\ n¬ a™pag s]øp∂Xp

t]mse tXm∂n. `bw F∂v NqSv

Aen™n√msXbmbn. ]s£ F\n

°v DØcw \¬Im\mbn√. At±lw

Fs∂ FSpØp. s\‰nbn¬ apdn

hns‚ AcnIn¬ Hcp apØw X∂p.

At±lw F¥n\mWv Ic™sX∂v

F\n°v Adnbn√mbncp∂p.

]nt‰∂v Rm≥ hm¿Un

te°v t]mbn. tUmIvS¿amsc√mw

AhnsS IqSn \n¬°p∂p≠mbncp

∂p. s]s´∂mWv Hcp Iq´Ic®n¬.

At±lØns‚ `mcybpsS Ic®n¬

Bbncp∂p G‰hpw Db¿∂p \n∂n

cp∂Xv. F¥mWv kw`hn®Xv F∂p

t\m°p∂Xn\p ap≥]v Fs‚ ssI

øn¬ Btcm hen®p. AΩbmbn

cp∂p. Fs∂bpw sIm≠v AΩ

apdnbnte°v Xncn®p \S∂p. A∂p

Xs∂ R߃ ho´nte°v t]mbn.

At±lØn\v F¥p ]‰nsb∂ Nn¥

c≠p ZnhktØ°v Fs∂ hn´p]ncn

™n√. AXn\p tijw Rm≥

AXns\ ]‰n Nn¥n®n´n√. ]n∂o

sSmcn°¬ Rm≥ I≠p At±l

Øns‚ `mcysb. shfpØhkv{Xw

[cn®v Hcp _kv bm{X°nSbn¬.

hn[hIfmWv shfpØhkv{Xw

[cn°pI F∂v Adnhv F∂n¬

D≠mbncp∂XvsIm≠v Rm≥ Duln

®p A∂v F¥mWv kw`hn®p

F∂Xv.

Hcp]t£ \n߃°nXv Hcp

thZ\ klPamb A\p`hambn

tXm∂pIbn√. ]t£ F\n°v Fs‚

PohnXØn¬ A\p`hn® G‰hpw

henb thZ\bp≠m°p∂ A\p`

hamWv. ImcWw B kv{Xo C\n

apX¬ H‰°mWv. Ahƒ Fßs\

Pohn°pw F∂Xv F∂n¬ hfscb

[nIw DXvIWvT Db¿Øn. Ah¿

Ct∏mƒ FhnsSbps≠∂v Adnbn√.

FhnsSbmsW¶nepw IjvS∏mSn

√msX Pohn°s´ F∂v Rm≥

{]m¿∞n°p∂p.

PohnXw \ΩpsS CjvS{]Imca√

Bcw`n°p∂Xv, ]t£ acWw F{]

ImcamWv hn[n°s∏Sp∂Xv F∂

kXymhÿ am\hcmin, Hcn°¬

t]mepw Nn¥n®n´pt≠m! Hcp]t£

A{]Imcw Nn¥n®n´ps≠¶n¬

Xs∂, Ah¿ Ah¿°p Xs∂ hn[n

HmXnbh¿ Bbncn°pw. AsX

BfllXym kzbtah hn[ntbm

\n\°p hn[n®Xp Rm\√ a¿Xy

F∂v alm`mcXØn¬ ]cma¿in®n

´p≠v. B[p\nIkw`hßsf ap≥

Iq´n ho£n°p∂Xn¬ ChnsS Cu

hcnIfneqsS alm`mcXw F∂

{KŸØn\pw {]k‡n GdpIbmWv.

a\pjycminbpsS PohnX kwL¿j

ßsf Db¿Øn]nSn°p∂Xn¬ B

fllXy F∂ hrØn lo\amb

{]hWX H´pw ]pdtIm´p ]n≥amdp

∂n√. ssiihw, _meyw, Iuamcw,

buΔ\w, hm¿ ≤Iyw F∂ A©p

L´ßfneqsS PohnXsa∂ tXmWn

Xpgbp∂hcmWv, a\pjy≥. CS

s°hnsStbm sh®v Ah Nne L´

ßfn¬ sh®v apßnt]mIp∂Xv

\ap°v ZriyamWv, Hcp ]t£ B

tXmWn°ph∂ tISp ]mSpIƒ, am‰n

icnbm°nbm¬, Hcp Ipg∏hpw IqSm

sX Xs∂ PemibØneqsS F{X

thWsa¶nepw AXn\p apt∂m´v

bm{XsNøm≥ km[n°p∂XmWv,

A{]Imcsa¶n¬ PohnXØnse ˛

Hmtcm {]iv\ßsfbpw, AXv, hep

tXm, sNdptXm GXphn[Ønem

sW¶nepw AXv Xncn®dn™v X°

Xmb ]cnlmcw Is≠Ønbm¬

BfllXy F∂ hn[n°mØ hn[n

sb £Wnt°≠ BhiyIX

Xs∂ C√

kaImenI kw`h߃ \ap

°v \¬Ip∂ kqN\Iƒ ˛ F∂p

]dbp∂Xnep]cn, sXfnhpIƒ, sR

´n∏n°p∂Xp Xs∂bmWv. Zp¿_

eamb a\ pXs∂bmWv Bfll

Xy F∂ hn[n°p ˛ {][m\ ImcW

amIp∂Xv. Cu ImeL´Øn¬,

amXm]nXm°ƒ, Ip´nIsf, PohnX{]

iv\߃ ˛ F{]Imcw t\cnSWw

F∂Xp ]d™psImSp°p∂Xp

Xs∂bmWv, Npcpßnb Imebfhp

Ifnse BfllXy acWkqN\

\ap°p \¬Ip∂ adp]Sn

k¶o¿Æamb kw`hßsf

t\cnSp∂Xn\p]Icw Hcp Ibdn¬

As√¶n¬ Hcp hnjIp∏nbn¬

Pohs\mSp°p∂ Hcp bphIme

L´w `mhn Xeapdsbbpw \in∏n

°pw F∂ Imcyw \nkwibw Dd∏n

°mhp∂XmWv. ImcWw Zp¿_e

amb Hcp a\ mWv h¿Øam\

Imew mhnbnte°v sh®p \o´p∂Xv.

a\pjycminbpsS BZ¿ißfpw,

kwkv°mchpw, aqeyhpw Cu

{]hWX \in∏n°psa∂Xv kXy

amWv. Fßs\bmWv CXn\p]cn

lmcw \n¿t±in°pI ˛ Hcp]mSp ]cn

lmc߃ \n¿t±in®mepw, Bfl

lXy F∂ Zpjv{]hWXbv°p

]cnlmcw D]Imc{]ZamtWm F∂

kXyw Xncn®dntb≠Xv Hmtcm

am\h\pw BWv, kzbw Xs∂

Ah\h\p hn[n I¬∏n°p∂ a\p

jys‚ acWw H∂n\pw Hcp ]cn

lmca√ F∂ kXyw Xncn®dnbq,

a\ p _es∏SpØm≥ {iaw \S

Øq. GXp k¶o¿Æ kμ¿`ß

sfbpw t\cnSm\p≈ ss[cyw t\Sn

sbSp°q. At∏mƒ am{XamWv \o

hnPbn°p∂Xv. C\nsb¶nepw

Xncn®dnbq hn[n°mØXp Hcn°epw

IsøØn]nSn°cpXv. hn[n®tX

\n\°p e`n°q, AXv acWam

sW¶n¬ t]mepw. Cu temIØv

AXmbXv a\pjyPohnXØn¬

]cnlcn°s∏SmØ {]iv\߃

Hcp]mSp≠v, AXn\p ]cnlmcambn

BfllXy F∂ H∂ns\ Iq´p]nSn

°mXncn°q. _etadnb a\ p

`mhnbnte°v sh®p\o´q... AXmhs´

Hcp ap{ZmhmIyw.

{iocmKv Fw. B¿H∂mw-h¿jw

_n. tImw.

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Xs‚ Ombm Nn{Xw hc-∏n®p sIm´m-c-Øn¬ {]Z¿in-

∏n-°m≥ cmPmhv Xocp-am-\n-®p. Cs√-¶n¬, Hcp Imepw

Hcp IÆpw am{X-ap≈ Xs‚ Nn{Xw hcpw Xe-apd hc®p

hnIr-X-am°pw F∂v At±lw `b-∂n-cp-∂p. G‰hpw

\∂mbn hc-bv°p-∂-bmƒ°pw kΩm-\hpw {]Jym-]n-

®p. kXy-k-‘-ambn hc-®m¬ cmPm-hns‚ sshIeyw

]pdØp ImWp-Ibpw X߃ in£n-°-s∏-Sp-Ibpw

sNøp-sa∂v `b∂v Bcpw apt∂m´v h∂n-√. Hcmƒ

am{Xw B sh√p-hnfn Gs‰-Sp-Øp. Abmƒ hc® Nn{Xw

I≠v cmPmhpw P\-ßfpw AZv`q-X-s∏-´p. IpXn-c-∏p-d-

Øn-cp∂v Hcp IÆ-S®p hn√p-Ip-e-bv°p∂ cmPm-hns‚

Hcp hiw am{Xw ImWp∂ Nn{Xw Abmƒ cmPysØ

Bÿm\ Nn{X-Im-c-\mbn.

a‰p-≈-h-cpsS Ipd-hp-Iƒ hn‰v Pohn-°p-∂-

h¿°n-S-bn¬ A]-cs‚ ta∑-Ifpw \∑-Ifpw {]Xn- -

en-∏n-°p-∂-h¿ A]q¿Δ ImgvN-bm-bn-cn°pw. kw`m-j-

W-ß-fnepw N¿®-I-fnepw a‰p-≈-hsc hna¿in-°m\pw

hne-bn-cp-Øm-\p-amWv F√m-h¿°pw Xmev]-cyw.

A\ys‚ sX‰p-I-fpsS {]Z¿i\w \ntcm-[n-®m¬

sXmgn¬ \jvS-s∏-Sp∂ Bfp-Ifpw D≠m-Ipw. Ipd-hp-

Iƒ tXSn \S-°msX A[n-I-am-bp-≈-hsb A`n-\-μn-

®n-cp-s∂-¶n¬, Bfl-hn-izm-k-Øm¬ Xfn-cn-Sp-am-bn-cp∂

H´sd Pohn-X-ß-fmWv Ipd-hp-Isf Hfn-∏n-°msX

tijn-Isf shfn-s∏-Sp-Øn-bm¬ aXn. F¥n-\mtWm

{]kn≤n In´p-∂Xv AXv ]S¿∂p ]¥-en-°pw. Ign-hp-

Iƒ sIm≠v temIw Iog-S-°n-bh¿ Ipdhpw C√m-Ø-

h-cm-bn-cp-∂n-√. AXn-\p≈ DZm-l-c-W-߃ \ΩpsS

kaq-l-Øn-te°v FØn-t\m-°n-bm¬ ImWm≥ km[n-

°pw. kzbw AwKo-I-cn-°mØ Hcmƒ°pw \ne\n-¬∏p-

≠m-In-√. B¿Pn-°m-\m-ImsX t]mb IgnhpIsf-°p-

dn®p \ncm-i-s∏-Sp-∂-h¿°p ap∂n¬ e`n-°m≥ km[y-

X-bp≈ t\´-ß-fpsS hmXn-ep-Iƒ sIm´n-b-S-bv°-

s∏Spw. Ign-hp-Iƒ°p IY-]-d-bm-\p-s≠-¶n¬ Ipd-hp-

Iƒ Bcpw {i≤n-°n-√.

in¬] kn.hn.H∂mw-h¿jw

_n.-tImw.

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AI-e-ß-fnse Iq´p-Imco

s]bvsXm-gn™p \o

Hcp ag t]mse-¶nepw

tXm¿∂-Xn-s√≥ lrZ-b-Ønse

Hm¿Ω-IƒX≥ \o¿I-W-߃

BIm-i-amsI \n≥ apJw am{Xw

sXfn-bp-sºmgo DƒØ-≠n¬

De-bp-∂nXm Hcp sNdp-Zo-]-\mfw

Adn-bp-∂q Rm≥ Iq´p-Imco

\n∂p-≈nse s\mº-c-ambv

hoWp-S-™p-t]mb F≥ samgn-Iƒ

Ipfn-cp-s∂mco Im‰nepw Rm≥

Fcn-bp-∂p. \n≥ hnc-l-Øm¬

Adn-bp-∂pthm \o \n≥ \ng¬ am{Xw

tXSn Aebpw F≥ a\- n¬ IuXpIØn¬

Acn-IØp \o Iq´p-Imcn

tN¿∂n-cp∂ \mfp-I-fm-sW≥

I\-hp-I-fn-emsI

\n≥ Nncn-bm¬ NndIp hncn®

Cu taml-߃ hnßn tXßn......

A\¥pH∂mw-h¿jw

_n.-Fkv.kn. Iw]yq- ¿

kb≥kv

87

]mTw 1 ss[cyw

AtΩ t]Snbmhp∂q. tLm

camb CSnbpsS H®bpw an∂ens‚

Nn{X]WnIfpw, A∂p cm{Xn Fs‚

Dd°w sISpØn. IÆS®∏mƒ I≠

kz]v\w `oIcambncp∂p. Ipsd

IdpØ hkv{XaWn™ kv{XoIƒ

AΩsb InW‰nte°v X≈nbnSp∂p.

]pdsI Ict™m≠v HmSp∂ Rm

\pw. InWdns‚ AcnIn¬ HmSnsb

Øptºmtg°pw sshInbncp∂p.

AΩq F∂v Dds° hnfn°p∂ Fs‚

AΩbpsS i_vZw tI´mWv Rm≥

sR´nsbgpt∂‰Xv. cm{Xn {]m¿

∞n®n v InS°t≠ Ipt™ Fs‚

s\dpIbn¬ XtemSnsIm≠v AΩ

]d™p. As∂\n°v \mtem,

At©m hbt  D≠mbncp∂p≈q.

As∂{X {ian®n´pw \n{Z Fs∂

XgpIn bn√. Ahkm\w Fs‚

IjvS∏mSv I≠ AΩ ]d™p.

Dd°w hcp∂ns√¶n¬ aq∂v AShp

Iƒ ]b‰Ww.

H∂v : IÆpIƒ sas√bS®v t¢m

°ns‚ SnIv tSmIv i_vZw {i≤n

°Ww. ]Xps° Ddßn t°mfpw.

c≠v : H∂v sXm v \qdv hsc FÆWw.

Hcp Fgp]Xv Bhp tºmtg°pw

Ddßpw.

aq∂v : ]pX∏n\IØv Ibdnbn´v

AΩsb sI´n∏nSn®v InS∂m¬ aXn.

As∏m AΩqs\ Bcpw Dd°Øn¬

t]Sn∏n°n√. t]Sn∏n®m¬ AΩ

Adnbpw.

aq∂masØ AShmWv F\n°v

kuIcyambn tXm∂nbXv. ImcWw

AΩbpsS ssI]nSn®v InS∂m¬

AΩsb Bsc¶nepw sIm≠p t]m

hm≥ t\m°nbm¬ Rm\dnbpat√m.

C∂pw cm{Xn t]SnbmIp tºmƒ

ARvPphns‚ s]cphnc¬ apdpsI

]nSn®v InS°ptºmƒ h√msØmcp

ss[cyamWv.

]mTw 2 : hy‡nXzw. AtΩ AΩ°v

Fs∂ BtWm ARv Pqs\ BtWm

IqSpXenjvSw. Hcn°¬ Izm¿t´

gvkns‚ ap‰Øncp∂v Ifn°p∂Xn

\nSbn¬ Rm≥ tNmZn®p. AΩ

Nncn®p. ARvPp At∏mƒ Ddpºn≥

Iq´sØ \nco£n°pIbmbncp∂p.

F\ns°s‚ c≠p IÆpIfpw

t]msebmWv Fs‚ c≠p a° fpw.

s]´∂v AΩ°v Hcp IpkrXn

tXm∂n. AΩqs\ Im´n¬ \n∂v

BXnc hnP-b≥aq∂mw-h¿jw

_n.-tImw.

88

In´nbXmsW¶nepw AΩs°mcp

t]msebmt´m. s]´∂v a\ n¬

sXfn™Xv au•nbpsS IYbm.

icnbmWv Im´n¬ \n∂v Ip´bn¬ If

™v In´nbXmWv au•nsb. D≈n¬

B[n IqSnsb¶nepw Rm≥ hn´p

sImSpØn√. At∏mƒ Rm\pw

ARvPpw F¥m Hcp t]mse Ccn°p

∂Xv. H∂p ]Xdn sb¶nepw AΩ

adp]Sn X∂p. Htc ho´n¬ hf¿Øn

bXpsIm≠v. arKkvt\ln ARvPp

kt¥mjtØmsS Xp≈n®mSn. Rm≥

InS∂p tamßn. Ahkm\w AΩ

Ip‰kΩXw \SØnbt∏mgmWv Ic

®n¬ ASßnbXv.

]mTw 2 : IcpW. RßfpsS ho´n¬

F√m BgvNbpw ]∏Sw hn¬°m≥

Hcp AΩqΩ hcpambncp∂p. ]∏Sw

thWsa¶nepw ths≠¶nepw AΩ

F√m BgvNbpw AhcpsS ssI

øn¬ \n∂pw ]∏Sw hmßpambncp∂p.

AhcpsS NpfnhpIƒ \nd™

s\‰nbpw £oWn® IÆpIfpw

C∂pw Fs∂ hnjan∏n°mdp≠v. B

AΩqΩ Cu {]mbØnepw F¥p

sIm≠mhpw ]∏Sw hn¬°p∂Xv.

a°ƒ t\m°m™n´mhpw. hb v

aqØhsc Hcn°epw hnjan∏n°

cpXv. AΩ°v Ipsd Imip≠mhp

tºmƒ B AΩqΩbpsS ssIøn¬

Hcp kz¿Æhf C´v sImSp°Ww.

klPohntbmSv ImWnt°≠ Icp

Wsb∏‰n ]Tn∏n®Xpw AΩXs∂.

]mTw 2 : XymKw. F∂pw ho´n¬

kvs]jy¬ Bbn Fs¥¶nepw

hmßn°ptºmƒ

aq∂v FÆta taSn°mdp≈q. F\n

°pw ARvPq\pw AO\pw. AΩ

tbmSv tNmZn®m¬ hni∏n√t∂

]dbq. BZysams° Rßfpw hniz

kn®ncp∂p. AΩ°v CsXm∂pw Cjv

Sas√∂pw hni∏ns√∂pw hepXmb

t∏mƒ kvt\lØn¬ \n∂pw P\n®

XymKamWsX∂v a\ nembn.

Ahkm\]mTw : Bflhnizmkw.

_meP\kJyw anan{In sNÃv \º¿

h¨ BXnc hnPb≥. hnd®psIm

≠mWv Rm≥ tÃPn¬ IbdnbXv.

Ft∂°mƒ apXn¿∂ FXncmfnIƒ,

F√mhcpw Fs∂Øs∂ t\m°p

\nt∂mfw Rm≥ as‰m-∂n-s\bpw

CjvS-s∏- n- n-√... F∂Xv ]® I≈-amWv

\ns∂-°m-tfsd Rm≥ CjvS-s∏- -Xpw,

CjvS-s∏-Sp-∂-Xpw..

Hcp ]s£ \o CjvS-s∏-SmØ

\ns‚ hnb¿∏ns‚ K‘-sØ-bmWv!

∂p. IÆn¬ Ccp v Ibdn. ARvPq

s‚ IqsS XI¿Øv {]mIvSokv sN

bvX cmjv{Sob t\Xm°fpsS A¥m

£cn Ipfambn. C∂sk‚ v F∂v

]d™t∏mƒ h∂Xv t{]w \kodn

s‚ i_vZw. \μn ]d™ndßp

tºmgpw AΩbpsS IqsS ho´nte°v

\S°ptºmgpw Xe Ip\n™mWncp

∂Xv. A∂v cm{Xn AΩ Fs∂ ]d

t™m¿Ωn∏n®p. \£{Xw hc°m≥

IgnbmsX hnjan® Rm≥ AΩ

hc®p ImWn®v \£{Xw hc®Xv,

B¨Ip´nIƒs°m∏w ^pSv t_mƒ

Ifn®Xv. ]n∂oSv 12˛mw ¢m n¬ Pn√m

Item’hØn¬ anan{In tÃPn¬

Rm≥ \£{Xw hc®p. A∂sØ

ISw ho´n.

ssZhØns‚ {]Xncq]amWv

AΩ. AΩsb a\ psIm≠v t]m

epw t\mhn°cpXv. ImcWw IÆv,

AXp≈t∏mƒ am{Xta AXns‚ hne

a\ nemhq.

AXp¬ hn]n≥c≠mw-h¿jw

_nF. Cw•ojv

89

After a very long time, I found timeto read a book yesterday. It was theclassic ‘Train to Pakistan’ written byKhushwant Singh. I had heard ofhim and read quite a few articles ofhis in TOI, but I hadn’t given himmuch thought.

So, it was utmost irreve-rence that I took up this book. Eventhe opening para didn’t impress me.I haughtily dismissed it as being arip-off from the ‘Midnight’sChildren’. Little did my pea-brainrealize that at the time this book waswritten, Salman Rushdie wasprobably a small boy.

As the pages turned, myindifference towards the authorturned to awe. The horrors ofpartition were described, yet notdescribed in totality. This kind of achilling subtlety prodded me to keepreading further. Within no time I hadcompleted the book – the story isjust 190 pages. The purport,however, is enormous.

By the time I completed thebook, I was fully with admiration forSingh. Never before have I read an

author who was so sincere in hisstorytelling, so nuanced in hisportrayals, and very objective inperspective. The most interestingpart of the story was that the authorremained completely neutral – andobjectively pointed out the bad ofboth sides. Nowadays, we are livingin an age where even the historytextbooks are written according tothe whims and fancies of politicalmasters, so this was a sweet shockof sorts for me.

The whole message of thebook, as sung by one of the maincharacters of the story, is this:Not forever does the bulbul singIn balmy shades of bowers,Not forever lasts the springNor ever blossom flowers.Not forever reigneth joy,Sets the sun on days of bliss,Friendships not forever last,They know not life, who know notthis.

This books makes us thinkagain, after seventy long years – hasthe two nation theory worked ? Thisdebate is an endless one, but the fact

remains that the Partition was unne-cessary and uncalled for. No wonderIndia opposed the creation of Israelon religious grounds a few yearslater.

Also, this book has deepen-ed my belief that any country whichhas a theocratic government at thehelm of affairs is bound to fail (ReadPakistan). As much as the believersclaim their holy book as ‘divinelyrevealed’ and ‘beyond doubt’, it isevident that they were created bypower hungry individuals tooppress, subjugate and dominate theweak, poor and illiterate andconsolidate more power forthemselves.

Signing off in hope thatboth India and Pakistan learn fromtheir past mistakes and prevent yetanother organized killing of people.“ The only thing a sane person cando in a lunatic system is to pretendthat he is as mad as the others and atthe first opportunity scale the wallsand get out.”

Antony JaisonFirst BA English

90

sIm¬°-Ø, tIc-f-Øns‚ kmaq-

ly- -km-º-ØnI ASn-Ød ]Sp-Øp-

bp¿Øp-hm≥ tNmc \ocm-°p∂

_wKm-fn-I-fpsS \mSv. C¥y-bn¬

hnhn[ kwkvIm-c-߃ kzc-tN¿®-

tbmsS `cWw \S-Øp-∂p-s≠-¶nepw

Htc kwÿm-\Øp Xs∂ c≠v

kwkvIm-c-ß-fpsS ka-\zbw I¬°-

´bv°v kz¥w.-C-¥y≥ P\-kw-Jy-

bpsS Gdnb `mchpw kzbw Npa-

°p∂ Cu alm-\-K-c-Øn\v hnizm-

k-ß-fm -epw, `£y-kw-kvIm -c -

Ømepw hmkvXp ssh -h-ß-fmepw

]Sp-Øp-b¿Ø-s∏´ X\-Xmb hy‡n-

Xz-ap-≠v. \K-c-\n-c-Øp-I-fnepw {Kma-

{]-tZ-i-ß-fnepw HmSn -sb-Øp∂

a™-\n-d-ap≈ Aw_m-k-U-dp -I-

fmWv sIm¬°-Øsb hyXy-kvX-am-

°p-∂-Xv. sIm¬°Ø, lq•n, ` -]m-

d, _mcm-\-K¿ F∂n-h-bmWv. {][m\

]´-W-߃ CSp-ßn-°q-Snb sI´n-S-

߃°n-S-bn¬ Cu Hmtcm ] -W-ß-

fnepw \nc-h[n Pohn-X-ß-fmWv Znh-

tk\ ]Sp-Øp-b¿Ø-s∏-Sp -∂-Xv.

_w•m-tZ-in-t‚bpw C¥y-bp-tSbpw

kwkvImcw Fßns\ DuSpw ]mhp-

ambn Cg-tN¿∂n-cn-°p-∂p-sh∂v Cu

alm-\-Kcw \ap°p ImWn-®p-X-cpw.

P\-kw-Jy-sb-∂-t]mseØs∂ kº-

Ømepw kº-∂-am-Wn-hn-Sw. C¥y-

bpsS Øs∂ BtKm-f -Hm-l-cn-bn¬

I¬°-Ø-bpsS ]¶v \n¿Æm-b-I-am-

Wv.

I¬°-Ø-bpsS kwkv

Imcw ]Sp-Ø-b¿Øn-bXv lq•n \Zn-

bm-Wv. kº-∂-cpsS hnP-b-Øns‚

a[pcw apX¬ Zcn-{Zs‚ IÆo¿ D∏p-

hsc Aen-bn-®p-t®¿°p-∂Xv KwK-

bpsS sIm¬°-Øm-cq-]-amb Cu \Zn-

bn -em -Wv. I¬°Ømbm{X-Iƒ

]q¿Æ-am-Ip-∂-Xv. kmXznI-im-¥-amb

lq•n \Zn-bnse \uI-I-fn¬ I¬°´

\K-csØ ImWp-tºmƒ am{X-am-Wv.

C¥y-bpsS kmkvIm-cnI Xe-ÿm-\-

amb I¬°´ Ingt° C¥y-bpsS

hnZym- ymk tI{μw IqSn-bm-Wv. C¥y-

bnse Xs∂ Hcp ]t£ G‰hpw

]pcm-X-\-amb Xpd-apJw I¬°- -bn-

te-Xm-Wv. {]mb-tØm-sSm∏w Xs∂

I¬°-Ø-bpsS Rc-ºp-I-fn¬ \nc-

h[n Hm¿Ω-Ifpw \ng-en®p InS-°p-∂p-

≠v. \hm_v `cWw apX¬ apKƒ

`cWw hsc \o≠p \n¬°p∂ cmP-

`-cW ]g-a-bp-≠v. Cu \K-c-Øn\v

C∂sØ Cu \ne-bn¬ I¬°Ø

hf-cp-∂Xv CuÃv C¥y- I-º\nbpsS

hc-thmSv IqSn-bm-Wv. B⁄m-]-\-

߃°p ap∂n¬ Xe Ip\n® kaq-

lsØ hmWn-Py-h-Wn-°p-I-fm-°n-

bXv sh≈°mcm-bn-cp-∂p. \yqU¬

ln°pw apºv C¥ym-°m-cm-bn-cp-∂p.

\yqU¬ln°pw apºv C¥y-bpsS

Xe-ÿm-\-am-bXv I¬°-Ø-bm-bn-cp-

∂p. ]n∂o-S-ßv kzmX-{¥y-Øn-\mbn

C¥y≥ P\X apd-hnfn Iq´n-b-t∏mgpw

B Ae-sbm-en-Iƒ Bcw- n-®Xv CtX

aÆn¬ \n∂m-bn-cp-∂p. C¥y≥ kn\n-

a-bp-am-bn th¿s]SmØ _‘-am-bn-

cp∂p I¬°-Ø-bp-tSXv. {KmaoW

_mse-I-fn¬ \n∂pw, Ie, kmln-

Xyw, kn\na Ch-bn¬ C{X-am{Xw

Poh-k¿∏n® as‰mcp \Kcw C¥y≥

Ncn-{X-Øn-en-√. _wKmfn ^nenw

C≥Ukv{Sn F∂Xv al-Ømb Ie-

bpsS aq¿Ø-cq-]-am-Wv. \nc-h[n

Bjven≥ tPmbvc≠mw-h¿jw_n.-tImw.

91

t\mt_¬ tPXm-°ƒ Cu aÆn¬

\n∂pw Dcp-Øn-cn-™-h-cm-bn-cp-∂p.

temIw I≠-Xn¬ ht®-‰hpw ssZho-

I-amb Ihn-X-bpsS Dd-hn-Sw, {io. cho-

{μ-\mY SmtKm¿ Xs‚ c‡hpw

amwkhpw I¬°-Ø-bpsS {Kma-

߃s°m-≠m-sW∂v hniz-kn-®-h-\m-

Wv. At±-l-Øns‚ Hmtcm hcn-I-

fnepw {Kma-Øns‚ hnip-≤nbpw lq•n

\Zn -bpsS Cu¿∏hpw ImWmw.

{_n´ojv Ime-L- -Øns‚ ]g-b-apJw

\ap°v ap∂n¬ hc-®n-Sp∂ At\Iw

]m›mXy kap-®-b-߃ C∂pw

I¬°- bv°v apI-fn-ep-≠v.

Imfn-bpsS aÆv F∂¿ ∞w

hcp∂ Imfo-L´v BWv ]n∂oSv

I¬°´ BbXv I¬°´ F∂p

am{X-a√ sIm¬°Ø Fs∂mcp adp-

\m-ahpw CXn\v kz¥-am-bp-≠v. Imfn-

bpsS aÆm-I-bm¬ Xs∂ Zp¿Km-]qP

Ahsc kw_-‘n-®n-S-tØmfw alm

D’-h-am-b-Xn¬ bmsXmcp kwi-

bhpw C√. sIm¬°-Ø-bn-ep-S-\o-f-

ap≈ Imfot£{X-߃ Ah-cpsS

hnizm -k-Øns‚ t\¿cq -]-am -Wv.

{_o´njv lnÃdn B‚ vv C¥y≥

B¿ v, am¿_nƒ ]me-kv, hnIvtSm-dnb

satΩm-dn-b¬ F∂nh I¬°-Ø-

bpsS kº-∂-X-bpsS AS-bm-f-ß-fm-

Wv. C¥y≥ D]-`q-J-WvU-Øns‚

G‰hpw al-Ømb imkv {X \K-chpw

{]ap-J-sse-{_-dn-I-fn-sem-∂mb \mj-

W¬ sse{_dn Hm v C¥ybpw Chn-

sS-X-s∂-bm-Wv.

\mS-I-tØm-Sp≈ sIm¬ °-

Ø-bpsS A`n-\n-th-i-Øn\v sIm√-

ß-fpsS ]g-°-ap-≠v. 1940 Ifn¬ ]co-

£-Wm¿∞-Øn¬ \ne-hn¬ h∂

Xnø-t‰-dp-Iƒ C∂v I¬°-´-bpsS

\mgnI-°-√p-I-fmbn cq]m-¥-c-s∏- n-cn-

°p-∂p. ]sØm≥]Xv Ccp-]Xv \q‰m-

≠p-I-fn¬ sIm¬°-Ø-bpsS kmln

Xyw AXns‚ ]mc-ay-Øn-em-bn-cp-∂p.

_¶nw N{μ NtUm-]m≤y cho-{μ-

\mY SmtKm¿, ic-XvN{μ ]tUm-]m-

≤y-an-tj¬ a[p-kq-Z-\≥ ZØv Ch-

cmbncp∂p _wKmfn kmln-Xy -

Øns‚ Imc-W-h-∑m¿.

Imfn-]q-P, Zo]m-h-en, tlmfn,

alm-in-h-cm{Xn F∂n-ßs\ BtLm-

j-߃ \ofp-tºmƒ sIm¬°-Øsb

AS-bm-f-s∏-Sp-Øp-∂-Xv. Imfn ]qP-

bmWv ]pXnb N{μ-am -k-Øn¬

Im¿Øn-I-\m-fn¬ shÃv _wKmƒ,

_o lm¿, HUok, Akmw, {Xn]p-c,

_w•m-tZiv F∂n-hn -S -ß-fn¬

BtLm-jn-°p∂ H∂mWv Imfo-]q-

P. ]Xn-s\´mw \q‰m-≠n\p aptº CXv

sIm¬°-Ø-tbmSv Cg-tN¿∂n-cn-°p-

∂p. Imfo-cq-]sØ kz¥w hoSp-I-fn-

te°v B\-bn®v sNº-c-Øn-bm¬

Ae-¶-cn®v, a’y-hpw, amwkhpw t\Zn-

°p-∂p. Znh-km-h-km\w ASpØ

]I¬ Imfo -cq -]sØ \Zn -bn¬

\n¿Ωm ¿÷\w sNøp-∂p. hfsc

ssh Im-cnI-amWv I¬°Ø \nhm-

kn-Isf kw_-‘n-®m-k-abw. sX°v-

˛ -In -g°v C¥y-bnse hyh-kmb

tI{μ-am-Wv I¬°-´. kzmX-{¥m-\-

¥cw D≠mb kmº-ØnI hogvN-

bn¬ \n∂pw I¬°- -bpsS Xncn-®p-

h-chv D∂-Xn-bn-te-°m-bn-cp-∂p. sXcp-

92

thmc I®-hSw apX¬ C¥y≥ kmº-

ØnI ASn-Ø-d-bpsS Icp-\o-°-߃

\S-°p∂ Xphsc Cu alm-\-K-c-Øn-

em-Wv. Cu sshhn-[y-߃ D≈-Xn-\m-

emhpw alm-\-K-csØ kt¥m-j-

Øns‚ \mSv hnti-jn-∏n-°p-∂-Xv.

hmkvXp-in-ev]-ß-fm¬ kº-∂-am-I-

bm¬ Ing-°ns‚ skbn‚ v F∂v

I¬°-Øsb hnti-jn -∏n -°p -

∂p.19˛mw \q‰m-≠n¬ G‰hpw {]Xm-

]-am -bn -cp -∂p. I¬°´ AXn-

\m¬Øs∂ sIm´m-c-ß-fpsS \Kcw

F∂pw AXv hnfn-®p-t]m-∂p. hmWn-

Py -hy-h-km-b-ß-tfbpw, ka-b-Øn-c-

°n-t\bpw Hcp tImWn¬ \n∂pw

as‰mcp tImWn-te°v ap´n-°p-∂Xv

hnJym-X-amb lud ]me-am-Wv. cho-

{μ-tkXp F∂-dn -b-s∏-Sp∂ Cu

]mew I¬°-´-bpsS \s´-√m-Wv.

\Kcw Ccp- n-em-Ip-tºmfpw Xnc-s°m-

gn-bmØ alm-\-K-c-Øns‚ ImgvN

lud ]me-Øn¬ \n∂pw Ia-\o-b-

am-Wv. I¬°-´-bpsS hnim-e-amb

hmWn-Py-tI{μw lud-bm-Wv. alm-\-

K-c-Øns‚ Bh-iy-ß-sf-b-{Xbpw

Xr]vXn-s∏-SpØn hcp-∂-Xv. NWhyh-

km-b-Øn\v t]cp-tI´ ChnSw Ccp-

ºp-cp°v, ]©-kmc \n¿Ωm-Ww,

cmk-hy-h-km-bw, ]cp-Øn-˛-I-S-emkv

hyh-kmbw F∂n-ßs\ hgn-]n-cn-

™n-cn-°p-∂p. 22˛mw \q‰m-≠nepw ]g-

a-bn-te°v aS-ßn-sb∂ aXn-{`aw Df-

hm-°p-∂-h-bm-Wv. {Smw F∂ k©m-

c-am¿Kw. sdbn¬]mfw t]mep≈ \nc-

Ønse Dcp-°p-]m-X-bn¬ thK-an-

√msX HmSp∂ Cu sNdp-Xo-h-≠n-Iƒ

{_o´ojv C¥y-bpsS AS-bm-f-ß-fm-

Wv.

am\p-jnI _‘-߃°n-{X-

ta¬ Du∂¬ \¬Ip∂ CS-߃

hfsc Npcp-°-am-Wv. ]c F∂m¬

kap-Zm-b-߃°nS-bn-ep≈ Iq´w

tNc-em-Wv. Ab¬hm-kn-Ifpw a‰p

irwJ-e-I-fn-ep-≈-hcpw HØp-tN-cp∂

k{º-Zm-b-am-Wn-Xv. AXp-t]m-se-

Xs∂ as‰mcp {]tXyI-X-bm-Wv. A[

HØp-tN¿∂p≈ kw`m-j-Wß-fm-Wn-

h. Xnc-°n¬ kzbw \jvS-am-Ip∂

temIØv C{Xbpw Xnc-°p-]n-Sn® \K-

c-Øn¬ am\p-jn-I-_-‘-߃ lcn-

Xm- -am-Ip-∂-Xv, Ipfn-tc-dp∂ ImgvN-bm-

Wv. kmwkvIm-cnI kap-®-b-ß-fmbn

amd-s∏´ \nc-h[n hmkvXp-ssh-hn-[y-

ß-fpsS Ie-h-d-bm-Wn-hn-Sw. C¥y-bn-

se-Øs∂ G‰hpw ]g°w sN∂

C¥y≥ ayqkn-bw, C¥y-bpsS Pohn-

X-Øns‚ s]mcpƒ CgpIn tN¿∂

C¥y≥ \m®-d¬ ayqkn-bw. Aßs\

Aßs\ ]e-Xpw...

93

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Gayathri HaridasSecond BA English

94

Hcp CSn-an-∂-ens‚ thK-X-bn-em-bn-

cp∂p Hcp-an-®p≈ B Xocp-am-\w...

Cu h¿jw Hcp Um≥kv s]¿t^m-

a≥kv sNøpI F∂-Xv... am¿®v amkw

Xocp-am\w FSp-°p-tºmƒ Sot®gvkv

Um≥kv t^mdw F∂ sNdnb

{Kq∏nse AwK-ß-fmb R߃°v

H∂pw Btem-Nn-t°≠n h∂n-√.

Rß-fpsS {]nb A≤ym-]n-Ibpw

{]kn-≤-amb tamln-\n-bm´w \¿Ø

In IqSn-bmb tUm. k‘y kt¥mj-

tØmsS Cu Xocp-am-\sØ ]n≥Xm-

ßnbt∏mƒ Bth-i-Øn\v AXn-cp-I-

fn-√m-Xm-bn. Cu {]mhiyw tamln-\n-

bm´w ¢mkn-°¬ s]¿t^m≥kv

Xs∂ F∂pw Xocp-am-\n-®p. Rm\pw,

kuay-bpw, Zo]vXnbpw sNdp-∏-Im-

esØ Ac-tß-‰hpw AΩ-am-cpsS

\n¿_-‘-Øn\p hgßn a\- n√m

a\-t msS Um≥kv ¢m p-I-fn¬

t]mbn-cp-∂Xpw Hm¿Øv Nncn-®p.

kpI\y B kabw s\©n-Sn-t∏msS

Hm¿Ø-Xv. CXp-hsc CØcw Hcp

klm-k-Øn\v Xm≥ apXn¿∂n-´n-

√t√m F∂m-bn-cp-∂p. F¥m- F√m-

hcpw {]mbw ad-∂q, Np‰p-]m-Sp-Iƒ ad-

∂p. tamln\nIfm-Im≥ Xocp-am-\n-®p.

Xocp-am\w FSp-Ø-Xp-t]mse kpJ-

I-c-a-√m-bn-cp-∂p. AXn-\p≈ Hcp-°-

߃ Hgn-hp-k-a-b-߃ D]-Im-c-{]-Z-

ambn D]-tbm-Kn-°m≥ Xocp-am-\n-s®-

¶nepw sskt°m-fPn, Iw]yq-´¿

kb≥kv, Ãm‰n-ÃnIvkv ka-b-߃

XΩn¬ ]e-t∏mgpw tNcmsX apJw

Xncn™v \n∂p. Hcp-an®v HØp-tN¿∂v

]Tn-°m\pw {]mIvSokv sNøm\pw

Ign -bmØ Ah-ÿ-Iƒ. {ioIr-

jvWs‚ Pnhn-X-Ønse {][m-\-kw-

-h-߃ ap{Z-Ifpw `mh-ßfpw BIp-

tºmƒ hg-ßmØ ico-c-Øns‚ Ah-

ÿm-t -Z-߃ Hm¿Øv R߃ CXn

I¿Ø-hy-Xm-aq-V-cmbn \n∂p t]mbn.

52-˛mw hb- nepw apI-fn¬ \n∂p

HgpIn hogp∂ Dd-h-t]mse hg-ßp∂

ico-chpw £W-t\-c-Øn¬ amdn ad-

bp∂ `mh-ß-fp -ambn A]vk-c -

 ns\t∏mse ap∂n¬ \n¬°p∂

\rØm-≤ym-]n-I-bpsS \S-\-]m-Shw

I≠v Aev]-t\cw A¥w-hn´ncp-∂p-

t]m-bn.

A{X Xs∂-sb-¶nepw Kpcp-

hm-bq-cn¬ Xpd-∂p-In-´nb Ah-kcw

bYm-hn[w D]-bp -‡-am-Ip -sa∂v

R߃ Dd-®p. aÆp-Xn-∂p∂ IÆ-

\pw, hm’eyw Xpfp-ºp∂ btim-Z-

bpw, ]qX-\-bpw, Imfn-b\pw ]cn-io-

e\ thf-I-fn¬ AXp-X-s∂-bmtWm

CXv F∂ kwibw Df-hmIp∂ coXn-

bn-em-bn-cp-∂p. (A-Xp-Xm-\-√tbm CXv

F∂ DXvt{]£m Ae-¶m-c -a√

tIt´m..) k‘y So®¿ ]t£ Hcn-

°epw tZjy-s∏- n-√.

Ah-\-hs‚ kzIm-cy-X-bn¬

]ecpw IÆm-Sn-bpsS apºnepw Ipfn-

ap-dn-bnepw \rØm-`ymkw XpS¿∂p.

Dd-°-Øn¬ ]n®pw t]bpw ]d-™p.

Imtdm-Sn-°p-tºmƒ X\nsb Dd-s°-

∏m -Sn . ASp -°-f -bnse ]mNIw

Um≥kns‚ ]m´v Dds° h®p.

ASpØ ho´nse t{XkymΩ tN®n-

bv°p-t]mepw ]m´p -h®p sImSp -

Øm¬ \rØw sNøp∂ Ah-ÿ-bm-

95

bn.

a≤y-th-\-e-h[n hen-sbmcp

hn√-\mbn Ah-X-cn -®p. Hcp-an®p

Iq´m≥ ]‰mØ hÿ. Ah-km\w

ho´nse DØ-c-hm-Zn-Ø߃ hneßp

XSn-bm-bn. C\n CX-h-km-\n-∏n-t®-

°mw F∂p ]d-tb≠ Ah-ÿ. ho´p-

Imsc t_m≤y-s∏-Sp-Øm≥ F√m-

hcpw Xs∂ ]mSp-s]-Sp-I-bm-bn-cp-∂p.

Ah-km\w sabv ]IpXntbmsS

hoWp-In-´nb \mep Znh-k-߃.

At∏mgpw \mep-t]¿°pw ]q¿Æ-

ambpw tbmPn®v ]cn-io-en-°m≥ ]‰p-

∂n-√. k‘y So®-dpsS ho´n-tebv°v

]cn-io-e\w am‰n. Iebpw kmln-

Xyhpw hn⁄m-\hpw hgn-s™m-gp-

Ip∂ im¥-kp-μ-c-amb A¥-co-£w.

B h\w Ahn-SsØ Hmtcm-cp-Øcpw

Rßsf kvt\l-tØmsS kzoI-cn-®-

Xv. Rß-fnse Bth-isØ Bfn-°-

Øn-®p. Aß-f-hnsS sIm®p Ip´n-I-

fmbn. AhnsS Rßsf kzoI-cn®

c≠v AΩ-am-cpsS kvt\lØn\p

apºn¬ R߃ Aen-™n-√m-Xm-bn.

Xß-fpsS kvt\l-hm-bv]n -\m¬

Rß-fpsS a\ pw £-W-Øm¬ DZ-

chpw \nd-®p. kXojv kmdns‚ a[p-

c-X-c-amb ssew Pyqkv CS-th-f-Isf

Dt∑-j-`-cn-X-am-°n. \memw Znhkw

AΩ-am-cpsS Im¬sXm´p hμn-®n-d-ßp-

tºmƒ Ign-™p-t]mb Zn\-ß-fpsS

Hm¿Ω-Iƒ \jvS-t_m-[-߃ DW

¿Øn.

]cn -io-e-\-Øn-\nsS ]e-

cpsSbpw amwk-t]-in-Ifpw Aÿn-

Ifpw a‰p-]-e-I-Y-Ifpw ]d-bp∂ Ah-

ÿ-bm-bn-cp-∂p. thZ-\-aqew Nhn- p-]-

Sn-Iƒ Ib-dp-tºmƒ Nn°≥Kp-\nb

tcmKw _m[n-®-hsc Hm¿Ω-s∏-SpØn

thmfn\n Hmbn¬sa‚pw NpSq-sh-

≈hpw Bscbpw ImWn-°msX D]-

tbm-Kn-®p-sIm-≠n-cn-°p∂ a‰p-≈-h-

cpsS apºn¬ F√m-Øn-t\bpw Ah-

K-Wn®v BtcmKyhXn -I-fm -bn.

hm vkm-∏n¬ thZ-\-bpsS ]øm-c-߃

\nd-™p. Cu kv{XoIƒ s°m∂pw

thsd ]Wn-bnt√ F∂p a‰p-≈-h¿

]d-bm-Xn-cn-°m≥ D√m-k-h-Xn-I-fm-bn.

F¶nepw sIm®p sIm®p Imcy-ß-

fn¬ R߃ kt¥mjw Is≠-

Øm≥ ]Tn-®p. ame, hf, IΩ¬, ]mZ-

kcw XpS-ßn-bh hmßm≥ kvIqƒ

Ip´n-I-sf-t∏mse Ie-]ne Iq´n \S-

∂p.

Aßs\ Pq¨ 7˛mw XobXn

bmbn. C\n ASpØ Znh-ksØ

tÃPv a\- n¬ [ym\n®p sIm≠n-cp-

∂-t∏m-gmWv Xocp-am-\-sa-SpØ CSn

an∂¬ an∂¬∏n-W-cmbn Ah-X-cn-®-

Xv. Zo]vXnbv°v hcm≥ Ign-bmØ

Ah-ÿ. A∂p cm{Xn Bcpw icn°v

Dd-ßn-bn- n-√. a\- m-∂n≤yw If-tb-

s≠∂v k‘y-So-®¿.

Pq¨ 8... DtZzK-`-cn-X-amb

\nan-j-߃ ]n∂n v R߃ Kpcp-hm-

bq¿ FØn thj-hn -[m\-߃...

Bƒ°m¿ Xs∂ amdnt∏mbn. HSp-

hn¬ tÃPn¬ I¿´≥ s]mßp-∂-Xn-

\p-apºv anSn-°p∂ lrZ-b-hp-ambn

Kpcp-hns\ hμ\w sNbvXv... 20 h¿j-

߃°-∏pdw Nne¶ sI´n \S\w XpS-

ßn. Rß-sf-Øs∂ ad∂ {]I-S-\w.

IrjvW k∂n-[n-bn¬ Nph-Sp-Iƒ ]ng-

bv°msX DW¿tΔm-sS... kZ- n¬

\n¿hr-Xn-tbmsS Rß-fpsS k‘y

So®¿.. A∂p cm{Xn Ghcpw kz]v\w

I≠p-dßn Ggv kz¿§-߃° apI-

fn¬ Ie-bpsS ]q¿Øo-I-c-W-Øns‚

\nd-hn¬..-Iq- m-bva-bp-sS, Icp-X-ens‚

kvt\l -Ø-W -e n¬. . -I q - S p -X¬

B{Kl \nh¿Øo-I-cWw tamln®v

.. kz]v\w I≠v...

96

cmKamw \n≥ Nncn XgpIpsa≥

{]`mXw F{X kpμcambncp∂p kJo

\mfpItfsdbmbn \n≥ Nncn

ImWphm≥ F≥ angnIƒ Zmln°p∂p

F≥ a\ n≥ am{¥nI sN∏n¬

\n≥ Nncnbmsbmcp IhnXbp≠v

\ns‚ hcnIfm¬ ambp∂ ZpJta

F\n°p≈tXm kJo

kzcßfn¬ F≥ {ipXn

tNcptºmƒ a™pXp≈n

t]m¬ Ipfncpsa≥ a\w

\n≥ aWn®p≠m¬ s]mgnbpa\pcmKw

Fßpt]mbn

\n≥ A⁄mX angnIfm¬

]dbpw ]cn`hw Ftßm ad™p t]mbv kJo \n≥

au\ta kJo F≥ a\w

Fcnbp∂ I\¬ t]mse

C\n F¥pthWw {]ntb \o

F≥ kJnbmIphm≥

Hm¿°msX hø B ]gbImew

h¿Æßfm¬ \nd™ hk¥Imew

Fs‚ {]nbs∏´hfm¬ s\bvX

a[pc s\mºc°mew

tdm_n≥ jmPvc≠mw-h¿jw

_n.-tImw.

97

{]WbØnepw bp≤Ønepw \nba

ßsfm∂pan√ F∂mWv shbv]v.

{]WbØnemhptºmƒ Hcmƒ apgp

h\mbn as‰mcmƒ°v ka¿∏n°p

IbmWv. Hcn°epw sNøn√ F∂p

Xocpam\n® Nne Imcy߃ sNøm

\p≈ ss[cyw Xcm\pw {]WbØn\v

Ignbpw. \√Xmbmepw NoØbm

bmepw Hcphs‚ ImapInbmIp

tºmƒ \n߃ kzbw ad°p∂p.

Ibdpt]mse ]ncns™m‰bmhp∂p.

kz]v\߃ ]ckv]cw BenwK\w

sNøp∂p. ]cnWbn °p∂ kz]v\ß

ƒ°v Ip™p߃ ]nd°p∂p. Imev

]\nIX°v NndIpIƒ apf°p∂p.

sXfn™ BImiØv Aßs\

NndIpIƒ hncn®v ]d°m≥ XpSßp

tºmgmWv Ip™pIp™p ]nW°

߃ XpSßp∂Xv. BZysams° Hcp

Ic®nen¬ amdp∂ ]nW°ßƒ

]n∂oSv aWn°qdpItfmfw an≠m

Xncn°p∂Xnte°pw hgntb t^kv

_p°v, hmSvkvB∏v Ãm‰kv A]vtU

‰pIfnte°pw hepXmhp∂p. Ip‰w

]dbms\m°n√. t^kv_p°v Xpd

∂m¬ ImWp∂ Hcp henb NXpc

°≈n°p≈n¬ Fs¥¶nepw FgpXp

F∂v kp°¿_¿Kv ssS∏v sNbvXp

h®ncn°p∂Xv I≠m¬ Bcpw Adn

bmsX√mw Xpd∂p ]d™p t]mIpw.

Aßs\ Hcp Xpd∂p ]d®n¬

kXyØn¬ IqSpX¬ henb ]nW

°Ønte°mWv \bn®Xv. ImapI

t\mSv ]nWßn Rm≥ Ãm‰kv A]v

tU‰p sNbvXp. hm°pIƒ Ipd®v

ISpØp t]mbn. Snbm≥ I´ Ien

∏mbn. t^m¨ tImfpIƒ°v adp]

Snbn√. satkPpIƒ hmbn®n´pw

{]XnIcn°p∂n√. ]d™p t\m°n.

hmZn®pt\m°n. Imep]nSn°p∂

XcØn¬ sI©nt\m°n. Ic™p

sIm≠v i_vZiIew Ab®p. kvt\

lw sIm≠v s]mXnbm≥ t\m°n.

c£bn√. Ahkm\w thsd hgnbn√

F∂mbt∏mƒ Rm≥ ]d™pt]mbn

]ncnbmw F∂v. Fs‚ I¿Ømth...

]nSn hn´pt]mbn kw`hw. AXn\p

Kmb{Xn kptcjv _m_paq∂mw-h¿jw

_n.-Fkv.kn. sskt°m-fPn

98

am{Xw icn.. ]ncnbmw. F∂v adp]Sn

ktμiw. Cbmƒ°o adp]Sn Hcp

]Øv an\n´v Ab°m≥ tXm∂nbn

cps∂¶n¬ Rm\ßs\ ]dbpambn

cpt∂m? F¥v ]dbm≥...h∂ tZjy

Øn\v hmSvkm∏pw t^kv_p°pw

A¨ C≥Ãmƒ sNbvXp. kp°¿_

¿Kns\ Ipsd NoØbpw hnfn®p.

Hmtcm hmNI߃ FgpXnsh®v

a\pjys\ {]tem`n∏n®n v!!!

Aßs\ {]Wbw s]mfn

™p F∂v Dd∏n®p. Rm\o teme

a\ ns‚ DSabmbXp ImcWw A[n

Iw thZ\Isfm∂pw kln°m≥

]‰mdn√. Snbm\n√mØ PohnXsam v

k¶ev]n°m\pw hø. acn°pI

Xs∂.. Aßs\ BfllXy sN

øm≥ Xocpam\n®p. I≠n´p≈ ]e

kn\naIfpw Hm¿sØSpØp. thZ\n

°msX acn°Ww. Dd°KpfnI

ho´n¬ Ccn∏n√mbncp∂p. D≠mbncp

s∂¶n¬ C∂o A\p`hIpdns∏gp

Xm≥ Bfp≠mhn√mbncp∂p. Rmb

dmgvN Xqßnacn°m\p≈ ss[cyan√,

As√¶nepw XqßnacWw h√mØ

hrØntISmWv. acn°p∂ sh{]m

fØn¬ aeaq{Xhnk¿÷\sams°

sNøpw F∂mWdnhv. AXv Fs‚

ihØn\v A]am\amWv. a©mSnIp

cp°fpsSbpw Ip∏nhfIfpsSbpw

\ndap≈ kz]v\ßfp≈h¿°v A{X

`wKnbn√mØ acWw Nn¥n°m≥

t]mepw hø..

Aßs\ IqewIjamb

Nn¥. akvXnjvI{]jmf\w. H∂pw

sXfnbp∂n√. s]´∂mWv AXv

kw`hn®Xv. GtXm Hcp ]pkvXI

Øn¬ ]≠v hmbns®mcp Imcyw.

AsX..AXpXs∂.. thKw sN∂v

a©mSnIpcp°fpw hfs∏m´pIfpw

FSpØpsh®n´p≈ ]m{Xw Xpd∂p.

{]Wbw XpSßnbXn\p tijap≈

kºmZyamWv. Hcp]mSp≠v. Iq´

Øn¬ G‰hpw Xmsg \me©v Ip∂n

°pcp°fpw. Ip∂n°pcp Xn∂m¬

acn°pw F∂XmWv \ΩpsS A]{K

Y\w. FSpØp hmbnen´p. tlm

Fs¥mcp Ibv∏mbncp∂p. kln

°m≥ hø. F∂mepw ]nt∂m´v

t]mbn√. PohnXw Xs∂ Ibv∏mbn

tXm∂p∂h¿°v Cu Ip∂n°pcp

hns‚ Ibv∏mtWm.. A©pw Ign®p.

Nh®c®p Xs∂. Ibv∏v t]mIm≥

Ipsd sh≈hpw IpSn®p. At∏mƒ,

tZlamkIew Xfcp∂Xpt]mse

tXm∂n. t]mbn InS∂p. Hcp aq∂p

aWn°q¿ \√ Dd°w. ho´pIm

scms° FhnsS F∂ tNmZyw

ht∂°mw. GtXm _‘phns‚

I√ymWØn\p t]mbXmbncp∂p

AΩbpw A\nbØnbpw. A—≥

_mwKvfqcnepw. Rm≥ ]t≠ _‘p

ho´nse k¬°mcßfn¬ X¬]cI

£nb√.

GItZiw aq∂paWn°q¿

Ign™pW¿∂t∏mƒ h√mØ hb

dpthZ\. I°qkn¬ t]mbncp∂p.

AtX..]WnIn´n. hbdnf°w. Ipd®p

kabw AXn\p≈nencp∂p Imcyw

km[n®t∏mƒ Bizmkw tXm∂n.

£oWn®p ]pdØndßnbt∏mƒ

O¿±n°m≥ h∂p. Aßs\bXpw.

hmbneqsSbpw Xmsg°qsSbpw.

samØØn¬ \√ ckw. F‚tΩm.

ad°m≥ ]‰n√. A©v Ip∂n°p

cp°ƒ X∂ ]Wn. sshIos´mcp

A©mbt∏mƒ \ΩpsS kJmhv

hnfn®p. ]nW°w th≠mt´m... t]m

s´ F∂v.. DΔ. F\n°dnbmat√m..

Rm\\p`hn®Xv... Hc£cw an≠n

bn√..hø O¿±nbmsW∂v am{Xw

]d™p. ho´nepw..AΩbpw A\nb

Ønbpw XncnsI h∂t∏mƒ Rm≥

I°qkn¬ Xs∂bmbncp∂p. I´≥

Nmbbn¬ sNdp\mcß ]ngns™m

gn®v IpSn®p t\m°n. Ipd®v kam

[m\w In´n. cm{Xn ]ns∂bpw O¿±n.

]pe¿s® \mepaWnhsc aWn°q¿

CShn´v O¿±nbpw hbdnf°hpw.

]nt‰∂v tImtfPn¬ h∂n√.

cmhnse Xs∂ tUmIvSsd ImWm≥

ss{]adn sl¬Øv sk‚dn¬

t]mbn. Xte ∂sØ Imt_Pv

tXmc≥ ]Wn X∂XmsW∂v

Adnbn®p. acp∂p hmßn Ign®p.

Aßs\bßp amdn.

] d ™ n s ´ ¥ m . . c ≠ p

Znhkw sIm≠v Fs∂ Hmhnen´p

hen® t]msebmbn. icn°paßv

tImew sI´p. hmsbms° Ibv®n´pw

hø. F∂n´pw Ip∂n°pcphns‚

Imcyw HcmtfmSv t]mepw ]d™n√.

Rm\m cm I£n. hømbvIsbms°

amdn. Hcp Znhkw kJmshs∂

ImWm≥ h∂t∏mƒ ]d™p.

sNdnsbmcmfl lXym {iaØns‚

IY. Xe°n´v Ingp°v In´n. C\n

IjvSs∏S≠. Abmfmbn v sIm∂p

Xcmw F∂mWv X∂ncn°p∂ Dd∏v.

99

a\-kn-em-°n-bn-cp-∂p.. As∂√mw

FSpØ ]mT-ßfpw

FgpXn Xo¿Ø hnj-b-ßfpw

F∂p \o \ns∂ s]dp-°m≥

Fs∂ ]Tn-∏n-®p-thm..

A∂v Rm≥ ad-∂Xv

Rm≥ a\-kn-em-°nb Imcy-ß-fm¿∂p

Nn¥n-°m-\p≈ Fs‚ tijnsb

\o C√m-Xm°n

a\-kn-em-°p-hm\pw Hm¿sØ-Sp-°p-hm\pw

Rm≥ ad-∂p.

A∂p Rm≥ FgpXn Xo¿∂

Adn-hp-Iƒ \nd™ Hcp ]pkvX-I-am-bn-cp∂p

F∂m-en-t∂m.. iq\yw

C\n???

XpS-ß-Ww.. H∂n¬ \n∂v XpS-ßWw

H∂n\v th≠n ip\y-ambn Pohn-°p-hm≥

Rm≥ Xøm-d√

Fs‚ e£y-km- -ey-Øn\v th≠n

]d-°p∂p Rm≥ Nnd-Ip-hn-cn®v

]mdn ]d-°p∂p ˛

AJne tdm_kvc≠mw-h¿jw

_n.-Fkv.kn. Iw]yq- ¿

kb≥kv

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AtXbv F¥m hnNmcw Ftßm ´m

Cu s_Uv Hs° ASp∏n®v CStW?

acymZ°v CsXms° ]gbt]mse

A‰tØ°v \o°n Ct´m. BWpw

s]Æpw sI´ Hcp AkØv Ad∏v

tXm∂nbn v hø. AhnsSsbßm\pw

t]mbn InS°v.

Fs‚ hm°pIfn¬ bm sXm

cp hn[Ønep≈ ZmjnWyhpw D≠m

bncp∂n√. Ad∏pw shdp∏pw \nd™

hm°pIƒ am{Xta F\n°v ]dbm≥

D≠mbncp∂p≈q. Ft∂mSv adpsØm

∂pw ]dbmsX apdnbpsS A‰tØ

°v s_Uv \o°nbn v Ahƒ InS∂p.

Hcp]mSv t]cpsS kz]v\ß

fpsS `mchpw t]dnbmWv Cu \Kc

Ønte°v Rm≥ h∂Xv. HØncn

Zqsc Bbn´pIqSn BZysØ tPmen

bt√ F∂v ]d™v kt¥mjtØm

sS Fs∂ ]d™b® A—\pw

AΩbpw tlmÃepw \Kchpw F√mw

F\n°v ]pXnb A\p`h߃ Xcpw

F∂v ]d™v A\p{Kln®mWv

Fs∂ Ah¿ bm{Xbb®Xv. ho´n¬

\n∂p h∂Xns‚ hnjahpw D≈n¬

HXp°n ]pXnb dqan¬ Ibdnbt∏m

gmWv NpcnZmsdms° C´ Hcp B¨

cq]w ImWp∂Xv. ]ns∂ Hcp Ae

¿® Bbncp∂p. tlmì hm¿U≥

AS°w F√mhcpw F¥mWmthm

F∂p hnNmcn®p HmSn h∂p. F¥n

\mWv AednbsX∂v Ft∂mSv

tNmZn®t∏m DØcw ]dbm\mImsX

Fs‚ Np≠pIƒ hndbm¿∂p. ssI

Nq≠n B cq]w ImWn®p sImSp

Øt∏mƒ Ahsfmcp {Sm≥kvsP

≥U¿ BsW∂v ]d™p Fs∂

t\m°n Hcp Nncnbpw Nncn®v Ihnf

sØmcp X´pw X∂v Ahcßv t]mbn.

FhnsSsbms°tbm tI´n

´p≠v F∂X√msX Rm≥ BZyam

bn v At∏mgmWv Hcp {Sm≥kv sP≥

Usd t\cn v ImWp∂Xv. Fs‚ CSp

ßnb Nn¥mKXn sImt≠m as‰m

F\n°Xp Dƒs°m≈m≥ Ign

™n√. dqw amdm≥ {ian®Xpw ]m

gmbn t]mbtXmsS Rm≥ s]´p.

]ns∂ AUvPÃv sNbvIb√msX

\nh¿Øn C√ymtem.

]et∏mgpw Ft∂mSv an≠m

\pw kwkmcn°m\pw ASpØp

hs∂¶nepw Rm≥ B´n HmSn®p. Hcp

arKtØt∏mse. F√mw Ign™p

cm{Xn s_Uv ASp∏n®p CSWXv

I≠t∏mƒ F\n°v Ien Ibdn.

{`m¥v ]nSn® \mbsb t]mse F

s¥ms°tbm Rm≥ ]d™p. Ah

fpsS IÆo¿ I≠t∏mƒ A´l

kn®p. AhfpsS IÆocn¬ kt¥m

jw Is≠Øn. Rm≥ C{Xbpw

htey ZpjvSbmtWm F∂v shdp

sXsb¶nepw CS°v Hm¿Øncp∂p.

Hcn°¬ t]mepw Rm\h

tfmSv an≠nbn√. ]\n®p hnd®v I¨

ap∂n¬ InS∂t∏mgpw Hccev]w

t]mepw klXm]w tXm∂nbn√.

kzbw Fgpt∂‰v Hcp •m v sh≈w

t]mepw IpSn°m≥ høm sX Ahƒ

Fs‚ I¨ap∂n¬ InS∂p \cIn®p.

Fs‚ a\ v Hcev]w t]mepw

A\ßnbn√. i{Xphnt\mSv t]mepw

£an°Ww F∂v Ft∂mSv ]d™n

cp∂ Rm≥ Ft∂mSv Hcp sX‰pw

sNømØ AhtfmSv sImSpw {IqcX

ImWn®p. AhfnSp∂ en]vÃn°pw

s]m´pw hfIfpw Rm≥ \in∏n®p.

Cßs\ thjw sI´n \S°m≥ \m

Want√ F∂v Bh¿Øn®v tNmZn®p.

adp]Sn tIƒ°m≥ \n¬°msX Hgn

™pamdn. kq£n°Wwt´m tamtf,

Ipfn°ptºmgpw hkv{Xw amdptºm

gpw F√mw kq£n°Ww. FØn

hen™p Hfn™p t\m°p∂pt≠m

F∂v Adnbn√ymtem.. cm{Xn InS

°ptºmgpw Ah\nsemcp IÆp

thWw tIt´m tamsf . kq£n°Ww.

F∂v AΩ Bh¿Øn®v ]d™p

AJne B¿. IrjvWc≠mw-h¿jw

_n.-Fkv.kn. sskt°m-fPn

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sImt≠bncp∂p. Htc apdnbn¬ c≠v

{[phßfnembn R߃ Znhk߃

X≈n\o°n. shdp∏v AXns‚ ]mcay

Øn¬ FØnbncp∂p. ]t£ CSs°

t∏mtgm AhtfmSv H∂p kwkmcn

°Ww F∂v tXm∂n. th≠m, th

≠m F∂v. kwkmcn°Ww F∂pw

tXm∂n. sshIpt∂cw tPmen

Ign™p h∂p ]pkvXIw hmbn®p

sIm≠ncp∂ AhtfmSv Rm≥ kw

kmcn®p.

AtXbv \ns‚ t]cv Kucn

F∂t√... Dw...\o F¥n\m Cßs\

\S°sW? adp]Snsbm∂pw ]d

bmsX Ahƒ Nncn®p. ]pkvXIØn

¬ \n∂pw IsÆSp°msX ho≠pw

hmb\ XpS¿∂p. ]d F\n°dn

bWw.

Hcp IY ]dbs´?

IYsb¶n¬ IY. \o´n hen

°msX ]d™m¬ aXn. Ahƒ

]d™p XpSßn. AhfpsS hm°pI

ƒ°mbn Fs‚ Ccp ImXpIfpw

Iq¿∏n®p Rm≥ ImØncp∂p.

hn√mfn hoc\mb A¿÷p

\≥, Hcp h¿j°mew _rlμf

F∂ \]pwkIambn Ign™n cp∂p.

A⁄mXhmk°meØv hncmS

almcmPmhns‚ sIm´mcØn¬

Ipamcn DØcsb B´hpw ]m´pw

]Tn∏n®v Ign™ Hcp h¿j°mew.

C°mcyw tIƒ°ptºmƒ A¿÷p

\s\ \mw shdp°mdn√. adn®v B

alma\kv IXtbm¿Øv A`nam

\n°pw. ]s£ Fs∂ t]mep≈hsc

I≠m¬....]t£ icn°pw Aß

s\bmtWm? \o Xs∂ C{Xbpw

Znhkw Ft∂mSv Hcp hm°v t]mepw

DcnbmSmsX At√ Cu apdnbn¬.

AhfpsS hm°pIfn¬ Rm

≥ \ni_vZbmbnt∏mbn adp]Sn

]dbm≥ hm°pIƒ°mbn Rm≥

]cXn. D≈n¬ FhnsStbm AhfpsS

hm°pIƒ IpØnØd®p.

sNdp∏w apXte s]¨

Ip´nbmbn \S°m≥ Bbncp∂p

CjvSw. IsÆgpXn s]ms´ms°

sXm´v Ip∏nhfIƒ AWn™v

\S°m≥ Rm≥ Hcp]mSv CjvSs∏´n

cp∂p. t]cv A£bv F∂mbncp∂p.

AO\pw AΩbpw G´\pw AS

ßp∂ IpSpw_amWv. s]¨Ip´nI

ƒs°m∏w Ifn°m≥ Bbncp∂p

CjvSw. Rms\mcp BWmsW∂v

F\n°v tXm∂nbncp∂n√. ]t£

icocw.. a\ pw icochpw FXn¿Zn

ibnte°v hf¿∂p sImt≠bncp∂p.

BWpw s]Æpw sI´sX∂p \nß

sfms° hnfn°ptºmƒ Hcp P∑

Øn¬ BWpw s]Æpw A\p`hnt°

≠sX√mw A\p`hn®p. tImew sI´n

\S°p∂ aI≥ ho´pIm¿°pw `mc

ambt∏mƒ PohnXtØmSv shdp∏v

tXm∂n. CXn\p ]n∂nep≈ P\nXI

tlm¿tam¨ ImcW߃ B¿°pw

Adnbn√. s]¨ thjw sI´nb

Xns‚ t]cn¬ Fs‚ icocw G‰p

hmßnb ASn°pw hg°n\pw H∂pw

IW°n√. A{Xtbsdbp≠v. sI´nbn

´p X√pw. Znhkßtfmfw ]´nWn

°nSpw.

klns°Sptºmƒ Rm≥

C\n t\scbmbnt°mfmw F∂v ]d

bpw. ]t£ ho≠pw.. ho´n¬ \n∂v

Hcp cm{Xn ASn®nd°s∏Sptºmƒ

ap∂n¬ D≠mbncp∂ hgn iq\y

ambncp∂p. B iq\yXbn¬ \n∂v

H‰°v ]Tn®pw sNdnb tPmen kºm

Zn®p. BbnS°v Rm≥ ImXpIpØn

IsÆgpXn, en]vÃn°pw s]m´pw

sh®p \S°m≥ XpSßn. CsXm∂pw

Btcbpw ImWn°m≥ th≠nb√.

Fs‚bp≈nse kv{XobpsS B{Kl

߃ ]pdtØ°v h∂XmWv. AsXm

s° Rms\ßns\ Xf®nSpw. ho´n¬

Ib‰mØXp sIm≠v Ct∏mgpw

BtcmcpadnbmsX F√mtcw H∂v

t]mbn I≠psIm≠v hcpw. AsXm

s°bmWv \o ]cnlkn°p∂ Rm≥.

F\n°v Ft∂mSv Xs∂ ]p—w

tXm∂nXpSßn. Rm≥ Fs∂ Xs∂

i]n®p. C{Xb[nIw hnZym`ymkw

D≠mbncp∂n´pw A[:]Xn®p t]mb

Xn\v. AhfpsS D≈n¬ C{Xbpw

hensbmcp I\¬ Fcnbp∂ps≠∂v

F\n°dnbn√mbncp∂p. Rm≥

Hcn°¬ t]mepw AXns\Ipdn®v

Hm¿Øns√∂v ]dbmw. Ft∂mSv

£an°Ww Kucn, Rm≥...Fs‚

IÆpIƒ \nd™p Xpfpºp∂p

≠mbncp∂p. AhfpsS thZ\

F\n°v a\ nemIp∂p≠mbn cp∂p.

Hcp klXm]w F∂Xnepw A∏pd

tØ°v AhfneqsS kaq lsØ

ImWm≥ F\n°v Ign™ncp∂p. Hcp

s\cnt∏mSns\ F∂t]mse Ahsf

Ipdnt®m¿sØs‚ D≈v IØn Fcn

™p. kmc√y F\n°Xnsem∂pw

]cmXnbn√tSm..Hcp tSmbve‰n¬

Ibdptºmƒ t]mepw Ds≈m∂p

]nSbpw. s]¨a\ pambn Pohn

°p∂ B¨icocw. GXv Xncs™

Sp°pw. Aßs\sb{Xtbsd Imcy

߃.. \n∂n¬ \n∂p≠mb Xnckv

ImcØnepw hepXv Rm\\p`hn

°p∂p≠v. ]et∏mgpw H∂p sI´n∏n

Sn®v Icbm≥ Bcpan√msX.. R߃

c≠pt]cpw IcbpIbmbncp∂p.

Kucn s_Uv ASp∏n®n

t´°v.. Fs‚ hm°pIƒ tIƒ °m≥

ImØncp∂ t]msebmbncp∂p

Ahƒ. A∂papX¬ Rm\hƒs°m

∏ap≠v. Hcp ]q¿Æ kv{Xobmbn

Ahsf temIw AwKoIcn°p∂Xv

ImWm≥.. Ahƒs°m∏w....

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She, the only lightThat I could see,Among many.She, not a little one,A heroic blood,But, not of my kind.She unlike others,Whose eyes,were deeply lost in thoughts,It, convey her life.Unlike passivity,It burns out,To give awayA flash of light.That turns the midnight skyInto morning clouds.Making the stars Jealous of her.She, of her own kindHaving, her own way.She grows byEvery inch,Each day.She knew theDepth of nightShe knew the Morning sky.For now,She knows everything.A little girl (by size)Who knows the worldHer eyes as fearlessAs possible, Not stuck in betweenLight nor darkness.Instead, in progressionOf rapid movement.

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Sandra SasiSecond Year

B.Com

Ayisha , born at Nilambur andtagged with the same in her namewas a theatre artist before becom-ing a cine artist. She was born on1937 when society was ruled bylandlords and all sorts of caste sys-tems and inequality were present.Even after being a member of anorthodox Muslim family she cameup to acting which was a taboo toMuslim girls. She is a woman whoshowed exceptional courage to ap-pear in a drama at a time when soci-ety discouraged women from acting.She was a fire band on stage . She isa living example of the fact thatpeople have much to thank her. Apart of more than 80 films, a stateaward winner for second bestactress, Premji award winner, S.LPuram award winner and she is muchmore.

I was expecting an 82 yearold tired lady and entered her housedoubting whether she will be ableto talk to me, but she left me shock-ing us , though that face shown tracesof aging the sound was still bolderand stronger than most of us.Nilambur Ayisha , a part of most ofthe dramas that took place in 1960and 70s and cine artist who won aaward stood in front of me readly tounfold the dark past she wentthrough.

Entering dramaAfter the death of her father,

her famly had to go through utterpoverty and that was why she in herage of 13 was compelled to get mar-ried to a 47 year old leaving all heropposition in vain. That didn’t sur-vive for more than 5 days, therevolutionery mind had awakened by

then. She came back to her house butlater realised she was pregnent, thismade her weak and she attempted tosuicide, from which her brothersaved her but even she was confusedregarding her life but after givingbirth to the child she was determinedand these occurrences made herstrong. It was in 1952, a group called‘Yuvajana kala samithi’ was formedin Nilambur to fight against theinequalities and discriminations,they started performing dramas invarious stages,this turned out to bea very effective way to create aware-ness among people. It was a timewhen men used to portray femaleroles on stage. After seeing one oftheir performances EMS Nambooth-iripad suggested that it would bebetter if females came forward todo those roles. Her brother being a

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part of this, one day seeing her sing-ing a song the writer E.K Ayamuasked her “why not her?”, being avictim of various problems shedidn’t want to even think but wasready to be a part of such a socialreform movement but her motheropposed worrying about the prob-lems that was going to rise from theirreligion as well as the society. Butshe questioned her mother asking ifthere were no one to help them dur-ing struggles then they are not sup-posed to punish them too, her motheragreed. She added with an advice tome that at every critical situation weshould be ready with such questionsthat turn others silent. She practicedher first drama during nights hidingfrom the society. Her first perfor-mance on stage was a huge successin front of a large audience.

Response from religion andsociety through the first performanceended peacefully, that didn’t last forlong, after a few performances alongwith praises flowing towards her

from many famous personalitiesmany protests started arising nearbyher stages and people started react-ing violently agaist a muslim girlperforming on stage. Someonehurled a stone that caught her rightbetween the eyebrows while she wasacting, but that didn’t even stop herfrom completing that act, it was af-ter furnishing the Olay she caredabout it. She had to face an air gunshot while performing which missedas she was moving. All these tookplace but she continued. The soci-ety curtailed her family, they wererestricted from even going to shops.She remembers various personalitieswho helped her survive such situa-tions and overcome all suchopposers and pave way for othergirls too. All revolutionary move-ments she took part in still comes infront of her very clearly while sheexplains them.Moving to cinema

In cinema she had actedwith actors of different gnerations

including actors like Sathyan,Madhu and also with present actorslike Dileep, Mammootty andMohanlal. She has won a Keralastate film Award for second best ac-tress for the film Oomakuyilpadumbol (2012). Though she hadbeen part of various films she per-sonally prefers acting in dramas thancinemas. At present she is acting fora film directed by Anjali Menon.

Message

The only message she hadto share was to keep art close tohearts and never let the fire down.She considers her dedication to bethe reason of her success and asksto be completely committed anddedicated towards art, whatever itmay be.

Her age, health, any of thesecould not let her fire down and stopher from explaining the social re-forms she led.Those eyes and wordsstill carries the history of a hugechange and inspires us even now. It’snot just the recorded achievementsbut she holds much more for creat-ing such social change and for mark-ing the beginning and the remainingin the same simple life.

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Sibi Malayil

After my movie Akashadoothu was released one dayIreceived a letter from a total stranger in fact a chronic alcoholiche had pretended that the feelings had influenced him so muchthat he decided to give up alcoholic consumption and had stronglydecided to take care of his family. I consider this as the greatestaward that I can ever receive.” If I could influence a person somuch through my film that’s my greatest achievement.”

R. L. V Ramakrishnan

Then exists a clear caste discrimination on dance.Those who respond against this will face challenges. I faceda lot.... still facing ......some others will choose to remainsilent.

Ouseppachan

If I have never tasted the glory of a musician I wouldnot have known its sweetness. Even after completing 585 songskeeping up the spirit he says, ‘I never admitted that it’s myultimate success. I am still working for it.’

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Sundar Das

I used to stand in front of the mirror just making sillyactions and was just testing if I am fit for a movie. I anxiouslybegan to open up to a fantasy world.

P.C Thomas

It was God who persuaded me to embark upon His endeavours.“If God had not motivated me I would not have started this institution”.He describes his first classes that “there was not any kind of study mate-rial”.

Vishak Nair

I totally agree with the point that every cinema has to make somesocial responsibilities. Even if you make a short film also you have toproduce some message through the film. Whatever you do first we haveto make commitment .Otherwise we could not get good results.

Aparna Balamurali

Till now I have done good roles that are close to real life andbold as well. I have been really lucky on that front. Opportunities camemy way before I knew it. I was not really nervous about facing thecamera , rather I was not conscious about it maybe because I didn’t thinka lot what I was doing.

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1. Bc-Xn˛ RßsS ¢mknse ae-bmfn a¶n. Xe-bn¬ Hcp ]q¶m-h\w Xs∂ NqSn hcp∂ \¿Ø-In.

]m´pw \rØhpw Hcp-t]mse Iøn¬ AΩm-\-am-Sp∂ {]Xn`.

2 AJn-e˛ \ne-ºq-cns‚ kz¥w Kp≠p-ap-f-Iv. XqenI ]S-hm-fm-°nb {]tPym-Xn-bpsS am[-hn-°p- n.

3 AΩnWn ˛ sskt°m-f-Pn-bpsS Ihn-lr-Z-bw. Rß-fpsS am{Xw Imhym -am-[-h≥. ]Iz-X-bp≈ D≠-°-

Æn.

4 B≥{Un-b˛ {]Wbw `£-W-tØmSv am{Xw. I≠m¬ ]mhw. ]t£ Hcn-°-ep-a-√. And also cake

maker.

5 ARvPen IrjvW˛ Rß-fpsS kz¥w Ip-dp-\-cn. Xq°Wmw Ipcp-hn-bp-sS i_vZ Iml-fw. kam-[m-\-

Øns‚ sh≈-cn-{]m-hv.

6 ARvPen h¿Kokv sskt°m-f-Pn-bnse BZy `mcy. Rß-fpsS kz¥w _me- m-kv°¿.

7 B¿{Z ˛ ssN\okv, Um¿enßv Ip™n-I-Æp-Ifpw Xms\mcp Ip{Km-a-Ønse BZn-hm-kn-bm-sW∂v

hnfn-t®m-Xp∂ {Kmao-WX.

8 ImX-do≥ ˛ tX\o-®-Iq-Sns‚ DS-aÿ. ]m´pw Um≥kpw hg-ßp∂ ImZdn°.

9. {InÃo\ sUbvk¨ ˛ `mhn sF.-F.F-kv. Hcp ]mhw Ac S¨ _p°pw Npa∂v Ip∂p-I-bdn hcp∂

H√q¿°mcn

10. {IoÃo\ Bt‚m ˛ shtè knwKv¿ Hm^v ]n.-F≥.-kn. ]p≈n°v F√mw Iqƒ BWv. kp\man

h∂mepw {]fbw kok¨ h∂mepw Htc `mhw

11 sU¬\ ˛ saUn-kn≥ kz]v\w I≠v \S∂v Ah-km\w \ΩpsS {]tPym-Xn-bn¬ Xs∂ h∂-Xm-Wv.

Ah-fpsS hoSv AXv Ah-fpsS am{X-a√ {]tPym-Xn-bpsS hoSm-Wv.

12. Chm\ ˛ ¢mknse Cf-b-Ip´n F¶nepw c≠mw - mcy. I´≥ Nmb-bn¬ I´p-dpºv hoWm¬ t]mepw Ic-

bp∂ Iem-Imcn Um≥k¿.

13. Zn¬j ˛ sXm´m¬ CSn-s]m´pw s{]m -j-W¬ As√-¶nepw AXns‚ Al-¶mcw H∂pw C√msX Hcp

abhpw C√msX CSn®p sIm√p∂ t_mIvk¿.

14. tKm]nI Pb-cmPv ˛ sskt°m-f-Pn-bpsS k®n≥. Hcp tbmKn. H‰∏m-e-Øns‚ ]tcm-]-Im-cn. ]ns∂ B

Nncn tI´ thsd H∂pw tIƒ°m≥ tXm∂n-√.

15. tKm]nI ctajv ˛ apJ-Øn-t\-°mƒ AgIv B kz¿Ww ]qinb ]√p-Iƒ°m-Wv.

16. lkv\ ˛ X -an´ hΔm¬ icocw I≠v Ign-™m¬ tXm∂n√ Ct{Xw AItØ°v t]mhp-∂p-s≠-∂v.

Hcp an\n Ipw -I¿Æ≥.

Psychology

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17. tPm ˛ IÆq-cns‚ al¿jn. ^pSvt_mƒ F∂pw Hcp ho°v-\kv BWv. B henb ico-c-Øn¬ \n∂pw

hcp∂ Nfn-I-fn¬ {]Xo-£-Iƒ°-∏pdw hncn™ Xma-c.

18. tPm\m ˛ JØ-dns‚ thZ-\n-°p∂ tImSo-iz-c≥. ^ntem-k^n Ipsd D≠v Iøn¬. X≈-ens‚ Bim≥.

Nen-°p∂ Xoh-≠n-bn¬ sskt°m-f-Pn-bpsS tSmho-t\m.

19. PqUn ˛ I -∏-\-bpsS Ipdp∏v, sabn≥ tlm_n Bƒ°msc shdpsX ISn-°p-I. Pokkv bqØns‚

hey-]p-≈n-bm.

20. Imhy ˛ Cu sIm®ns‚ humour sense kns\ sh√m≥ B¿°pw Ign-bn-√. ^pƒssSw lm∏n & ^¨

BWv. \of≥ apSn-bp-≈- Ip-fn-°mØ sIm®v.

21. a\oj ˛ Kp≠ X≈. Nfn-b-Sn-bn¬ tUmIvS-td‰v FSpØ aÆw-t]´ aWn. aWn-bn-s√-¶n¬ ¢m v Hcp

ivaim\w Bbn t]mtbs\ F∂v a\oj Xs∂ hne-]n-°m-dp-≠v. Psycho kns‚ kz¥w ]nS-t°m-gn.

22. en‰oj ˛ Hcp Nu°°mcn. ]´ojy F∂ hnfn-t]-cp-≈-h¿. ssa°nƒ PmIvk¨ t]mepw C\n \n∂v

tÃPv Hgn™v sImSp-°m≥ Nm≥kv D≈ hy‡n-Xzw.

23. acnb ˛ \√ ASn-s]mfn A®m-bØn. sIm®v \njvI-f-¶Xzw \nd™v Xpfp-ºp∂ ]©-]m-hw.

24. adnbw ˛ _lvdn≥ Nfn-Iƒ F√mw tIc-f-Øn-te°v Cwt]m¿ v sNøp∂ {]h¿Ø-\w. Um≥k¿+knwK¿.

25. taLv\ ˛ International chalu union president Buji... A—s‚ Nfnbpw sIm≠v s{Sbn-\p-Ifpw ]nSn®v

hcp∂ shtè KmbnI

26. taLv\ t]mØ≥ ˛ ]me-°mSv Hcp I©m-hns‚ FtÉv Ipf-Øn¬ aq∂v apX-e-Iƒ kz¥-am-bn- p-s≠-

¶nepw AXns‚ Al-¶m-c-sam∂pw C√mØ RßsS kz¥w t{_m.

27. PΩvjo¿ - e£Zzo]v IS-s™-Sp-Ø-t∏mƒ sXdn-®p-hoW A]q¿Δ Pohn. Ad-_n-I-S-ens‚ cmPmhv

F¶nepw PmU C√.

28. \Zm - A ev tImbn-t°m-S≥ sam©Øn. Aeph Xcmw Xcmw F∂v ]d™v aq∂v h¿jw Bbn´pw

XcmØ ]‰n-°¬kv Hardworking X´w.

29. doa - hfsc sske‚ v. \∂mbn hcbv°pw. tImtfPv ho´m¬ hoSv, hoSv hn´m¬ tImtfPv CXv am{X-

ambn HXp-ßnb Poh-Ncy.

30. tchXn ˛ U_vkvamjv cmP-Ip-am-cn. Ah-km\ ImesØ em_ns‚ kq£n-∏p-Im-cn. thKw kt¥m-j-

h-Xn-bm°pw F√m-h-scbpw.

31. dnXn≥ ˛ sskt°m-f-Pn-bpsS ]m°-c≥. Ipsd sFUn-bmkv Hs° D≈ cinematographer. Mr. Prajyoti.

s]¨Ip- n-I-fpsS tcmam-©-I©pIw. Im´p-tIm-gn.

32. tdmkven≥ - BA English - Dt]-£n®v sskt°m-f-Pn-tbm-Sp≈ kvt\lw sIm≠v hen™v tIdn h∂

Nme-°p-Sn-°mcn tImgn-°p´n.

33. kmbn IrjvW - ]p©ncn Ipamcn Stress+anxiety+tension Ch-cpsS sS≥j≥ I≠m¬ ImWp-∂-

h¿°pw sS≥j≥ hcpw. Hcp ]mhw.

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34. in¬] - ¢mkv G‰hpw IqSp-X¬ Ddßn Bkz-Zn® Ip´n Ch-fm-bn-cn°pw Um≥k¿. H∏w Make Up

artist. Decision Maker.

35. jntbm\ - Best muser Musically I≠p-]n-Sn-®Xv Xs∂ Cu sImem-Im-cnbv°v th≠n-bm-Wv. Ip∂w-Ip-

fØv \n∂v F√m Dupli Items sIm≠p-h-cp∂ s_Ãv kv]o°¿.

36. {ipXn ˛ Hcp ]Tn∏n. A®-Sn® Hand writing... D≈ Hcp \mS≥ aÆpØn°mcn... F√m-Øn\pw D]cn

]o®n Umans‚ tIm˛ ]m¿SvW¿ Hcp sNdnb ]mN-I-°m-cn.

37. kp{]nb ˛ aq°Øv ipWvTn am{X-ap≈ Perfectionist AXym-hiyw \√ coXn-bn¬ {Intb-‰ohv Hs°

BWv. tZjyw h∂m¬ ]ns∂ ]nSn-®m¬ In´n-√.

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1. A∂ : ¢mknse tbmKn-I-fn¬ Hcmƒ. a™{] F∂ sIm®p-{Km-asØ temI-{]-kn-≤-am-°n-bXv

Chƒ Hcm-fm-Wv. A¶-am-en-bpsS kz¥w A∂-Ω.

2. B¿{Z : s]mXpsh Hcp \ni-_vZ-Pohn BsW-¶nepw ]d-tb-≠Xv ]d-tb-≠n-SØv ]d-tb≠ t]mse

]d-bm≥ Adnbmw Ip´n-°v. ¢mknse Icn-b¿ Kpcp.

3. Acp-Wna: ¢mknse Ip™p t^mt´m-{Km- ¿. hmb\bpw t^mt´m-]n-Sp-Ø-hp-amWv CjvS hnt\m-Z-

߃.

4. AizXn : IrXy-\n-jvT-X-bpsS as‰mcp ]cymbw. Ip´nsb ImWp-tºmƒ Xs∂ ]Tn-°m-\p≈ Xzc

IqSpw F\n°v. A¬- -]-Tn-∏n.

5. Abnj : X -Øn¬ ad-b-Ønse AbntjsS hI-bnse _‘p-hm-sW∂v tXm∂p-∂p. lrZ-b-Øn-

sem-fn-∏n® B Ip™p-I-hnsb Bcpw ImWmsX t]mI-cpXv t´m.

6. AXp¬ : CXv Hcp- _m-es‚ IY-bm-Wv. tIhew Hcp tjm¿ v ^nenw sIm≠v \Ω-sf√mw s\©n-te-

‰nb Hcp _mes‚ IY. N{μ-h¿Æ-\-bmWv CjvS-ta-J-e. Nn{X-c-N-\bpw ssIap-X-emWv t´m.

7. BXnc : \ßym¿IqØv F∂ Iesb A\-iz-c-amb Bhn-jv°m-c-Øn-eqsS R߃°v ]cn-N-b-s∏-

SpØn X∂ N¶v. thjw sIm≠p≈ Kabpw Kmw`o-cyhpw am{Xta D≈q, D≈n-en-cn∏v F¥msW∂v

\ap°v am{X-at√ Adn-bq...

8. _yqe : t]cv t]mse Xs∂ Bfpw \√ shssd‰n IYm-]m-{X-am-Wv. Bh-iy-s∏-sSmsX Xs∂ £Ww

hmßn X∂v Rßsf t]m‰n hf¿Øp∂ Iq´p-Im-cn.

9. {Inkv‰n : \mSym-hn-jv°m-c-Øns‚ ]Z-]-cymbw. Cub-SpØv sNdnb coXn-bn¬ {]kn-≤bmbn. \ΩpsS

Xnep-tamƒ Ip´n shdptX hm Xpd-∂mepw \ap°v Nncn hcpw. A¬˛ tImta-Un-b≥

10. Um\ntb¬ : ap∂v h¿j-ambn Rßsf \bn-°p∂ Rß-fpsS \√n-S-b≥ sNb¿am-≥ hey Xmc-amb

]p≈n-bmWv 3rd BA bpsS BZ¿i-]p-cp-jp (tkmdn ]pcp-j≥).

11. Kmb{Xn : Ie-bpsS Ipfn¿°m-‰v. s]≥kn¬ t{UmbnwKv apX¬ XpS-ßp-∂p. `K-h-Xn-bpsS Iem-Po-hn-

Xw. \s√mcp Ihbn-{Xn IqsS-bmWv t´m. kz¥-am-sbmcp ]c-ky-I-º-\nbpw D≠v Bƒ°v.

12. tKm]nI: ]´m-f-Øn¬ tPmen hmßpI F∂-XmWv PohnX e£yw. Ip≠p-Im-Sns‚ aWn apØv.

A¬ ˛ \¿Ø-In.

13. l∂Øv : 3rd BA bpsS kz¥w tbmKn. Un.-sP. F∂ tI´m¬ ]ns∂ Np‰pw D≈-sXm∂pw ImWqe

Cu DΩ-®n-°p- n-°v. B Nncn \n¿h-Nn°m≥ hm°p-I-fn√ aptØ..

14. Pokva : `mhn-bnse So®-dm-Wv. ]Tn-°m\pw ]Tn-∏n-°m\pw Hcp t]mse Hcp {]tXyI IYm-]m-{Xw.

_p≤n-Pohn BsW-¶nepw AXns‚ Al-¶m-c-sam-∂p-an-√m-t´m.

15. tPmtamƒ : Rß-fpsS t^mt´m Ãm‰v sajo≥. t^mt´m Ãm‰v FSp-°m-Ø-h¿°v hm vkv B∏n¬

t^mt´mbpw Ab-®p-sIm-Sp-°p∂ A¬ ˛ Zm\-io-e.

16. IrjvW-thWn : Rß-fpsS kz¥w X≈p-b-{¥w. Imins‚ Imcy-Øn¬ ho´p-hogvN {]Xo-£n-°≠.

_m¶n¬ tPmen t\m°mw. ¢mknse {Sj-d¿ AYhm \n[n Im°p∂ `qXw.

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17. IrjvW-{]-kmZv : A ¬ kmln-Xy-Im-c≥. kn\n-a-tbmSpw ]pkvX-I-ß-tfmSpw Iyma-dtbmSpw Hcp

t]mse {]W-bw. `mjm ]cn-⁄m-\-Øns‚ iin-X-cq¿ ˛ th¿j≥.

18. amf-hnI : ¢mknse Km\-tIm-In-ew. I¿Wm-S-I-bn¬ Hs° t]mbn kwKoXw ]Tn® Ip´n-bm-Wv. Img-

N-bn¬ sNdp-Xm-sW-¶nepw D≈nse `oI-cX CS-bv°nsS ]pd-Øp-Nm-Sm-dp≠v. ]TnØw Ign-™nt´

D≈q. as‰-¥pw.. ]Tn-∏n.

19. a\p : Bdp-h¿jsØ kwKoX ]T-\-Øn-\p-tijw kmlnXyw ]Tn-°m≥ FØnb tUm.-]-fl{io

ktcm-PvIp-am¿. kwKoX ]mWvUn-Xy-Øn¬ sImSp-¶m-‰m-Wn-h≥. Ct∏mƒ bp.-bp.kn Bbn. bpWn-th-

gvkn-‰n-bn¬ BWv It®-cn.

20. \m≥kn : BWv F∂ hnfn-t∏-cp≈ B N¶v icn°pw Hcp kIe Iem-h-√- -bm-Wv. ]mSm≥ Adnbmw

]t£ ]mSn-√. Um≥kv Ifn-°m-\-dn-bmw. Ifn-°n-√. kn\n-abpw kmln-Xy-hp-amWv CjvS-tem-Iw.

21. \oXp : 3rd BA bpsS kz¥w Ip´n {]mhv.-km-ln-Xy-tØm-Sp≈ {]Wbw aqØv Nme-°p-Sn-bn¬ \n∂v

]d-∂p-h-∂-Xm-Wv. Ct∏mƒ Chn-sS-sbms° Xs∂ sImØn-s]-dp°n Pohn-°p-∂p.

22. dmlne : {]Xy-£-Øn¬ Hcp Ip™p-°p- n-bpsS \njv°-f-¶-X-sbms° Ds≠-¶nepw Aß-s\-bm-

sW∂v sX‰n-≤-cn-°-cpXv t´m Bcpw. ASpØv sN∂v H∂v ]cn-N-b-s∏- m¬ Xocp∂ {]iv\-sa-bp-≈q.

Rß-fpsS sam©-Øn-°p´n.

23. do\p: -tPm-°¿ BWv CjvS-Xm-cw. Ihn-X-tbm-Sp≈ CjvShpw sNdp-X-√. cmPv F∂ A]-c-\m-a-Øn¬

Adn-b-s∏-Sp∂ Chƒ \s√mcp KmbnI IqSn-bm-Wv.

24. dn\p : BZy-Z¿i-\-Øn¬ Hcp ]mhw Ip´n-bm-W-s∂m°w tXm∂p-sa-¶nepw ]n∂o-SXv amdn-°n- pw.

ss_°v ssdUnßv Hcp ]mSv CjvS-amWv Ip´n-°v.

25. tdmWn : ap´ tdmWn F∂v ]d-™mte Bsf a\- n-em-hq. ae-bmf `mjsb a\-t mSp tN¿°p∂

Ip´n. (Hm¿Ω-i-‡n-Iq- m≥ kt¥mjv {_“n Ign-°p∂p≠v) Fs∂mcp kwibw C√m-Xn-√.

26. icXv : ^pSvt_m-fn-t\m-Sp≈ {]Wbw hniz-hn-Jym-X-am-Wv. ¢mknse t{Smf¿ N¶v. Nn{X-c-N-\bpw

hi-ap-≠v.

27. knb : ImWp-∂-h¿s°√mw hfsc ]mh-am-sW-¶nepw F∂m¬ ASp-Ø-dn-bp-∂-h¿°p am{Xw `b-¶-

cn-bm-sW∂v a\- n-em-hp∂ Hcp ]Tn-∏n-°p- n. ]mT-]p-kvXI hmb-\-X-s∂-bmWv CjvS-hn-t\m-Zw. IrXy-

\n-jvT-bpsS Imcy-Øn¬ H´pw ]n∂n-e-√mt´m Ip´n.

28. kvt\l: ¢mknse aq∂p tbmKn-I-fn¬ Hcmƒ. ss{Uhnßv CjvSap≈ Ip´n°v Pohs‚ kpc-£sb

am\n®v ho´p-Im¿ h≠n \¬Im-dn√ F∂mWv tI´p-tIƒhn.

29. {ioe£van Fw. : If-cn-bn-emWv Ip´n-bpsS Ifn-I-sf-√mw. Cu I´ Nfn hocØn Fs∂ms° ]d-

bp∂ Hcp N¶v F√m ¢mknepw D≠m-hnt√. CXv AXv Ch-fm-Wv. RMvl-fpsS kz¥w If-cn.

30. {ioe£van F≥. : A]q¿Δ-ß-fn¬ A]q¿Δ-am-bn am{Xw kwkm-cn-°p∂ Hcp Iq´p-Im-cn. Kmbn-I-bm-

hm-\p≈ `mhn D≈-Xmbn tXm∂p-∂p.

31. kpI\y : ]Tn-°p-∂Xv Cw•ojv en‰-td-®¿ BsW-¶nepw CjvS-ta-Je sskt°m-f-Pn-bm-Wv. Rß-

fpsS Atkm-kn-tb-j≥ sk{I- -dn-IqSn-bmWv Cu Ip´n.

32. hμ\: 3rd BA Cw•o-jnse lnμn ]WvUn-‰v. \¿ØIn F∂ \ne-bn¬ Hcp ]mSv {]i-kvX-bmWv.

k]kp F∂ A]-c-\m-a-Øn-\p-S-a-bmb Cu Ip´n.

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33. A£bv sI. F-kv : ¢m-kn-se '\n-jvIp' ImSpw {]-Ir-Xnbpw F∂pw s\-©n-te-‰n \-S-°p-∂ H-cp `q-

an-k-t\ln. ^pSv-t_mƒ B-Wv C-„hn-t\mZw. R-ß-fp-sS kz¥w "{Km‚ v-am-kv‰¿' Iq-Sn-bm-Wnh≥.

34. A-£-bv Ip-am¿ : t -kv-_p-°n-eq-sSbpw C≥-Ã-{Km-an-eq-sSbpw ssh-d-em-bn amdn-b H-cp Xmcw. tam-U-

enw-Kv cwK-sØ `m-hn hm-Kv-Zm-\-am-Wnh≥. ^pSv-t_mfn-t\m-Sp-≈ t{]-aw Ip-d-®-[n-Iw X-s∂-bmWv. Cu-

bn-sS H-cp tam- n-th-j≥ kv-]o-°-dp-sS tdm-fnepw B-fv {]-i-kv-X-\mbn.

35. A-\L : ssI-ø£-cw sIm-≠v ¢m-kn-s\ I-øn-se-Sp-Ø Ip´n. Im-dp-I-tfm-Sm-Wv {]nbw.

36. G-bv-©¬ : 3rd BA English se _p-≤n-Pohn. I-≠m¬ ]m-h-am-sW-s∂m-s° tXm-∂p-sa-¶nepw _p-≤n-

bp-sSbpw ]T-\-Øn-s‚-bpw Im-cy-Øn¬ `o-I-cn-bm-Wnhƒ; R-ß-fp-sS t]-Sn-kz-]v\w.

37. A\ne : ¢m-knse "Nn-cn-°p-Sp-°' h-f¿-∂p-h-cp-∂ H-cp Km-bn-I-Iq-Sn-bmWv Cu ap-Øp-aWn. k-_v-kv-

amjpw Nn-{X-c-N-\bpw Iq-sS-Ø-s∂-bp-≠v t´m. ¢m-kn-se k¿-Δ-hym]n.

38. A©nX : A-{X sNdn-b ]p≈n-sbm-∂p-a√m-t´m. an- v {]-tPym-Xn tImw-]-‰o-j≥ -Ãv d-Æ¿ A-]v B-

Wv Bƒ. ]d-∂v ]d-∂v ¢m-kn-se-Øn-s∏- Ip´n. R-ß-fpsS-sbms° "ta°-∏v B¿- n-Ãv.'

39. tdm-jv-Wn : Iq-sS-bp-≈-h-cn¬ Ip- n-Øw am-dm-Ø N¶v. ssj-Pp Zm-tam-Zc-s‚ h-I-bn-se s]-ß-fm-bn- p

h-cpw I£n. Im-Wm-\p-≈ ep-s°m-s° X-s∂-bp-≈q.... hm Xp-d-∂m¬ Xo¿∂p.

40. tkm_n-\ : ssk-t°mf-Pn ]Tn-°m-\p≈ tam-l-hp-am-bn a-e-∏p-d-Øp-\n-∂v h-≠n I-b-dn-b-XmWv. C-

t∏mƒ _n F Cw-•o-jn-se \m-ep Np-h-cp-Iƒ-°p-≈n¬ A√-en√m-sX I-gn-™p Iq-Sp∂p.

41. hr-μ : "In-fn-Pm\p' "Duke' F-s∂m-s° A-dn-b-s∏-Sp-∂ Cu N-¶v I-e-bp-sS H-cp Ip-fn¿-°m-‰v X-s∂-

bmWv. ¢m-kn-se {][m-\ \¿-Ø-In-am-cn¬ H-cmfm-b C-hƒ \-s√m-cp Nn-{X-Im-cn Iq-Sn-bmWv.

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Rß-fpsS Pohn-X-Ønse tPymXn, Hcn-°epw Hgn-

®p-\n¿Øm-\m-hmØ Hcp mKw, Hcp Iymºkv nen-

an\pw krjvSn -°m-\m-hmØ ssh_v “that isPrajyoti” Hcp ]mSv hna¿i-\-߃°pw Xncp-Ø-

en\pw hgn ]mIn, AXn-Po-hn®v h∂-Xns‚ ]p©ncn

R߃ Gh-cp-sSbpw apJØv {]I-S-am-Ipw. 2016˛2019

h¿jsØ _m®v. 37 t]c-S-ßp∂ IpSpw-_-w. A[ym-

]-I¿ R߃°v {]nb-s∏- hcm-Wv. F√m BtLm-

j-ß-fnepw Hmtcm {]Xn-k-‘n-bnepw Rß-fpsS

Hcpa hnfn-t®m-Xp-∂-h¿. Rß-fpsS HOD F∂-Xn-

\p-∏pdw \s√mcp kplr-Øv, Xam-i-°m-c≥, temI-

Pm-e-Iw, lnÃ-dnsb kvt\ln® Hcp hy‡n-Xzw˛

tPmk v k¿, C\n Rß-fpsS {]nb-s∏´ ¢m v,

Hcp ]mem-°m-cs‚ kz¥w Pohn-XsØ R߃°v

]mTy-hn-j-b-am-°n, s\√pw ]Xncpw th¿Xn-cn-®-dn-

bm≥ klm-bn®v Rß-fn¬ Hmcm-fmbn Rßsf hgn

\S-Øp∂, s{]mPIvSpIƒ°v ta¬t\m´w hln-

°p∂ Pn_ojv k¿, Ip´nØw \nd™ Nncn-bp-ambn

Rßsf ssIbn-se-SpØ Rß-fpsS AΩ Da an v,

em_v hour h¿Ø-am-\-Øn¬ apgp-Ip-tºmƒ \niv_-

ZX sIm≠p-h-cp∂ , sS≥j≥ ASn®v hSn-bm°p∂

{]mIvSn-°¬ FIvkm-an¬ Hcp ]p©ncn kΩm-\n-

°p-∂ ˛ kpkvan an v. `mj-bpsS X\n-abpw am[p-

cyhpw Bthmfw \pI¿∂v Xcp∂ c≠v AΩ-am¿,

jnPn an v, jn‚ an v. IW-°nse Pme-I-߃

ssIbn-sem-Xp°n, GsXmcp kml-N-cy-Ønepw kao-

]n-°m-hp∂ {]nb-s∏´ ]m´p-°m-c≥ tPmPp-km¿.

Hcp]mSv inspirations X∂ Pnj an v, CXp-hsc

]Tn-∏n® {]nb-s∏´ A[ym-]-I¿. Rß-fpsS {]n≥kn-

∏mƒ, amt\-P¿ dh.^m. l¿j-P≥ ]g-bm-‰n¬ Ch-

tcm-SmWv IqSp-X¬ \μn. Chn-SpsØ Hcp hnZym¿∞n

BIm≥ Xnc-s™-Sp-Ø-Xn\v. ]p©ncn am{Xw kΩm-

\n-°p∂ Non Teaching Staff. C\n F√m-h-cp-tSbpw IÆn-ep-Æn-I-fmb

Rß-fpsS ssP{X-bm-{X, XpS-ßo v CXv Ah-km-\-

h¿jw. amkva-cn-I-amb Ah-km\ h¿j-I-em-eb

PohnXw... Hmtcm izmk-an-Sn∏pw R߃ Bkz-Zn-

®p. Imbn-I-taf IpØ-I-bm°n am‰n-b-XmWv

R߃. IqSmsX tImtfPvtUbpw, bqWn-b≥

DZvLm-S-\hpw, sk°‚ v Cb-dnse HmWm-tLm-

jhpw R߃ G‰hpw henb BtLm-j-am°n

am‰n.

GsXmcp kμ¿`-sØbpw ]p©n-cn-tbmsS

t\cn-Sm≥ ]Tn-®-h¿. Ce-Ivt{Sm-Wn-Ivknse B¨]-

S-Iƒ. k¿§mfl-I-amb `mh-tØmSpw hfsc

\nkzm¿∞-ambpw apt∂-dp-∂-h¿. kJmhv sIhn≥

{]I-S-amb coXn-bn¬ A`n-{]mbw {]I-Sn-∏n-°p∂ Hcp

Iq´w kplr-Øp-°ƒ Ah\p Iq´m-bn. hf-s®m-Sn-

°m-sX, th¿Xncnhv ImWn-°msX hrØn°v

GsXmcp Imcy-Øn\pw apJ-hpc \¬Ip-∂-h¿

APnØv sk©z-dn -I-fpsS ]p{X≥ “ThatthuKada”(Jesnil) \njvI-f-¶-ambn Nncn kΩm-\n-°p∂

]mepÆn ( sadn≥) `mhn -bnse ^pSvt_mƒ

hmKvZm\w Hen-tam≥ ( AXp¬) ssk°n-fnse

kph¿Æ-t\-´w, Physical Trainer Ien-∏vSmhv

AY¿hv, GsXmcp \nan-j-tØbpw BIm-c-`w-Kn-

tbmsS H∏n-sb-SpØv Iymad°p≈n-em-°p-∂-h¿,

\s√mcp hc-°m-c≥ DÆ-ntam≥ (Abhin) jmPn

]m∏s\ sh√p∂ ^nK¿ D≈ BSv s_©n

(s_©-an≥) Hcp XnI™ _mUvan‚¨ cmP-Iq-

am-c≥. C\n Hcp InSn-e≥ ]p≈n jΩn-°p- ≥ Rß-

fpsS sshjvWhv sdmam‚nIv t]gvk¨. _mlp-

_-en-tb-°mƒ Icp-Ø-\mb sam©≥ an. A£-bv.

]T-\-Øn\v hgn-Im´n. ASp-ØXv Hcp ]®-bmb

sN≠-°m-c≥ Hc v (A-a¬) AXn-i-tbm-‡n-tbmsS

t\m°n \n¬°p-hm≥ tXm∂n-°p∂ Iem-Im-c≥.

F∂pw D®-bv°p-tijw \pg™v hcp∂ 2 ]p{X-

∑m¿ I_m-en, ae-bm‰n (Aa¿PnØv, s^_n≥)

tbm\-bpsS hmKvZm-\-߃ A{]-k-‡-a-√mØ Hcp

t]cp≈ c≠v DS-a-Iƒ FUp F∂ Edwinton &Edwin David tÃPn¬ Ib-dn-bm¬ Pohn-°p-∂-h≥

hS-°≥ Ae-Ivkv. Hcp Silent Person shSn

(Shobhin) GXp t\cØpw busy Bb Hcp amthen

atcm°n (sP-Ãn≥), kn\n-a-°p-t]mepw t\cw

sshIn FØp∂ hnI-emw-K≥ hn\p Mr. PerfectRahul A[nIw {i≤n-°-s∏-SmØ hy‡n ¢n‚¨

{]tPym-Xn-bnse hk¥w (Cet{Œm-Wn-Ivkv)

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C\n GsXmcp BtLm-j-Ønepw tÃPv

ssIøm-fp∂ ]pen-Iƒ Yes!!! Elecronics Girls, ]e-

cp-sSbpw A`n-{]m-bsØ am‰n-°p-dn®v tXtcm-Sn-°p-

∂-h¿. Nncn-°p-tºmƒ \pW-°pgn X\n-s°mcp im]-

am-sW∂v Im´p-hm-\mbn Bthmfw ]p©ncn \¬Ip-

∂-h¿, dancer, cuteness overloaded person “sXmdhv dmWn (hmWn) t^mt´m-I-fn¬ PKXn tN -

s\-°mfpw \∂mbn Ah-k-c-߃ ka-\z-bn-∏n-°p∂

\¿Ø-In˛ Hen-tamƒ (Bcy). Iqƒ Bbn F∂pw

Gs‰-SpØv enjoy sNøp-∂-hƒ tIm°m®n (s -kn)

Xm≥ Hcp Nn°≥ t{]an-bm-sW∂v Xpd∂v ]d-bp-

∂, another student teacher my otherhalf, photo-stat agent- Nivil- Nivya. kXy-k-‘-amb ]p©n-cn-

bpsS DS-a. tImƒtK‰v ]c-ky-Øns‚ Chn-SpsØ

Aw_m-kn-U¿ ˛ Aø-t¥mƒ {Ku≠v dmWn ˛

Aeo\. Ms.Maveli 3 times t\Snb Singer Name(Namitha). Expression Queen, food lover, myfavourite singer- ''Our tubelight'' Elsu ( Sneha)hcpw t]mcm-bva-Iƒ Xpd∂v ImWn®v Ah-tem-I\w

\S-Øp-∂, Open Mind person I°qkv _\ykv ˛

{ioe£van -˛ Hcn-°epw h¿Æn-°m-\m-hmØ Hcp

amWnIyw F\n°v C‚n-akn tXm∂nb Iq´n Rß-

fpsS _mlp (Zo]vXn) kq∏¿ Um≥k¿ Rm\pw

Dƒs∏- m¬ Rß-fpsS Um≥kv Sow. Bcp-tSbpw

kzIm-cy-X-bn-te°v Hfn™v t\m°m-Ø, F√m-h-

tcbpw Xs‚ presence Adn-bn-°p∂ Ip´n BXn

(B-Xn-c). Xncp-hm-Xn-c-bpsS s]mt∂m-a\ c≠v X -

an´ sam©-Øn-Iƒ, XmØ-Ωm¿ ]pXp-a-W-hm´n

Rmen F∂ tkmen-l, jp F∂ jmln-_. One& Only ]Tn∏n of electronics department ]q°m-

cn-bmbn \n›-b-®n-hƒ BIvS-dkv A∂Ω (A∂

Adn-b-s∏-SmØ Imew Xncn-®-dn-bmØ t]mse Hcp

]m´ns‚ tXmgn Aisuu” sFizcy kzo‰o {Uowkv

t\cmsX Ddp-ºn≥ IS-bn¬ \n∂pw Rßsf tkhv

sNøp∂ Nfn-tamƒ B®p. (B-i)

CXmWv Fs‚ temIw. Hcp temlsØ

kwkvI-cn-s®-Sp-°p-∂-Xp-t]mse Fs∂ cq]-s∏-Sp-

Øn-sb-SpØ Fs‚ temIw. Hcp IÆm-Sn-°p-ap-

∂nepw Xe Ip\n-°msX \n¬°m≥ ]Tn-∏n-®-h¿ Cu

Iq -Øn¬ Fs‚ {]nb-s∏´ tN®n-amcpw Dƒs∏-Spw.

ARvP\ APn-Øv, H∏w ^nZ, , {i≤, Bjzn≥ acn-

b. H∏w Rm≥ {]m¿∞n-°p∂ Fs‚ ssZh-Øn\v

Iogn¬ Fs‚ A∏-t\mSv tXmƒ tN¿∂n-cn-°p∂

{]nb-s∏- sa‚¿ Dr. Paul Chacko. A©p F∂

sN√-t∏cv F\n°v {]nb-s∏-´-Xmbn tXm∂n-bXv

Ch¿ aqew. ]ns∂ IS-∏mSv Fs‚ A∏≥, AΩ,

A\n-b≥ CXp-hsc IqsS \n∂-h¿°pw \bn-®-

h¿°pw, hcpw Ime-Øn\pw \μn A¿∏n-®p-sIm-≠v,

Hcp ]nSn \√ Hm¿Ω-Iƒ kΩm\n°phm≥ {]tPym-

Xn°v Ign-bs´.

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158 (A£-bv) ˛ aq∂mw h¿j _n.tImw ¢mknse \√ AS°hpw HXp-°-hp-ap≈ B¨Ip- n.

159 (B¬_n≥) ssZh-am¿§-Øn¬ \n∂pw hyXn-N-en-°mØ hy‡n. k∑m¿K ]mX ssIhn-SmØ Ip™mSv.

160 (Aa¬) ˛ atcm- n-®m-ens‚ SqdnÃv ssKUv. _ntImw aq∂mw h¿jsØ kz¿Æ-I-®-h-S-°m-c≥

161 (Aa-e) ˛ IIIrd Year B.com s‚ presentation hnZ-Kv≤. kzbw Ipgn-Ip-gn®v AXn-te°v Imepw \o´n Ccn-

°p∂ al-Xn.

162 (A\-iz¿) ˛ {]tPym-Xn-bpsS A]-am-\hpw F√m Un∏m¿ vsa‚p-I-fnepw thcp-I-fp≈ Ip{]-kn≤ ]ø≥.

tImSo-iz-c-\m-sW∂ Alw- mhw H´p-an-√mØ Hcp ]mhw ]ø≥.

163 (A\o-j) ˛ ¢m v Npa-cp-I-fn¬ ams‰men sIm≈p∂ sIme-®n-cn-bpsS DS-a. s]m´ns‚ h´w Ipd-bmsX

]cn-]m-en-°p∂ s]¨Ip- n.

164 (A\p-tamƒ) _n.tImw ¢m nse h¿Æ-i-º-f-amb hkv{X߃ Ah--Xcn-∏n-°p∂ s]¨Ip- n.\mev s]Æp-

ß-fn¬ ap°m¬ IjvWw.

165 (A]¿W) Nncn-t°-≠n-SØv Kuc-h-ambn Ccn-°p-Ibpw Kuc-h-am-tI-≠n-SØv 32 ]√pw ImWn®v Nncn-

°p-Ibpw sNøp∂ \mS≥]m v sImem-Im-cn.

166 (Bc-Xn) ˛ ¢m n¬ G‰hpw tc\sØ FØm≥ kq∏¿^mÃv ]nSn®v h∂v A‰‚≥kn\v th≠n Ae-

bp∂ hc-∏nkv‰v. ¢m nse IpΩ-\w.

167 (A¿®\)˛ aq∂p-t]-c-S-ßp∂ ]©m-b-Ønse saº¿. Bcpw Adn-bmsX hmtXm-cmsX kwkm-cn-°p∂

Ie-bn¬ amÿ _ncp-Z-[mcn.

168 (Bcy sI.-_n) ˛ ]md-°-√ptΩ Nnc´ Dc-bv°p∂ i_vZhpw sskt°mkn-Ãns‚ Nmf tacosS

kvs{SIv®dpw tN¿∂ Hcp Pohn.

169 (Bcy jmPn) ˛ Imhnse `K-hXn t\cn´p {]Xy-£-s∏´ t]mse sFizcyw hgn-s™m-gp-Ip∂ Atkm-

kn-tb-j≥ sk{I- -dnbpw k¿tΔm-]cn ¢mkv tSm∏¿ ÿm\-tØ°v a’-cn-°p∂ K¿÷n-°p∂ kn¶w.

170 (Bjven≥ ) ˛ aymcI ]´n kvt\ln. s]m°-an-√mbvabmsWs‚ s]m°w F∂ Tagline IqsS sIm≠p-

\-S-°p∂ Bƒ.

171 (Aiz-Xn) ˛ s{]m^n-jy≥kn hn´p-X-cn-√m-sb∂pw ]d™v sI´n-∏n-Sn®p \S-°p∂ Aº-e-hm-kn.

172 (t{_mfn≥) ˛ kI-e-I-em-h-√- \pw F√m-Øn-\p-ap-]cn {]tPymXn CXp-hsc ImWmØ ss^≥ B¿Svkv

\S-Ønb {[pthsS kz¥w ss^\m≥kv sk{I- dn kv{XoP-\-ß-fpsS lrZ-b-an-Sn-∏v.

173 (knhn≥) ˛ apßepw ap°epw Pohn-X-I-e-bm-°nb ¢m nse NmØ≥.

174 (Zo-]) ˛ ]®-sh≈w t]mepw Nh-®-c®v IpSn-°p∂ Nncn-°m≥ c≠v XhW Nn¥n-°p∂ ]mh-ß-fnse

]mh.

tSmWn-kmdpw 58 I≈-∑mcpw

sImtagvkv

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175 (Zo]vXn) ˛ Zo]vXn F∂ t]cnepw hcZ F∂ t]cnepw Adn-b-s∏-Sp∂ Hscm‰ hy‡n. {]tPym-Xn-bpsS

Km\ tImIne.

176 (tZhn-I) ¢m ns‚ Pnan°n IΩ¬.

177 (sFiz-cy) ˛ _n.-tIm-ans‚ apSn-b-Øn-I-fn¬ Hcmƒ. kwkm-c-I-e-bnse {]mho-W. Km\-tIm-Inew \º¿ ˛2

178 ({^mt¶m) ˛ _n.-tIm-ans‚ Bim≥. ^pSvt_m-fns\ kvt\ln-°p∂ ayqkn-°¬ hoc-∏≥.

179 (Pntbm) ˛ ]Wn-sb-Sp-°msX Fßs\ Imip-≠m°mw F∂-Xn¬ dnk¿®v \S-Øn-s°m-≠n-cn-°p-∂p.

Dd-ßm≥th≠n am{Xw {Sn∏v t]mIp∂ A¤p-X-Po-hn.

180 (tKm-]n-I) _n.-tIm-ans‚ F≥ssk-t¢m-]o-Unb. sSIvÃv _p°nse Bg-ß-fn¬ apßmw Ipgn-bn-Sp∂

]c¬ao-≥.

181 (PmIvk¨) Hmkvt{S-en-b≥ kz]v\-ß-fp-ambn Ae-bp∂ thZ\n-°p∂ tImSo-iz-c≥... ¢mknse kv{Xohn-

tcm[n.

182 (sPÃn≥) ˛I≠m¬ Hcp ]∏m-b-Ø≠v BtWepw Xo‰-I-≠m¬ s]‰Ω kln-°q-e. \nhn≥ t]mfn

^m\mb Um≥kv amÿ hn{Iw.

183 (tPmkv\) _n.-tIm-ans‚ Ccp-º-gn-Iƒ°n-S-bn¬ s]´p-t]mb ]mj≥ Unssk-\¿. I´ \b≥kv m\mb

Nfn-bSn A®m-b-Øn.

184 (Im¿ØnI _n.)˛ timI-ß-fn¬ \n∂v timI-ß-fn-te°v bm{X sNøp∂ k©m-cn. thZ-\n-°p∂ a\- p-

I-fn¬ Ipfn¿a-g-bmbv s]bvXn-d-ßp∂ Im¿Øp-ºn.

185 (Im¿ØnI kp{_≥) ˛PohnX kz]v\߃ s\bvXp-Iq- p-∂-Xn-\n-S-bn¬ InS-°-bn¬ \n∂v Dcp≠v hoWv

Xe a≠-s]m´n Xp∂n-en-tS≠n h∂ lX- mKy.

186 (Imhy sI.-F-kv.) ˛ _n.-tIm-ans‚ ssIt\m- -Øn-s‚bpw ajn t\m -Øn-s‚bpw \yqsP≥ th¿j≥.

187 (Imhy cmPv) ˛ apSn-bpsS `mcw Xmßm-\m-ImsX Hmtcm ¢mknepw Xf¿∂v InS-∂p-d-tß≠n hcp∂

Infn-t]mb P∑w.

188 (sIhn≥) ˛ ¢mknse c≠v hnπ-h-ß-fn¬ Xe-aqØ hnπhw. Imcyw ht√y kJm-hm-tWepw \bm-ss]-

kbv°v D]-Im-c-an-√.

189 (e£van) ˛ _n.-tIm-ans‚ Acp-a-bmb Fcp-a. sXm´m¬ Icbpw \ºq-Xn-cn-°p- n.

190 (en-Unb) kn.-F.,- kn.-]n.-Sn. bpsS IdpØ ssIIƒ amSn hnfn-®-t∏mƒ _n.-tIm-ans‚ kvt\l-I-c-߃

X´n-am-‰nb `oIcn. sImSpw `oI-cn.

191 (an∂p)˛ an≠m-∏q-®-bm-tWepw HSp-°sØ ]Tn-∏m.

192 (anj) ˛ _p≤n-]-c-ambn a≠-Ø-c-߃ hnfn®p]d-bp∂ Ip´n. kuZn-bn¬ \n∂pw tIc-f-Øn-te°v

Cwt]m¿ v sNbvX A¬anj.

193 (\μ-\) ˛ ¢m nev Ft∏mgpw Nncn-t®m-≠n-cn-°p∂ hΔmev.

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194 (t\mb¬ ) ˛ hnfn-°mØ Ieym-W-߃°v t]mbv hen™v tIdn Xn∂p-∂-XmWv ÿncw G¿∏mSv.

PmIvks\ Np‰n hcn-™n-cn-°p∂ CØnƒI-Æn.

195 (]u¿W-an) ˛ _n.-tIm-ans‚ Ip‰n-®q-ev. kzOv m-cXv ]u¿Wan \ΩsS amK-kn≥ FUn-‰¿.

196 (cmKn) ˛ F¥n\pw GXn\pw cmKn cmP≥

197 (tdm_n≥) ˛ sN\® hnπ-hw. ISpØ F.-B¿. d“m≥ Bcm-[-I\pw ISpØ kwKo-X-t{]-an-bp-amb kn.-

sF.-]n. (comrade in Prajyoti)

198 (tdmkvtacn ) ˛ _n.-tIm-ans‚ kuμ-cy-[maw. ]pXp-°mSv N¥sb tXm¬∏n°pw Nmf-h¿Ø-am\w ]d-

bp∂ tacn.

199 (tdmbv) ˛ a[p-c-In-\m-hn≥ ]m v ]mSn kz]v\w I≠v \S-°p-∂-h≥. ISpØ hnPbv Bcm-[-I-\mb

sabn¬ knß¿.

200 (kmbv) ˛ _n.-tIm-ans‚ NS-b≥ UqUv. kmbvbpsS ]m‚ v kmbv sS _mKv. kmbv tdm°vkv.

201 (ie- ) ]m´p-]mSn IØn-b-Sn-°p∂ ]pdw am\y-bmb h≥Zp-c-¥w.

202 (km{μ) ˛ United States of sImc- n-bpsS {_m≥Uv Aw_m-knU¿. _n.-tIm-an¬ G‰hpw hrØn-bn¬

apSn-sI´n hcp∂ Ip´n,

203 (kwKo-X) ˛ kwKo-X-hp-ambn Hcp _‘-hp-an-√mØ aq∂wK ]©m-b-Ønse apSn-b-Øn-bmb sk{I- -dn.

204 (kmRvPn-Øv) ˛ Music with body Muscles Imen-°-‰ns\ InSp-InSm hnd-∏n® _n.-tIm-ans‚ akn-e-fn-

b≥.

206 (jmkvan) ˛ ¢m n¬ DØcw ]d-bm≥ th≠n am{Xw hm Xpd-°p∂ an≠m-]q®.

207 (sjdn≥) ˛Ist Year ¬ kzk-tlm-Z-cnbpw

IInd Year ¬ kzk-tlm-Z-c\pw

IIIrd Year ¬ kzkzbhpw ]Tn®v hcp∂ {]tPym-Xnsb IpSpw-_-am°n Ip´n-t®m-dm-°nb

Akm-am\y hy‡nXzw.

208 ( {iqXn) ˛ _q≤n-Po-hn-bm-sW∂v kzbw {]Jym-]n-°p-Ibpw a‰p-≈-hsc sX‰n-≤-cn-∏n-°p-Ibpw sNøp∂

hnUvVn-Ip-jvamWvUw.

209 (knkva) ˛ IW-°nse Ipcp-°-gn-°p-∂-Xn¬ Hmtcm XhW hnP-bn-°p-tºmgpw Pohn-XØn¬ apSn-bpsS

Ipcp-°-gn-°m≥ s]Sm-]mSv s]Sp-∂-hƒ.

210 (knb) ]mºv Cc-hn-gp-ßp-∂-Xp-t]mse Xs‚ he-bn v kzc-am-[pcyw D]-tbm-Kn®v ¢bv‚ vIsf hogvØp∂

_n.-tIm-ans‚ C≥jp-d≥kv GP‚ v.

211 (kvtaX) ˛ sImSp-ß-√q-cns‚ IS-eΩ. ]co-£m-Im-e-L- -ß-fn¬ _n.-tIm-anIfpsS A`b tI{μ-am-Ip∂

]m¿ v ssSw Syqj≥ So®¿. ¢m nse kn¬°n.

212 (kvarXn) ˛ aq∂wK ]©m-b-Øns‚ s\Spw XqWmb {]kn-U‚ v. kwkm-c-I-e-bpsS k¿h-I-em-im-e...

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213 ({ioe£van sI.-]n.) ˛ {io°p´n F∂ sN√-t]-cn¬ Adn-b-s∏-Sp∂ kuay kz`m-hn-bmb sImSp-ß-

√q¿Im-cn. te‰m-bmepw te‰-Ãmbn _n.-tIm-an¬ Imev IpØn-b-hƒ.

214 ({ioe£van F≥.-]n.) ˛ tbmK-bpsS ssNX\yw Ccn-°p∂ _©n¬ \nd-°p-∂-hƒ. _n.tImw kne-_-

 ns\ ¢mkn¬ tIdmsX Im¿∂v Xn∂v tSm∏¿ Bhp-∂-hƒ.

216 (sÃ_nb ) ˛ sk_m≥, ]ymcn F∂nßs\ hyXy-kvX-amb \ma-t[-b-ß-fn¬ Adn-b-s∏-Sp-∂-hƒ.

sXm´m-hm-Sn-bmb Ien∏v sk_m≥.

tSmWn km¿ ˛ ¢mknse Xnc-°p-I-fnepw ayqknIv Ub-d-£s‚ Npgn-I-fnepw s] v IeymWw hsc Ign-

°m≥ ad-∂p-t]mb _n.-tIm-ans‚ tamÃv Fen-Pn-_nƒ _m®ve¿. tX¿Uv Cb¿ _n.tImw s‚ _mlp-_-en.

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1 Gt_¬ tSman

Hardware buji, katta helping mentality, short cut boy, Next Billgates.2 AJne tdm_vkv

{][m\ hnt\mZw `qan \akvImcw, hmbmSn adnbw, RßsS psychomary.3 Aen≥ acnb {^m≥knkv

RßsS tamU¬, B¬^osS N¶v.

4 B¬^n s_∂n

H‰hm°n¬ apØv, Dd°Øns‚ teiw {]iv\w D≠v. kz¥w apSosS adhn¬ ¢mkvssSan¬ Ddßp ∂

hy‡n.

5 B¬hn≥ Fw. sP.{]ikvX\mhm≥ Xmev]cyw C√mØ ]m´pImc≥. \nKqVXIfpsS cmPIpamc≥...

6 Aao\ j^o¿

strong lady of c.s. ]dbm≥fXv Rm\ßv tamtØm°n ]dbpw... A{XXs∂...

7 AarX tUhnkv

Cw•ojn¬ A{KKWyXzw sXfnbn® hy‡n, F{X Dd°w h∂mepw XmSns°mcp Xmßpw sImSpØv

¢m v {i≤n°pw.

8 B\μv ]n. {]Imiv

RßfpsS ]mhw ]mhw tN´≥. hnizkvXXbpsS ]cymbw. kXyØns‚ {]Xncq]w. RßsS kz¥w

Tomettan.9 A∂ acnb

RßsS cutee....AhfpsS B NncnaXn ]IpXn hnjaw amdm≥. c.s s‚ kz¥w ]m´pImcn

10 BcXn inh-Ip-am¿

Super handwriting, \mS≥ kpμcn

11 AizXn Fw. Fkv.

A¬ ]Tn∏n, F√mhtcbpw hoUntbm tImtf....hnfn°q

12 _n¬hy t]mƒ

lnμn ]m´p°mcn....sPdn F∂p kzbw hnfn°p∂p

13 {IntÃm sk_m-Ãy≥

Chunk bro with lots of fun, Xºpcm\m...

14 Un\m-tamƒ tPmbn

RßfpsS Ihb{Xn....Tic tok se dmWn..

Computer Science

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15 F_n B‚Wn

kpμc≥ , Cycling boy.16 Chm-©-en≥ tXmakv

Hcp ]m´p \∂mbn ]Tn®p F√mbnSØpw AXv ]mSn ssIøSn t\SnsbSp°p∂ N¶v

17 tKmKp¬ B¿.

middle bencher, F√m Xdthe°pw Iq´p\n∂p supply, ASn°msX \S°p∂ a\pjy≥

18 tKm]nI DÆn

RßsS Ip™mh.....kmat¥sS hair stylinode Xmev]cyw IqSpX¬

19 lcn-Ir-jvW≥

lcntN´≥ kq∏dm...

20 PnXn≥ tPmWn

Ah≥ Ahs\ Xs∂ hnfn°p∂Xv dmW F∂mWv.

21 tPmtam≥ tem\-∏≥

RßfpsS Mr. Been, happy man, muscle boy.22 Im¿ØnI sI. Fkv.

C.S association secretary, temIØnse kpμcn BsW∂v kzbw hntijn∏n°p∂ sImSpß√q¿°mcn.

23 IrjvtWμp Fw. _n.

Practical buji...IT festil pnc bpsS A`nam\w. cool dude...24 e£van. sI. _n.

Tic tok apØv...Um≥kns‚ apØv, sImc´n e®p.

25 acnb kn. Fkv.

Craft Work lover..... smiling face26 sa¬hn≥ kt¥mjv

Short film editor , Npcpf≥ apSnbn¬ _p≤n Hfn∏n®p sht®°phm...ku≠ns\ kvt\ln°p∂h≥.

27 \nf bp. sP.

AΩbpsSbpw A—s‚bpw s]m∂ptamfv....\njvIf¶

28 doj¬ kn. sP.

Sports man, general captain of PNC...., tIcfØns‚ sports `mhn. Mr.Ponjikara29 km≥P\ ]n. jmPp

Hindi Serial lover ... ]cnkcw ad∂p a\ pw Xpdt∂ Nncn°q.

30 km{μ Sn. Fkv.

Bÿm\ XpΩ¬°mcn.....360 camera t]mse Idßn Bƒ°msc t\m°m≥

{]tXyI Ignhm...Idp∏v \ndsØ kvt\ln°p∂hƒ.

31 icØv sI. Fkv.

Boxer...C.S s‚ DQ (Bcpw Fs∂ X√cpXv)

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32 tjm¨ tXmakv

tImgnsb∂v Btcm t]cn´p. But Bfv decent BWv. kpμcn AΩbpsS AXymhiyw ep°v D≈

western singer Bb tam≥..

33 in¬] sP. sI.

Ip™n∏pgp...A]mc Ignhp≈ Ip´nbmWv. hnIvkv anTmbnbpsS kz¥w Nßmbn...

34 {iolcn Fw. F≥.

lab se singer...]Tn∏pw Ifnbpw Hcpt]mse sIm≠p \S°p∂ hy‡n

35 kph¿W sI. Fw.

push hen°e√ pull X≈e√.....Rithin s‚ I´ fan. C.S s‚ kpμcn

36 kzmXn Fw. Fkv.

C.S se ]Tn∏nÃv...RßsS BBC...doubt solver.37 sshimJv B¿ sat\m≥

]pdØv Ien∏≥... D≈n¬ teme≥...

38 sshjvWhv ]n. Pn.

C.S s‚ \mY≥. RßsS eoU¿....Xq°ens‚ alm≥....RßsS kz¥w IΩØ.v

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